Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthappy weekend guyshey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links:> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Hello everyone, hope you're all well.Today I went to IKEA with my friend and brought home a Daim cake. The best cake. We found some Touhou blind box stuff in the same mall, so I'd say it was a good day.
>>84521982Got too excited and posted before replying to stuff from the last thread.>>84515547>i need eerie silence to sleepI see. I can't sleep without some white noise going on so I always have at least my air filter on, and usually my AC unit too.>They're essentially just a coat of paint with nothing interesting going on underneath mechanic wiseThe villagers are (sadly) the most boring part of the game now. I spent most of my time with New Horizons playing the multiplayert. has over 800 hours in it>was a rough few daysWill you be able to recover over the weekend?>>84515738>cuz like im unable to feel pride in it, infact i would feel more pride if i did it and that's so bad honestlyWhy do you think that is? If you're okay talking about it, I mean.>>84515887>just fell like I'm always failingIt's very easy to feel like that. Try to take some solace in knowing that you're graduating soon and did pretty well on at least one test.
I spent ten dollars on gacha and my pull was blessed. I can't stop winning biggly at gachas>>84521534heya cat how are you? Still working on the Temu warehouse?>>84521982>Today I went to IKEAalways an exciting experience! >>84522097> the most boring part of the game now. would agree. So much I never bothered with them. For me the whole thing was about collecting and maxing out the museum. Little else interested me>Will you be able to recover over the weekend?should be able to. Already feeling a lot better today
>>84521534hey catbro! hope all is well.>>84521982looks nice, but also like it could be a but much. (^-^;)>>84522097hi dinon!forgot to give my coworker my key so she can close shop... be right back...
>>84521982hellothank you I'm okay :]>went to IKEA with my friend and brought home a Daim cakerhat sounds really nice ikeas are strangely fun to visit>found some Touhou blind boxwhy did ya get?>>84522140heya>pull was blessedlucky you!>working on the Temu warehouse?yep :3I can send you a screen of how it looks like now>>84522173eyohow are you?I'm working on a map>forgot to give my coworker my keD:well it's the bosses fault for not giving you spares
promised a class mate to help at maths at night, now im already sleepy>>84521534hru today cat?>>84516850>it'll be a map for hl2aha did u finish it?>but I don't think it was the goalyeah true it was wrong to think the way i did. but for me, the lore bad at either way>played?only the trilogy til now, i played few hours of sh f when it was released but didnt finish it. idk if im gonna play it again cuz like it's not silent hill its just some random action horror game. the current developers are butchering the series, starting with terrible things they did with the SH2 remake and how they changed important things with the lore, now they are making new games and yeah im disappointed.>moviei didnt watch>I just see the lighting and textures and sound and I feel at home~_~the engine is just so satisfying>>84517485hru today officeanon?>which is kinda crazy to seethe power of anime girls>but i';m better off than as a kidglad to hear that :D>didn't really think some plans throughplans through what?sorry i think im missing something>but I control myselfwell that's gooddo u ever feel guilty after spending money over these?>picking up and reading a mistake in the sense you don't get the same value out of itohh well. why though? it's true that i may have missed some concepts dosto wanted to mention because im not 100% aware of everything in his environment but i still was able to enjoy somethings. i think we dont read for the exact same purpose like when i read crime and. punshiment i wasnt only reading to read about the philosophy in it, but i wanted to enjoy>>84522173heya yuanon! how are you?
I've been getting to know a girl, I think she likes me. I met her at a comic book club, and we've been hanging out during breaks. I'll see her on Monday. Anyway, I'll get home, eat something, and sit down to play a game on my PC, like LonaRPG or something. I don't know. Maybe I'll just sleep, or maybe I'll cut myself with my box cutter again. I haven't cut myself in two days! One of my friends took my box cutter and didn't give it back :/, but I have like five more at home, so I'm not too worried. I don't know if I should cut myself again. What do you guys think? Should I?
>>84522456>how are you?ngl, the week has been quite bad and it's not even over. still more work left tomorrow. :[>I'm working on a mapcool. what theme are you going for this time? i'm just playing some more twow before it gets shut down next week.>well it's the bosses fault for not giving you sparesyeah, it was not on our minds at all today. need to ask him to make some more keys.>>84522563hi rem!>promised a class mate to help at maths at night, now im already sleepyyou're a good friend. can you make up for the sleep you lost over the weekend?>how are you?not that great. lots of long days over the week and it will be a short weekend for me as well. it sucks. you?
