About to hit 30 and decided I didn't want to still be a virgin so I went ahead and paid for an escort. The time I had with her was awesome but it's made me way more depressed than I was before. It made the fact that I have zero friends a lot more real. The only reason anyone would want to spend any time with me is if I give them money. I don't regret doing it but I do regret not trying harder to become a normie in my earlier years. Anyone else have similar experiences with escorts?
>>84511510Use it as motivation. Socialize with the escorts to get better at talking to women (they are just people but slightly more retarded)
>>84511510What about em? Some of them are attractive and some of them you wouldn't fuck with someone else's dick. It is paid for sex and while they're still people which means some you'll get along with more than others, it is a paid for sexual experience. That doesn't mean you can't have a good experience or good chemistry with one but it is a business interaction. It is up to you what you choose to make of the situation. If you're a repeat customer and she vibes with you or fucks with you enough then she might give some priority to you.
>>84511510Made some good, mature, responsible friends when I was around 30 due to taking the time to interact with people IRL and online in places where people gathered over shared interests. You never know who will eventually find you if you keep putting yourself out there each week.
better than nothing but we still lost a few ships to the uboats
>>84511510>Anyone else have similar experiences with escorts?Yes, it was Black Pilling for me that I could only get pussy if I paid for it. I started when I was 22, but could only afford it a few times a year. I thought I could 'graduate' to fucking civilian foids. It never happened.I also found it very difficult to perform and could not cum. I hate the clock-watching. If they have a shitty attitude, it's a dick-killer. I gave it up for nine years and the two agencies I used closed down. I had a couple of meets with independents and I couldn't even get hard enough to fuck them. Though they finally made me cum with a lubed handjob.Sadly, independents seem to be a lot more flakier. Last time I tried, I got bait and switched with another escort with higher prices, so I walked out. I texted the last one I had a meet with, and she didn't answer. My balance is so shitty, I want to wait a while longer to build up enough money to justify paying for another largely disappointing experience. I really wish I had a local old MILF/GILF fuck-buddy who could milk me dry every day.
They're awesome and I would be a lot more desperate without them. The fact that I know I can have sex if I choose to eases the pain of never having had a girlfriend.
>>84512400how do you find agencies?do you live in a large city?
>>84512418>how do you find agencies?Online.>do you live in a large city?Yes.
>>84513038you're lucky i guess. having access to that kind of thing.
Keep going to escorts. Find one you get along with and become a regular. Think of her as your personal sex and relationship trainer.
>>84513138That doesn't work for me. The excitement of getting a new one each time is part of the fun.
