>>84535252
That's the only part she didn't ruin. I like gore, violence against women, and women being reduced to objects, I'm a perfectly healthy adult male with perfectly healthy sexual appetites.

Wait

She didn't. In fact, it was her that got me there. How? My mom is best friends with another who had a son. We were introduced, was friends, decided to take it further, and now we're married and have a wonderful daughter.

>>84535292
>wuz friends
Lmao nigger detected.

She actively encouraged me to have sex. She ever bought me a bulk packet of condoms when I was 16.

>>84535303
>so obsessed with niggers he misread "was" with "wuz"

my mom was a narcissist and the reason im fucked up

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>blatantly made me aware of how dead my parents' bedroom was from an early age
>explained the concept of tantric sex to me at 13
>kept telling me to just "be nice" to girls
>kept me wearing the same button-ups and average haircut my entire life, but paradoxically berated me over looking like a youth pastor when girls like bad boys
>generally gave me an oedipus complex

Sex was never discussed.

When I was 12 or 13 my mom met a man, who was the father of a guy in the same soccer team as me (but different age group). I wasn't used to being around men, and sometimes I didn't like it when I would be in the car with this man and his son. One time I remember he farted for example, and I found it disgusting but they both laughed. I didn't really like going to the man's house because I would pack up my Lego and play Lego with his son, but I preferred playing alone, and losing myself in imagination. Sometimes his kid and I would get into fights and it would be messy.

What I hated most though was when the man would come over and my mom would close the living room door, which connected to the kitchen. I would just stay in my room, and they played music or whatever. I didn't think of what they were doing. I just sat in my room alone. Sometimes though at night I would be in bed and hear them walking up the stairs. I knew the creaks of the stairs and could tell if there were two people climbing them. I would become so angry and sad. I heard the bedsprings creaking in my mom's room and a few times I would go and open the door and shout at him, tell him he was not my father, etc. It must have sucked for the guy, so I feel bad for that. Other times I would tiptoe to her room and my mom would hear and say "He's gone home, there's no need to cause a scene". It was pretty fucked up. When I was 5 I had an older sister, older brother, father and mother, by the time I was eleven it was just me and my mother and occasionally my sister during visits. Maybe I was just scared of being left all alone. I grew up loathing people who treated sex as something funny or casual, but then became a chronic masturbator.

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>Got me circumcised a few years before puberty
>Wasn't a fan of knocking
>Shamed me after I found her condoms
>Emasculated me in front of friends
>Jerked off her boyfriend next to me under a blanket
>Doesn't lock doors and walks around naked

>>84535385
This is literature.

>>84535252
Not her particularly but i never had a room past puberty meaning i never learned to jerk off until much later
Berated and belittled me and compared me to others all the time, huge nuke yo my self esteem
I have gyno due to being fed trash as a kid and was obese for most of my teens, constantly bullied me for that
Outright calling me ugly
Whining about my height and telling me how x or y kid is taller as if it's within my control

>>84535321
>so dumb and niggerish that he can't even comprehend that 'we was' is excruciatingly obvious monkey lingo
And then you wonder why the entire world has utter contempt for you subhuman baboons.

>>84535525
Texans say that too

I don't even know where to begin

>>84535252
She cucked me with every bf I have ever tried to have

>>84535459
>Emasculated me in front of friends
How did she do that? Mine also loves to walk around nude or topless in the summer time and that obviously led to awkward moments involving me.

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>>84535738
>How did she do that?
She had a habit of ganging up on me (in a friendly way) and just generally being stricter with me around friends. The one I still remember strongly is when me and a friend were playfighting and she chided me saying I should remember what happened last time (had a fight with that friend once that I "lost").

>Mine also loves to walk around nude or topless in the summer time and that obviously led to awkward moments involving me.
Do tell desu

>>84535888
>had a fight with that friend once that I "lost"
Oh I get that, mine liked to do that too. Hell a lot of moms like to do that without understanding the consequenfes.
>Do tell desu
Like in your last image she liked to come out of the shower or bath with just a towel in her hands. She used to do that outside too when we had a stall in our backyard, worst was probably when she kept asking me for a towel that I was already using which left me nude outside while she calmly and gently dried her hair

>>84535252
Fetal Alcohol Syndrome and Narcissistic Personality Disorder. I would have legit been better off as a orphan because I still had to figure out everything in life entirely by myself but I had to do it while being gaslit, confused and lied to by phony retarded jerkoffs. By the time I really figured everything out to stop the pattern of shit people in my life I was already 30 and it's pretty much impossible to find decent women anymore.