>>84522665hi anon!>I don't know if I should cut myself again. What do you guys think? Should I?is there any reason why you'd want to besides habit? sounds like things are going alright for you atm. :>
>>84522720>lots of long days over the weeksorry man :/do you have enough time to rest this weekend?>a short weekendwhat's a short weekend?>you?im okay, nothing unusual, mood swings but i have to deal with the finals aswellbut im okay>you're a good friendthanks man :D>make up for the sleep you lost over the weekend?well finals are after the weekend
>>84522822>do you have enough time to rest this weekend?just have to head out a few ours tomorrow, but i just tend to wait until i have to head out instead of investing time in anything and after i'm usually just to fed up with everything and just want the day to end. should get some good sleep at least.>what's a short weekend?less than two days off. not really a thing, just described it that way.>mood swings but i have to deal with the finals aswell but im okaynice to hear things aren't as bad as they could be. ^^ good luck with your finals.>well finals are after the weekendi suppose that's a no... :/
>>84522173hey yuanon>>84522720>as been quite bad and it's not even over. still more work left tomorrow. sort of figured why you weren't here. Sorry. Hope it's over soon>>84522456>lucky you!not even luck at this point. I'm blessed at gacha>I can send you a screen of how it looks like nowplease do, would like to see>>84522563hi rm, how's it goin?>hru today officeanon?happy to be at the weekend finally>the power of anime girlstrue, they have complete control over my life>plans through what?I didn't book a hotel till late, didn't figure out where I could park my car overnight, had a few things I knew I'd have to rush to finish when i got there... all stuff like that>do u ever feel guilty after spending money over these?no. People will spend 50 to 60 dollars a week buying coffees, I don't mind 10 or so dollars a month on games I put hours into>but i wanted to enjoyi agree with what you said in that you don't need to know everything to enjoy, but at the same time I do enjoy that part of reading. It's not so much of needing to get knowledge in academic sense, but finding the fact that ideas and past works evolve in a way that you can trace through literature over time is itself enjoyable to me. By extension reading and know I'm missing out on that type of thing in turn lessens my experience.
>>84522563hei !>maths at night, now im already sleepy:<hope you can sleep a bit more during weekendI'm okay workin on a map !gonna send a pic in a sec>did u finish it?nope it'll take a while >but for me, the lore bad at either waythat's okay and I get it>cuz like it's not silent hillI think so tooz where are my rotting bdsm corpses!!??>did with the SH2 remakewhat did they do?>engine is just so satisfyingand how do u feel about source?>>84522665>I've been getting to know a girl, I think she likes me. Iwhaat?lucky youhope it goes well>Should I?nope>>84522720>more work left tomorrow. :[:ccwhy do you have to work weekends now?because of that one someone quitting?>gets shut down next week.make some memories while you can>need to ask him to make some more keys.definitely >>84522973>blessed at gachathat's a dangerous though!watch out >would like to seeoky I'll send in a bit
>>84523020>that's a dangerous though!only dangerous if you're not a winner! That could never be me>oky I'll send in a bitlooking forward to it
>>84522973hi officeanon!>sort of figured why you weren't here. Sorry. Hope it's over soonwe'll see. boss is sick, so no clue how next week will look like. let's hope it won't be as bad. how was your week?>>84523020>why do you have to work weekends now? because of that one someone quitting?well, boss got sick as well, so it's basically just three people rn. have to deal with it somehow. :/>make some memories while you canjust questing some of the new areas they put in and listening to their radio. chill way to spend the evening. ^^
>>84522737Yes, I felt good, I feel good as I write this, well, not exactly good, it's a bittersweet feeling between a nihilistic and pessimistic thought and a joyful and happy one full of optimism, but I also feel like shit, why do I feel like shit? Why do I feel like shit? It's just stupid
>>84523146heres a pik
>>84523146and another pik
>>84523146>That could never be mehe's gone mad with gatcha! D:btw how r u? was your day good?>>84523201>basically just three people rn. have to deal with it somehow. :/>>:lwell I feel there's no way he can just overwork you like that what if someone else quits will you have to do forced 12 hour shifts or something >chill way to spend the evening. ^^sounds like it :>oh btw the theme of them map is like you see in the pictures i postedalso you get boxes and yape them and send them and do that over and over, I wanna make a map with some gameplay and maybe a story
>>84522140>always an exciting experience!I was convinced they didn't have the full-sized restaurants here, but it turns out they do! Unfortunately they don't sell Lingonberry juice here, so I'll have to find a way to source that that isn't IKEA...>Little else interested meI know lots of people who spent their time making really nice islands but it's not for me.>Already feeling a lot better todayGlad to hear that!>>84522173Hello yuanon>>84522456>ikeas are strangely fun to visitI have fond memories of going with my parents. It was kind of a pain to go, so we made it an all-day thing.>why did ya get?A few things.Little Rin and Momiji figures, some stickers, and a Yukari badge. I'm very happy.>>84522665I hope things go well for you. But you probably shouldn't cut yourself.
