Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportworkout edition that's right, you have to do some kind of exercise today!hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
>>84697686Femboy general, sex sex.
links :DD> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84697691you again!heyhow have you been holding up lately?
hey, meant to post yesterday but didn't. friday was my last day of school, which am glad to have a break but does suck a lot too. got very depressed over it yesterday. but i think today I'm gonna try to go on a walk or do something at least. >>84697686>you have to do some kind of exercise today!but my bed so comfy
>>84697843hey ali ^^it's been a while >day of school, which am gladfinally some rest \o/>but i think today I'm gonna try to go on a walk or do something at least.yep enjoy your free time go on a walk or watch some movie or anime
>>84697843>but my bed so comfhmmmm what's the time where you live rn?if it's very early or late then I might give you a pass but if it's not then drop and give me twenty son!
>>84697686>>How are you doing today?eh, a little poor.>>Any plans for today?Powering through this training.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?The hiring process for my last chose of job opened again. So now I'm in two processes, both ending at the same time and have no idea if this will be a conflict.>>84697700hi cat>pic relfunny cat>>84697843hi gator>I'm gonna try to go on a walk or do something at least.that's a good idea. Sometimes fresh air makes a difference.
>>84697686>How are you doing today?havin a really rough day today..>Any plans for today?been laying in bed all day thinking about stuff. probs gonna continue doing that until i pass out>When was the last time you hurt yourself?debating on whether or not i should do it now>Is there anything bothering you right now?too much stuff.
>>84698026>a little poor.been like that often recently huh?>Powering through this trainingkeep it uppp!!;!!;!!>same time and have no idea if this will be a conflict.what sort conflict do you worry about?>funny catbiiiiig ears!!>>84698042>really rough day today..heya sorry to hear about iteo you have to do anything now or can you sit down and relax a little?>thinking about stuff.sounds like thinking about stuff that will only make you feel worsemaybe you should get a cold drink and watch a chill video https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9X_NKRbuPf4>whether or not i should do it nowyou shouldn't >too much stuff:<
>>84698148>eo you have to do anything now or can you sit down and relax a little?just booted up insurgency sandstorm. my mind is all over the place tho. i dont think i can focus.>sounds like thinking about stuff that will only make you feel worseexactly.. >maybe you should get a cold drink and watch a chill video ill do that... thanks..>you shouldn't then i wont..theres just so much shit going on rn. i dont know what to do..
>>84697700Good. Have you found a boyfriend yet?
>>84697978hey cat >it's been a whileyea i really hate how little i come on here now :( i really miss posting everyday >go on a walk or watch some movie or animegood idea i may try watching some anime>>84697999>what's the time where you live rn?it's 3 pm>drop and give me twenty son!well thankfully it's so earlyat 3 pm. its basically the morning :]>>84698026hey cynic >Sometimes fresh air makes a difference.true, you gotta try to get out at least once a day probably
>>84697686>helloheyheyhru cat?>exercise todayi didn't do that but i walked instead :]>>84682569>bed rn having a comfy timebeb?!>wbu?i was in bed too>bike crankarmohhh so you couldn't drive? did you fix it? >what did u do?the trip to the city :Dman it was funi was tired and a bit concerned about other things to talk about the trip last time, gonna talk later in this post :]>you r welcome:]btw i virtually became a black cat that delivers things to peoplesadly though i cant stay outside the car for a long timethoughts on this?>>84682600>tossing and turning in bed. can't sleepMAN i feel youhonestly didnt have these sessions lately but i remember i had one during maybe exams iircthat's the latest one i rememberhow did you sleep at the end?>you?a trip, gonna talk about it later.>weird lonerdo you feel like you dont even talk as normal as people in your uhhh surroundings/city?>we just have to learn to live with them somehowyeah :/>there other yuanons around while i'm not hereyk dude i woke up and checked the thread again and checked my post and found out i wrote your name there, couldnt fix it cuz the thread was already archived xDi meant to say disanon insteas of "yuanon">glad that you are. glad you too are! >i guess it's hard for most of us atmi guess soso I went to that city with my family as i mentioned before, now that im thinking about it i didnt have to make that buildup above cuz i dont have much to say lolso basically i went to a zoo and was able to meet some animals face to face loland gave food to 2 small deersi saw other things but i love deers, makes. me wish i had a huge sanctuary to have a deer there as a petanyways the place felt so cool i felt normal thereanimals are so sillyi also tried searching for a library to search for a book i couldn't find in my city, didnt find any open library sadlythats it :]PS: the session verification is kidding me
>>84698204>booted up insurgency sandstorm.oh I remember playing that game but I don't think I played the sandstorm dlchave fun and don't get blown up by rpgs>exactly..XwX>ill do that... thanksur welcometell me of you want some more vidoes>then i wont..phew>just so much shit going on rnwanna talk about at least some of it?>>84698239>Good really??>boyfriendI have never looked for a boyfriend anon >>84698631>really hate how little i come on here now :( well now you have more time for posting if you wanna :3>idea i may try watching some animedo you know what you want to watch>thankfully it's so earlyat 3 pm. its basically the morning :]true :]... wait!?noo it's not morning sillynow, get up and do some exercises!
