my chest is disgusting and looks old even though im not 30 yet
>>84687107Ok but you will have to show it so we can tell if it's true or not.
>>84687107WE will be the judge of that anon
>>84687137You could get small implants and they'd look like natural teenager tits, but they're not that bad even as they are. Also you can bee my cosplay slut gf after you get unb&.
>>84687137>show it so we can tell if it's true or not.>>old pictureAssignment failed but I shall do you the honor of jerking off and cumming anyways.
>>84687137And how old are you anon
>>8468715722>>84687155looking at my body makes me too sick lately
>>84687137Enjoy the ban you're going to get, camwhore. This is a board for robots, MY board.
>>84687166i ate curry rice - and a protein bari need to diet i just want to cry
>>84687137You know how you can rid yourself of feeling like this? By going to a psychiatrist, because the feelings you have are clearly irrational and harmful.
>>84687169i do not care if im banned im going on a purity mission in a few days
you retards will believe anythingngmi
>>84687179no theyre real anyway
>>84687191"real" is not incompatible with "irrational and harmful."ANYWAYS ARE YOU GOING TO POST YOUR FAT HAIRY PUSS BEFORE YOU GET B& OR WAT
>>84687191I said what I said. You can heed my advice, or go on on this path and destroy your life. The choice is yours.
>>84687211Then get another therapist. And also go to a psychiatrist. Make sure you're 100% honest with them, or they won't be able to help you.
>>84687211Fucking hell, good girl. +1 male attention
>>84687221i already have too much mental people to see i want to watch tv.
>>84687237Do you have any friends? Do you go outside?
>>84687244not reallyif i died it would take them a few months to noticeand i only go outside when i am forced i have autism help
>>84687211hot would fill full of cum. post moar
>>84687254Maybe try going for a walk every day, okay? It sounds cliche, but it's a good place to start coming out of your shell that doesn't require an exorbitant amount of emotional exertion. If you eventually work up to having people around you in real life who you're in regular contact and who love and care about you, it's unlikely you'll struggle to the same extent with the harmful and irrational feelings you currently have.
>>84687284damn that pussy looks good
>>84687294yes going on diet and getting 10K steps. i keep trying ban myself from internet but its hardi like the interneti want to feel like i have place . and soi see this today.
>>84687137you are attractive, extremely fuckable, stop cutting yourself though because that will scare off most normies
>>84687294i dont wnat to see my friendsi am too fatanywayi dont belongi wish i was cute enough to meet people from the internet so i could play board games and drink soda together - i love my friendsi am not a good friend myselfbut eventhey do things that make me cryi never really feel like i have them.my best friend is my support workerand shes mean to my mum.
>>84687311i dont want normal people i rather someone that accepts all of me.
This feels like someone trying to leak a girl's stuff
>>84687319nope its just me.my bedroom
going to throw out all the sweets in my cupcboard and ban myself from foods . even rice . sorry rice . even i will ban mysel f from sushi. sorry sushi
is the male attention really worth that much? going as far as debasing yourself for it?
>>84687184Think about what your father would think about this, have some self-respect.>>84687211>>84687284Where the fuck are the mods...
>>84687331Honestly, instead of going on a diet, just work out. I eat a shit ton but I'm still quite lean.
>>84687334well really i believe my body is too disgusting for any forms of attention - if i was cute i would do whatever men said for them to like me - so i guess . but thats not the point of this thread . im lonely and i dont care of old pictures . they lose any worth to me . even , boys from school shared them around to people in my life .
>>84687339i dont want musclesbut i will work and eat little amount ok>>84687337nobody in my life cares my mum has known i did this since im 14 and my dad isnt in my life
>>84687305>>84687315A diet seems like the last thing you need. Quit acting dumb, get professional help where you can make plans and be held accountable for sticking to them, and start taking steps to improve your life. What I'm trying to impress upon you here is that the way you currently feel isn't rational, so you shouldn't let those feelings guide your actions. I feel for you, since you're feeling distressed, but if you want things to get better, you have to take steps towards that. You're already cute. No amount of diet is going to help you any further in that regard, but it will likely make you much less cute, because you'll fall into anorexia. I said my piece. Take care.
>>84687360thank you but i hav e wanted to be skinny my whole life so i feel impure unril i get there - though i cycle from wanting to hide away until im small enough . even if i take pictures of nature , i think " are these pictures infected by my fatness" so i need to lose weight. but i havent decided whether to coma or not . thank you anyway but it will change norhing my mind has decided over 10 uears . amen .
>>84687358>i dont want musclesWhy not? It helps you in everyday life. Not asking you to be a bodybuilder either.
>>84687369bcs i want to look frail and fragile and small. not healthy.