>>84523201>. boss is sick, so no clue how next week will look like. staff shortage is always a recipe for disaster for everyone left behind. Sorry to hear. Hope for your sake it doesn't drag into next week>how was your week?it was okay. I went to the Miku concert which was fun. Would share more details over discord but went to do that and it was down so guess i gotta wait>>84523466>>84523473very atmospheric and creepy. Well done, I like it.>>84523599>he's gone mad with gatcha! D:gone made from winning!>btw how r u? was your day good?I'm okay. Laid back day with work, got a bit done>>84523607>Unfortunately they don't sell Lingonberry juice here,tragic> find a way to source that that isn't IKEAhonestly seems like something i'd think asian tastes would like> spent their time making really nice islands but it's not for me.exactly me as well. I'm more of an explorer than a builder
>>84523607cute momiji>was kind of a pain to go, why?>we made it an all-day thing.nice >Little Rin and Momiji figures, some stickers, and a Yukari badge. I'm very happy.man wish I had some things like that hereit sounds cool>>84523705>Well done, I like it.thank you !>made from winning!DD;>Laid back day with work, got a bit doneglad it's not tiring and any weekend plans?
>>84523451>why do I feel like shit?sounds like addiction, doesn't it? you do something, feels good for a short time and then it all comes crashing down.>>84523466>>84523473looks gloomy... :0>>84523599>I feel there's no way he can just overwork you like thatwe just try to keep it running for now. not sure how much longer it'll last, though. we'll see.>sounds like it :>yeah, just quested with someone for a bit and now i'm in a mob of people lead by the radio host just running from tavern to tavern, taking a shot when we get there. didn't plan to take part in it, put it just kinda happened... ^^'>btw the theme of them map is like you see in the pictures i postedvery ominous. and red. i like it. :]>I wanna make a map with some gameplay and maybe a storyi've said it before, but you should do a game at some point. your stuff looks great. what kinda story do you have in mind?>>84523705>recipe for disaster for everyone left behindpretty much. i was just left alone for an hour today and it was pure chaos. it's insane how many people can come in that short amount of time.>Hope for your sake it doesn't drag into next weekwould be pretty bad. maybe i'll be sick then as well. :p>I went to the Miku concert which was fun.nice. :D what songs did they play? and did you get an autograph?>it was down so guess i gotta waityeah, the radio show i'm listening is also on discord and they said they had issues, too. looking forward to those details, though. :>
slepe tiem>>84524435>looks gloomy... :0yep I also added poles with lots of cameras on the horizon >not sure how much longer it'll last, though. we'll see.:/>running from tavern to tavern, taking a shot when we get theresounds funny>ominous. and red. i like it. :]thanks!>what kinda story do you have in mind?idk yet but probably something like you work more and more and a speaker is screaming at you to do more workand you can do that but if you manage to find some hints you can take a part in a rebellion and burn the whole place down
>>84524520>slepe tiemsleep tight!>I also added poles with lots of cameras on the horizonwhat's the story behind it?>sounds funnyit was a riot. glad i just took some sips of rum instead of shots... drink responsible while playing video games!>like you work more and more and a speaker is screaming at you to do more workyup. sounds like work to me.>if you manage to find some hints you can take a part in a rebellion and burn the whole place downmight be very cathartic to do that. in game, of course...
