Some people shouldn't be in a relationship. If you are here, chances are that you are one of those people. If you stumble your way into one despite yourself, you will soon see and understand that you shouldn't be there. You think having this or that will make you happy, since your lack is making you miserable, but once your lack is satisfied another lack will impact you in the same way and to the same extent -- if not to a worse extent. The best you can do is to stop caring, be at peace, and try to do what is good.
>>84532247love the skull depiction in this painting
>>84532247maybe, its all so vague.
>>84532253There's something about it, isn't there? It's dirty, broken and deformed, and seems so real and true for it in contrast to the men and the landscape. But I don't know.
>>84532247I think if I was with a girl who was extremely cynical/blackpilled and not a normie it could work. But thats just an impossible whitepill I tell myself.
>>84532268yeah, right? it feels more foreboding than other paintings i've seen.
>>84532273i don't think it matters what sex you are, it would probably be the same, or worse.
>>84532247you're right and it's already happened several times but i am becoming highly independent and eventually i will enter a months-long practice in manipulation because that's all i want from a girl at this point unless i stumble upon my (horrible) soul mate or something in which case the mission is instead to cooperate to subjugate other people and have children that we help reach a high social status and stuff.i hope she's tall and charming or at least sexy.
>>84532327You want to be manipulated or you want to manipulate? I don't think either sounds really satisfying.
>>84532247People don't know what an actual relationship is anymore. They see it as a means to fill their holes rather than a twosided connection that requires effort and patience. A relationship isn't only free cuddles and sex but truly wanting to understand someones essence. Knowing someone's darkest sides and loving them despite their flaws and shortcomings or even finding them endearing. It's really not about getting your needs met or what you can get out of the person but what you two can create together.
>>84532340i want to manipulate not because manipulation is satisfying but because learning things is
>>84532247I already know I shouldn't be in a relationship.
