>>84525580
why do these posts keep dying? i refuse to believe that, given the temperament of this site, there isn't more drug use occouring

>>84525601
You can do nigger cattle activities but don't talk about them.
>Rule 1 of fight club is you don't talk about it
Let people escape life in peace and stop reminding them of their own failings.

>>84525580
You should try bullets they kill pain pretty quick

>>84525601
Fuck off to >>>/trash/ with your junkie spam. It's where all druggos went

>>84525627
Thats not the point of these threads though

>>84525646
>>84525639
What are you guys catholic or something? Get the fuck out of here with your high horse you're a robot too

>>84525580
>wholeness
*who loves

OP here, took another 500mg of kyrica and ate a Chinese donut (not pictured)

>>84525601
because i was posting over and over every time i was getting dissed, and now i've run out of dissociatives. i'm taking stims now and i'm too jittery to sit at a computer.

>>84525659
i'm catholic and i've done more than a dozen designer drugs, in addition to all the usual ones.

>>84525580
how many different drugs have you guys done? i've done over 50

>>84525878
I miss the days before the analogies act. Fentalogues were so good

>>84525890
51

>>84525580
40mg odsmt im comfy

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>developed severe headaches 24/7 which doctors are stumped by, no treatments, i'm screwed for life
>debating becoming a drug addict vs killing myself

Drug addiction seems like one of those fates thats worse than death and I would definitely fall into it if I started using in my current condition. Especially benzo withdrawals and shit like that.

>>84525993
Opioids don't stop your pain?

>>84525935
I miss odmst but its kinda expensive and hard to get for how little time a bag lasts especially now that 7oh is around and legal. Though 7oh was are much worse

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Ketamine has granted me so much otherworldly knowledge in the past two days in a way that psychedelics just never really could.

>>84526292
Whats your opinion on ketamine therapy? Is it legitimate for treating trauma or is it just a way to get high on k legally?

Are there any good delta pen deals? Elementvape sometimes have bogo free sales.

>>84525890
Really? I call bullshit. I think I'm at like 30 I find it hard to believe you guys are doing 20 more? Is it just random rcs pumping your numbers? Matter fact I'll list mine:

>mescaline, lsd, 25-nbome, dmt, shrooms, Salvia
>clonaz, loraz, temaz, alpraz, diaz, flualrpazolam, triazolam, zopiclone, gbl, 14butanediol, phenibut, gabapentin, pregablin, carisoprodol
>betelnut, tobacco, caffeine weed alcohol
>ketamine, aminita muscaria, dxm, dph, kavakava, tonnes of synthetic cannabanoids
>nos, ether, duster, butane, amyl nitrate
>opium, methadone, suboxone, heroin, morphine, hydromorphone, oxycodone, codeine tramadol dihydrocodeine, pod/seed tea (basically opium)
>meth, coke, dextroaphetamine, Ritalin, mdma, 5mapb, bzp 4mmc


I call bullshit you guys took 20+ drugs more than me. Are you counting psychiatric pills like seroquel and that?

Never mind I just counted it's like 54 drugs lol

>>84526360
>Is it legitimate for treating trauma or is it just a way to get high on k legally?
Yes.

>>84526429
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4443967/

>>84526429
>>84526431
I've only ever do e dxm but if this isnt too expensive I think I'll try it. Cause God damn if trauma isn't ruining my life

>>84526431
In fact if we step back for a moment and look at where we are an intravenously administered agent that is a street drug of abuse, works rapidly and whose enantiomers are being studied by industry for intranasal use we should be anxious.

>>84526421
Isn't aminita the same thing as mescaline?

>>84526421
I called bullshit thats why I answered 51. Thats a lot of fucking drugs to be doing. If we listed them individually like that and counted analogs I'm probably still under 30

>>84526446
Bro they're talking about legalizing psychedelics these are wild times

>>84526450
No, not the same

>>84525890
Let me see if I can count every single one. I'll try not to count "supplement" type stuff like ashwagandha and the like for the sake of brevity.
>Adderall, alcohol, alprazolam, amphetamine (powder), bupropion, caffeine, Clonazepam, DMHA (octodrine), DPH (though never at a recreational dose, that shit doesn't sound enjoyable) DXM, gabapentin, ketamine, kratom, LSD, nicotine, MDMA, methamphetamine, nitrous oxide, phenethylamine, phenibut, psilocybin.
Not gonna bother making a tier list it was enough work trying to alphabetize all that shit.