I can't sleep so have a bump
good morning. heading out soon. have a nice day everyone!
good morning everyone >>84526779hellohow it all goes smoothly and don't work too hard
hi guys. probably gonna cut in a bit. idk where i might be running out of easily hideable space. i really want to cry but its like my emotions r trapped :/. ive had such an objectively good day yesterday where i was out with friends but i felt so miserable during it and idk why but i am so sad
>>84527027hey anon >friends but i felt so miserabledo you know why? are you usually sad like that?when I hung out with someone I felt something similar but that's because I felt like we couldn't connect at all>gonna cut in a bitdoesn't that make you feel better or are you just frustrated maybe you could do something else like taking a cold shower?
>>84527027God, that fucking feeling is a fucking nightmare. You're relatively fine and you still feel awful. It would be hypocritical of me to tell you "don't cut yourself" because I do it, but try to cut yourself less. I know it creates a kind of withdrawal, but try to find other ways to distract yourself. You can draw, but not necessarily anything detailed. Just draw whatever comes to mind, draw all those shitty, self-destructive impulses and thoughts. But don't worry, everything will be alright. Just keep going, and I know you can.
>>84524147>and any weekend plans?just usual probably. Workout, go play some games, and take it easy. Fact I had such a short week last week means it feels like i'm mostly taking it easy. Should be back to normal next week>>84524435>it's insane how many people can come in that short amount of time.I've seen enough retail spaces now where it seems like they all come in during one hour specifically, then not at all rest of the day>what songs did they play? quite a lot. They had two Luka songs I liked (World End Dancehall and Never Die), but obviously show is skewed Miku heavy. They had the Miku Miku beam song which was great>did you get an autograph?Miku was sadly not doing autographs that day :< think she was running late for the show might have gotten stuck in immigration!>>84526779>>84526924have a good day the both of you>>84527027like the other anon said, just try to control yourself to degree you can and be safe about whatever you do end up doing.Exploring different methods of getting emotions might also be helpful, when I was at my worst journaling was what worked for me.
>>84527926hey!>Workout, go play some games, and take it easysounds like some good plans^^I'm gonna work on the map >have a good daythanks you too
I woke up early to go to the post office today. There was some debate about what the thing I was collecting was, but it ended up being some Mayano Top Gun dog tags that I forgot I bought.>>84523705>tragicI found someone selling it here online, but it's about $30. I like it but not that much...>seems like something i'd think asian tastes would likeIn my experience they can't really handle sweet things. This upsets me greatly.>I'm more of an explorer than a builderIt's weird because I like like city building games. Maybe I just like large-scale stuff more than designing houses.>>84524147>why?It's in the next city over so it took about 40 minutes to get there, and it was really easy to miss the turn because of the road layout. I remember that happening once.>it sounds coolit isI could probably mail some small plastic stuff over to you if you'd like.>>84526779You too, Yuanon!>>84527027Do you know what made you feel bad? Sometimes when I'm around others I feel very alien. Was it something like that?
>>84528431>sounds like some good plansI got some new Miku figures and a 2B figure this time>I'm gonna work on the mapnice! still the design or any luck adding some kinda simple gameplay to it?>>84528885>ended up being some Mayano Top Gun dog tags did you ever get the jacket though?>I like it but not that muchdoes seem a bit excessive, but maybe it's meant to be bought by Swedish expats who can't do without>can't really handle sweet things.i kinda like how they don't make things overly sweet. Why I think the Asians I've met like fruiter tastes, especially those with a hint of sour or something that dilutes sweetness a bit, which I personally can get behind too. I personally am a fan of sweets that have red bean paste in it, those are my favorites>large-scale stuff more than designing houses.which oddly enough I do like and used to get into in the sims lol
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>>84528885hello>woke up early to go to the post office today. There was some debatewhy? do you order ao much you don't know what you're getting?>the next city over so it took about 40 minutes to get thereoh I see >could probably mail some small plastic stuff over to you if you'd like.hmm.. no I would like to have some silly cute anime thingies but I'd get judged>>84529629>and a 2B figure this timewoaanother waifu>kinda simple gameplay to it?the gameplay basic is already done I'm just now making environments and later a story and scripting it btw I realized my inspirations, the map sorta looks like aneurism 4 and also a movie "mad god" and also half life 2 beta look