>>84687351I busted a giant load. Absolutely huge. Not normal amount of semen. Two hands used for containment
>>84687376thank youi dont deserve it
squeaky just go back to /soc/ please
>>84687405nobody want me there
>>84687137>>84687315>>84687325your problem is literally just lose weight kektrannies would kill to be pretty like you
>>84687358>my mum has known i did this since im 14What's the story behind such thing? >and my dad isnt in my lifeIf you keep walking on the path you're now, you probably are going to become a single mother and destroy the life of your children too.
>>84687386You just need to find an incel chud to lovebomb and marry you
>>84687284opening this will hack my gmail?
>>84687107>>84687315I am 29 years old and would let you ruin my life and drain me dry like a vampire as long as you would let me dote on you all hours of the day and would play board games with me, and as long as you're loyal and stop posting on /soc/I don't care what your chest or your tits or your ass looks likeAt the same time, possibly I am a dime a dozen. Maybe. I'm not sure how people operate, all I know is that I'm genuine when I say this.>they do things that make me cryWhat things do they do?
>>84687420trannies are cuter than me >>84687433i was selling my body for presents and she knew but she dont care - really my mum is worse than me . she just got out of a psych ward and was sleeping with 2 guys in there . anyway . im never getting pregnant . i have no luck with anyone . and even . i am scared to speak to a man . even God gave me a chance , i need to stay away from evils.
>"my body is disgusting I'm unlovable :(">also here's a whole google drive worth of medo foids really?people in this very thread are telling you what you want to hear but you're still on this victim complex shitdumb whore I hope you'll be beheaded and raped in that orderand why the fuck is the thread still up I hate this board
just how many fucking boards do you post on/soc/, /vt/ and now /here/?
>>84687449every man on the internet deserves better than me. you will just leave me for a cuter girl the second you see her, or replace me with my daughter once i hit 40. im not stupid. anyway. they didnt come to my birthday - i know it is stupid to cry about . but even i invited 7 people and none of them came . and even it was th worst week of my life . i know theres worse things in the world. and even . i say "my mum overdosed" and nobody answer , or i say i scrool above and anove that i say " my mum just kick me out " " i sleeping on couch again "> no responseso yeaeveryone has their own life and things they deal with i guess. but even i have never had a bestf riend to tell everything to.and evenboys around my school shared around naked images of me and one of my friend still hang out with them - makes me cry. so whatever.
>>84687451this is a guy posting leaked photos
>>84687451>she knew but she dont careHow did she discover what you were doing and how did you realize she knew about it?>im never getting pregnantGood...>i am scared to speak to a manDid you have friends in middle/high school?
>>84687459men like fat pigs . i cannot help being horny from showing my privates - its inclined into my brain . i can still recognise im fat and disgusting. more people call me fat and ugly than they do nice words . really . but anyway . i want to lose weight so i can be perverted without being bullied . >>84687464well why are you there.
>>84687107>even though im not 30 yetdidn't you claim to be 32 or something a couple of months back
>>84687480no just me>>84687481my friends are from hsbut i have seen them maybe 3 times in past 5 yrsor well i see one some more times when i outside and she knows because we were fighting and she screamed at me for it then she carry on like nothing.
>>84687494do you live on this house on the photos?it's a pretty nice placeare you rich?
>>84687493yes because everuone says i look old so i tried to embrace my 30s but no im 22.
>>84687502we moved my mum take half the money and blew it already though and so she kicked me out and i with my stepdad - then my new house is nice thoughi get money for autism.
>>84687513so you can afford the lingerie with austims bux?do you have a fansly or onlyfans or smth to sell nudes?
>>84687473I agree with that guy, you should ruin his life and drain him dry like a vampire. You both want this!
>>84687520no i just used to sell folders for presentsi dont have a passport for those things. and eveni am too fat to sell nudesalso i like to show my porivates too much for ppl to buy stuf "they say ""u just already post it"so yeah.
>>84687494didnt some anons add you yesterday?did you ghost them all already miss bpd?
>>84687494>my friends are from hsNo boy ever tried to talk to you there? And what about middle school? Were you a loner there?>she screamed at me for itWhat did you say in response?
>>84687522really if anyone met me in person they would vomit on the spot or replace me.>>84687530i stil have them on telegram. i am upset from failing my diet so im cleansing my telegram at the moment, you wouldnt get it. i need sage. gna fast tmrw so yeah. then i will make a new telegram.
>>84687137Mousy thread on r9k? LolStay on soc crazie Remember that OP is a very mentally ill woman from Australia that shows off her body and has a eating disorder but worst of all she fucks older men for money.