>>84698892>have fun and don't get blown up by rpgspff thx xD>tell me of you want some more vidoessure!>wanna talk about at least some of it?not on here.. thanks tho
>>84698148>been like that often recently huh?yeah, I'm hoping things get better.>what sort conflict do you worry about?The union is going to want a 21 days before leaving a company contract. But they at least want me.>biiiiig ears!!Cats are cute, mine has been crowlling up to my chair and taking the osha training for me.>>84698631>true, you gotta try to get out at least once a day probablyyeah the only problem right now is heat, but it's still worth it.
>>84691387>believing it to be one has put my mind at ease.the power of delusion! :D>I wish I could get it here.is there at least something that comes close?>is pretty good in Asia too be honest but I know what you mean.we've got some of the decent ones here now, but for the longest time it was just the absolute bottom of the barrel. i guess in asia they know how to tell which ones are good and which ones are crappy. here can just sell whatever.>it was still there on the seat.that's lucky. i guess the employee was either very considerate or lazy.>Just a cute sketchthat's how it starts and before you know it you'll pay some guy thousands of dollars to rig your model.>just to see if anyone would fall for thinking I'm a cute girlbe careful with that. most people don't really care, but there's some deranged people you don't wanna upset.>I need to put more thought into this...you also need to think about what kind of audience you want to cultivate. >>84691773>That's really itgoes a long way.>didn't expect to like having a dog this much since never had oneyou never know until you try. for me it's just.too much responsibility rn.>anything involving strain on wrist muscles takes a lotfor real. did some more swings with the mace today and really feeling my arms now.>bruised it under the toe nailthe thought of it alone is worse than some pics that get posted here. for some reason nail-related injuries really have an effect on me.>>84697686hi catbro! worked out today, too. maybe that was a mistake. really exhausted me. what did you do? more push-ups?>>84697843hi gator! good to see you gain. :]>glad to have a break but does suck a lot tooi see where you're coming from. hope you find something to keep you busy.>I'm gonna try to go on a walk or do something at least.that would be a good start.
>>84698880heyaaaa :Dtoday I had to to visit some sort of boring event with my mom 7w7>didn't do that but i walked instead :]that's exercise too >beb?!that's right and I'll be in beb sooon again though rn I'm making a mankei neko in hammer>you couldn't drive?>did you fix it?noI don't use that bike so I'm in no rush >the trip to the city :Dwoa :o>gonna talk later in this post :]oke>became a black cat that delivers things to people:0>thoughts on this?are you be any chance traversing a snowy environment by car?>basically i went to a zoosounds nice saw any big animals ya know you made me wanna go to a zoo>food to 2 small deersaw did they also have peacocks running about the zoo in my city had those and I used to be scared of them as a kid>deer there as a petthey are quite cute looking >animals are so sillyblehhh x3>didnt find any open library sadlyD:what book if you wanna say?>session verification is kidding megrrr >:3>>84698916>pff thx xDI remember I used to play insurgency with a friend and he always would rage about being spawn killed by explosives >>84698916>sureokay :3>not on here.. thanks thoalright so I'll just hope you get better >>84699086>hoping things get better.well I'll be here hoping with you >But they at least want me.hm maybe it'll all work out ig there's only one way to find out is there something you could do to potentially help yourself with that debacle?>Cats are cute, mine has been crowllingawww yep theyre the best just looking at them makes me smilepet ur kitty for me ^^
>>84699674helloo>worked out today,good job !>really exhausted me. you'll recover by tomorrow ^^ >what did you do? more push-ups?yep it's feels easier now I can do 40 then 30 then 20 then 10 pretty quickly now to get a 100 pushups It makes me feel maybe I should start doing 200?also I feel I should do something to work my biceps, I don't really care about aesthetics but iI like the thought of making myself more useful/capable Oh also I do some planks
>>84698026>>84698026hi cynic!>So now I'm in two processes, both ending at the same time and have no idea if this will be a conflict.do you think it would be better to get offers from both, so you'd be able to choose, or just from one?>>84698042sorry you had a rough day. :<>>84698880hi rem!>honestly didnt have these sessions latelythat's good. how's summer treating you?>how did you sleep at the end?just slipped into a dreamless sleep at some point, but then a thunderstorm woke me up. it rained really hard, so i had to get up to close the window.>do you feel like you dont even talk as normal as people in your uhhh surroundings/city?i've just got nothing to say. i don't care about things like sports and most of my opinions on things would just alienate them, so i mostly keep my mouth shut.>i meant to say disanon insteas of "yuanon"figured something like that. just pulling your leg. ^^>i went to a zoohm. been a long time since i visited any place that had animals on diplay. glad to hear you had a good time there.>>84699730>good job !thanks a lot. (*^*)9>you'll recover by tomorrowjust in time for work. yippee...>I can do 40 then 30 then 20 then 10that's pretty impressive. i guess i have to step up my push-up game :0>maybe I should start doing 200?you could also try to do different variations, like archer or hindu push ups. could be fun.>something to work my bicepscan you do hangs or pull-ups somewhere?>I do some planksyou really do a lot now, don't you?
