i love you will you marry me?

and now you will never know all the things i had to share with you

i miss you i wish i could talk to you and see you again

>>84588869
I have no one to write a letter to
not anymore, she is dead to me

You've done so much more for me than anyone would normally ever do, and I thank you deeply. However, I can't tell if you're just being friendly or you're in love with me. Women staff are always friendly so I back off and assume such. I know you coming over to that stupid event was a massive neon sign, but I play stupid anyway. I did say I won't neglect you when I'm gone, but I'm hesitant on connecting with you deeper than right now. We share the same grit, and we want the same thing: stability, respect, and love. I'm horny, but also not. I just want someone to feel the same desire to win at all costs, and also be a grown fucking adult. You give that energy and I love that.

I'm sorry and i often think about you

>>84590133
what are you sorry for

>>84590563
being egoistic and avoidant, just a generally bad person

>>84588869
On these streets, a niqqa's reputation is all he has, but I'd give it all up for you dawgy dawg ya feel me? I'd give it all up for you dawgu dawg though I have nuffin niqqa ion even have shoes.

I never understood the appeal of these threads. Is there something wrong with me? If I had a rant against someone I would just speak it to myself

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you are fucking terrible at your job and i really want you to quit please bring back the nice old mail lady who ran my route instead and go shovel dirt for a living

>>84590996
Not that kind of letter thread

>>84591004
it's a letter i can't mail it qualifies

>>84590899
i just like watching ppl sperg out in them xd

>>84588869
that's my dream gf

FUCK YOU FAGGOT, I HOPE YOU DIEE

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Thanks for letting me love you. Although I guess I'm also sad I can't go all the way with you. Thanks for letting me feel these things. I feel alive for once in my life. I used to think having these kinda feelings were gay and faggy. I reached salvation. Im so grateful.

i don't want your love it's tainted,,

>>84591337
on the other hand, you can have my taint cause its loved

Im sorry please take me back

https://youtube.com/watch/BgManrtTF1U

>>84591436
youtube.com/watch?v=Hs2gYFk2xSw

i wish i could back in time and not fuck my life up

>>84588869
I miss hearing how I can make you feel. I think you are pretty and I want to get to know you for a few years. I havent read your dox or researched and I dont care about what you have. I know your sad, It'll be okay again

To my Belarusian coworker,
After this week my A.T. field will be too strong for me to hear your words or feel your soft touch.
- the coworker who agonizes over you day and night

https://youtu.be/fRce7Xk9s0c?si=s5lLZ-q8kwrP4gTL

>>84590690
Maybe they would like to hear that?

What would they need to hear? Everyone who has dealt with an avoidant shitter already knows how bad they are

"Hey, just to let you know, I'm an avoidant and kinda of a bad person over all."
"Oh, thanks for saying that. I had no idea..."

I'm not avoidant, you're just a cunt.

>>84588869
e,

i'm really sorry. you know i'll always be sorry. but you really just pissed me off. you were very loving and very sweet, but you have to grow up a little. i love you.

>>84590690
If you care enough to make this post maybe you should get over yourself and really try. Rather than just wallowing about in self-pity

AVOIDANT CHAD HOW DARE YOU AVOID ME AND MY ROTTEN VAGINA?

>>84591337
bladee - rain check

hope you die bitch

Burn regrets
Breathe deep the smoke in
(to choke and gasp for air)
Drink the fears
To numb the cowardice soul
Calloused in cravings
Shackled in shame
A shell of a person forgotten his name
Your footprints leave no imprints
As you stagger towards the grave

i wish i could talk to you without a guilty conscience. there are so many reasons to feel guilty.

