I have successfully wasted the first 18 years of my life staying inside and bedrotting. I have nothing to show for myself. No memories of my teen years to look back on, no friends, nothing. I've been thinking about suicide more and more often.
Anon don't kill yourself thats what they want you to do just find a hobby like anime or manga or games
>>8453906518? wait until you're 33 like me.
There's literally zero opportunity today anyway because of mass jeeting, offshoring, outsourcing, etc.
>>84539065>staying inside and bedrottingwe are animals our literal primitive goals are to have a den, eat, and sleep, and maybe mate. you are meeting all your needs the other shit is bullshit the world tells you to trick you into wasting money. fuck them all youre doing fine
this is the modern curse, we have all this material wealth but the people we share it with are degenerates, we were not raised to be part of the community, no one cared when we were little and dropping out socially and no one cares nowbut life is still wondrous, what would a fantasy adventure be without sauron, did the heroes on their journey lament the fact such an entity as sauron existed and is fucking everyone's shit up? that they have to hike countless miles and square down hordes of orcs with no rational hope of success? that wouldn't make for an interesting story, we glorify these struggles because actually life is shit and will be shit unless we in turn struggle against it, and there must have been a victory at some point or we'd still be running from saber tooth tigersso this is your "fantasy adventure", some kind of kafkaesque cyberpunk dystopia with literal AI now and murderdrones and rapid globalization, we have to somehow figure this out
>>84539125If we had real material wealth and not just minimalist zogslop we would be reproducing.
>>84539125>we have all this material wealth but the people we share it with are degenerates, we were not raised to be part of the community, no one cared when we were little and dropping out socially and no one cares nowThis is the crux of my problem. Everyone I used to look up to as a kid has changed now and are unrecognizable. I can't even stand my brothers anymore. Everyone and everything sucks now and I have no one who seems to be likeminded. I feel as though I have overstayed my welcome here.
>>84539065Are you able to work a minimum wage job or are there health complications? Living with parents or foster home?
>>84539065What i can tell you is that it's never too late despite how cheesy it sounds. You can always find joy in trying something new, even if it's hard. I am 21, i still have minimal to show for myself, but I am trying to learn how to draw. I really like it when people see my drawings and say they like them, and i want more of that. Maybe you can try too anon. Try anything that you are interested in, you'll probably have a lot of people interested even if you don't fully grasp it yet.
>>84539139not true really, amish manage to poop out tons of babbies with very little wealth>>84539195part of it is that you failed to conform, never mind the fact you were just a kid and didn't know any better, never mind the catch-22 that you can't learn social skills now that people won't socialize with youit has been said here before, it is better to just move town, leave your old life behind and fake it till you make it, just tell people you have no family and got mixed up with the wrong people, they will assume you were in social care, ended up on the streets and sold a bit of weed or something and that explains the gap in your record, they will think "he had a rough upbringing and was a rebellious youth but now he's a grown man he's making amends"lying is le bad, of course, but shunning you and locking you out socially is le bad too, and we don't have a lot of options
>>84539335I'm going to college in the fall
>>84539065>EIGHTEENHAHAHAHAHAHAHAgosh your life sucks dude. guess it's all over huhhttps://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2012/06/amy_schumer_offers_you_a_look.html
>>84539065Well, I'm glad you had fun
>>84539065All you guys wish you were a 6 ft chad but I saw Ukraine footage of a fit 24 year old mega chad who had killed himself in the war, being a Chad didn't save him.
>>84539065you didnt go to school?
Don't compare yourself to others and find something that makes you happy
>>84539065You are fucked once you touch grass because normalfaggots can tell that you are socially inept from being a neet and will put you through hell.
yourlife isnt over yet, anon. find something you enjoy. u dont need other people.
>>84539195>Everyone and everything sucksYou wanna justify rippin' someone's head off
>>84539065I feel this tooI got bullied early on for having good grades and none of the adults responsible for protecting me, protected me, so I stopped studying out of spite, as a result I wound up not learning a lot of important shit which had really terrible consequences later on.I don't understand why society won't just euthanize me, no one gave a shit about protecting me anyways so why keep me alive? to torture me further until I traumatize a train conductor when I decide one day that I have fucking had it?
>>84539065well bro you still young af can make new good memories and start putting yourself out there to try to get good friends. Always tough at first but it eventually gets better. You can keep the cave gremlin lifestyle just make sure to get your steps in and have a somewhat healthy diet. Youll be fine. If you to socially inept to talk to people IRL practice online. Like voice call chat. If u game start using voice, comms. Do stuff you dont normally do you are. Online u are anon no one cares, and you can pick up on somethings you like and also learn from other IRL people.
>>84541508Well bud I know this wont mean much but please dont commit. I care about you, internet stranger. Things ALWAYS get better. If you want a buddy to chat and vent im here! Hope things get better for ya
>>84539065People do the very same thing, but instead of bedrotting they are work-roting, and they don't have much to show either.
>>84539065>>84541530You young people have been way too brainwashed by social media and television slop. You don't live in a movie life is miserable drudgery for 98% of people out there and even the rich uber privileged suffer plenty of bullshit themselves. Stop being such an entitled whiny bitch about it and maybe you'll cobble together a halfway decent situation for yourself to atleast live in peace and quiet with a little effort. It sickens me to hear 18 year olds with no health problems yet or responsibilities be such wallowing dorks because they weren't handed this exciting fantasy life full of pussy and adventure. Get a grip ya fucking faggot you're not going to kill yourself so get out of bed and figure out your real life as is out stop wishing to live in a anime fantasy.
I hate all these people who start whining about how they wasted the "first X years of their life". YOU WERE A FUCKING BABY OR TODDLER FOR A LARGE CHUNK OF THAT TIME. Who the fuck cares what you were doing for the first 10 years of your life. retardActually get to a normal adult age then you can complain and continue to waste your time
>>84541596and hey, you know who leads short and exciting lives?Criminals.If OP wants some excitement, find a drug dealer, beat the shit out of him, take his drugs and then become the drug dealer yourself.You'll have all the excitement you can stand and you definitely won't have time to bed rot. Women will be all over you, ordinary people will be scared of you. Every day is a challenge. Every day could be your last.See how many drug dealers you can rob before they send the cartel after you. That's some exciting shit right there.
>>84539065You're not a exception, most people only get a better social life after 18. My advice is to leave the non mainstream internet, don't read incel, blackpill shit and try doing something outside the house. Start chatting people up if you're in college, get a job if you're not. Lose weight if you're fat, it will ruin your confidence.
>>84539396amish have spacewealth is all about space. whoever has it more is the one actually wealthyliving cramped in some apartments where each 1square meter belong to someone(jeet) is anthithetic to human biology and discourages reproduction
at 18 you havent even had any chancesyou were kept in a gated kindergarten till now_ forcefully I may sayof course you didnt have any adventureThe good news is, time to begin building up your adventure
>>84539065Turn to Jesus, anon. Not even trolling.
>>84541527Is 21 still young af? Asking for a me
