>dickpilled, uglypilled and autismpilled mother so hard that she doesn't get angry anymore when I say that life isn't worth it and I should just kill myselfShe says that she has faith that something will happen, but doesn't know what anymore. She used to say that I was just a coward too lazy to work to change things when I used to talk about suicide, but now she just gets sad and talks about God. I think I can finally kill myself.
>>84577068be nice to your mom
>>84577068Yeah you convinced your poor mother that you're beyond saving instead of just trying to do literally anything. Good job anon, you're so virtuous and great.
>>84577068Your mother was a delusional foid. You broke her delusions and now she resorts to "jebus save me!" kek.
>>84577114some people really are beyond saving and OP knew this fact from the time he was like 5yo most likely. There are born winners and born losers and we don't get to choose. It is simply the die roll of fate.
>>84577068You shouldn't do that to your mom, even if you're right.I used to rant to my mom about blackpill shit when I was 14, then I realized it does absolutely nothing but make her feel bad. It doesn't fix anything. You won't even kys dude, so talking about suicide to your own mother is just torturing her for no reason. Mothers are foids yes, they often turn to copes when something doesn't fit into their worldview. They have an infinite amount of excuses and copes for you, they'll say your handsome when you're not, or that you're a real man when you're not, because they love you.Compare that to the psychopath mothers of some anons here, who have called them failures since childhood, and genuinely said and meant a lot of the shit you think about yourself.You're very lucky to have this irrational foid mother who copes for you. Stop torturing the one person on this Earth that believes in you.
I couldn't imagine talking about this stuff with my mom.
>>84577338I would also like to add, it wasn't her fault that she had you. I assume you - at one point - wanted to get married and have kids of your own someday.Now imagine being born as a woman in her time, and having your grandmothers on both sides, and your mothers telling you that if you don't have kids you're useless. It goes deeper than that too, humans are biologically hardwired to breed, obviously. If the urge wasn't there, no-one would breed. She didn't see you there, suffering. She had no concept of that in her mind. When I hear people talk shit about their parents all I see are people bitching about tornadoes making the irresponsible decision to rawdog their house.