>>84592616
You kill someone or something? This is the place to confess, after all.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81lzq7BYZJY&list=RD81lzq7BYZJY&start_radio=1

you keep lying to me

>>84592697
How are they lying

I love you so very much too bad you're just a crazy biatch

>>84592713
Just date her isn't life too short

>>84592072
kek shut the fuck up youre making me laugh

E,

Log in already and accept my friend request you idiot I want to talk to you again. If you're still alive, if not then sorry for everything. As all traces of what can be called a soul are annihilated upon death, I've lost you, now and forevermore.

fuck you a. you ruined my life and i had to start from scratch, but thanks to you i met the love of my life. she gives me all the love your mentally ill ass could never give me

>>84592840
Did he accept your request

>>84592790
Kek sorry gang

you broke my heart and got your heart broken by another then came to me to spiral my depression

Get Lost Nigger

When I was there before
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

>>84593335
you stupid nigger
-peter griffin fortnite

>>84592873
No, dumb subhuman is probably dead for real. Good riddance. I didn't want to talk anyway.

>>84590690
Then you got what you deserve.
I don#t want anything to do with you anymore anyway, I've said that clerly in my last message.

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I know where you live nigga. I will ruin you

I was gonna accept your request and rekindle but I saw you pay for nitro and got the ick you are a nearly 30 year old man grow up

>>84593679
Ain't got shit on me, fag. Your manager hasn't noticed any new devices attached to her computer. Might want to subtley bring up that kind of conversation regarding tech security.

Because I know a LOT more about some of you ;)
And the things I know about you AREN'T lies!

>>84592700
turns out theyre in love with their oneitis, i dont even matter

B-but aren't you my oneitis?

>>84594079
What if you're their oneitis

>>84588869
dear L, if you read this, i hope you know i hate you. youre a gaslight-y bpd bitch who sucks all of the fun out of everything around you. the fact that i think of you at all infuriates me. i wasted weeks speaking to you and listening to your rambling. you tried to make yourself look better in every negative interaction weve had. i fucking hate your guts and i want you to blow your tranny brains out as soon as possible. you think youre the smartest person in the room at any one time and freak the fuck out when you arent. you have everything you could ever want and youre so fucking bitter and hateful that you cant even see it. youre an awful human being and you need to either do better or kill yourself immediately.
if you read this, youll know EXACTLY who i am, you stunted little freak.

>>84595078
i know im not and i wish i was

I still think it's creepy as fuck your chink ass called my cellphone because I posted about how it was pathetic you were arguing on discord at your big age and it gave me the ick
Did you know my bf is the one you asked to hang out in detroit because you didn't want to waste the ticket? What did you wanna plow him cuz your bi? My bf isn't bi LOL

>>84595176
-written by whoever L is to make L look like a better person

>>84595229
No you do not know

t.knower

Princess Sparkle is my oneitis so if you are not her please stop undressing me in the letter thread

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>>84590563
For being me. For eating all the pudding in the fridge and playing dumb when confronted about it. *cough* *cough* I wish I was different.

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>>84595176
My name starts with L and this kinda applies to me. However I don't think you're the person I think you are because they don't use r9k.
Still kind of eerie to see

every waking thought is drowned out by suicidal ideation. i have no ties that bind me here. im tired. i don't want to do this anymore.

>>84595536
Can shit on you? Like push you down, pull my crusty pants down, squat over your face, and squeeze out a stinky one?

>>84594079
You matter and are cute and valid

>>84595554
Thank you for affirming my nu gender

>>84595537
Nope young man you will do your scales one more time, a one a two

>>84593316
No I broke into a home then came to you to hide from the cops

>>84595423
then i wish he put in effort to get me back just like he did with her

>>84595554
sadly im a hapa abomination and not white with blonde hair and blue eyes

>>84588886
Sure but you've got to talk to your mom for me because I don't know how to break up with her.

>>84595764
But hapas are in vogue today because of alysa liu, what hapa are you?

>>84595341
it does make L look like a better person, but only because im not the type to dox convos
>>84595229
does the person youre thinking of start with n?

>>84595811
my parents are nordid + south mongolid phenotype
i am very pale

>>84595929
no

>>84592212
...Anonymous
05/17/26(Sun)18:49:05 No.84592072
AVOIDANT CHAD HOW DARE YOU AVOID ME AND MY ROTTEN VAGINA?
>>84592790 #
...Anonymous
05/17/26(Sun)19:21:26 No.84592212
>>84591337 (You) #
bladee - rain check
...Anonymous
05/17/26(Sun)19:24:27 No.84592221
hope you die bitch

yeh

>>84595811
dude that girl is a baby to me idk why ppl r so gross

>tfw had your life ruined because some redheaded whore doxxed you

>>84588869
Dear niggers, pleaze tongue OP's anus

>>84596433
>AVOIDANT CHAD HOW DARE YOU AVOID ME AND MY ROTTEN VAGINA?
Me
>bladee - rain check
Bladee sucks ass
>hope you die bitch
Kek I hope so too.