>>84521534hey, im a 3X year old guy just starting college after a long time of neeting and it just so happens i have a talent for singing and working out, the reason i made it out of the neet life was because i started hitting the gym and got recruited as a model while also working as a personal trainer so i had enough to finally get off my ass and get a stem degreebut im still autistic and dont really like people all that much. i listen to denpa music while exercising and when im home i just read books, study or play visual novels and weird niche japanese gamesi dont vibe with normal women. i want a cutter gf, how do i find you? i only ever leave the house either for college or to work
>>84529629looks like this now btw
>>84530500>another waifuno no no, you see. I do like 2B's design and her character, but for me I reserve the term waifu a bit more exclusively. I think there's a deeper emotional attachment, which I have had for a very very few characters, but not a case here!This sounds so unhinged and unbelievable coming from someone who has had real relationships I know lol>the gameplay basic is already donenice, would love to see how the whole thing comes together at the end, but really cool progress your making>aneurism 4 had to look this up but yeah i see it now, and man that's a eerie looking game>>84530803looking good with all the details there
sorry for the late reply. day was a blur. >>84526924hi catbro!>how it all goes smoothly and don't work too hardthanks. i think it did and i worked as much as i had to. just pretty tired now. how did your caturday go?>>84527926hi officeanon!>it seems like they all come in during one hour specifically, then not at all rest of the dayexactly how it is. people always pour in in waves for some reason and it's roughly around the same times every day. it's odd.>They had two Luka songs I likedgonna check them out. maybe later in bed, maybe tomorrow.>obviously show is skewed Miku heavywell deserved. how popular are vocaloids these days anyways?>Miku was sadly not doing autographs that day :<damn. better luck next time. maybe she'll hold one of those handshake events.>have a good day the both of youthanks, fren. is your weekend going well?>>84528885>it ended up being some Mayano Top Gun dog tags that I forgot I bought.happens more often than you'd think. did you preorder it?>You toothanks, buddy. :] enjoy your weekend!>>84530803heh. that made me laugh. love the cameras and speakers. really oppressive.
hello peoplecat have you done any horror maps for half life?i hope all are doing wellill go eep now>>84515547>Any idea why you've been feeling this way?not really no i dont have much of a good idea or any clue either as to why, probably uni related stress evolving but im not very sure>that kind of mindset can help you a lot get through these thingslol im glad i get it right from the get go thenill just try to work w/ what i have, if i cant its when ill need external assistance in which case ill ask for it>don't know last time I talked to youits been a while, i think i was here for the 600th thread(accrding to my thread watched i was for the 608th, 655th and 675thfor some reason i pop up once a hundrend threads>Have a new jobhope its for the betteralsoDOGGIEEEEEdogs are nice i hope it wont be much of a headache while its youngmy gf wants to drag me around a bunch of cons but we havent had the chance to go to most yet
I did some more server stuff and I'm now hosting more admin services than things I actually use. But at least I have a cool domain for everything now.I also tried out the Tomodachi life autopainter someone made. It's a little buggy but my miis can eat like kings now.>>84529629>did you ever get the jacket though?No, but I'll keep an eye out for one. I've seen a few on cosplay stores but they aren't that good.>maybe it's meant to be bought by Swedish expats who can't do withoutThat or Swedeaboos, if there is such a thing.>sweets that have red bean paste in it, those are my favoritesI've had that but I'll always go for the choco if there's an option. I'm too deep into my food habits.>which oddly enough I do like and used to get into in the sims lolFor some reason the only Sims game I could get into was the first one. I think because you just have the one house to manage and that's it.>>84530500>why? do you order ao much you don't know what you're getting?My friend has sent something over (but possibly missed part of the address) so I figured it might have been that. Or something from my ex.>I would like to have some silly cute anime thingies but I'd get judgedBy who? Your parents?>>84531500>did you preorder it?I did. I'm not really sure why so I have no reason to own dog tags...>enjoy your weekend!It's going pretty well so far. I hope yours goes okay too.