>>84526421
this is my list
>Alcohol, Weed, Nicotine, Ritalin, Vyvanse, Dexamphetamine, MDMA, Acid, Shrooms, 2C-B, Xanax, Pregabalin, GHB, GBL, DMT, Ketamine, Fake Qualudes (unidentified), Amphetamine, Methamphetamine, Tiletamine, Clonazepam, Clonazelam, Cocaine, OxyContin, Kava, Heroin, Temazepam, Amyl Nitrite, 3-MeO-PCP, Pentobarbital, Suboxone, Metonitazene, Etonitazepyne, Oxazepam, Nitrous, Tapentadol, 2-FDCK, DXM, Morphine, Hydromorphone, Phenibut, Oxycodone, Codeine, Midozolam, Bromazolam, Valium, Carisoprodol, Kratom, Dihydrocodeine, Fentanyl, Diphenhydramine, Flubromazolam, Tramadol, Loperamide, Doxylamine

>>84526421
>>84526592
these are also in rough order of when i tried each

>>84526592
you need to try fluoroxetamine. it's the closest thing i've felt to MXE. it just doesn't last as long and it's not as strong, so you wind up having to use a ton of it. but it's stronger than ketamine.

>>84526483
i've taken 1200mg+ of dph and had a seizure, idk why i just genuinely enjoy being in the torture dimension

>>84526603
i haven't done many rc dissos, they're not like my favourite thing, is it actually worth?

>>84526604
500mg was my limit. i went far enough to learn what the hallucinations were like and that was enough for me. very interesting. not fun at all. i recommend everyone who's thinking about it just do DXM instead. at least that's actually fun. you should take ondansetron with it though so you don't get super nauseated. ondansetron directly blocks the 5-HT3 serotonin receptors that get overstimulated by DXM's SNRI effect.

>>84526614
i'll say, i have a lot more sympathy for schizophrenics after those experiences

>>84526611
it's beyond awesome. 3-MeO-PCP was excellent, but long-lasting and not for the faint of heart. the rest of the RC dissos on your list are not good. i tried O-PCE recently and learned it is not good, just like O-PCM (which is 2F-DCK minus the 2F), which is interesting, because this proves how much of an impact that 3 prime substitution on the arene ring is.

you never tried MXE so you don't know how incredible MXE was and why it was the king of all dissociatives, and perhaps the greatest RC that's ever hit the market (specifically in terms of how nothing else can replace how it feels). fluoroxetamine is very similar. the closest thing i've ever felt. every time i get it i can't stop using it and go through the whole bag. i'd buy tons if i had infinite money.

it is so uniquely, PROFOUNDLY euphoric. just like MXE was. O-PCM and O-PCE were anti-euphoric. i couldn't put it into words because it's indescribable. something about them was "different". i find 3-MeO-PCP very euphoric too, but it can be a rough ride in a way that MXE and FXE never are.

>>84526604
I'm gonna start calling you the crazy benadryl guy

>>84526635
i'll have to look into it, thanks for the reference
>>84526715
i was only doing it because i was visiting family in the states (no weed state) and couldn't get any drugs except kratom, i am seemingly entirely incapable of not getting high on something literally every day
glad to be back home, smoking weed and drinking

>>84526734
That doesn't seem like a good enough reason to take a hero dose of the nightmare drug and seizing up

>>84526404
I've just been buying distillate and making my own carts. My vendor was doing 50gs for $100 all last month. Its getting cheap as hell

>>84526747
you got me there, i guess i've just never not enjoyed any drug experience i've ever had, i just really like altered conscience

>>84526808
Why didn't you just take some kratom to get a buzz on?

>>84526835
i don't feel anything from kratom, i don't think i get the intensity of experience i'm looking for with kratom

>>84526842
that just means you're not taking enough. if your tolerance is too high you can always soak it in a solvent and concentrate the alkaloids.

>>84526855
i promise you, i was taking a lot of that kratom, like 16 pills at a time
i'm back in my country, where kratom is illegal, but i'll keep that in mind

>>84526450
Amanita is flying agaric mushroom. It's effects are kind like being weirdly drunk/poisoned in low doses. If you smoke the skins it gives a short lasting "stoning"/dumbing effects essentially. It's not very good and I'm too wary of toxicity to ingest a high dose, nor am I interested

>>84526863
Theres barely any kratom in the pills. You have to buy the powder. Or if you want the hard stuff get your hands on 7oh

>>84526592
>Metonitazene, Etonitazepyne

You have to be crazy fucking around with these dude

>Pentobarbital

What's this like? Anyone else tried barbiturates? Are they any good? Also isn't clonazolam that crazy benzo that fucks people up for days?

Also anyone tried chloral hydrate?

>>84526888
i guess i fucked up then. i'm really kicking myself for not trying 7oh while i was there, i just didn't think to.

>>84526896
>You have to be crazy fucking around with these dude
i was only sniffing when i got a chance to try them, so it wasn't so dangerous. about a year later i shot up the water i put through the old bag with literal residue left and got high as.
>What's this like?
it felt kinda like clonazepam to me, but then again, i don't get super strong sensation from benzos, and i didn't get super strong sensation from barbs.

>>84526421
>Is it just random rcs pumping your numbers?
They're cheap as chips and used to be highly available.

