since yesterday i've felt this deep disgust toward my boyfriendhe disappeared for hours cause he "felt bad" even though i was completely open to talking. i didn't force him because i understood he didn't want to open up at the moment. we stopped talking around 5:50pm then he came back around 11pm just to tell me he shaved without even asking me first. honestly the shaving itself isn't the issue.what bothers me is that he came back only to talk about that instead of explaining why he suddenly needed distance from me earlier.i've been ignoring him since then. later he messaged me saying he had a nightmare mixed with sleep paralysis and would've called me if i had been therebut the truth is i think i'm deeply frustrated with him. he hates being degraded he refuses getting pegged and i can constantly feel him resisting me emotionally. i know i'm intense when i love someone and honestly i'm kind of a bully in relationships. before he contacted me again i almost sent him a breakup message because i could already feel that he doesn't want the same dynamic i want.with him i'm the one who's done everything. financially emotionally everything. i've taken him places helped him escape his complicated family situation cleaned after him when he got drunk and threw up everywhere while he mostly talks about his appearance how young and androgynous he looks and constantly checks himself in mirrors and store reflections.outside of that he's genuinely soft delicate loving and emotionally aware which is exactly what attracted me to him in the first place. but i'm extremely demanding and obsessive deep down. i want a fully fusionnal relationship with total devotion and i can feel that he still wants control over the relationship instead of fully letting himself go with me.what do you think
>>84646188>>84646126>but he hates being bullied degraded slapped around etc while i genuinely love bullying the people i love being dominant and having control in my relationships.Well that's unforgivable if he claimed he was a subIf he's just some androgynous faggot who you decided to put this on, then I'm not sure what else you expectedI'm a sub and this all sounds great to me and I'd want that for the rest of my life and for that to be my only purpose in life, except for the peggingOf course, I'm also a hideous, hairy, tall and muscled yet fat loser virgin who no dom finds attractive because they want androgynous men
>>84646188Poor guy's probably gonna get stabbed a second time. Maybe his final time
>>84646188>what do you thinkblah blah blah you both sound broke and mentally ill. Break up before you further ruin one another's shitty lives, stop acting like teenagers, get a job and/or education (or a better one if you already have one), and talk to a therapist. These blog posts are cringe. Fucking high school drama-tier bullshit and you're both adults. Gross.
why the fuck are you reposting my deleted thread you bitch
Didn't I already humble you yesterday to the point where you stopped responding and pretended you were your own boyfriend in the thread? And that was after all of that bluster about hating that your bf didn't participate in arguments.
>>84646188that bitch reposted my deleted thread why do people even do that? you're all pathetic little attention whores i swear i hate all of youdelete it already dumbass
>>84646213>>84646220get a real subby for a bf
>>84646216>Didn't I already humble you yesterday to the point where you stopped responding and pretended you were your own boyfriend in the thread?it was literally about my boyfriend. he used to hang around 4chan back then so yeah i showed him the thread. i didn't reply because i was annoyed and i mostly come here just to vent anyway.then i deleted the thread and some dumb bitch reposted it for god knows what reason. genuinely fuck all of you
>>84646188>I want to cheat, but before i do that, let me get my story straightwhore
>>84646220So it's fine for you to be mad that your boyfriend doesn't interface with your dumbass arguments but you can't be expected to stand and fight after talking shit?Nah go ahead, just walk away like the little bitch you are.
>>84646188>outside of that he's genuinely soft delicate loving and emotionally aware which is exactly what attracted me to him in the first placeLmao. You know what you're doing so I'm not even going to point it out to make fun of you.
bumping this until her boyfriend sees it
>incoherent faggotrykys
>>84646188>i could already feel that he doesn't want the same dynamic i want.Nobody wants this dynamic you retardTho your bf coes sound like a cretin too!
>>84646188my e-bf ghosted me for 11 months in a row honey, get on my level
>>84647334Is that 11 months so far or 11 months until he stopped?
>i almost sent him a breakup message because i could already feel that he doesn't want the same dynamic i wantThis is for the best, whatever rape trauma you're stuck re-enacting eternally should not be inflicted on others.
>>84646188Apologize for posting this bullshit or I will post my cum
>>84648263sorry about your low sperm count
