No, I miss what he had but in reality it was just my infatuation colouring my perceptions of her. She was not a good person and I'm glad she killed herself. Yeah, ok, that's pretty sinister right? Well fuck it. I have tried to kms myself before so I understand the gravity of that statement, and yet? She was an insane, manipulative fuck so fuck it.

I miss her a lot but she was a bitch

>>84749206
I miss her but its for the best we are separated, im not sexually attracted to her and she should have a man that is truly attracted

>>84749206
I do not understand who I'm supposed to be missing. My sister a bit I guess and my mom eh none of my exes but maybe I miss my old teacher I think I do yeah

>>84749206
I don't miss him. That fucking piece of trash would be better off dead

Suddenly remembering that you used to have something going for you is one of the most jarring feelings. It happened to me just last night. I got blackout drunk for the first time about a year. My stupid fucking life was supposed to go so much differently.

>>84749270
What did he do to you to warrant this reaction?

I broke up with her, unable to bridge the physical distance between time that was neither my fault nor hers. I thought I would die if she disappeared from my side. But I am still alive. Time is not a cure, but it is like a painkiller that drives sorrow into a corner of memory. By now, she must be someone's girlfriend, or perhaps wife. All I can do is hope for her happiness.

>>84749206
She killed herself one year, six months, and five days ago. She was the light of my life and meant everything to me. I miss her everyday, but I am finally moving on and starting to meet new people and actually have friends again. I've met this one guy who's cool; we bought some stupid porno flicks at a sex shop today, with Asian chicks and bondage.
It just doesn't make me stop missing her though. I'm listening to Depeche Mode right now because it reminds me of her. She died by suicide. She got super drunk and hung herself on New Year's Day. I was asleep when it happened and that makes me feel guilty. We were supposed to have a future together and that ended just like that.
So it goes.

>>84749220
Wow. How did she go?

>>84749394
What happened? What crime did you commit to have to serve time in prison?

I miss her every single day. She was stolen from me by America's psychotic agecuck culture. It was literally a "you're 18 and she's 17, you're a pedo" kind of thing. Not exactly those ages, but close enough. I have a /pol/ thread open in another tab about how $2 trillion was erased from the stock market in a single day. Good. Fuck America and the freedom-hating, hypocritical, cancerous busybody faggots who live here.

This nation of parasitic niggerkikes literally just wants all non-Chad men to be miserable slaves. They tell the nerds who built civilization that we can't have sex with prime teen girls because of some ludicrous fucking bullshit about le heckin' power imbalance and she'll be traumatized and other such pseudoscience faggotry that only lead-poisoned boomers believe, while teenage sportsball niggers dick down teenage girls at will because it's "healthy" for them to be with any guy except the guys that roastie cunts think they're owed money from, according to said roasties. The people who invented these lies don't believe them. They just want to force STEM-skilled non-Chad men into being betabuxxers after they had their fun with Chad, and they ruined our hobbies on top of this. No honorable man with any useful skill would serve a society like this. This shithole country deserves to burn. Death to America.

random /soc/ "18f"
real to me dammit

>can we have a "i miss her" thread. think about her now. do you miss her? i sure do
I'm a lifelong incel who had a few 'missed chances' and a friend-zoning in my teens.
At almost 40, the one that haunts me is the woman who confessed to my father that she wanted to fuck me.
I am 99% sure it was my dad's GF's niece, who always gave me 'fuck me' eyes. This was back in the early 00s.
She was five years older and already had a kid at 19, but she could have taught me a thing or two.
Last time I saw her was at my dad's funeral in 2005, and we hugged. I never saw them, or her family again.
Would have been nice if we'd reconnected online, but I ended up a bald bitter NEET incel.
All I had in the past 20 years were a few foids who kept staring at me, but wouldn't speak, or had cockblockers around.
I keep hearing how foids will put themselves in the way of a man they like, and will try to talk to him. Never happened to me.
I am evidently too unapproachable. I rarely get matches and they never speak, or want to fuck.
TFW averagecel who might have gotten laid in his teens, which would have changed my life.
As it is, I have zero reason to engage with society now.

>>84749410
I don't know, I didn't ask the friend who delivered the news to me. But it was in the first year of covid isolation, another person I used to know more as an acquaintance than as a friend also killed herself at that time. Sadder for her than the woman I was referring to in the other post.

>>84749403
I'm sorry for your loss, anon.

>>84749206
i miss the person she pretended to be. i don't miss who she actually is.

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>>84749206
i miss her and everyday i beat myself up on missing out on something really really good
she now has a baby and my dreams with her will never become a reality

>>84749699
Stop being transphobic