is anyone else in a state of massive derealization over how fast time has passed and the fact that its 2026 right now, I dont even remember the past 5 years
back in highschool in 2020 i used to go on 3 days nosleep benders and i feel like im mentally still stuck thereIt's not even brainfog in fact i feel a very weird clarity but i dont really cherish any moment since 2017 or so. Maybe even before. I've come to realize as im typing this that yeah i've never enjoyed being Alive really i just have moments of more tolerable pain
>>84622365I moved back into my parents house at the beginning of 2020 because I wasn't sure if the pandemic would affect my ability to afford rent. I'm still here and it blows my mind that it's been 6 years already. The entire first half of my thirties, gone, just like that.If the world hadn't gone to hell maybe I would have a family by now, but no girl is going to want a guy in his mid thirties who can't afford to live anywhere else but at his parents' house.
i've been a shutin neet since 2021 and mentally ill since 2016i've wasted a decade doing nothing and being stuck in a gray voidsometimes i think that maybe i died at some point and this is hellhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xe004-QETY
>>84622365I spent all that time in my bedroomNo use crying over spilled milk though
>>84622365i took a gap year after graduating high school in 2020, then i was in college from 2021 to 2025, and i didnt really do anything or grow as a person at all during that time, and now ive spent another year accomplishing nothing so yeah the fact that im 24 now but i havent progressed since high school fucks with my brain daily. its like im 18 except im 24
>>84622455Wait until you start visibly aging, that's the second component to that fuckery
>>84622365The days will be shortened in the end times.
are you guys memeing or do you actualyl feel like the time went by quickly? i am asking genuinely >>84622402do you actually feel like it went fast?
>>84622365Yes, life feels less and less "real" with each passing year. 2019 feels like it was 4 months ago but in fact we're already almost done with the 2020s. I think I'm slowly going insane and it feels like I'm in the last few years of my life.
>>84622432Hey, want to hang out man.
>>84622365its been a blur since 2020
You're all fucking underage holy shit.
the divine sparks have been steadily leaving this loosh simulationthat's why reality feels thin
>>84622579I dont feel like it went by fast. I feel like it was instant. every day was just another day day till that day was today and 2020 was 6 years ago
>>84622661I don't hang out with anyone, I don't use discord or any messaging platforms, I have no friends. I make some temporary acquaintances in video games if I play on the same server everyday but 4chan is the only place I post online. It's the only place I feel comfortable.
>>84622365The revolutions speed up as the object approaches the center of the vortex
>>84622708I don't use them either, I try to for a moment and realize it's not for me. You should talk to family friends or maybe a relative instead.
>>84622365Feel like 2018 2019 was yesterday. how did we already make it a little more than halfway through the new decade that fast?
>>84622679interesting, thank you for sharing your perspective.
>>84622732go on a 4chan archiving thread and go through posts from 2019 most feel like they could have been posted TODAY even 4chan culture stagnated since then. i cant remember a new popular meme made since then thats still around
>>84622365Not really, the relief from my balls no longer itching this year is very real
>>84622724My family isn't really helpful or trustworthy and I don't have any contact with family friendsI don't mind being alone but I wish I left the house more often to walk around and get more out of my life. It's boring in here.
>>84622365COVID absolutely did something to people's relationship with time and nothing makes sense anymore
>>84622365I feel like its only in my head, I have changed alot this year for example. Maybe youre doing meaningless shit every day and so there is nothing memorable about itI have changed a fuck ton these past 5 years
>>84622365if you're a robot you don't feel despair at the passage of time, you're waiting for the end anyway, normalfag
>is anyone else in a state of massive derealization over how fast time has passed and the fact that its 2026 right now, I dont even remember the past 5 yearsFor me, the past ten years feel that they have passed in 5-7 years. Frankly, I am glad that my wait for death will not feel as long as it really is.I'm hoping to go in my 50s, like my folks. I keep hearing how inceldom and zero social life are tremendous life-shorteners. Well hurry up then.