>>84687529>hey guyz I'm the uglez I swear =3retardmen will see your fucking pretty hand and want you on the spot
>>84687473>>84687473>>every man on the internet deserves better than me. you will just leave me for a cuter girl the second you see her,For what it's worth, I don't even know you. But I wouldn't. All I want is a relationship that works and lasts. Supporting each other. Again, it's not worth much, because such a relationship is out of my grasp. I'm a loser.>they didnt come to my birthday>and even it was th worst week of my life>"my mum overdosed">"i sleeping on couch again"You deserve real friends and someone reliable in your life who supports you in the ways that you need, not a dysfunctional mother, disappointment and empty platitudes from empty friends.My advice is that you should stop looking for validation by taking nudes and obsessing over your body.
>>84687539how far from that pic she is in current year?in body shape
>>84687536you are in a virgin boardyour used pussy has no worth here
>>84687532the boys from school tease me. even the ugliest boys are the ones that shared my nudes around, they say i am a 2. and they called me a witch. no boys ever liked me. except i used to go to more classes, one boy liked me there. we caught the train and played chess together. but i could not see what he looked lik ebecause i never wore my glasses - anyway. he dated a girl. but then he ask me out on discord. i dont know. my only standard of male is be more confident than me. i dont want to marry someone who cant order pasta. i am already shy enough. so i said no. and he ask me out on discord before talking in person . we stayed friends and im sure i could have liked him but right after i reject him he liked another girl. i dont want to like someone who replaced me so easily. so anyway. then he stopped coming to class - i looked up his username on youtube and he was exposed as a pedo. and even he told me he wishes he saw me naked a s a kid when i told him my mental problems. so whatever, then a year later he asked me out again and i say no because i had not spoken to him in a while after that - and then he came out as a tranny and now hes a girl. another boy i met from the internet. he took my virginity and put on lolita for me to watch afterwards. then he left 2 days later and kept telling me he would rape our future children and never really came back. so i wont meet anyone else.
>>84687558I will take youand we will make baby making love every day
>>84687544https://youtu.be/DDSYPwRB-Fsthis diet failedanyway
>>84687558>even the ugliest boys are the ones that shared my nudes around, they say i am a 2Have you considered that there are men out there who don't care about nudes, wouldn't want them, aren't pedophiles, and who would value playing board games with you, including chess, making you food instead of ordering out, and want to know who you are rather than care about the wrinkles on your tits?
>>84687573really you wont. the truth is anyone i meet will deserve better than me - even they say "girls can get anyone " "men are have it worse" but i already know any future man i meet will replace me or think im disgusting and cheat on me behind my back. so i am destined to be alone. i cannot deal with another man , ill commit suicide you know.
>>84687581i believed that - you know. i say "the only reason so many pedos is bcs the internet" all my internet bfs have been pedophiles - they cheat with kids or date kids after me . it hurts my head . even . i was told my pa is a pedophile and feared it was true majority of my teen years . it make sme cry . and so even - i think - this boy from class maybe he is not a pedophile - and then he is exposed as a pedo and tell me pedo things. so yeah. and then my first Virginity i lost it to a man who keeps talking about wanting kids.
>>84687137the scars are pretty hot desu
do you have any female friends (online or irl)maybe start with that instead of worrying about guys
>>84687576why do you speak like that
>>84687107>>84687137If it's really you, then you failed to stay away from 4chan, but I already knew that was going to happen since I have randomly seen these posts for 3 years now. I am surprised you're on /r9k/ though instead of /soc/.
>>84687584>think im disgustingdisgusted by what exactly faggotwhat is disgusting about you
>>84687603i get along better with men. it feels wrong to scream at women - and my menatl health makes me a bad friend. i dont want to hurt women. most of my male friends can withstand my mental illness. also i am bad at caring about mentally ill people and all females on the internet are sick. as for my friends, they have better things in life than me. >>84687604autism probably
>>84687611i know i fail i fail at everything. i give up staying away. and anyway soc is mean to me so i am here now. >>84687614face body soul spirit and insides
>>84687617can you squirt with those sex toys?have you thought about using some nipple piercings?
>>84687628no i dont like peiercings even my ears dont have themand no i dont know how tomaybe once i didi dont remembeer
>>84687635Not him but I came very hard to your pics, I thought that you should be notified of this. You have a very nice pussy so quit hiding it so much when you take nudes okay
>>84687593>they cheat with kids or date kids after me . it hurts my head . even . i was told my pa is a pedophileThat probably has to do with your seeking validation through your body.Unfortunately, that's just the reality that you'll encounter such people on the internet and chasing you for your body.I think you should get medicated, stick with a treatment plan.You deserve someone with the amount of patience required to work with your issues in a relationship that lasts. I would hope that you're genuine enough to return the favor of not cheating and not leaving, but rather communicating and working through any issues.That's all I want out of life, is to love, support and live life with someone who is loyal and wants more than some empty lustful relationship.That would entail not taking nudes for validation, whether they're shared on the internet or with me.