>>84699815>sorry you had a rough day. :<its alright.. how was ur day?
walk was fun but super hot. also feeling randomly sentimental today about last year, last year wasn't great but i also want that back, i talked to you guys all day, i had a really amazing friend who'd talk and play games with everyday, but I just felt safe, but now the school year ended i feel scared. i genuinely think that was probably the best little time of my life lol>>84698892>well now you have more time for posting if you wanna :3i definitely will, i missed this place so much>do you know what you want to watchnope, may just put a random on for now>noo it's not morning sillymy trick almost worked hahah>now, get up and do some exercises!did go on a short lil walk and tried to do a pushup>>84699086>the only problem right now is heatyea i never liked the heat but in summer the heat just kills me.how are you doing today btw? >>84699674hey yuanon>hope you find something to keep you busy.I'll try, there's a lot i want to do, i plan to go on longer walks and maybe some hikes
a funnyhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Ly6Cr91XP8Q&pp=0gcJCQ0LAYcqIYzvtheir vids always give me a giggle also eepy>>84699815>thanks a lot. (*^*)9yua r welcome ^.^>just in time for work. yippee...gaaaha D:work jumpscarehope it won't be too bad >that's pretty impressive.>to step up my push-up game :0oh dw you do many other things I don't >hindu push upshahaha these look so sillyy XD>hangs or pull-ups somewhere?uuh not really >really do a lot now, don't you?not thaat much just pushups and planks>>84699877>fun but super hot.time to get some cold drinks and enjoy watching vidoes :D>genuinely think that was probably the best little time of my life loldo you still talk with that friend?and you have free time to tlak with us so you can sorta replicate that time though I know it's not the same I think you feel like that because even if you were scared back then you now know stuff tuned out okaymaybe next year you'll talk about this time as not being that bad and you sorta missing it?>missed this place so muchand we missed you too ^^>may just put a random on for nowokay :>>trick almost worked hahahhaha yep ALMOST ^^ >short lil walk and tried to do a pushupwell that's something :3good job
>>84699857>its alrightthat doesn't sound very convincing, but i won't pry.>how was ur day?it was ok. worked out and went for a walk, then i had some frozen pizza and leftovers from yesterday and spent most of the day playing control until the game crashed. just been watching vids for the rest of the evening. you?>>84699877>walk was fun but super hotimpressive that you went out. o7 make sure to hydrate well.>i talked to you guys all daywish i could come back to that as well. i wonder what broke so i can't rn.>that was probably the best little time of my life lolat least until now. there's still some good times ahead of you. :]>there's a lot i want to do, i plan to go on longer walks and maybe some hikesdo keep us updated and maybe post a pic or two. :>>>84700024>hope it won't be too badthat's the fun part. you never know. honestly, the heat alone makes it unbearable rn, so i'm not looking forward to it at all. i'll to make it through somehow.>you do many other things I don'tmaybe, but i want to do more higher rep bodyweight-exercises in general, but it's hard to convince yourself when you're on the heavier side. ^^'>these look so sillyy XDthey do, but they're good for mobility. i think mike tyson did similar ones.>uuh not reallytoo bad. i've got the same issue. i have a bar for the doorframe, but it's not optimal.>not thaat much just pushups and planksthose are very good exercises.
