what's the thing that's preventing you from killing yourself
>>84732176i'll do it after my parents die
>>84732176Not taking the Covid vax
whos the guy in the middle howd he die
>>84732176gta 6but real answer, i want a family and kids one day. i hate myself but i do like life sometimes. travel, to
>>84732176my sex doll wife
>>84732304I won't tell you but it's mind blowing
The need to burdenmaxx
>>84732176My parents and hope that I can find a husband and have a family.
>>84732176what a nice looking group of friends. i wonder what they are going to do
>>84732176Belief in heven/hell somewhat.I left religion but the thought lingersAlso, life hasn't gotten bad enough.
>>84732348is that the guy whoo shot himself with a long ass shotgun on a couch?
>>84732176nothingI've got a few good things going right now but I feel like I've seen too much, I know too muchThere really is nothing stopping me from killing myself
>>84732176Seeing how people reacted to that twitter egirls suicideI'm also a high follower twitter egirl and my soul would come back down to earth to kill itself again if I got even half the negative treatment she did after death.
>>84732176Spite. It drives me to do everything.
>>84732176Not desperate enough + not knowing effective means. I'm in Europe we can't just use guns and even then I don't think I would blow my brains out, I wouldn't want my family to find me like Kurt Cobain.
>>84732176making my mom sad I guess. was hoping i'd just die in my sleep
>>84732176i enjoy life. im married, successful and will be having kids soon. and ive been here longer than you so inb4 get out no u get out
>>84732176the fact that killing yourself is meaningless. dying is meaningless, just as much as living is meaningless. the disgusting and eternal nature of the re-emergence of consciousness makes it so that there is no way to escape from this vicious and abhorrent cycle of existence and awareness. if you believe death is your salvation, it's not. because there is no such thing as salvation, it's impossible. you can't even spite this world or love another world without failing. everything maximally sucks, such is the way it's been, is, and will be, forever.
>>84733037>re-emergence of consciousnesswhat actual evidence do you have for thisits just a religious idea, the same as heaven and helli agree with the other stuff you said though
>>84733037Reminds me of this quote from Nier: "Everything that lives is designed to end. We are perpetually trapped in a never-ending spiral of life and death. Is this a curse? Or some kind of punishment? I often think about the god who blessed us with this cryptic puzzle...and wonder if we'll ever get the chance to kill him."
>>84733150"if consciousness emerged once, it shall emerge again". because there was a perceiver once, then once our means of perception cease, specifically our means of perceiving time, then to our lack of perception time will infinitely accelerate to the moment where a new consciousness emerges, one that has the means of perceiving time. i am aware that this is not a falsifiable line of argumentation, but when it comes to what happens after consciousness, very little can be empirical. things like souls have already been somewhat disproven though so that narrows it down. if not re-emergence of consciousness, what else? i have come to believe it is the strongest line of argumentation for what comes after death, but if you believe that there is an ever stronger one i'd be interested in discovering it>>84733155it isn't a curse or punishment, there is no god, and there is nothing to kill. but it's not just mortality that's the problem: if unwilling suffering existed in an immortal life, everyone agrees that'd be an even worse torture. in a way, us losing any connection between one consciousness and the next may be the only blessing available to us, albeit it is still just as feeble. a rectified existence implies willful choice to live as long and as fruitfully as one wills it: but even if the means to choose such a path existed, it'd be pointless. even a god would be subject to arbitrary happenstance. a god happens to exist, or doesn't. nothing escapes causality.
>>84732178Waiting for my mom to die and my cat to die. Every time I feel the urge, my cat looks at me and reminds me that it's not me that needs to end, it's this evil world
>>84732395Women and their extreme narcissism is so nauseating. Ma'am no one would miss you
>>84733226>no one would miss youum yeah anon thats my point, people would be cruel
>>84732395who are you talking about? l
>>84732176Mostly laziness and not wanting to make my family sad. There's a small part of me that still holds out hope that things could get better or that I could change, but I would be lying if I said that was really the reason why I haven't done it.
