>>84547165
Occassionally as a thought experiment. Usually to the effect of what would I do if I was caught in a police shootout for committing murder and had no means of escape, or what would I do if I had cancer and couldn't afford treatment, or what if I was a soldier and was bleeding to death painfully after having my legs blown off.

But you know not much besides that. Like if your life is just normal and you aren't in any immediate danger or anything like why would you be thinking about suicide? That's the sort of thing chronic complainers and spazoids do. I mean really, get a fucking grip, I doubt the things in your life are really that bad.

There are literal fent addicts with holes in their teeth and skin rotting off their bones who can find a reason to keep going. What's your excuse?

>Boo Hoo Hoo i'm so fucking sad because I wasn't born a rich chad who got to fuck 50+ staceys and go on fun vacations in the swiss alps boo hoo hoo imma kill myself

>>84547225
I'm unfortunately weak. Always has been so and always will be so. I'll always be a dissapointment for everyone around me. I really don't know what do at this point. No one loves me. Maybe my life would be better in the past as i probably would be dead after a botched lobotomy.
I recently thought i found people who loved me but all they did was use me. Then when they were finished i was thrown away.
I'm feeling lost, confused, demotivated, betrayed, angry, depressed, all bad emotions imaginable.
My only reason to keep going is to see how far life can take me.

>>84547319
Sounds like you are a budding narcissist or something. Why do you care so much about what other people think about you? Fuck em. They don't have to live your life, they haven't had to deal with what you've been through.

You didn't sign a contract when you were born that said you had to impress anyone or whatever. If people have fucked you over in the past then stop interacting with people until you can figure things out and stop being a victim.

My point is that you've gotten yourself all worked up caring way too much about your imagined opinion other people have of you and I'm telling you it just doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if the whole world thinks you are the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and it doesn't matter if the whole world thinks you are the devil incarnate.

>>84547393
I apologize for my short reply but i'll keep your advice in mind, thank you, things are hard but I'll try to remember of it.
I suppose it is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.

>>84547165
>god
He's not the one at fault. Think of the many inventions you enjoy. Most of them have been misused by others instead of enjoyed as intended or left alone.
Think of children who rebel against parents, run off with someone and then get dumped, cucked, turned into single parents. Their children suffer and it's up to that parent to deal with the consequences, even if it means admitting they were unwise and returning to their own parent.
Do the children of these single parents suffer? Yes. But no one in their right mind says it's the responsibility of just anyone with resources to help to reach out. Yet people do, don't they? Friends of that kid at school sharing lunch. Parents of such friends helping the single parent and their child.
God gave the first beings great things. They decided to do things their own way. We suffer the consequences and countless generations who, despite having less people to convince, didn't all band together and do what is right. Neither will our generation.
In some ways that's the point: sometimes you have to let people test out their path fully to prove it's not the best way. Humanity and the angels who became demons will try every major, distinct form of government.
None will work as well as God's ways. Then, like friends or parents who reach out to help a child suffering from the choices of their parents, God will reach out and set things right. After that, no one will be able to go "What if we did things this other way?" because there will be a history of what happens to look back on.

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only some days when I NEET, but every day, almost all the time back when I worked...

>>84547165
Alot but in a way of im tired more in the way of curiosity on what's on the other side

>I think about it every single day.
It's more about wishing that I died in my sleep every night, as opposed to actual sui.
Everyone who loved me is dead, and I am trapped as an incel and NEET with zero prospects of money or pussy that could give me happiness. I don't have access to weapons in my cucked nation. I deliberately don't know about noose knots. Even if I had the means, I'd be too pussy to do it.
That's why I just wish that my heart gives out while I am not conscious of it. If I were, I'd have to force myself to not phone for help.