>>84687558Wow, that's some messed up shit, huh. You attracted some... Weird dudes, if I can say so. Funny thing to notice is that the first dude which you talked about went through the /pol/'s tranny journey.>my only standard of male is be more confident than meC'mon, you don't need to signal virtue here. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't date a 90yo confident grandpa. If you want to be humble, just say that your standards are average, but don't lie saying things which are half-truths.>i never wore my glassesBecause you didn't want to look like a nerd?By the way, could you answer my previous question?>What did you say in response?
>>84687655my plan is just to become skinny and give out my body and then kill myself before 27 myabe. really i dont see point in getting better i will be sad forever and everyone dies anyway . i am too afraid right now and even i wish i was pretty so my funeral isnt covered in my impure fatness.
>90 replies in less than 2 hoursthis board is such a meme
>>84687661i dont like seeing the world in HD quality. though i wear them now. i didnt for so many years that it doesnt feel like me. i have contacts but im lazy to wear themi ignored what she saidbut i raced to her room and i told her i notice her getting older and older each day and that her wrinkles make me cryi still feel bad for iti am mean to my mumbut she is mean toobut eveni wish she knew i say things because she says things too. but only she is allowed to be sick,we are in a fight right now tooshe moved everything of my thingsand i started punching myselfand i told her im leavingand anyway it led to moreshe say things likeher life was harder and she was beatbut she say"I know I beat U but U deserve it"though im sure u only cared of my response to that thing.
>>84687625>i give up staying away. and anyway soc is mean to me so i am here now.You'll get banned on here for camwhoring, but if the mods don't ban you I would be surprised.
>>84687625you are the most beautiful princess I have ever seencan you sell me some used panties and pantyhose?
>>84687677Too busy fapping to answer reports :^)
>>84687664>>my plan is just to become skinny and give out my body and then kill myself before 27 myabe>>really i dont see point in getting better i will be sad forever and everyone dies anywayAgain, I encourage you to get medicated and find a person who is genuine and not just looking to fuck you.I hope that you find that, and find the will to stop obsessing over your body/looks and feeling that the only way you can find someone who cares about you is by worrying about whether they want to fuck you, or give you validation because of your nudes.
fascinating thread, what kind of mental illness is this
>>84687677it okay i will use twitter and telegram and twitter instead. and youtube. i like the internet.>>84687686i tried to do that once and they sent them back becasue of not allowed send panties overseas. svcared me. so never again will i try.
>>84687690I laughed, but it could be true.
>>84687318it scares off non normies too i dont wanna have a gf that might kys. sounds like a traumatic experience
>>84687695post twitter whore
>>84687694Very mentally ill, Im sure one day a Youtuber will go over her history once she does something terrible. A pity
>>84687694i have autism and anxiety and depression only.>>84687693thank you but it is already doomed. though even, i have hope or fear of death. i dont know which one.>>84687701my twitter is your_mouse32 but i deactivate a lot
>>84687708did any man try to kidnap youwould you be willing to live in the woods tied up and being used as a sex slave
>>84687708>>thank you but it is already doomed.It's not. What other interests do you have besides obviously being board games, having cute fashion taste, cooking, etc?>i have hope or fear of death. i dont know which one.I think it's normal to have both.
>>84687716no man has ever grope me. or even looked at me nicely. one time a indian man ask if i want a drink. only once and im 22 did a man ask me something. and so, i say no. i was sad because if he wants me to drink he must think im haggard. so anyway. no man has tried. even im sure my ex boufriend of 2 days left me because i was too gross for him. i wish i could work in a glory hole and drink soda on the other side. i would not scare anyone away with my disgustingness. that is the dream.
>>84687719if everyone wants to die i dont thimk its mental illness - i want it out of the way. i wish i could die. even i wish so badly, but i also know i will be mocked and teased and people willcelebrate, so i want to be pure so i can matter to 1 person before i die. even, i want to become worse, so my mental health lets me kill muself without fear.
>>84687727>ex boufriend of 2 daysjeezus
>>84687668>this board is such a memeI also would prefer if only men posted in the board, but I'm bored and OP is replying fast sooooooo>>84687674>i dont like seeing the world in HD qualityThat's a weird reason. But well, if /pol/ is right when it says that glasses makes your eyes worse, then maybe your habits weren't so bad. Do you ever think about using your neetbuxxes to fix your eyes with surgeries? >i raced to her room and i told her i notice her getting older and older each day and that her wrinkles make me cryKinda based ngl.Why do you feel bad for her if she doesn't care for you? Just because of your blood relation? I personally don't think blood is that important desu.>we are in a fight right now tooThe thread is already too big so I couldn't read all the replies you made to other anons, but does it have anything to do with you living with your stepdad now?>im sure u only cared of my response to that thingIndeed it was the most interesting part of the story, although not the only one.