>>84526360
NTA but I do recreational ketamine therapy. It's really good if you're depressed and isolated because it takes you out of that mindset, the problem is that you have to think about things while high as balls on a disso. At lower doses there's much more potential for therapy which I might try since right now I find myself just enjoying the high.
There's a big risk with robots and dissociates because of the escapism they give you but I've been able to keep to a schedule and avoid other dissos. I've read about specifically DXM and Bupropion as a form of dissociative therapy but it's really quite shit in comparison with ketamine.

>>84526899
I don't even know how ling 7oh has been around or why it suddenly became popular and well known

>>84526960
I may try low dose. If I have to pay a premium for the experience I dont want to just get high like I could on my own in my room. Thats just escapism, like you said. I need to actually HEAL

>>84526896
Yes clonazolam was the one that made people into zombie blackedout retards, infamous cause it can be misread as clonazepam which does... not do that to people, usually

>>84526981
There's no need to go to a clinic unless you want an IV. I just boof since snorting is awful with the nasal drip. It's not like MDMA where you have a talking element of the therapy, you just take your dose and thank your doctor.
I do it every other week and take 100, 200 and then 300mg. Might cut down to 75, 150 and 200 or something like that though. I do wonder if the antidepressant effects are more beneficial at lower doses, somewhat doubtful though but its worth a try.

>>84526896
also, i really liked clonazolam, it's the only half decent benzo high i can get

>>84527000
So you feel antidepressant effects after higher doses too?

>>84527014
Thats crazy dude did you ever black out for days? Steal anything from a store? Crash a vehicle?

Anyone else not feeling the hits from a vape pen like you would flower and a bong? Like I have to chief a whole cart of 98% distillate just to feel high, is it just my tolerance that is fucked or is vaping just like that?

>>84527018
You definitely do, but I'm not sure if they're more or less pronounced. There's also the issue with most people receiving ketamine therapy in IV/IM so more as a drip rather than a single dose.

>>84527037
I used to get good dxm afterglow, does it feel like that? If O could feel like that more often it would be great. Idk how I want to try it now though. Probably stick with a therapy session at first so everything is controlled

>>84527043
It's a much more pronounced DXM afterglow that you notice pretty immediately after. In my experience, DXM afterglow is a lot slower because of how much longer it stays in your system, while ketamine is closer to an on and off switch
>Probably stick with a therapy session at first so everything is controlled
Again, you aren't doing ketamine with a therapist. People are usually given somewhere comfortable to sleep and then hooked up to an IV bag and are left alone.

>>84527022
i don't have any really crazy stories, i'm generally a pretty reserved person. i used to steal with my old buddy when i was hanging out with him, but that was mostly him, i don't steal on my own. i also just don't get a lot from benzos, so it being long lasting doesn't fuck with me a ton.

>>84527053
I see. Sounds worth a try for sure.

>>84527071
Having a history of stealing kind of disqualifies you from being a "reserved" person imo. Why did you feel the need to take benzos in the first place? Just trying to get high?

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>>84525580
I do not take drugs but I do inject estrogen, does that make me degenerate enough for drugfeel?

>>84527123
No, being trans is not the same as being an addict, though they do often come hand in hand

>>84527034
you either blew your tolerance or you're doing something wrong. mine is far stronger than flower. it's like hitting dabs over and over. and then THC-B is like 50% stronger than regular THC, and THC-H is like 5x as strong and lasts at least 3x as long as regular THC

>>84527123
>>84527135
Actually, from what the gear heads on /fit/ say, you guys seem to get a bit of a bump when you dose your whoremoans. Is that true?

>>84527136
I'll have to try THC-B and H for sure, do you know a vendor? I'm pretty sure I'm hitting it right, it makes my throat burn

I'm taking adderall way too often and my tolerance is getting way too high, but I just can't not take it. Everytime I try to stay away from it my desire to be productive is just too strong. What other drugs (that aren't stimulants) could I do that will help me be productive?

>>84527149
You could try some nootropics but nothing will come close to the feeling of addies

>>84527171
Thanks for the suggestion. I already tried a few of those but they were too weak on their own to be worth it.
Isn't there an obscure and crazy combination of nootropics or some other obscure non-stimulant that could greatly enhance my productivity while my tolerance to stimulants resets?

>>84527205
Not that I know of, people just cycle the nootroopics, since stuff like phenibut you can't take daily without issues

>>84527205
>Isn't there an obscure and crazy combination of nootropics or some other obscure non-stimulant that could greatly enhance my productivity while my tolerance to stimulants resets?
No, there isn't sadly. You just have to accept that your productivity is gonna be fucked for a while as you take a t-break.
You'd be hard pressed already to find something that "could greatly enhance my productivity", but while on a t-break it's nigh impossible.

>>84527205
>>84527227
>>84527171
the one you guys are looking for is bromantane. google bromantane and read the mechanism of action. it's unique.

>>84527239
this too though. it's like any other drug withdrawal. tolerance = addiction = eventual withdrawals.

>>84527143
binoidcbd.com everything they have is great, though some flavors are obviously better than others, and a lot of the non-binoid brands are inferior to their own brand.