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>>84535905
>Oh I get that, mine liked to do that too. Hell a lot of moms like to do that without understanding the consequenfes.
Yeah I can guarantee she doesn't remember saying that today to her it was a throwaway comment. To me it was a big ego hit to be told that another guy is more man than me during a proverbial dick measuring contest.

>She used to do that outside too when we had a stall in our backyard, worst was probably when she kept asking me for a towel that I was already using which left me nude outside while she calmly and gently dried her hair
Wait so you were both standing there naked while she was drying her hair? Did your pp stay soft? I wonder how sexually confident moms keep making sexually insecure sons like us.

>>84536024
>she doesn't remember saying that today to her it was a throwaway comment
She doesn't, trust me. Mine doesn't either or she pretends she doesn't remember.
>you were both standing there naked while she was drying her hair?
Yes precisely she didn't even really use it to cover herself. Small peepee haver here but it didn't stay soft as I was in the fullest of my hormones phase back when it happened. My mom is very confident as you can imagine or she just doesn't care.

>>84535252
Became a massive whore after she divorced my dad, would have sex with her boyfriends a room over while I was home, she never gave me "the talk" but she was open about sex and it gave me a warped view of it. That and her psychological abuse made me develop strange fetishes, and I started masturbating very young and I would do it in public when no one was looking at me. She also Pavloved me into getting horny at the sound of clinking bottles.

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>>84536035
>Mine doesn't either or she pretends she doesn't remember.
I wonder what it is maybe they just don't understand the male ego?

Makes sense that's a pretty arousing scenario, close proximity with an attractive member of the opposite sex with both of you naked, typically that's a formula for sex but of course in this case it's your mom so it only lead to a bit of embarrassment. Did she completely ignore your stiff penis or is it small enough that it would fall beneath her notice whether it's stiff or soft? The difference in your mind states is interesting you're aroused and anxious while she's totally calm taking her time with your towel that you're desperate to get back. Maybe it's a pedagogical thing? Surely she knows you're a bit embarrassed after all if she had to ask you for it multiple times

>>84536127
>maybe they just don't understand the male ego?
Nah, they do. They just think that we're not "men" yet so they can still treat us like we owe them something which means they have every right to say anything.
>Did she completely ignore your stiff penis or is it small enough
She just ignored it as I was obviously trying to cover it in the meantime.
>she knows you're a bit embarrassed after all if she had to ask you for it
My mom has this bad habit of not listening to me, she asked me multiple times because I kept telling that it was mine but she simply ignored what I was saying and to her ears I was basically silent until I gave up my towel to her.

>>84535252
My mom was special ed so that means I too am retarded. I blame my dad more than my mom, he could have screwed any other woman.

>>84535252
Used every opportunity to guilt-trip me and/or make me feel like shit about myself so I have zero self-esteem, self-confidence and assertiveness.
Thanks bitch

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>>84536146
Moms not viewing their kids as men yet does explain a lot, not knocking, walking around naked, ignoring boners (because a boys boner isn't really a serious thing). She probably just attributed your stiffy to puberty and seeing a female body.

>I kept telling that it was mine but she simply ignored what I was saying and to her ears I was basically silent until I gave up my towel to her.
To be fair you were probably just mumbling your answers but that is a very mom thing to do. Still something like evaluating a guys confidence should come easy to her as an experienced woman no?

It's like a level 99 raid boss standing next to a level 1 mob lel

>>84536258
>She probably just attributed your stiffy to puberty and seeing a female body
I don't think she even registered it, it's like I was nvisible once I gave her the towel.

Touche on that part but in my defense we were out in the open and she was already making a huge deal out of nothing. I tried to keep it down but to no avail.

I think that she thought that I wouldn't care but I did. A lot.

