i miss my autistic ex, her massive but extremely fragile ego, and her loneliness.she was significantly smarter than me, well-educated, and looked either very elegant or of childlike innocence, depending on how she dressed. and then she broke up with me in the most half-assed, dragged-out, painful way possible.i don't actually want her back. but now other toxic girls are boring as fuck, she spoiled them for me forever. none can touch her level of subtlety and efficiency in psychological violence.
>>84547883She unironically looks like a troon
>>84547905that's not her.she looks a bit like her though.if someone has the sauce i'm all ears btw.
I don't want to miss my autistic e-gf anymore. I feel like I can finally move on. Now that I know she's okay with her miserable lonely life and it's her choice to never be happy, I can actually make a choice for myself and go try to find a girlfriend that has looks, lives near and isn't a complete pain to deal with. Autistic women are just terrible, it's better to avoid them to not let them prey on you.
>>84547956You still miss her. You're just like op. Many such cases.
>>84547924visualsounds1, old school wholesome asmrtist, doesnt do porn
>>84547956What's wrong with autists?
>>84547984You will probably always miss your exes to some degree. I fucking hate my ex and think she is a piece of shit, and haven't responded to her last text in over a year, but I still miss her, kek. The brain is retarded.
>>84547883God I wish I had a BPD princess to ruin me
>>84548199You really don't though. Dangerous meme. BPD partners will give you literal CPTSD. You won't be able to function normally for years
>>84548243Some men are afraid of dying, others are afraid of never having lived at all
>>84548252I have BPD and I've messed up several women and none of them feel like it was worthwhile
>>84548129They don't have empathy
>>84548189nope, i just move onhaving a final conversation with her made it painfully obvious how much of a self serving cunt she isjust told her to sod offyoure missing the idea of her, not her as a personso stop yourself in your delusion
>>84548288You don't have bpd you're just evil. Bpd girl are some of the nicest and most understanding I've ever met and great at conversation.
>>84548129my autistic ex was avoidant to the point of complete dysfunctionit was hard having any serious conversation let alone for her to take any sort of responsibility
>>84548493>>84547956>>84547883If anyone is my ex I tried my best
>>84548556not even close, even your "apology" was solely to ease your own guilt
>>84548574Wdym what did I do you hang up on me when I was sad crying when I was there for you
>>84548584you know exactly what you did and you know exactly why its unrecoverable
>>84548587I am sorry for cursing you out
>>84548593i just couldnt lose you again
>>84548598Wdym by that reply
>>84548602you know exactly what it means and what you didtry a real heartfelt apology and be honest for once, maybe then i could stop hating you
>>84548628Other than cursing you out I can't think of anything I am sorry
>>84548635its a whole lot worse than that and you know itstop lying to yourself
>>84548648I am sorry for that specific personaly hurtful thing I said weeks ago in anger
>>84548653you have no idea what you did
>>84548657Maybe I am not your ex?
>>84548664nah youre not, she doesnt use this sitewhat petty cunt would care that much about being cursed out lmaoenjoy your tuesday lad
>>84548129They're women, but have the added retardation of being autistic on top of it. My ex, I hope you're lurking here you dumb bitch, was autistic and BPD and she would constantly sabotage us. I got sick of it back then, I got sick of it now when I tried to reconnect with her after years. She's mentally a fucking child and will never grow up, will constantly lash out and destroy everything around her then blame others for the mess. I hate how much I loved her. I genuinely don't feel anything for human beings anymore, you're all worthless and disappointing
>>84548288Yet you're more successful with women than 99% of robots
>>84548713Hey I am a woman and autistic and I am ok
>>84548722no you're not. I guarantee you, you do some annoying ass shit that you're completely unaware of. I know because I am no exception to the rule. I'm a piece of shit but at least I'm honest about it.
>>84548729I mean yes I am annoying but I don't break stuff
>>84548736ok foid, whatever you say
>>84548747I mean yeah it is what it is
>>84548752I am not going to be your friend by the way
>>84548769I mean yeah ok
Maybe I'm just lucky but I had an ldr with autistic girl and it was pretty fun, she still dumped me though and i never found anyone else after, was quite considerate and taught me a lotnow she just dates white dudes involved in tech (she was asian lol)
>>84548774I've been with enough women to lose count and genuinely all women are the same. She would have gotten bored and left you no matter what. You have to be a piece of shit to even attract women at this point and if you treat them with an inch of actual love and care they get the ick. I'm not into meaningless sex so I'm just rude to women until I find one worthy of my time
>>84548780Figured that but I'm at the point where if I can get minimum a nice year out of a gf, I'm fine. However that's apparently asking too much. (Still a KHV because never had an irl gf and I'm pushing 30 so I'm probably fucked)
>>84548483this is an equivalent of thinking the prostitute loves you
>>84548793Women lose value as they age, men don't. I'm hoping that we have a cultural shift soon because this is not sustainable at all the way things are. No one is having kids, everyone hates each other, and both men and women are awful. I see too many fat 2/10 women thinking they're 10s and literally going for Chad only then blaming all men for their bad decisions
>>84548806they never actually love you, I wish I could beam my experiences with horrible women into every naive man's head. I wish I never met some of the women I've been with, because my taste in women in irreparably fucked. The only thing I'm attracted to is evil BPD women because they're the only ones that ever show the fucking passion you deserve, but it NEVER lasts
>>84548729if youre so self aware why dont you make a change?
>all the faggots vagueposting lmao no wonder your e-gfs left you, you're all a bunch of girls and they wanted A MAN.
>>84548979i'll have you know mine was IRL gf