>>84699690>today I had to to visit some sort of boring event with my momhappens D:did you find anything at least a little fun there?>that's exercise tooi guess so, but it wasn't a long walk>making a mankei neko in hammerwhat? you're making an actual one? i don't really understand it>I don't use that bike so I'm in no rushi see :D>a snowy environment by car?yep, a guy gave me a map after i bought him an energy drink, but then he told me to take the drink too>any big animalsoh i didi saw a bear eating orange loli also 2 other bearsi saw a crocodileand other too>made me wanna go to a zoothis was the first time i go to one since like.. idk not sure but i haven't visited one in years>did they also have peacocks runningno, i guess there was some but in a place i didn't enter>the zoo in my city had those and I used to be scared of them as a kidlol i didn't see them but some animals were not caged and they scared me>cute lookingtrue>what book if you wanna say?i would've said but it can expose a lot of my private information lol, it's like doxxing maybe if i was still using discord and we talked in dms there, but eh ~_~>grrrreal>>84699815>how's summer treating you?not that hot honestly i'm not suffering reallyunlike last year, man last year was something>so i had to get up to close the windowdid you stay awake after that?>would just alienate them, so i mostly keep my mouth shutlol it's the same for me a lot of timesand sometimes even if you wanna share an opinion that would alienate people it's just sometimes hard to explain it but for me like it's not only that, cuz my parents once told me that the way i talk isn't like how a normal guy from where i'm from would talk, and i agree honestly>just pulling your leg.ngl it felt funny when i read your reply to it xD>been a long time since i visited any place that had animals same honestly that was the first in a while>glad to hear you had a good time:D
Night bumpFor the awake
>>84700024>a funnyit was and i immediately heard that they are from germany, even though they don't have the sterrotypical accent, if that makes sense.>>84700168>i'm not suffering reallythat's great. let's hope it stays that way for you.>did you stay awake after that?nope. always have a hard time falling asleep in the first place, but can get back to it fairly quickly if it gets disrupted. i'm weird like that.>it's just sometimes hard to explainthat's true. can't always express yourself properly.>the way i talk isn't like how a normal guy from where i'm from would talk, and i agree honestlyin most cases that's not really a bad thing, i'd say. makes it harder to connect with them, of course.>it felt funny when i read your reply to it xDhope it wasn't too bad. ^^ just so you know, i never mean stuff like that in a bad way.>>84700576thanks for the bump, but i'll be on my way out, i think. it's getting late. good night, everyone.
>>84700609>good night, everyone.g'night!!
>>84700024>time to get some cold drinks and enjoy watching vidoes :Dgenius, did already get a nice water :)>do you still talk with that friend?rarely, he kinda stopped being friends and stuff, we're friends now but feels very one sided. i just really, really miss what we had>you have free time to tlak with us so you can sorta replicate that timeyea thats honestly the best thing I'll probably do over summer, don't have anything else really >now know stuff tuned out okayyea maybe, i was scared of everything going bad back then i remember, really sucks that it all did go bad eventually>talk about this time as not being that bad and you sorta missing it?maybe, i am absolutely terrified next year cause university stuff >well that's something :3maybe someday I'll successfully do a push up well>>84700165>make sure to hydrate well.i did thankfully :=]>wonder what broke so i can't rn.same kinda, is very weird feels like something happened even tho nothing changed>there's still some good times ahead of you. :]we will see>keep us updated and maybe post a pic or two. :>I'll definitely send pics when i do
night time bump <3 hope everyone is sleeping well sadly my sleep schedule is destroyed
>>84701471still here... cant sleep qwq
>>84701765well I'll still be awake for a while if you need to talk or anything, hope you can sleep soon <3
>>84701912thx. probs gonna stay up for the whole night.. its already 4am here :/ its just soooo hot. anywho. what r u up to?
>>84701939>its already 4am here :/ its just soooo hot.oh fair, sleeping in the heat is actually impossible, i just can't understand how people sleep all sweaty>what r u up to?I'm just watching random YouTube videos rn, it's only about 10 pm here so not to bad. what are you up to?
>>84702012>i just can't understand how people sleep all sweatysame.. it suxx so muuuch TwT>what are you up to?laying in bed listening to some... interesting things and just thinking. probs gonna play sum more insurgency sandstorm or far cry 3 later..
