Hey r9k, how are you doing? I'm being transferred to a different hopital tomorrow. The last chemo damaged my leg and arm nerves so now I'm going to neuro rehab. I hope the rehab only takes weeks rather than months. At least the leukemia side seems stable for now. Oh well...Hope your days are better, nonny. Wish I could have a drink or something.
Hello anon, sorry to hear about your damaged nerves. I wish you peace and the best of luck in your recovery.I haven't been feeling too good lately. I'll keep the reasons to myself, but generally, I've been feeling like a failure in life. I can't even really complain, because I'm not going through what you're going through, or what a lot of other people in the world are; I consider myself lucky. And yet I still feel like a failed human. All I can do is find some courage and hope and keep pressing on. I'd have a drink with you if I was an alcohol purchaser.
>>84694595hey op hope things go well, It sucks your life has to be like this is there a chance of making a complete recovery?
>>84694595I know it probably doesn't mean a lot, but I wish you luck.
>>84694595I hope you survive this and live a long life, OP. Cancer really is proof that the universe is a fundamentally unfair place. It's cosmically unjust that this horrific disease can strike anyone at anytime without warning.
>>84694620Same honestly. This stuff wiped out three years of progress for me. And even when you're in the cancer ward, you tend to consider yourself lucky unless you're 100% gonna die. I think it's part cope and part survival instinct though. Life as a loser is bad. Life with... this is also bad. I very much dislike that you can't lament with most people and always have to pretend to be positive about everything bad or you get put on brain worm drugs and have to have a million mandated talks.>>84694785thanks nonnyi hope so but it's too early to say, neurons heal so slowly that even one assisted step more is big progress >_> >>84694883arigatou :3>>84694933Strike really feels like an apt word, like a deadly viper it suddenly messes everything up, and you're lucky if you survive.
>>84694595Did you spend the entire year so far in the hospital?
>>84695718Almost. I got to spend 3 weeks at home to recover during March, otherwise always been in the hospital. My current stay is already 10 weeks or something.
>>84695868I have already seen a thread of yours before but I forgot what type of cancer you have. Was it a bone marrow tumor? I remember you said they had to take a lot of your blood.
If you made that thread a while back did you find any good games?
>>84694620mio... you raped me mio... why did you do it... why...
damn that sucks i think most people survive cancer these days unless your a third wordler
>>84695907leukememe>>84695916I played a bit of minecra but fell off with hopital stuff>>84696045depends on the cancer. i wish i had a small pizza to eat maybe ham or summin
>>84696095I confused leukemia with anemia, dumb me. Do your docs say you're going to recover one day or are things going to be a shit forever?
>>84697070The leukemia treatment is actually over, I recieved a stem cell transplant. Now it's time for all the side effects aftercare and to see if it comes back. After 2 years of no remission I will hopefully be able to call myself cancer-free again.
>>84698323That's good. Are there any sequelae expected to stay even after the rehab? How are your leg and arm now?
>>84698393hopefully not hehe can't really say until stuff gets tried to be fixed bit by bit. the arms and hands are still usable thankfully but the legs are shot need to use a wheelchair now and hope the neurons grow back together thank you for being here btw really makes me feel like i have friends
>>84698861Gotcha, hope everything goes well for you. What do you want to do once you're finally cured? Were you a NEET, student or worker before the cancer? >thank you for being here btwNo problem. It's good to see a thread that is probably made by a real human instead of a bot, glowie or larper.
>>84694595Hi OP. I'm sorry for your disease, I hope you have a steady recovery. The hospital allows you to have your phone?
OP here, just wanted to add that I get my ass pounded every night by the gay male nurses in the hospital before I make my threads seeking sympathy and attention for having a disease.
>>84699436nigger hes probably going to die of cancer dont be mean to him.
>>84699436>threads seeking sympathy and attention for having a diseaseIt's not like you have a lot to do when you're in the hospital. It's just a way to pass the time. >>84699454>hes probably going to dieHis leukemia treatment is already over, actually. He only needs to do rehabilitation now.
>>84699454Everyone dies eventually. When did the "internet hate machine" become so full of FUCKING PUSSIES?
>>84699542you're the only person screeching like a pig in this thread, it seems like the cool heckin edgy teenager phase is over unc
>>84694595I'm doin okay, there's a thing where im visiting a residental home program for mental health and so far things sound pretty good, I just pray that I can make good with the opportunities presentedI'm sorry to hear that you're going thru such things OP, how are you doing so far? Are they treating you good and at least giving you good things to eat? I hope your days get better anon, it'd be great to see you back to shitposting with a comfy smile
>>84699551I hope you get the same cancer as OP.
>>84699717oh have you turned 18 yet? it's just a phase man i promise
>>84699733Wait I take that back I don't want another annoying faggot using his cancer to get sympathy (you)s
>>84699820don't worry, i can larp just to make teenagers like you seethe. it's kinda funny, because you're the one bumping the thread. are you too retarded to sage or hide? does the baby need a lesson on how to internet
>>84694595What were your symptoms that eventually led to your diagnosis?