THC-B is pretty close to normal weed, but THC-H and THC-P are dangerous. THC-P is even more extreme. 33x as strong as weed and a 2-3 day half life so it affects you for a week and the intensity of the addiction is nothing like normal weed if you use them any more than very carefully. it's so extreme it'll cripple you like opioid withdrawal and it can be very scary just like opioid withdrawal. i lost 20 lbs withdrawing from THC-P because it lasts as long as methadone, so you can't even cold turkey--the insane half life means the "peak" lasts for a week instead of just 2-3 days.

while i believe in freedom, i don't think THC-P should be on the normal market with all the others. THC-H is pushing it. its half life seems to be about 12 hours compared to weed's 3-4 hours, but it's far stronger. the withdrawals can get very intense from this as well, but you can't get in as deep as you can with THC-P. be careful with it regardless. if you start using it every day, regular weed/THC will lose its effect completely because your receptors will get so downregulated.

>>84527325
All binoid products are mostly delta 8 with just a tiny bit of the wanted cannabinoid included if you actually read the packaging. They're good people tho they sent me a worlds biggest delta 8 gummy for free for fucking up my order once

There's only two DNMs on Tor Taxi now.
Did everyone move to telegram?
DH or DM?

>>84527386
Been wo during this

>>84527365
all i've ever bought from them was THCA, THCB and THCH, and all of them are 100% what they say they are. i don't understand what you're talking about. it's totally wrong.

delta 8 in particular has a characteristic throat hit, and delta 6 and delta 10 are very similar. HHC, H4CBD, and the rest of that family all have a distinctly black pepper taste. you can't hide this stuff. if they were in the pure carts, i would know.

>>84527386
dark matter obviously and if you have XMR, black ops is fine. there are 4 main markets right now. idk why you're only aware of 2.

Shit missed the answer yesterday, how much does Ritalin cost on street? The prices I'm seeing around here are fucking mental (1mg=$1) and I'm wondering if that's the norm at the moment?

>>84527472
Study drug pricing will never and has never made sense.
Especially because Ritalin that isn't meth tends to be hard to get

>>84527472
Why the FUCK would you buy from a street vendor when you already know you're getting scammed? tor dnms blah blah blah. At least vendors have reputation to stand on, you're most probably just getting pressed meth if you buy street shit.

>>84525890
>alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, weed, psilocybin, LSD, mescaline, DMT, NBOMe, 4-HO-MET, 2C-B, N2O, amphetamine, cocaine, 3-MMC, 4-MMC, MDMA, MDA, 5-MAPB, ketamine
So 20. I'm mostly interested in psychedelics though.

>>84527754
College kids with a bit of pocket change and a lot of work to do

Taking Tapentadol and oxy rn, can feel my ankles and elbows tingiling and it feels good to breathe.

Anyone wanna chat? cold2117

How long does the "good" part of an acid high last? I want to take some today to keep me up. It's currently 6 am, I plan to take the acid at 9~10 am, am comfortable taking a second dose and have 4mg kpins for the comedown and eventual sleep. My tolerance for kpins is high enough that this won't knock me out cold for days but will get me to sleep for sure.

>>84527921
For me, entire lsd trip is a good part.

I'm about to come off of a pretty heavy multi-year kratom habit cold turkey. What can I do to make the first 48 hours suck less? I get pretty bad WDs so I'm sure this isn't gonna be fun.

>>84525580
How much of the grow bag needs to be white before I can cut it open

>>84528214
for mushrooms?
Have you crushed up the seed yet and waiting for the substrate to colonize or just starting out?
If you are just starting out, wait for it to about 95% colonize just the seed, then once that happens, thoroughly crush and mix the seed with the rest of the substrate and compact it, put it back in the dark for a while at proper temp (was between 72-77 degrees for me.
Honestly with mushrooms time is your friend.I'd wait until almost the full thing is colonized to maximize yield. But If there is a bit of uncolonized substrate left on the bottom or sides that you won't be growing on, then It's probably fine, but if you are going for large yield then I would wait for it to entirely turn white, or at least visibly have mycelium growing through the entire substrate.
there are plenty of guides online that are probably better than random anons here that I would go with, but after the entire substrate colonizes, I take it out of the dark, put it under the light and usually cut one or a few 2 inch slits near the top of the bag. I had luck with putting a cotton ball in the slit to stop possible contaminants early on, and then eventually took it out later.
A big thing is that once a day you squeeze and fold the open part of the bag to cycle the air and co2 out. Also later I like to start spritzing a little bit of water on the inside of the bag to keep them moist and oxygenated.

Keep in mind anon, after it colonizes and you are in the growing phase, it is going to take a LONG time for them to pin, just keep up the daily oxygen cycling and occasional moisturizing. I've also seen some people have luck poking some small aeration holes in the fully colonized substrate with a fork.