>>84733215if this world's evil, why do you care about an evil cat, born and raised by this evil world? it's because you don't perceive everything as evil. what this means is up to you.
>>84732176technically everyone on the planet except this man are killing themselves>inb4 who
>>84732176>>>/a/>>>/jp/>>>/c/>>>/cm/ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL ORIGINAL
>>84732176Gotta pick up my degree next month to make mummy proud + get a nice photo with. After that, I'm out.
>>84733237Oh boo hoo, people won't worship the shit you excrete forever. The reality is you mean nothing. Your following is for some shallow reason, I'm sure you post nudes online for engagement. You need the reality check now if the thought of people being uwu mean to you scares you that much
>>84733330you mom wants grandchildren idiot
>>84733307Because there is good that still persists within this evil. There's still good within me, there's good within my cat and within my mom. You're right, not everything is evil and I tend to over generalize with my way of talking. I'm just so sad about how awful things are when they don't have to be
>>84732395yes it's extremely nauseating however she put herself out there in very compromising ways in a shark tank basically, most likely due to mental illness. It's horrible but almost predictable. Like why even advertise on twitter that she was killing herself? I think she wanted everyone to talk and she was OK with that. What's sad is that she's gone and that IRL she had mental issues and drugs. I blame whoever the F caused that IRL.
A vague sense that my circumstances might get better. The problem is that I've had a terrible string of luck and can't really be assed to try anymore. Bit of a paradox which is a shame because things probably could get better if I tried, but the bang just doesn't seem worth the buck.
>>84733355>they don't have to bethere it is, the desire to rectify. mankind has benefited every time it has indulged in this desire, much to the dismay of the ignorant ones that sought to keep things as they are. it is the only righteous thing to do, for rectification is righteousness itself. whether it be fueled by spite against this world, or by your love for a better world: indulge in rectification, no matter what.
>>84733333I think u misunderstood what I was saying, yeah obviously my following is for shallow reasons, nobody follows egirls for their personalityI was simply saying it would be unpleasent for me to kill myself and then have people say cruel things about me after my death - is that an abnormal way to feel? (And I dont post nudes... fyi...)
>>84733621>(And I dont post nudes... fyi...)because you have a dick
>>84733198Why does something have to emerge after death? That is to ask, is there something immutable about consciousness that transcends the physical realm? Just because we are consciousness now doesn't mean we will continue to be conscious in a new conscious emergence. I don't understand your reasoning. If all it takes for consciousness to transfer is the ability to perceive time, why am I not the same consciousness of every other conscious being in existence right now? > if not re-emergence of consciousness, what else?this is your ego scrambling for air. What else is everything else in the universe without your consciousness, it's pretty simple actually, and can be easily falsified. Like just think if you were to die, would the whole universe cease? No, and you can prove this by killing someone else, assuming they are conscious (if you are a solipsist I don't really have an argument for you) and noticing the whole universe doesn't immediately disappear until a new consciousness is formed.
>>84732176annoying indomitable human spirit. I may want to die, but my body doesnt, and it will kick and scream until I put the knife down, stop drinking and take a step back off the roof. But one day I will overcome it and now true happiness. Free from this judgemental world that drove me to want to leave it prematurely. I wanted to give life a chance, and none of you will let me. So fuck you too
>>84732176if i did, all my work and suffering would be absolutely for nothinguntill i get some reward, i will not die
>>84732176I hope that I'd only kill myself after a long period of deliberation and having weighed all the options and their consequences, but it's more likely I'd do it in a fit after a bad day
i wont let the people i hate live happily while i die even doe i keep getting stepped on and humiliated dailyalso i still havent fucked hundreds of cute yellow sluts
>>84732176>what's the thing that's preventing you from killing yourselfi have no guns
>>84732176no easy access to firearms