>>84702048>interesting things and just thinking.wanna talk about anything? or what your thinking?>sum more insurgency sandstorm or far cry 3 later..that'd be fun, insurgency sandstorm is such a cool game, never played it but very fun looking
>>84702087>wanna talk about anything? or what your thinking?to keep thing short, just life ig. me failing in school, being tired all the time, barely going outside, drinking too much, forcing myself to not relapse on drugs again (ket, coke, lsd), not being able to find someone who actually fucking cares about me, which is like the thing that pisses me off the most cuz my parents keep fucking annoying me with it going like "oh why wont you fucking go out and look for someone" like its that fucking easy. ugh. sorry for the rant.>never played it but very fun lookingu gotta try it someday, its hard but its soooo fun
>>84697686Are these threads only for the lifeless regulars, or for people who like self harm?
>>84702132>being tired all the time, barely going outside,i feel you there, i never go outside or really do anything unless i have too, it's so hard to get the motivation to go out>forcing myself to not relapse on drugs againthat's always rough, always good to not replace and stay strong but that's a hell of a lot easier said>fucking cares about meI'll say people nowadays don't really care about other people really, it just sucks> "oh why wont you fucking go out and look for someone"i never get why people that grew up and lived like before the internet really thinks it's just that easy and everything still >sorry for the rant.your all good>gotta try it someday, its hard but its soooo funmaybe I'll check it out tomorrow then, thanks
>>84702264>it's so hard to get the motivation to go outexactly. i only have the motivation in winter/fall or when it rains. kinda comfy yk? >but that's a hell of a lot easier saidi got my ways to stay clean. but when times get rough, it gets harder to cope asw. just like rn. gotta push thru it ig>i never get why people that grew up and lived like before the internet really thinks it's just that easy and everything still same. no idea. i grew up with the internet, and from everything ive read, seen and talked abt, its hard no matter what. guess ill die alone x'D>maybe I'll check it out tomorrow then, thanksnp!!
>>84702322>winter/fall or when it rains. kinda comfy yk?yea same kinda, during winter i actually went out a lot. but spring not even once besides for school, probably gonna be same for this summer. just something so calm about winter for me.>it gets harder to cope aswyeah, guess that does show your a strong person that you can cope, and get through it in hard times as well.>its hard no matter what. guess ill die alone x'Dyea same it's hard as hell, to find someone to actually be with. and there's really nothing you can do it feels like, it just sucks. but relationship aren't everything i guess
>>84702391>just something so calm about winter for me.real... i just love going out when its cold>guess that does show your a strong person that you can cope, and get through it in hard times as well.awh ty>yea same it's hard as hell, to find someone to actually be with.true. and i dont even know what to change about myself. personality, looks, interest.. i dont even fucking know anymore atp>but relationship aren't everything i guesstrue, but like, for me it hits hard cuz i got cheated on a few years ago while i was at my lowest (thats the reason why i failed 5-6 attempts), and literally EVERYONE in my class, ofc except me, has someone, so im surrounded by that bullshit all day every day. that means i gotta act like i care when they talk to me the whole time about how fun it is n all that. hits hard. but theres nothing i can do abt it.
>>84702429>just love going out when its coldyea i just love the cold in general, can just put on a million layers of anything and have fun>dont even know what to change about myself. probably nothing that needs to change really, dating can just suck no matter what you change or "improve". only thing is just be real and honest>cheated on a few years ago while i was at my lowestdamn, I'm sorry, some people really freakin suck. i really can never imagine what goes through someone mind when they think to cheat>thats the reason why i failed 5-6 attemptsoh I'm so sorry>talk to me the whole time about how fun it is n all that.i fucking hate when people do that, that's one of the things that just makes me die inside when people talk about their awesome relationship and think I'm gonna be happy for them but I'm just depressed inside. i don't get why people do that.>nothing i can do abt it.sad but probably true, one day you'll find someone but don't stress too much about it ig
I'm gonna sleep now, hopefully the thread is still up when i wake up
buump nyaa :3
I had to go to someone event with my mom yesterday and it was annoying but at least there was some cake thereTurns out it was a bad cakeI have a belly ache But it's okay I don't mind it muchalso good morning everyone!! ^^
How are you doing today?Today has been alright, I had mass so that was cool. Saw the backrooms movie with some friends(it was not great lol.)>Any plans for today?Given it is near the end of my day, probably not many. I wish I drew today.>Is there anything bothering you right now?I wish I was not basically NEETmaxxing this summer, like I am actively trying to not-but it does appear it might be another summer of being a NEET. :/
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>>84703862good mornin cat!!
