Anyone else feel like they're a spectator to life? Like you have no part in society and merely observe. I'm a nobody anons
Not really. I feel like it's the opposite of the time. I am one of the remaining real people in the world. All of the NPCs around me seem obsessed with what I'm doing at all times. Everything I do has to entertain them or they start violently lashing out at me.
I legitimately never leave my house. And it's funny because I have ADHD and in theory I have tons of knowledge on all these different type of things I want to do, I also buy lots of stuff for the things I want to do, like actually high end expensive gear, but never do said things. I have thousands on fishing gear, backpacking gear, rock climbing gear, but have probably done all of those things just once. I wish I wasn't so anxiety ridden that I could go out and do those things.
yup, i am poor af in a third world country and I spend most of my time either working or resting from work; its a miserable experience that alcohol or the yearly trip cant amend, being a shut in worm fag doesn't help either but I still have a minuscule and ever fleeting hope of making it, whatever it takes
I feel like a bedrotting loser scum
>>84585771Here's a tip: online crime
>>84586149funny you mentioned that anon, currently trying to set up some crypto leads for some SE, what about you g?
>>84585700I have ever since I started working at this warehouse...9 years ago. Kind of a good thing in some instances.
>>84586362i considered crypto SEing but you need capital or hacking skills which i dont have. trying to cook up something unique and low risk, im not dying a farmer
>>84585700i embrace it. all i want to do is fuck off and live in the woods.nobody listen when i speak anyway so i may as well shut up.
>>84586399Fucking based anon, it's all I'm going to say, good luck; I dream of pulling a Malone one day although just retiring early would be good enough I saw a fake OF ai profile with 12k reactions on Instagram, you could try setting up something like that, low risk and a one man operation and you just need some prompt tokens
>>84586399>>84586712$1 doubled again and again becomes over a million after 20 instances of doubling. You really can start small and grow it if you put in the time. Not a quick process but it's something.
>>84585700I was probably just a spectator at one point but even at my lowest I didn't feel like that. Maybe it's because a part of me always remembered I could do the 'difficult' work to accomplish certain goals. Another part knew there was another option and was perhaps waiting to usurp.
>>84585732which country are you in, anon-kun?
yes. i have tried to participate but people just think i am weird and i make them uncomfortable which makes me feel bad.
>>84587123Here's to better company and new opportunities ahead~
>>84585732get a scrip desu. it saved me