Who's the other retard running around here having sex with people's mothers? That's my thing, faggot. I am the one who makes people insecure by fuckin dey moms

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>>84588869
j, you were right when you said you were bad for me and im mad i ever let you pour your cheapass vodka into my kitsch little teacups and but when i think back to anything you say you make my mouth taste like acid and vomit but it still makes my guts queasy both good and bad
and like hell you ruined everything for me and my sheets still smell like you since you ruined those as well
you make me wish i was born full fag a lot of the time
also its add not autism you asshole

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>>84588869
hi c. its j. i know you are disgusted with me for my prostitution days. i know you thought my body count was relatively low. i love you i love you i love you. ive never been happier with any girl as i had with you.
i am turning into a needy faggot over you like i was with f.
i know you have a massive ick about me now and it feels terrible. you said you feel attatched to me, i feel attatched to you too. i know or think that over the next few days you will lose these feelings for me.
i dont think i will loose these feelings for you. i know that i have deluded fantasies of our future lives together but i would be so so so so so so so so so so so so happy to fucking live with you and re-locate to live with you and get a job near you.
i dont know how things will work out because we will be separated for at least the next month. and you plan to spend a year abroad. i would give up whatever part time job i find here - or i wouldnt have to, because by the time you are abroad id have just finished education, so i could just go abroad with you.
and i would like to have a family with you and we could help save the white race together. i love you.
i fear this is all wishful thinking, if my past experiences with girls is enough to go by, you will end up leaving me. and i would understand why and i am already sympathetic to it.
i want to send this to you right now. but you will think i am a whiner and get the ick even more, not that it will make things any better if i dont send it.
i love you c. i hope we stay in touch and you decide to keep me in your life. i love you so much and i have never spent time with a girl, and felt this way, like i have with you. i feel like we have a connection and chemistry and i dont want to end things. i love you i love you i love you.

>>84595656
if i were a man i would have roped successfully a lifetime ago

>i cant kill myself because im a trans or something
lol wwhat
wdym geg

try using your brain to develop thoughts that can help you solve basic tasks of reading comprehension rather than relying on having every detail directly spelled out for you. good luck with your iep

grok can you define iep for / to me

>>84596074
Hmm i think you need to work your hapa calves like alysa liu. Calves are the new armpit these days. Is your moid white? He wouldn't be able to resist your hapa calves if he's white.

t
i love you

>>84590563
I feel sorry for your mother.

Alas, in the end she was only using me as a scapegoat for someone else

e
im sorry for ghosting and abandoning you, i felt insecure please forgive me, i want to see you again and never at the same time.

>>84598368
Ooo sick burn

it's good that you recognize that you are an egotistical avoidant and generally a bad person. but constantly pointing it out doesn't excuse you from you know, being that way. why don't you just try to be a little bit better? everyone around you is much more forgiving and patient than you think.

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I deserve better than you guys

>>84595324
>My bf isn't bi
Actually all men are bi

t. knower

can i be the 100th post :(

>>84599444
you got post #101 but you got some fucking nice digits instead
take it or leave it

>>84590899
I write letters to people I know are reading these threads and intentionally be vague enough so they can suspect it's me but if they ever ask if it was me I'll say no then gaslight them into believing their guilt over what they've done to me has manifested in real life via schizophrenia and/or god giving them signs

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The water approaching at high speed.
I often wonder how that moment would feel like.
Just a flash?
Like an eternity?

Just a splash and drips afterwards.

It's hard to be cruel enough
But slowly
The water is approaching.

