Have you ever been under a lot of pressure?
>>84527576got pressured into having sex on a high school camping trip, still feel sick about it
my entire life. I'm a straight white male, you see.
na, Im a high testosterone beast
Yes, but I at least thought I had a long time to release that pressure healthily, or knew that failing the immediate objective wasn't the end of the world. Others have faced way more, in some cases their own traits amplifying the pressure.
>>84527576trying to get a job in the past 2 months, brain blowing experince
>>84527605Do you happen to be in North America?
>>84527626no i'm from the landias of australia
>>84527629Rats, then I got no suggestions. All the best to ya.
Yeah and it made me a lot more resilient. What I thought was tough, was nothing at all.
>>84527643yea no worries, i appreciate it though matehave you ever been under a lot of pressure?
How to cope with pressure?
>>84527655More like under the illusion of it? I was constantly being antagonized and pushed to snap and lash out... but really all I had to do was not do that.Many would say when my Amazon contract ended and I was back to looking for work, that a more 'real' high pressure scenario, which would be understandable.Know a person in New Zealand who was looking for work over the past few months and got a job within the past week, so I'd like to think it'll come along in time for you too.
>>84527687with a blunt in one hand and your dick in the other
>>84527576>Have you ever been under a lot of pressure?Many times. I used to be a first responder. Also have dealt with other stuff like family issues, money problems, unemployment, study and assignments, work etc.
>>84527576My first and only fight and I was high on shrooms during it. I went for the guys mouth and like tried ripping his face open by pulling his jaw apart. Didn't work. I tried it because I played the last of us a long time ago and died to the bloater and he does the thing I did to Joel
>>84527692i'm curious, but what were you getting antagonized by, was it the normgroids, family and such ? i really do hope i'm able to get a job, i do have several job fairs coming up this may so if i can't get a job i might be able to farm some good old connections that might lead to one later down, just hopefully not sperg out and keep the tism to a minimal, thanks though anon
having insomnia and working a shit job was the worst thing I've ever experienced becaus eit compounds all the depression and self hate so much
>>84527789i feel you anon, i remember trying to overdose after a real extra shit night shift since i didn't want to deal with the next upcoming ones with the same manager and i was too much of a retard to quit since i needed the job
>>84527758Yeah see that's one of the reasons pressure is high. Weed will give me a psychotic episode no can do, and I need my energy so no orgasms, like when you have an important game and coach says you can't do that, that's not my situation exactly but I need the energy in mine. So far to cope I have music and...that's it
>>84527785Remind me to never do shrooms with you
>>84527786Seven, dang. For me that's a lot of effort, so I commend you.Ex started an irrational campaign against me one day. Maybe even developed BPD since she was around that age. Ended up apologizing multiple times years later.World's full of millions of people as good as her who haven't hurt me, and I'd meet them in the years to come. Might meet up with that NZ pal one day and take up the offer to go hiking together. Just goes to show what can happen when we give life the time to bring new opportunities our way.
>>84527824I'm an otherwise alright guy
>>84527858gotta get a job one way or another, so far only 1 job interview after all this time, so maybe a firm handshake and semi formal attire will save me, sorry to hear you had to deal with a bpd girl, can't say i've been as lucky enough to have one of them apologise to me but hey good thing it all worked out right, side story of one of my friends bpdemon experience, basically they were just straight abusing em for a straight 9 months and when they inevitably crashed out she decided to do a fake suicide for attention and a google doc that she posted to everyone, and when i had the misfortune of playing meditator and asked how she was going her first question was how many people saw the doc, crazy shit, sounds good, since we're just adjacent from him we got no shortage of people saying how beautiful especially the countryside there is, can't say the same here, wish you well on your journey
>>84527923Thanks again. Here's hoping things go well for you, your friend and Australia in general, really! I think it's fair to say everyone there could use a break after the way things have gone over the past decade. Take good care.
A couple of times, sure.