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>>84536291
Small penises have their upsides after all.

And I get it I would have been very embarrassed to have my penis out in public too even moreso stiff in front of my naked mom. I commend your courage sacrificing your dignity just so your mom can dry her hair (even if you were kinda forced into it).

Thank you for sharing anon.

>>84536370
Thanks for listening and thanks for sharing your part first. It's comforting to find anons who were living similar experiences. I know that in the grand scheme of things, this incident with my mom is nothing and she probably doesn't even remember it but it was like the example to talk about her and my relationship with her through the years.

I didn't really ask you if you lived something akin to that but you likely did just in a different way, I think.

>>84536291
What does your mom look like? Bodywise.

>>84536432
Tall and with big tits. She's a big woman, thin-fat basically. Short brown hair and blue eyes, face is pretty but her jawline is quite defined.

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>>84536387
Tons of tiny moments, I'm very ashamed of my penis so I don't have anything where we are both naked but like when we're at a lake to swim she'll change out in the open while I do it under a towel, or in the sauna I'll have mine wrapped around my waist while she will go naked, she has gone to wee before while I'm still in the bath, topless sunbathing with her friends, stuff like that maybe I'll find more if I go digging in my mind. I remember such few things from that time it's kinda sad.

>>84536445
Sounds like she got a ton of attention from guys when she was your age, you're lucky to have a mom like that.

>>84537484
Do you have a personal sauna or do you use public ones with your mother?

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>>84538015
This only happened on a few occasions when we went to high class hotels during ski holidays so to answer your question public mixed saunas

>>84538044
>to answer your question public mixed saunas
I see then you probably know how I also feel regarding mothers going nude in public too. And too also confirm your previous doubts yes mine obviously received a lot of attention from guys.

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>>84538057
Sounds like another story. For me I was pretty petty about it other guys looking at my mom just made me irritated I think I could handle it more maturely now.

>>84535252
When I was young I used to take a gopro and a camcorder and hide it in the shower and my mom's closet so I could record her naked and/or showering and jerk off to it later. I really wanted to shower with her and bend her over on her bed right after and fuck her. After a few months she caught the camera, immediately knew it was me, and when she confronted me I was a retard and admitted to wanting to have sex with her because I thought she was attractive. She made me go to therapy and sent me to live with my dad for a while, including the entire summer. When I moved back I kept doing it and I stole her panties once but felt a little gross after it. When I moved out for college she totally kicked me out and I haven't tried to go back and fuck her yet.

>>84538537
>Sounds like another story
It just kinda blends in the previous towel one. There were other "safer" times which was just my mom being topless at the beach like yours also seems to have done but she definitely was the center of attention for quite a few times.
And yeah I was kinda petty about it too.

>>84538044
>>84538537
I think you guys should honestly just rape your moms, record it, and use it to blackmail them until you inseminate them.

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>>84538559
I'm definitely proud of my moms physique but she's more bottom heavy I can imagine your mom being tall and topless with big boobas is enough to draw the crowds.

>>84538689
Eeeeh? Not happening anon

>>84538752
>tall and topless with big boobas is enough to draw the crowds
It was very obvious what it was happening when it was happening. Especially when my dad wasn't around during the holidays and was wageslaving.

>>84538752
>"she's more bottom heavy"
How fat is the ass? blox blox

>>84538800
This, we want to know anon

>>84538547
Based asf. Care to share some of her content with the crew?

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>>84535252
My mother allowed me to nurse from her breasts until the age of 8, and beginning at the age of 10 she'd let me grab handfuls of her gigantic butt without ever so much as reprimanding or otherwise discouraging me, before I discontinued doing so of my own volition around the age of 14. Both of those factors were completely innocuous for me at the time without any sexual connotation whatsoever (for example, I just thought grabbing her butt was the funniest thing in the world), but reflecting on everything now that I'm older, I can safely conclude that those experiences from my youth are responsible for many of my fetishes, such as incest, lactation, and the like. My prospects of ever finding a healthy relationship are very grim, because I've since realized that the only woman I've ever wanted, sexually and romantically, is my mother.

I'm a victim of genital mutilation. Game over bad end before I even got to see anything outside of a hospital.