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Pros and Cons of my daily marijuana habit
Pros:
>Barely hungry during the day
>Social/romantic needs are practically non-existent
>Partial emotional numbness
Cons:
>Insomnia if I don't get high
>Anhedonia
>I'm generally more stupid than usual

going to a Disco.
I want to get some Molly, but apparently where I'm at it's almost always cut with nasty shit like fent.
Gonna get some test kits, but goddamn it pisses me off how so much is fake shit out there. If I wasn't a coward I would produce my own (in minecraft) just so I can stop stupid people from overdosing.
You think the psychotropics crowd would be the kind of cool people not to jew you, but unfortunately that's not the case.

>>84527034
Do you add tobacco to your bong/spiff? Nicotine synergies with weed.
Other than that, yea, vaping doesn't hit the exact same way. The temperature might also affect the proportions of cannabinoids you get.

>>84528300
The mycelium is spreading and covering a large portion of the bottom of the bag, I'm just not sure how much of the bag should be white before cutting it open. Should I be concerned if there's yellow in with the white

>>84528528
of all the drugs i've tried, nicotine was one of the worst.

>>84528606
It's definitely the worst in terms of addiction potential vs recreational/nootropic value out of all the popular stuff.

>>84528529
you didn't answer the question about what stage you are at but I'm going to assume you are done with the seeding and have crushed the substrate. (if you haven't crushed the seed yet, then I'd crush the seed and mix it with the substrate if most of the seed is colonized). Assuming you are past that:
I'd wait until it is fully re-colonized, or like 80%-90% of the bag is recolonized. As long as a majority of the whole substrate is fully white.
>yellow spots
are they small? if they are smallish you should be fine. Even then, Mycelium can be yellowish white throughout, as long as you don't get any large green or black spots (like mold).
If this is your first time growing anon, I'd just remind you that mushrooms take a long ass time to grow and can be inconsistent, but if you are getting mycelium growth just fine then I'd let it keep doing it's thing. I'd wait until at least the surface you will be growing from has colonized to take it out of the dark and provide air.

Bored and out of everything.
Heat getting much.
Time to rehydrate.
Let's see what we can do.
>>84528466
>You think the psychotropics crowd would be the kind of cool people not to jew you, but unfortunately that's not the case.
There's very little overlap between the personality, skills & mindset of someone good at making drugs and good at selling them. They exist and they're cool people but the vast majority of the time it's two distinct groups. Kinda how it's virtually unknown for a surgeon to be good at nursing related skills.
Plus it increases danger by a factor of several thousand.
>If I wasn't a coward I would produce my own (in minecraft) just so I can stop stupid people from overdosing.
No that's got nothing to do with cowardice. Drug chemists are commonly treated worse than pedos in the justice system. Not by the inmates themselves - you'll be pretty high up in the hierarchy despite being a geek with no body count - but lmao the government really likes to make an example of people who make the stuff.
>I want to get some Molly, but apparently where I'm at it's almost always cut with nasty shit like fent.
You called it Disco so you're probably European. It's Nitazene there mostly.
But also a lot of just caffeine and Speed.
>>84528214
1) Wait until 80% colonization
2) Break and mix the mycelium
3) Wait until 95% colonization
4) Cut open
Some people break it at around a Golfball sized colonization Level but that's usually with jars.
Is this an all in one bag or will you be putting it into a tote with bulk substrate?
>>84527921
IMHO the "bad" part of it is basically when you've stopped tripping. That's when benzos should be taken.
>>84527205
>Isn't there an obscure and crazy combination of nootropics or some other obscure non-stimulant that could greatly enhance my productivity while my tolerance to stimulants resets?
Intermittent fasting + Keto + Lifting + hydrotherapy + Meditation + high dose Vitamin D is the closest you'll get.

>>84528700
I don't know what stage I'm at, I'm using a ready-made grow bag. All I can say is just by looking at it I'd have to guess the bag is maybe 45% white. The yellow patches don't seem too big.

>>84528966
why are you just describing it? post a picture already

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>>84529158
Shitty lighting but here

total newfag when it comes to substances. i've been taking thc/cbd for the past bit, 15mg usually and it's been very chill. last night i took 20mg and it was genuinely the worst experience i've had. paranoid, literally blacking out for minutes at a time, general delusion. what causes it? how do i avoid it in the future? have i found my limit?

i'm 5 months clean i used to use meth and bathsalts here in south afirca i'd get 3 g or crystal for 100 rand and 6 g or bathsalts or kat as its called here in joberg can i join drugfeel

>>84529254
NTA but that still needs a ton of time and one (1) mix before it's ready.

>>84529254
Yeah keep waiting
until fully colonized or just about.
OR if you haven't shaken/crushed it up yet, wait until 40%-80% and then crush and mix it up to distribute the mycelium more evenly and then wait more like this anon said.
>>84528733

Popped 1g lyrica, felt nothingz going for 500mg more. Fucking tolerance is a bitch

>>84529274
I genuinely don't understand how weed effects some people like this, but my tolerance js so high I can chief a whole cart and feel nothing

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Hitting my thc vape instead of drinking on this lazy day I am having.
I'll check my stash tomorrow to see what I've got leftover from before my sober stint.

