For past few months first thing i do after waking up is to start crying.Humans are social animals and if you are alone for too long your own brain will start to torture you. I feel like if someone was pushing a needle into my brain 24/7. It's emotional pain but it hurts just as physical one.I just want to stop existing. I am not needed or wanted in society but i am not allowed to rope either. At least america has easy access to drugs/guns but here in europe you can't live and you can't die
>>84607720>but i am not allowed to rope eitherwho told you this?
its pretty rough out here isn't it? i've been feeling pretty much the same since i moved out
>>84607772I don't have any option to rope that does not have a high chance of leaving me alive and crippled.I don't have access to a gun or drugs. If i had i would not be writing thisI am reading that some countries like Canada have a medical assistance in dying but only canadian citizens are allowed to do that
>>84607784>I don't have access to a gun or drugs.nitrogen + SCUBA masklook it up. see you on the other side, brother. i'll be there soon
>>84607720Find a reason for living. It will not make the suffering lesser but it will make it easier to bear. People find it "easier" to suffer if they have a reason to do so.
>>84607720Suicide isn't the way out. It's just anons who wanna get a kill assist. Just go on /soc/ find a discord server, and talk to people. It'd not the same as talking to people IRL, but it can tide you over, and you might even find people IRL near you.