Hellu everyone!>>84700165>heat alone makes it unbearable rnDxhow did it go?>hard to convince yourself when you're on the heavier side. ^^'well at least you get more training out of every rep ^^>but they're good for mobilitymay be though imagine someone catching me doing those in my room haha xD >have a bar for the doorframe, but it's not optimal.these seem scaryI wouldn't trust those to hold me up >>84700609>was and i immediately heard that they are from germanyme too ^^it sounds cute >>84700168>happens D:yep and I survived in the end>anything at least a little fun there?found cakeand it gave me a bellyache today haha ^^>but it wasn't a long walkalways something just 10 min of walking or like 20 pushups a day are more beneficial that you might think >you're making an actual one? oh I'm making a maneki neko statue it hammer edditor so thats the tool I use to make maps for hl2 >really understand ityeah I wasn't clear enough >yep, a guy gave me a mapooh I know that game have fun! it's a very nice game >saw a bear eating orange lol>i also 2 other bearslots of bearsunrelated but I think a beat ate a lady once at my zoo >other toothat's cool whenever I go to a zoo the animals choose to take a nap and not show up >sure but i haven't visited one in yearsit's nice to went then ^^are thera any other places like that you could visit to have some fun?>not caged and they scared meoo whitch ones?>would've said but it can expose aoh you should keep it to yourself then
>>84700805>did already get a nice water :)nicehope you had a nice afternoon evening then>feels very one sidedhm do you know why? have you asked?>don't have anything else reallyhm and what about archery?>it all did go bad eventuallywanna say how?>terrified next year cause university stuffyeah that's a little scary though it feels just like school honestly You know you're gonna go to uni?>someday I'll successfully do a push up wellheh ^^well the more you try the better you get>>84704288heya>Today has been alright, nice >backrooms movie with some friends(it was not great lol.)hah I think I'll watch it too Is it like so bad its good or just bad? what did you not loke about itI personally don't expect to find it good, I never liked the idea of the backrooms portrayed the way most people portray it now, where they're are monsters, everything is catalogued and there is a canon It's just a worse version of scp I feel and it takes away from the mystery and uncertainty that I think should be the core of that stuff >near the end of my daysleep well>wish I drew today.what would you draw?ig there's always tomorrow >appear it might be another summer of being a NEET. :/you wanna get a job?>>84705176Helloo :D how r u?
>>84705258>how r u?doing quite alright. better than yesterday. wbu?
>>84705281>better than yesterday. glad to hear \o/any plans for today?>wbu?I'm goodno more bellyache I went to the garage to make a seat collar for my bike and clean it up earlier, now I'm home and I'm going to eat dinner and do stuff on computer It started to rain very hard outside
>>84705339>any plans for today?rn just chilling in my garden having a smoke (i made something funny). gonna go out n buy new papes n filters later n then tutoring lessons in the evening :/>no more bellyache thats good!!>I went to the garage to make a seat collar for my bike and clean it up earliercool!! kinda wanna ride my bike again but i dont have the time to..>It started to rain very hard outsidesame happened last night for me. it was so comfy.. its prolly gonna rain for the whole week for me :p
>>84705365gonne reply in a sec eating chicken broth rn :3>made something funnwhat?
>>84705434>what?im all out of papes so uh... i got creative n built a pipe out of an apple ^^'
>>84705365>then tutoring lessons in the evening :/how often do you have those? =~=>kinda wanna ride my bike again but i dont have the time to..:c when do you think you'll get some more time?>gonna rain for the whole week for me :psame here!though tomorrow is supposed to be the only nice day so I'll try to head out and so something maybe >>84705446lol what?!pics?
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>>84705919just came hoooome>how often do you have those? =~=every monday and thursday>when do you think you'll get some more time?dunno... probs when im on break again just like this weeks>though tomorrow is supposed to be the only nice day so I'll try to head out and so something maybe its gonna rain tmr but not on wedesday so i got something planned. met my old classmate today n we agreed on going out for a whole day on wednesday. were gonna get something to eat n prolly go to a book store asw :p>pics?yurrp
>>84697686I might kill myself soon OP do you think I should try selfharm as a coping mechanism first?I'm kinda scared in general there's no easy access to guns where I live
>>84707359not OP but please dont do it. theres always help available, as hard as it might be for you. please reach out to someone or talk to us about it. SH is not a good coping method but we all here do / did it, so were able to help out with that as well. if you want to talk abt it a bit more, if you have it, and you want to talk abt it in private, you can also message me on IRC. (libera.chat #cuttersgeneral)
Wow thread still up>>84699690>is there something you could do to potentially help yourself with that debacle?I don't know, I think I'm just so used to pessimism that I'm assuming a conflict where there is none.I did get the union offer all sorted out though, expect for one technical difficulty. >pet ur kitty for me ^^he'll demand it anyways. He spent the day tackling my hands and legs while doing laundry.>>84699877>how are you doing today btw?it okay. just doing chores and being a peace broker between a cat and dog.I'm going to go on a run, be back latter.