>>84687539I wish it were true she fucks older men with money.t. Older man with money
>>84687727I want to grope youwhat is gross about you? can I pee in your mouth?
>>84687736>>if everyone wants to die i dont thimk its mental illnessIt is. You need genuine help from a counselor who will work through it with you, and people who are helpful and patient with you. Whether that's one person, or friends, that's what you need and you do deserve such a nice thing to happen.>>but i also know i will be mocked and teased and people willcelebrateThe people who would celebrate are also mentally ill, but much more sick than you, and would actually deserve death.Because they actively feed on the suffering of others who are vulnerable.>>so my mental health lets me kill muself without fear.That's not mentally healthy.I'm sure there are many resources in Australia to get the help that you need. Would you follow through with treatment? It can get better.
>>84687695>use twitter and telegram and twitter instead. and youtube.You failed to quit Twitter too. I saw that coming.>i like the internet.Nothing wrong with using the internet.>>84687727>i wish i could work in a glory hole and drink soda on the other side. i would not scare anyone away with my disgustingness. that is the dream.Legendary>>84687736>i also know i will be mocked and teased and people willcelebrateAt any funeral I have ever been to, it's always people being fake and acting like they gave a shit about the person when in reality they didn't care about them.
>>84687739we continued to email. even i emailed him the other day. he played a joke on me and said he was arrested for talking to a 15yr old. anyway. i blocked him again now - i am such a loser that i speak to him even though he is awful. but i have no other experience with men so it is hard for me to stay away from checking my emails. >>84687742never surgery for eyes, scary. ive seen final destination. though id fix my nose. nd yesmy eyes got worse after using them morebut alsoif you dont wear them they get even worseshe has bipolar and she is my bestfriendi was raised basically only by hermy stepdad didny speak to me until age 16-17and so she was my personbut we both have stromg emotionsshe did not remember hurting me as a kidi hear it lots"she is bipolar so she doesnt remember okay"i have grown immune to empathyi stopped caring a bitafter every suicide attempt you stop caringor her cries at nightbut she went overseas and had so much work doneshe had her face lift and cjest and moreand i thinkshe is my mum, she really is so beautifuleverything about her is beautifuli never want her to feel uglymy support woekrer is mena aboyt her behind her back"she did her makeup bad, her hair is greying, she has weird arms, her chest is too big"it makes me mad. every woman deserves to feel beautiful.the reason i lack empathy at the moment is that shes not my mum anymore. she gets electrci shock tratement, she doesnt remember much. even she didnt remember my age. she eats food slowly and stays up hurting my head with noise. also i am sick, too. but because she goes to hsopital shes the only person that matters, i want to matter for once. yesi lived with my nanny for 2 monthsthen my stepdad for 6-7 months on couchand 3 weeks of those months i stayed with my mumshe was in pyshc ward fro a whole yearbut she got out and i moved inshe touched all my things and that is my triggerand did it again after i cried thd fiest timeso we fought
>>84687787and then on that week she attempt suicude probably fakebut my mum has been at every hospital at least 5 times for the past 5 yearsyou stop caring.and so anywaythen my stepdad got thise house and i moved therebut i would stay with my mum 2 days a weekshe was in hospital again until 2 weeks agobut this week i didnt want to gothe week before she told me stuff that made me sadand she kind of is being weirdbut anyway then i cried she touched my things and had a mental breakdown and she kind of did stuff that made me evn more madso then i am blocked her and went away.
>>84687787>he played a joke on me and said he was arrestedWhy do women always go for abusechads? Like they always go for just the awful person
>>84687799what touching your things meanwhy don't you live on your own if you get free gubernment monyz
>>84687773yes i would drink pee.>>84687764i wish i can sex you really. i am too shy. my dream is to be a prostitute. >>84687777i alreadys ort of get helpi have a support worker and we go out lotsbut people dont help"stop cutting okay""youre doing so much better"things like that dont helpit feels like getting sicker is the only way to be happy
>>84687813it looks like you just need some good dicking desutry tinder
>>84687811i am saving up so i can - i dont hate my family. it is nice and i have my pets here. really i should be doing a lot better given my situation but inside my head feels like its bleeding. anyway - i dont want to stay autistic forever. i am trying to get better at talking to people so i can work a job and make friends. but evem - if i was pretty i think all those things would go away. going outside is awful because im too disgusting to be looked at.
>>84687819i am too ugly for tinder. in another world. and even, i cannot speak to strangers.
>>84687821whenever you find a job you will meet people way uglier than youthat is hardly an excuse to stay still while the years go away
>>84687833i am in the top 1 percent of ugly humans, genuinely.
>>84687813>>i have a support worker and we go out lotsYes, you mentioned that she is your best friend.But I don't think that they've been helpful to you so far if you feel you keep getting worse.There are therapy resources and medication management available to you.Are you averse to medication or can't stick with it?