>>84530908>reserve the term waifu a bit more exclusivelymm I see net even side waifu ,jk>would love to see how the whole thing comes togetherit'll probably take a bit but that's okay >now, and man that's a eerie looking gameyep it's cool it's actually multiplayer rp >looking goodthanks >>84531500hey at least no work tomorrow :3>just pretty tired now. have a nice nap>how did your caturday go?pretty okay just woked on the map>that made me laugh. ^^ >love the cameras and speakers. really oppressive.thanks !I'm gonna think about what else to addmaybe look for some inspiration images>>84531635heyoo>have you done any horror maps for half life?nope never everthis one will be the first one if you can call it horror
gonna go sleep soon >>84531650sounds like your day went well ^^>something from myD;>Your parents?yep
>>84531635hey sis! good night and sleep well!>>84531650>also tried out the Tomodachi life autopainter someone made. It's a little buggy but my miis can eat like kings now.man, that looks good. didn't have some nuggies in a while...>I'm not really sure why so I have no reason to own dog tags...sometimes you just get thing because they look neat. got his pin at a con. just looked like nice quality. don't really have any other reason and now it's just lying around in a drawer.https://www.glassstaff.com/en-eu/products/dungeons-kittens-pin>It's going pretty well so far. I hope yours goes okay too.at least i can just go to bed and have some rest without having to worry about anything tomorrow. worth a lot at this point.>>84531696>at least no work tomorrow :3word. looking forward to doing absolutely nothing all day.>have a nice napthanks. will do in a bit.>just woked on the maptime well spent. it's coming together nicely.>I'm gonna think about what else to add maybe look for some inspiration imagesi think in the wh40k: firewarrior game you fight on an imperial world and there were posters that said: "work earns salvation" very fitting for the imperium and it always stuck with me. maybe some similar motivational poster? "hang in there! or else...">>84531712>gonna go sleep soonslep tide!
>>84531500>day was a blur.all good, do you have off tomorrow at least?> it's roughly around the same times every day. during the week, does it correspond with lunch hour? I always try to avoid doing anything around then since have flexibility and always figure most people will be running around at noon>gonna check them out.vocaloid is interesting since there's quite a bit of variance since in the end it's just the vocal software. I like songs from Yuyoyuppe since he seems to like using Luka quite a bit and has quite a few songs that get classified as vocaloid metalcore>how popular are vocaloids these days anyways?I think it got more popular than it was previous decade again due to pandemic era it seems>. is your weekend going well?went okay. Won some new figures, played some games, and had a good work out. No complaints>>84531635>uni related stress evolving try to take it easy when you can. that stuff builds up and isn't an issue till it is sometimes. School can kinda such sometimes, but nothing that happens will be end of the world you can't come back from>for some reason i pop up once a hundrend threadsgood to have you in either way>hope its for the betterinfinitely better. Has some issues still, but that last one sucked so much life out of me for as long as i've been in this thread>wont be much of a headache while its youngthink they tend to be, but i skipped that issue by getting this one as an adult, but it's a long story how that happened>havent had the chance to go to most yetI've oddly enough been cosplaying a lot, which i've never done before, but it's honestly a lot of fun and cool to get reactions from people
>>84531650>It's a little buggy but my miis can eat like kings now>picrelatedI'm jealous of your miis> I've seen a few on cosplay stores but they aren't that good.it's a real style jacket irl so I would look into that over searching "mayanon top gun jacket" since I don't results would be good>Swedeaboos, if there is such a thing.you're in Asia, there's always a number of women there who will be oddly obsessed with any European country to an unusual degree> I could get into was the first one. Back when it was a more focused game. Sims 3 content became overwhelming and I remembered the insane number of expansion packs for weird shit like going to Egypt or sailing around the ocean>>84531696>net even side waifu I will admit, I have more than one I feel strongly about. Probably 3. Not proud to admit>it'll probably take a bit but that's okayno worries, not going anywhere. Just enjoy making it too, since that's part of the process
>>84531787>do you have off tomorrow at least?yeah. shop stays closed on sundays.>does it correspond with lunch hour?there's probably one big rush around noon and one around 5:00pm. i suppose that's when a lot of people come home from work.>I always try to avoid doing anything around then since have flexibilitymakes sense. why bother getting stuck with everyone else if you can avoid it.>quite a few songs that get classified as vocaloid metalcoreguess every vocaloid has songs in every genre known to man at this point. thanks for the recs.>it got more popular than it was previous decade again due to pandemic era it seemsi think i said so before, but i had to dig around quite a bit to find it back in the day, so probably not that hard to be more popular than then. still surprised it carved out the following that it has at all, but that's cute anime personas for you. l>Won some new figures, played some games, and had a good work out. No complaintsthat does sound nice. need to get a workout in tomorrow. way to long again. i suppose i'll file lifting a lot of heavy packages under "functional exercise".gonna head to bed. see you guys tomorrow.
saw my dad's gun today. I know i should have just grabbed it but i just couldn't, I'm just too scared. i don't even know why anymore, my friend hate me, parents hate me.