>>84707400thanks for the words of encouragement but I've tried a hotline and can't rly afford a therapist if that'd help at all. I'm basically about to go homeless in a month or two so I don't know if I really have a way outeither the cold gets me or I do it myself
>>84707548>Wow thread still upyea me n gator kept it alive during the night xD >>84707550sounds harsh.. and im really sorry you have to go thru all this. i tried hotlines as well and they never helped. therapy works, though i dont know how the costs work for you. for me, health insurance covers everything. about your current situation, it might feel like its the end of everything, but theres always a way to fix things. and im sure theres a way for you to get out of this as well. use the time you have left and try to research things. there are shelters. you could ask friends or family if you can stay at their place for a while etc. im sure theres gotta be something.
>>84707608I guess I understand there's a way out, I mean people have been shot in the head and survived, were lost in the ocean for months and got out aliveI just dont think I have the energy to make it through or that it's worth it at all to get out of hardship and go back to permanent mediocrity
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went to the garage to wrench on that thang again and fot ir unstuck this time also funny https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iUIRscGZxCg&pp=0gcJCSALAYcqIYzv>>84707320>just came hoooomewelllcomm backk hope the tutoring wasn't too annoying >monday and thursdaysounds like a pain D;>when im on break again just like this weeksyou're on break now?>whole day on wednesday. were gonna get something to eatow that sounds like a great timehopefully they weather will be okay >yurrp@_@>>84707359Hey anondon't kill yourself and I don't think you should hurt yourself either it'll just cause more problems>>84707550>basically about to go homelessSounds very rough and scary, anonwhat happened? are you going to just get kicked out? do you have a car or a job? Maybe it's not all hopeless What did the hotline tell you?>>84707548hey cynic>thread still up\o/>used to pessimismpossibly >did get the union offer all sorted out thoughgreat ^^> expect for one technical difficulty.uuhh.. there's always something huh>he'll demand it anywayshaha cute :3when I was a kid there used to be a neighbor cat that it you didn't pet her enough she'd visit you at night and keep meowing at your apartment your door
>>84705258>had a nice afternoon evening thenit was decent yeah, nothing bad happened so can't complain >hm do you know why? have you asked?i think i can probably guess why. but haven't asked or anything >hm and what about archery?sadly cant do it really over summer, only really a school thing sadly>wanna say how?well my friend stopped calling everyday, i got really depressed and stressed with school.>know you're gonna go to uni?i do, but i haven't picked a uni or applied to any and I don't know when i should?>well the more you try the better you getvery true :)how are you doing today?>>84707548>just doing chores and being a peace broker between a cat and dog.doubt that's a war they'll ever end. never understood why they hate each other cats and dogs>I'm going to go on a run, be back latter.have a good one
>>84709260heya frenhow are you doing today?>nothing bad happened so can't complainyou started watching any anime?>think i can probably guess whywanna say?>cant do it really over summeroh unfortunate >got really depressed and stressed with school.oh sorry to hear about that >and I don't know when i should?hm I don't know how it work over thereis there some you could ask about it?>>84709260>very true :)yep though I haven't done any pushups today >how are you doing today?okay ^^I went to the garage, played of puter ans now I'm in bed chilling and a little eepy ~w~
Hello everyone, hope you're all well.I've been a feeling very off today but I seem to be on the mend now after my friend visited to deliver some Pocari Sweat. Currently nursing a headache.I also tested out my new mic. It works fine, minus the cable needing to be replaced it's pretty great for the price.>>84697843How does it feel to be over? I remember feeling pretty lost every time it happens.>>84698026>both ending at the same time and have no idea if this will be a conflict.I've been in this situation a few times. You're usually alright to go with both and just withdraw from one when you have a firm choice.>>84698880>i also tried searching for a library to search for a book i couldn't find in my cityYou could give worldcat a try. That's usually pretty good for finding stuff.>>84699674>is there at least something that comes close?I can get kind of close with some a store here sells, but it's a bit too up-market.>for the longest time it was just the absolute bottom of the barrelIt was pretty much the same in the UK until recently as well. With that said, some Pot Noodles taste pretty nice.>i guess the employee was either very considerate or lazyDefinitely the second one...>you'll pay some guy thousands of dollars to rig your modelKind of crazy that a market for that exists now. I could always try to make my own to save money, but it would probably be more trouble than it's worth.>there's some deranged people you don't wanna upsetThat's true. I suppose there are always downsides to celebrity, especially if you're pretending to be a completely different person.>you also need to think about what kind of audience you want to cultivateI should probably sit down and learn something about vtubers before embarking on this adventure... I guess I'd want the kind of person who tunes into a Vinesauce or Jerma stream. But I'm probably just saying that because they're the only streamers I know
>>84709487helloglad things are alright Your friend is so friggin nice >headachegaah Dx>the cable needing to be replaced you bought used?