>>84687834samelet's marry
>>84687838if i can take lots of drugs like others do i can. that would be nice. i have never ever done those things. well i did take antidepressents that didnt work and also adhd meds but they hurt my head. but most humans are alcoholics. i believe if i had drugs or was an alcoholic i would cope with these things.
this is what league of legends does to a person
>>84687708>i have autism and anxiety and depression only.They diagnosed you with that and never mentioned bipolar?
>>84687849>well i did take antidepressents that didnt work and also adhd meds but they hurt my headYes but you can't just stop the medication, but taper off and find another treatment that works for you. I'd encourage you to follow through with therapy + treatment.>i believe if i had drugs or was an alcoholic i would cope with these things.They don't help. What you need is therapy, medication management, following through on different treatment options, genuine friends and support.
>>84687857league save me>>84687872nomy mum has mentioned personality disorders to teh doctors but im moderately normal in person just quiet so its easier to assume im autistici have meltdowns and more but really i hide most of my problems unless im screaming at someone. and anyway i dont tell anyone my mental problems>>84687873therapy doesnt work for mei cannot follow what they tell me toif i was pretty i wouldbe okay
>>84687885>>i cannot follow what they tell me toThat's the hard partYou need support who will help you through it
i am sadi have to have 13hrs of autism support a week, and even more than that. mostly, i know i am bad at talking to others. but it seems excessive, i have to hear things that hurt my head. and i dont feel human, even with autism, i am still human. i told her i watched white lotus and she say its too adult. im 22. i want to feel human. so they dont make me feel human,
>>84687885by annonnete, I would love to stay, but need to goyou are being boring aswel, try to be more friendly next weekend
>>84687907even my mum babies me lotsshe plays with my feet and treats me like a kidbut a day later she tells me of her sexual encounters and talks about me getting pregnant by sperm donations. so.i wish it was for once, human, equal.i dont feel human you know.i want to crygonna make a meal before my fast.
>>84687885>i have meltdowns and moreI remember you saying some stuff, but I have probably not seen it all over the years.>and anyway i dont tell anyone my mental problemsExcept us on 4chan it seems. There isn't one person other than your Mom that knows about the real you irl? Not even the guy you said was your boyfriend for two days?>>84687911>but a day later she tells me of her sexual encounters and talks about me getting pregnant by sperm donations. so.How old is your Mom? Do you want to get pregnant or do you feel like she is forcing that idea on you?
>>84687909goodbye im sorry i cannot be goodi am just lonely and waiting to be banned
>>84687957everyone kind of knows - i mean i post msyelf having meltdowns and crying on my public instagrams. and all those boys shared my naked pictures - even before that my friends knew i did this stuff on the internet. people at school would tease my cuts or speak ill of me . stuff like that . amnd i would cry or scream easily . but i guess not as terrible as i present on the internet. i still hurt equally as. much . but my mum is the sick one . i have to hide it most of the time, becayse if i do wrong then she just overdoses and gets the worry . even wen i cut as a kid she say "cut deeper or "cut the right way s" so i just am not allowed to be sick anywhere but the internet - even in real life - nobody really cares . she is in 50sshe says stuff like shes gna meditate to get her eggs back and moreshe has schizoprhenia i think but idk shes eccesntricher posych ward bf was gna impregnate mebut then he said nvm and apologisedi think she wants a grandkidand i said no boy will ever like me so she keeps offering we go to sperm donor.
>>84687960do you have a hobby sis?maybe try doing something that interests you, but it's something you don't necessarily need to show to others like those plushies on the youtube vid
>>84687973no only playing games but i need people to play with or else i dont like to play
>>84687980Check your messages
>>84687980can you tell us about your epilation/shaving?how do you achieve the soft skin down there
>>84687137Your tits look fantastic.>>84687211And so does your pussyYour problem isn't your chest or diet, your problem is that you're batshit crazy. Find a therapist who will prescribe you some maximum strength antipsychotics.
>>84687983on what>>84687986i usually only do it once or twice a week in the past and i just do hair oil stuf for a bit and then when soft you can shave down there with just conditioner - though i bought a lazer and going start doing it 2-3 times per weekreally i think it is just the oil beforehand that make it better before you shave
>>84687787I saw on another reply that you're from Australia. Judging from how you type and by your skin, am I right to assume that your parents are immigrants? Asking for curiosity.>my stepdad didny speak to me until age 16-17Why? What's your relationship with him like?>my support woekrer is mena aboyt her behind her backDo you say she's wrong when she badmouths your mother?By the way, what do you remember about your biological father?