I am so sick and tired of your melodramatic "avoidant" ass. It's like a soap opera every day with you. I think you genuinely just enjoy all of your suffering. You need the drama so your life isn't boring

>>84599592
every year you guys choose a different buzzword to describe people you have issues with autism narcissism, now avoidant. Fucking kill yourself faggot

I don't appreciate how you've been clinging onto me and just talking to me as often as you please and you want me to entertain you, and then I eavesdropped you had a boyfriend the whole time. Why are you always happy to see me? Why the game of chess? Why do you prefer I'm at the front desk all the time even though I fucking hate it? Why did you even bother attending that fucking work event even though you had no reason to be there, just to know I'm there? You just rubbing your life off my face like I'm a simp cuckold?
Now, I shared my desires with you like my dream job and having a family and all that shit and feel like a fucking idiot. But to be fair I should've known better and shut up when I could've.
You acted very flirty, and now I know the truth now. I always felt like I knew, but it's so weird and annoying you acted the way you did to me. I never had a crush on you until you just kept talking on all that nice shit to me, now wanting to text me and tell me where you are at all times even though I genuinely don't give a shit anymore and I'm busy trying to learn how to pass a test for my dream job.
I'm glad you're too busy to read this though. Either going on hikes with your dr friend or your boyfriend or whatever. All those fun trips you seem to take.

I fucking hate being an emotional tampon and I wish to learn why I am. 3 times this has happened, and they all lead to bad outcomes.

yeah I've avoided a lot of internet people over the years ngl

>>84599974
i've ghosted every single person i've dated irl or online lol

When you come over I'll dress you up and kiss your neck
-M

You were the only one I liked that much, shame things ended the way they did

>>84599427
Foul gay demon no they aren't don't put that evil on me fucking nigger scrote my bf is NOT gay he's homophobic and based like me he calls gays poopdicks

>>84600093
>he calls gays poopdicks
holy shit do you really have no idea what this means

>>84600170
You literally live on an island a world away from me why are you so pressed I got a boyfriend

>>84600072
*You are the only one I like that much.

In reference to the only one it means there is no other. Present tense. Past would imply there is some else thus making the entire statement inaccurate.

>>84599401
>everyone around you is much more forgiving and patient than you think.
Are we just posting lies today? In an ideal world, I'd be your executioner.

finna boutta work up a darn ong
https://youtube.com/shorts/JeNcqkdf5EY

>>84600307
Like always you realize everything when it's too late

>>84600466
No, that's your coping mindset. It depends entirely on who's turn it is to reciprocate to the other. It's been hers for 5 years so her turn toward/with me better be good .

>>84588869
I feel so fucking confused when it comes to you, these feelings never really left me but i think i have come to realize that it is maybe a bit more one sided than i initially wanted to believe, it might be your BPD i dont know but the fact that despite telling me how much of a piece of shit your ex was you still miss him, while ive been here listening to your emotional spills, your drunk rants, without demanding a single thing from you besides maybe some fucking consistency. If you dont love me then stop telling me that you need me or that you miss me, if you dont actually want me then stop saying all these things that you dont just tell a friend no matter how close they are, i hate this about you and despite that i still love you so fucking much and i hate how much control you still have over my emotions. When we watched 500 days of summer on call because it "reminded me of me" its when i knew it was fucking over, i was not gonna recover from that shit ever, and yet you still keep saying you love me, i dont fucking understand you and its what frustrates me the most about you

You live with apes, man, it's hard to be clean

>>84600634
*reminded you of me
Fuck my life man, not only am i already carrying enough fucking stress thanks to my stupid failing dentistry university career, the fact that you dont care about me as much as i do for you just hurts me, youre still thinking about some fucking freak that has verbally abused you and threatened you multiple times

i experience gravity every day therefore i am a physicist

-you

the beautiful people, the beautiful people

I realize now that my entire attachment and style with others has been completely wrong. ouch

at least I haven't embarrassed myself here like A has hahaha

You can't be embarrassed if you have all shame beaten out of you just for trying to beeeee yourself. I'm still more kind and loving to people who deserve it. You just don't.

sometimes the sun strikes me,
like a gong,
and i remember to raise a hand:
the name of this jutsu is kirin

>>84600660
based and literality pilled