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Nearly pulled the trigger on this totally-not-meth DNM adderall for my paralyzing executive dysfunction, but decided to look into PPAP HCL instead. Apparently it only works when the neurons are firing, or something, so it's much smoother.

>>84529274
you just have no tolerance and went too far without experience. over time you'll get used to how higher doses feel without freaking out. or if you keep using it too much you'll build tolerance and dependence and higher doses won't hit very hard. i recommend avoiding that, because having tolerance = a dependence = withdrawals eventually.

>>84531017
There is no such thing going as thc withdrawals but go off about tolerance goddamn its a bitch

can someone convince me to NOT buy half a gram of meth, 10 grams of filler, a pack of empty capsules and geometrically measure out 100 tablets of 5mg desoxyn

>>84531106
just get the meth and weigh it out as needed until you can approximate accurately within ~10mg. by that point you'd have a tolerance if you were using it daily to work.

but personally i recommend stimulants with shorter half lives. i find the super long half lives of amphetamines to be inconvenient.

>>84531106
What are you gonna do while on your meth pills?

kek I'm smoking the insides of some 4th of the July firecrackers. didn't explode but it burned up nice and tastes le Smoky as fuck XD

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>>84531141
Thanks.
>but personally i recommend stimulants with shorter half lives
What do you like to use specifically? I considered pressed addy but since it's all meth in the end I assumed that was the best out there
>>84531181
Aspirationally? Work and study. Realistically? Stimfap all day

>>84531447
Wat

>>84531465
If you really think you're just gonna fap your dick off don't buybit, save the money and you're brains pleasure receptors

>>84531487
I'm smoking firecracker stuff because I'm experimenting to discover new drugs and compounds . sorry if that wasn't clear

>>84531512
You're not discovering shit man you're just inhaling harmful shit and fucking up your lungs. If you're that down bad for a high go buy a bottle of robitussin or something

>>84527078
yeah, pretty much, i don't really get anxiety, and probably don't feel anything as a result. and when i say steal, i mostly mean i was accessory.

>>84531711
I would use a different drug to get high on if you don't have anxiety. You'll be less inclined to do nigger shit and land in jail

>>84531732
yeah, i don't use them at all anymore, except when offered for free. that's how i tried flubromazolam. opioids are really my favourite, i'm super glad i don't like benzos more or i'd be super fucked up.

>>84531732
>>84531749
for that matter, that's also how i tried most benzos i've done, except xanax.

9am, ran out of weed so i'm drinking coffee and wine.

I am fucking up my bladder probably...
Considering giving the rest of my ket away.

>>84531749
>>84531760
Its easy to ruin your life with opioids too but it wont happen as quickly as it can with benzos so theres that.

>>84531780
You should have a vodka or whiskey coffee

>>84531812
Uh if you wanna coordinate on discord or something I'd be down to take some off your hands I'll pay for shipping

>>84531820
nice try fed orioriorioriorioriori

>>84531817
yeah, i almost fucked up my life with opioids. i mean to say that if i were addicted to both, that would be extremely bad.
i wish i had vodka right now, but then i'd have to go to the store. considering taking my remaining dph that i brought from the states, cause it's illegal here, and live posting.

>>84531827
I'm the one giving you my address how can I be the fed here

lol, i just remembered when i took 600mg of dph on my flight back from the states, luckily didn't freak out.

>>84531465
there are tons of research chemical stimulants. it really just depends on what you can get. methylphenidate is much shorter acting than amphetamine if you want a prescription instead of designer drugs, but i think the designer drugs are superior. the good ones at least. some just aren't winners and it is what it is.

>>84531838
Why would you do that crazy benadryl man?

>>84531884
flights are boring.

>>84531846
I see. I looked into the RC stuff and didn't see much aside from light supplements. Cyclazodone is apparently terrible for your liver but PPAP is supposedly speed tier
Which have you used anon?

>>84531913
idk what you're talking about man. there are like a dozen different cathinone and phenylethylamines that are all stimulants. 4F-MPH is somewhat widely available. feels just like regular ritalin imo.

n-ethyl-pentedrone is supposedly really good but i haven't tried it yet. there are whole lists of these things though, so just google around for people's experience reports on which ones are good and which aren't.

located my dph, i have 1400mg remaining, might take 1000mg and hope i don't seize again.

>>84532070
You need to stop doing this you're giving yourself brain damage

>>84532097
it's gonna be the last time anyways, otherwise today's gonna be super boring. i love seeing scolopendra gigantea crawling all over my room and skin, and my loved ones telling me how disappointed they are.