>84687997>on whatOn discord
>>84688004no im australian and my parents are tooi just type quickly and like to shgare my thoughts so i dont care to correct anything and i like to put my words out in the way im thinking them -he used to hurt me and scream at me as a childhe wasnt really a dad to me as a kid so i thought its unfair he cant be my dad but he can hit and hurt me - anyway - my mum told him to stop hurting me so he stopped talking to me until i was older and it was during when my mumw as doing bad so i had to be the communucation between them - i was planning not to speak to him after their divorce but no w we are closserstill its weirdand i dont tell her off . i just change the topic, but it happens so much. it makes me so mad. btw should i start weightloss medicationwhich one
>>84688010im banned on discord i only have my account on my pc and im on my laptop right now
>>84687980what about collegewhy don't you try something, it's free for autist
>>84687970>i think she wants a grandkidProbably this, but if she is not good to people in general like you describe at times, then this would be a disaster, so in general it wouldn't fix anything.>>84687986>epilation>how do you achieve the soft skin down thereI tried one of those machines once and damn the pain. Used it on my entire leg, then tested it on my balls, and I couldn't quit shaking for a bit. It was strange. I thought about doing laser to my entire body, but I heard the cheap ones don't work like the professional machines that clinics have, so I never did it.
>>84688034i did for a bit but it felt pointless and my mental health became bad again
>>84688042mine was 500 dollars >__> i went on a really bad spending spree a while ago really it is the only reaso n i miss selling my bodyi have money but i am really bad with itand so then when i sold my body at least it was more controlledi am going to try be betterbut yesit hurts a littl ebiti say"beauty is pain" when i use it
>>84688042yeah the epilation machines hurt the same as waxlaser or cream are the way to go
>>84688019jadie, realistically, do you think there's any person or thing that could genuinely "fix" you? when you do get down to your target weight, what then? will you find something else to fixate on that you don't like about yourself? is this is just a spiral of self-destruction for you or can things turn around for you? please respond truthfully and not meme response pls thank you. p.s. i saved your face pics from your last soc post, you're genuinely very cute, i just wish any amount of attention could ever be enough for you.
>>84688053>want to be prostitute>used to be prostitute?????life is good it seems
>>84688019Oh, I see.About your stepfather, it's really weird how things have developed to how they're now from such a bad initial point. Are you comfortable living with someone like him or do you plan to live alone one day?>btw should i start weightloss medication; which oneIf you feel like it, I have heard that Ozempic works pretty well. But I advise you to work out a little the muscles that you don't want to lose (since you're a woman, probably your legs mainly). And you will need to take care of your sleep, because if you don't, you will lose MORE muscle mass than fat.
this thread is proof we need to shoot every simps
>>84688063I think she only fucked one person for money like a year or 2 ago
>>84688072But I'm not simping...
>>84688057i did that on my underarm once qnd i had a burn and i couldnt put my arm down for a whole weekow>>84688059what will fix me is being beautiful - 33kg - and selling my body for energy drinks - and hanging before age 27 - but having a person who cares of me enough to hold a tribute and use 33kg pictures of me. and i knowi was thinking of that the other dayit hurtseveni know it sounds stupid but feeling the fat of my body touch other parts of my body make sme cryi feel impureevenpeople call me fat lotsits not inside my headand i have wanted to reach this weight my whole lifeeven i will probably drop that weight below if i can,,,so anywayi will keep trying diets unless i succeed. though now i want drugs for it. anyway.i wish i was pretty, i wuldnt have to result to diets as harshly if i could say "at least im pretty" but im not so i have to say "at least i am skinny" but i am not. do you understand ?>>84688070i am fine living with him now. hes nice. but it make sme cry when ppl say "wow hes sucha. good guy" which he is - but it hurts the younger me who spent her years in the bedroom eating only at 12am to avoid him - you know . ozempic ppl look weord but i want monjejero... i want it! but will that make my sickness not count since it was drug related - probably. but i have been fat for too long. >>84688077we didnt have sex for money. i was in a bad home life - my parents were getting divorced and my mum was hurting my head etc etc blahhdf blah i only met him bcs he promised to marry me and take me away from my home life. we were only friends. then i almost backed out but he said if i didnt come that he would sex a kid on his way in thailand so then i met him and then it was awful and then that same day the boys were sharing my youtube videos and bully me. and i BOUGHT HIM A CAKE! so basiaclly I PAID for my virginity taken. worst day ever. i hated it. anyway. then he left. it was not love. i wanted to be married to run away.
>>84688097Why is every guy you make a bf with a pedo? Where tf are you meeting these type of men sis
>>84687137Are we sure this is legal?This girl looks 13.
>>84688119she said shes 22 so shes post wall actually
>>84688119she doxxed herself with posting her gov ID already, she's 22
>>84688024>>im banned on discord i only have my account on my pc and im on my laptop right nowYou're banned on the one you most recently posted?
