>>84703645
Why not try to value only things in your control next anon?

And I'm not talking about things other people have to participate in too (like get a job or gf). I'm talking about things in your direct control, like goals such as apply to 30 jobs this week, swipe right on/message 10 women, etc.

>>84703664
Goals mean nothing to me. Even if I achieve my goals I do not feel fulfilled or proud. Maybe it's because I dont really want anything or maybe its because I've never been able to celebrate my achievements with anyone. Probably both. I wonder if I really should just kill myself since I have no passion for life whatsoever

>>84703645
yea me too
>I just think that's really sad
just dont care about that

there kind of is a strange zen to not really giving a fuck about anything. the trick is not letting that spiral into despair. difficult balance. as krishnamurti once said, "my secret is, I don't really mind what happens."

>Not caring about anything has been the only lifestyle that worked for me and I just think that's really sad.
Same and I agree. Also being a NEET hermit.