>>84535252
She's a turn the cheek catholic. Yeah mom, I turned the other cheek, and then my older cousin stuck his penis between the two of them. Thanks mom

>>84540022
>My mother allowed me to nurse from her breasts until the age of 8
bro was eating like a king

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mom ntr/nts is kinda kino. I wonder what led to me being into it so much?
>>84538752
Uzaki's mom is so cute.

>Since it's mothers day
Not here.
>tell me all the ways in which your mother ruined your sex life
Birthing an autist manlet kid with a tight foreskin. Being over-protective.
Being an only child who didn't start school until he was six. Though the autism doomed me anyway.
Although I spent my 20s as a NEET and escortcel, my mother was sympathetic. Even let me have a free house for meets.
Sadly, she died suddenly and I never did get to ascend with civilian foids. I do wonder if she'd have automatically hated any GF I had. Seems likely.

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>>84538762
I guess you weren't enough to ward off stares, I wonder what your mom thinks in circumstances like that. Also did you ever have castration anxiety?

>>84538800
>>84539895
It's a phatty, she's towards the upper end of the healthy bmi range so she has a very fertile healthy looking bod, despite how often I've seen it I'm always surprised by how nice it is.

>>84541504
It's probably your moms fault desu desu

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>>84541513
>It's probably your moms fault desu desu
I wonder how so? Our relationship was completely normal and yet mothers getting railed by some muscular hunks is the only thing that makes me feel so darn hot and bothered...

>>84541513
>I guess you weren't enough to ward off stares, I wonder what your mom thinks in circumstances like that
I pretended to not give a shit but deep down I really cared too much. And my mom didn't actually care if anything she loved the attention that she was getting.
But no, no castration anxiety on my part. Did you?
>>84541504
>I wonder what led to me being into it
For me it was something as simple as my mom being confident in her naked body even with strangers nearby. Like she'd go fully naked even if it was just me and her.

>>84535525
No one said "we was". You're having nigher delusions.

Go dilate, shitskin troon. You're polluting the Mongolian basket weaving thread with nigger nonsense.

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how it feels to be in love with a young autistic schizoid man who can't love you back, doesn't want sex, and hates women, but he still lets you hug him and assure him in rare moments of weakness

semi related. not blaming my mother, but I'm kind of blaming his for this one. "ruined" is a bit harsh though, since he never wanted sex to begin with.

>>84535252
>your mother ruined your sex life
Giving birth to a subhuman

>>84541513
>looked up castration anxiety and all these philosophers also classified circumcision as a form of castration
nooo I'm getting owned from the past again...

>>84535252
Dunno, dont think she would care that much, or be that nosy about my personal life like that, and if she is, thats weird and more reason to not take her word seriously

>>84535252
Divorced my dad and never spoke to him again. Convinced me that he is an evil bastard.
tbf she is sort of right.
He had an alcohol problem. he didn't beat her, but he'd push her around when he got really drunk. I remember him as the type of guy that'd tease the shit out of you and get mad when you got mad.
I reason it's because he fought in iraq, got ptsd. He got paranoid about money, said she was sending money to her parents (she was, but he was also buying sports cars and shit), left 16 year old me and her right after she got injured at work. She got through the settlement and immediately sent $19,000 to my doomprepper grandfather to buy flour with. As far as I know, dad went crazy and became a buddhist monk, deleted every social, he's not the same at all. Last time I talked to him he was saying a bunch of mystical stuff like a guru.

I have both of these people in my blood. The guy that called me retarded all the times, told me he didn't think I could graduate; and the woman who me and my sister basically had to play the parent to during the marriage.
When I catch myself acting like my dad, using his mannerisms, his way of thinking, I remember how she gave absolutely no fucks during the proceedings, how she didn't even say his name, how she burned every picture with him in them, how utterly fucking infatuated she is with this new dude. I wonder if that will someday be me, and I feel like I have no choice in the matter.

>>84542986
i have no words
im sorry man

/hug

>>84543003
cheers though, I'm a chud, so I'm never getting married dude

She let me get circumcised.

>>84543048
Im a chud and im married. Dont let being based stop you from enjoying life.

mommies are the source of all problems