>>84709541>Your friend is so friggin niceShe is, I'm glad to have her.>you bought used?No it was brand new. Just very cheap and probably not QC'd properly. Fortunately it's a USB-C mic so I could just use one of the many cables I've accumulated so far.
>>84709385hey cat>how are you doing today?I'm ok, really wasted all day tho. how are you doing?>you started watching any anime?not yet, haven't found anything that's super interested me, did wacth a movie tho >wanna say?eh, it's quite embarrassing looking back on it really. but like i liked them >is there some you could ask about it?not really I don't think. I'll probably just have to start looking it up myself which i already should have done >went to the garage, played of puter ans now I'm in bed chilling and a little eepy ~w~sounds like a good day if i ever heard one, what'd you play on computer?>>84709487>friend visited to deliver some Pocari Sweatthat sounds very nice of them i think>minus the cable needing to be replaced it's pretty great for the price.gotta love a good deal, mainly when some things are super pricey >How does it feel to be over? I remember feeling pretty lost every time it happens.i would say i feel very lost too, also just sad and distraught. i feel like everything good is over. just hate that time is constantly moving ig
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>>84711327if you wanna chat again tonight I won't sleep for a while
>>84711430ayee ur still awake!same here, wont sleep... just gonna listen to some music n knit for a bit :3 any plans for tonight?
>>84711455sorry had to go on a little walk to clear my head> just gonna listen to some music n knit for a bit :3 sounds very nice and comfy time :3>any plans for tonight?not really, I'm probably jus gonna watch YouTube and stuff like every night lol. I'm a very lazy person if you can't tell
>>84711581>sorry had to go on a little walk to clear my headall good. r u okay?>not really, I'm probably jus gonna watch YouTube and stuff like every night lol.valid tho. i do the same most of the time xD>I'm a very lazy person if you can't tellpfff thats okay tho!
>>84711635>r u okay?been a little depressed recently but it's all good>do the same most of the time xDyeah it's just soo wayy to nice and easy, i neeed to go outside eventually thodo you have any other plans tonight? also what are you knitting?
>>84711694>been a little depressed recently but it's all goodif u wanna talk abt it im here okay?>i neeed to go outside eventually thosame... got plans for tmr but other than that... bedrotting!>do you have any other plans tonight?probs just gonna knit some more n maybe start a new anime later.>also what are you knitting?trying out new needles so im just making a lil coaster rn
>>84711723>if u wanna talk abt it im here okay?it's just a lot and some I can't even talk about.>got plans for tmr but other than that... bedrotting!bedrotting is the freakin best !! i basically never left my bed once today and i love it :)>gonna knit some more n maybe start a new anime later.should be nice and chill night then, should be perfect >trying out new needles so im just making a lil coaster rnthat's nice, always good to experiment with new stuff anyways
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goodnight everyone. I'm heading to sleep, hopefully thread still up then
>>84712760goodnight aligator
>>84709990>that sounds very nice of them i thinkIt was. It really cheered me up.>gotta love a good dealYeah. Cheap Chinese stuff can be pretty good if you know where to look and cheap tech has gotten a lot better in recent years, especially for stuff like IEMs.>i feel like everything good is over. just hate that time is constantly moving igI know the feeling. You lose a lot of structure when schooling ends and that can really throw you off. The upside is now you can (hopefully) get a well paying job and do fun stuff with the money.
hey guys good morning I wnet on a bike ride :33
>>84713879good morning!!>I wnet on a bike ride :33ooo did u have fun?
>>84714073>did u have fun?oh I phrased it wrongI'm still on the bike ride:D
>>84702216every general thread on /r9k/ will eventually turn into lame teenagers talking to each other, thats just how it is
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