>>84532125
Jesus dude you're nuts I hope it is the last time you're only hurting yourself

>>84532193
dph is illegal in my country, so i guarantee it's gonna be the last time. i can't get it anywhere.

bough some mephedrone after being on a light druggy bender for better two weeks and I really hope it kicks in soon before smoking my brain away

>>84532225
Wish I had what you're having. All I have access to is 7oh

>4g kratom w ODSMT eyeball yet again
>800mg gabapenyin
>1 beer so far
Going to roll blunts, getting drunk with frens :D

>>84532267
got 2g of that too to fry my brain when the sun starts to rise but idk if 0.5 g is too little

>>84532293
500mg in one dose? Most people are good around 20 to 50 lol

>>84532283
Where do you get odsmt laced kratom from? I want some

just over half an hour since i took my dph. starting to feel it.

>>84532316
nah just in the sack

>>84532333
What will you do about the inevitable withdrawals? Do you have a plan?

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>>84525580
I keep fucking my life up over crack. I don't pay any bills and all my money goes to crack. I need to go back to rehab.

>>84532391
At least you're aware of the problem and have an accessible solution

>>84532391
is crack really that good? how does it compare to normal coke? i mean, i know its a rush thing, which i understand (exceot i use heroin)
you've really fix this, and you can

>>84532344
I was already struggling with cocke withdrawals today but I'll probably take some anti-depressants and sleep it over the day, also smoking weed helps always

>>84532425
That much 7oh will definitely give you a withdrawal period. Be aware

If I'm not some kind of high, I'm no kind of alive.

> Did more than just a micro dose of shrooms last night for the first time

My dad is really into mushrooms and has been doing them for around 30 years now. He's out of town and I took about 2g of mushrooms that he had laying around because I had googled that 2 grams were around the average dose of penis envy mushrooms that I believed they were. I now after I had this experience doubt that was what they were and think that he must of had some fuck shit.

They were kind of short with thick stems and had this look to them that they had blue dye on them or maybe this type of mushroom just bruises blue in some way. The lid of the jar said "Skywalker 15g" so I figured that maybe it was some blue star wars motif idk if dyeing mushrooms is common practice I'm not very familiar.

I started out for about 40 minutes watching steins gate thinking that the mushrooms just weren't hitting until a wave of uncontrollable laughter came over me. I was with my boyfriend for the whole experience. We went outside and saw the sunset and it looked beautiful but I was mostly just euphoric and giggly and I was telling my boyfriend about memories of my childhood and I felt very good very uninhibited almost in a way that I haven't felt since I was a little girl.

For a while we kind of talked but eventually he said I started just basically spewing nonsense to him lol.
At that point I went on my computer and he had me play rust which lasted a little while. He said there was a very distinct moment where I basically went completely non-verbal and would only respond with "Ok, yeah, sorry, thank you" etc. This state basically lasted the rest of the night. I started just truly tripping I was following my boyfriend around the house and at points it felt like I would see him walk infront of me and then the next second he would be behind me. And I recall at some point I lost the ball that was holding in my nose ring and I recall the sensation of feeling at my
(cont).

>>84531610
true true im honestly I'm a crack head that ran out of crack, and not dealing with it too well right now

>>84532518
Yeah you're gonna feel like shit if you're raw dogging it but your brain is better off for it. Choose a better drug you can't keep chasing a 15 minute blast over and over again

>>84532501
> (cont.)
nose ring and infinite little metal balls falling into my hand. and this point we were sitting on my bed and I started to become extremely aware of my breathing and feeling like I could hold my breath forever without feeling discomfort so I got really conscious of breathing in and out to make sure that I didn't die. Then I guess I got really nauseous and puked on myself. My boyfriend cleaned me up and I guess we just laid in bed for the rest of the time. This is when it felt like I really started to lose any grip I had on reality. It felt like I got stuck in a loop of believing that I was fully outside reality and that at any moment trying to conjure up memories of my life made me feel as if I had always been in this completely lost state and that moment to moment my belief that I had actually lived a life was just a delusion and that this was the state of reality I was always in and always would be in forever. I started to feel that my boyfriend was not actually a real person and that this room I was in was just an illusion because it felt like everything he'd say to me I was predicting in my head before he would say it and that he kept saying the same things over and over like "you took a bunch of mushrooms" "you're alright" "its almost been 5 hours" and it felt like he was just an extension of myself telling me comforting things to try and calm me down. I've never felt so lost it felt like I was mourning the existence of my entire life up until this point and that I was just going to be in this infinite loop forever. I was also simultaneously having the feeling that I was thinking thoughts and trying to think about myself and my life but that my inner monologue to me just sounded like the repetition of random nonsense and it felt like the only words I could manage to say to my boyfriend in response to him telling me I was ok was just "ok" "thanks" "sorry".