>>84687137You're insecure, good looking just need cardio
>>84688097>33kgYou're going to disappear... What's your height?>but it hurts the younger me who spent her years in the bedroom eating only at 12am to avoid himI guess it happens, having to forgive people who we used to hate and all of what comes with it. I just found your case weird because people usually don't change a lot their personality in adulthood at least.>but will that make my sickness not count since it was drug related - probablyI don't know if I got what you meant, but if you're talking about how normies think you're supposed to lose weight without drugs, I'd tell you to ignore such thought. Normies love to romanticize suffering and overcoming hardshisp, but the reality of things is that if there's an easy way of achieving your goals, you should probably take the fucking easy way instead of the hard one. It's that simple. You're going to lose weight faster with it too, so there isn't any reason not to use it in my opinion.
>>84687137Disgusting self-harming whore. Stinky puss in your vagina.
>>84688147yesit gone i use telegram morei will track my diet thereeven when i am banned i dont want to quit the interneti will update weightloss here tomorrow i will have protein barenergy drinkand sweet potato chips(NOT ALLOWED ANYTHING ELSE OKAY)and >>84688172i will walk>>84688180i tried to find them but i need a prescription TvT anyway im 157cm
>>84688197>i tried to find them but i need a prescriptionI thought you knew someone who sold meds ilegally since you were considering drugs an option, hmmm.>im 157cm33kg is still too light for 157cm, don't you think that decreasing your weight to 40kg would already be enough?
>>84688208actually i would want to be 35 and then 33 and then 30but i have been stuck at 45 for some time now.and noi wish i knew people.
>>84688053>>84688057>laser or cream are the way to goWhat laser machine do you guys recommend? Do the use at home ones actually work or are people correct about them not working?I currently just shave my entire body. I thought about electrolysis since it's supposedly better at killing hair, but it's so expensive for your entire body, so I said screw it.
>>84688220braun is the one i haveit work i guess but i have not had it long enoughbut i watch videos and it works and i notice difference anyway from the few weeks ive had itthough my life unstable so i have not been doing it as often as i shouldbut that being said if you dont want as much hair then it is better than going to appointments for it when you can do it at home
>>84688210>(NOT ALLOWED ANYTHING ELSE OKAY)That's dumb, your body will enter in an emergency mode and start wasting way less calories, eventually it will become hell and you will start eating again (and your body will gain fat tissue way easier in that moment, but you will look fatter than before because of the muscle you probably will lose in that meantime). Just do a normal diet like any sane person.>actually i would want to be 35 and then 33 and then 30Just saw your other pics and you don't even look fat... Why do you care so much to be as light as a bag of cat food? Are those people who call you fat anonymous from 4chan?
>>84688246She hears voices unironically
>>84688246lots of people have called me fat and even i know i am . i feel it when i pinch myself .
a few days ago.https://files.catbox.moe/lutd03.MOV
>>84688252Brutal stuff...>>84688259Well, if you say so...I guess I don't have anything else to say for now, so bye, I guess.Cute Haruhi cosplay btw
>>84688259>>84688266I really don't understand why pretty girls have to go this retarded performative bs instead of just getting a man to take care of them and be happy.Literally dont do anything stupid or crazy, do nothing even and you'd still win at life.
im going to watch Surfs Up nowthank you for talking to me - i am sure i will be banned soonanywayi am not crazy really i am just lonelyso thank you for talking to mei hope you have a good dayim going to watch Surfs Up.
>>84688296>https://files.catbox.moe/lutd03.MOVliterally just attention, they are clearly insufferable given their extreme eating disorder which they are not even capable of acting on properly because they lack even that level of self control. how long until you really internalize just how pathetic an existence women really are, anon?
>>84688266>Shows her legs.Alright, she cuts herself, but it's not that bad.>Shows her arm.God damn son, but I have seen the bloody picture before.
what would be the male equivalent of being this mentally unwell
>>84688360it gets way worse than that on people who didn't even perish from it, i've seen horrible, terrible things in the pursuit of mentally ill women. sometimes it still boggles me just how the manage not to die.
>>84688266Back when I was in high school I still remember the time I walked past some girl who always sat at this tree in the middle of the walkway on my way to my other class and I bothered to look at her left arm. It looked like yours, except she did it from her wrist all the way to her shoulder. In person, it looks worse.
>>84688384>i've seen horrible, terrible things in the pursuit of mentally ill women.Same, plus horrible things in general throughout my life.>sometimes it still boggles me just how the manage not to die.Same here.
>>84688433i knew this girl with HPD for a bit, ended up cutting off contact because she was simply too absurdly fucked for me to handle. anyhow, her arm had a 6 inch wide scar that was basically the length of her entire wrist, raised to fuck keloid style. image is burned into my head forever, cannot imagine having to walk around with that on my body for life.
>>84688305Thank YOU for posting your clit and making me splurt the biggest load I've had all year