>>84532419
A good bong rip hits you instantly, mind is going 100mph and you just gotta stand up n walk around. It's hard to describe you just feel awesome but it only lasts like 5 minutes

>>84532564
oh there's no way I'm going to stop smoking crack. you can't waltz through the ghetto in just your flesh and blood. you have to be a brass steam engine with your cracked out six iron and you know show cruelty and all that. kind of fucked up you have to get in that performative mindset just to go outside, but we all do it in one form or another. the difference with me is that I live in a safari. to put it another way I live in the video game Manhunt . you got to have predator vision if that makes sense

>>84532568
Sounds like you had a good trip.
Having someone you love there (like friend, family, or partner) to help you out and remind you everything is okay is probably for the best, and you are lucky you didn't do them by yourself
. 2g of random mystery shrooms is a bit intense for a first timer.
Keep in mind that shroom trips can be good, bad, uncomfortable, scary, or euphoric, and anything inbetween/all of the above. That's kinda the appeal.
Best advice I can give for future shroom trips is to 1)go with the flow and ride the wave, wherever the trip takes you, trust that you will reach the other side, accept all that comes to you, good or bad, and know that your minds eye is an unreliable narrator and to take everything you see and expirience on a trip with a grain of salt. Shrooms heighten your emotions, good and bad. 2)Don't take shrooms like weed or other drugs. I'd suggest only doing shrooms once or twice a month MAX, they are the kinda thing you only do rarely, not a party drug. Taking frequently lessens the effects and also increases risks of HPPD.
Honestly anon sounds like a killer time and you handled it pretty well for a first time with such a high dose.

also keep in mind that shrooms, metaphorically are like a mental "rifle" or a tool, you can use them to hunt a deer and get food, you can use them to target practice, or you can shoot yourself in the foot with them, it's all about your environment and your intention before, during, and after the trip. They can be used in a ton of different ways because it's connecting synapses in your brain that don't usually connect, if you are intentional with it, this can lead to revelations or overcoming mental hangups, or just seeing things from a different perspective, but just as easily lead to paranoia and freakouts. Sometimes both! It's all part of the journey.

>>84532606
Where are you, chiraq? Save your money to get some benzos instead Jesus its not that bad just ignore niggers they only shoot you if you steal or beef with them

>>84532645
benzos are you kidding me? when you picture the glowing eyes, bare metal T800 terminator autonomous killer cyborg, do you see him taking chill pills like a ballerina or does he smoke real ass fucking crack out of a glass pipe and hold it in . ( rhetorical question ) .
you could unzip your fucking fly and fucking piss out of your soft little nutsack on benzos because it turns you into an amoeba.
And don't go telling me how hot it is in chiraq nigger I'm in Venezuela

>>84532768
Well, I wish you the best desu

>>84532568

So eventually only after I started to feel more connected to reality I started trusting that my boyfriend was actually a real person and that we really were just in my room I started to find the words to talk to him and ask him questions about what had happened that day and eventually I snapped out of it

but anyway does that sound like a normal 2g mushroom trip and I'm just a pussy or does it sound like maybe my dad had a crazier type of mushroom that I just wasn't ready for

>>84532768
>>84532606
>>84532518
i want to hear more about what it's like to be a crackhead in venezuela. this descriptions made me lol. i live in a nice house in the suburbs in the USA so i can't even imagine it.

also, why don't you just do meth? cocaine is just a black hole for money, and you gotta redose over and over and over. only problem with meth imo is it lasts too long sometimes and i wish i could just make it end without having to use benzos or whatever.

>>84532803
if you're a girl with a smaller body that sounds about right. it doesn't sound too mind-bending. pretty average trip.

>>84532501
>I took about 2g of mushrooms that he had laying around because I had googled that 2 grams were around the average dose of penis envy mushrooms that I believed they were.
2g PE = 4.5g regular shrooms
Boutta pass out but no this was a lot.

>>84525659
>too
You're not a robot if you do drugs. Doing drugs is basically peak normalnigger conformism.

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>>84525580
I've been smoking this, but I think either my tolerance got way too high or my bong hit method just suddenly turned to shit because I barely even get goofy from it anymore

>>84532909
i'll bet you less than 1000 humans on this entire planet have consumed 3-FL-PCP. i've done things almost no one on earth has done. i've experienced things not even the richest men on earth have experienced.

elon musk needs to stop using K and get his hands on this fluoroxetamine.

>>84525601
i'm vaping THC on an adderall comedown. not even getting high. it's just to end the THC withdrawals. frustrating experience.

Lyrica makes me dangerously honest which is why I avoid taking it unless I want to work my ass off TwT

>>84532573
huh, interesting. thanks for the insight. i'd assume you probably wouldn't recommend it, given the addiction and all. how does it compare to the rush from smoking meth?
>>84533981
i can imagine, i wish substances weren't physically addictive, sigh. i don't really get a strong comedown from amphetamine desu, so i can't relate to that.

Good morning /drugfeel/!
Glad you're still alive and healthy! Just gonna pop 2g lyrica and 600mg caffeine to start the day. Probably the last day in this lyrica binge, script it running out

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>>84533981
There is NO such thing as THC withdrawals you fucking goobers!