Avoid drugs and such substances. They are bad for your health.

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>>84764911
life is one hell of a drug

what can I take with amphetamine that won't ruin the buzz but will stop me from stimfapping? I love stims but I rarely do them anymore because they turn me into a degenerate. I can't remember if I've combined amphetamine with benzos aside from the comedown, Idk if that would work but it'd be my first guess.

>>84765917
Can't you just jerk once or twice off beforehand? I know Opioids cause inability to get an erection but I don't think that's what you're looking for.

Who dares me to attempt gigahighness once again

Why would anyone even take amphetamines? It's Monday night here. Saturday morning I buy 25mg of dextro-amphetamine. I think, it's a pretty uncommon drug here, ill space it out and enjoy a mild.boost to my.mood and energy. But I don't space it out. By midday Saturday it's gone and I NEED more. But what isn't uncommon is meth, and I know where to get that. Buy wait, remember what happened last time when you took meth?? I'd rather forget. So now you've got .25g of high purity meth, and like 20 mins later you have 50mg. But that's okay , you needed this to perform at the place you didn't even have to go. That would be called a gay fucking bathhouse, because.meth seems to turn up your mild faggotry to 1 billion percent. But that wouldn't be so bad if you practiced safe sex right? Right? But actually you took around 7 loads up your ass from near complete strangers. Your meth fueled behavior continues and you still almost till closing. You were smart enough to buy benzos with dextros, as if the hangover from them would be the problem. But you're not TRULY dumb because you saved 50mg to not fully cold turkey comedown. And actually I don't want to go home. What should I do? Hmm. Let's go on grindr and drive to a complete strangers house where a tranny lives, suck and ride "her" cock raw , chat a bit, then finally drive home. It's now Saturday around 11am. The comedown is truly hitting. But it's not just the meth comedown, or your lack if benzos. It's the extreme comedown from. Your terrible life choices and your impeding death from aids. You don't know what do to do. You don't even have enough money to keep the meth train chugging. But aren't tweaker experts at this? Actually this is easy I'll just sell a few sheets of tramadol, go buy more meth and diazepam, and then ease through my comedwon this way. Because at this point I'm almost in a panic. So through the absolute hell that is drug buying and selling you've got yourself 5mgs of clonazepam and 100mg of meth.

>>84768302
oh it's you again
another wild night huh

>>84768302
But you feel so utterly terrible and you know 100mg won't barely touch it, let aline your plan of spacing it out. So you just way the 100mg. And now you're getting these weird cramps and twitches in your body, and you're getting really, really nervous. You've taken almost 4mg of clonazepam, all the diaz is long gone, and you are genuinely starting to hallucinate. And it's very scary. You hear.music that isn't there, like literally very softly sung lana del rey, see small flashes of cats in the shadows and weird bugs, your body is in incredible stiffness and pain, you are dizzy , you've barely eaten in... well it's 10pm Monday night and you last slept Friday night, and have had zero actual meal since then aside from poz cum and whatever liquid "food" you reminded yourself to drink. And bow here you sit in a parking lot, waiting for another dealer to bring you 10 zopicolone pills so you can knock yourself the fuck out. It's so weird. You haven't been awake this long in years but don't even feel tired really. Just.kind of retarded and brain damaged. All the raw gay poz monkeypox aids fucking probably gave me dementia too.

Just honestly don't do stimulants. Oh and I missed out in my story the 24 hour + time you spent (AT LEAST) jerking your limp dick to reddit porn.

>>84768312
Nah it's the same one I still haven't slept.

>>84768345
no i recall such a post (drug fueled buttfucking and trannies) from weeks ago. it must have been you.

>>84768355
Oh yeah that was me too. But I made a thread like 2 days where my behaviour was like 9 million times worse this time and actually genuinely shameful. Like one of those wake up calls where the alcoholic does something so had they reevaluate their choices.

>>84768391
gonna have to go check it out. these crack me up, maybe that one won't

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Had ~3 straight days of taking edibles. The only downside I get from weed is the day after I'll usually feel more emotional and nostalgic for a few hours of the next day after I wake up. I'll probably wait a week for my tolerance to go down, I should start measuring tolerance breaks but I feel that there would be too many variables to have a consistent guide for dosing. This week I'll probably do pregabalin tomorrow and then MDMA in a few days, or just take a shorter t break and do edibles on Thursday or smth. All I do is do drugs and worry about school and now uni is out for summer.

Just rolled some MDMA last night with a friend, very good experience. Probably hadn't taken any in around 6 months, bit of an afterglow today and just having some beers and playing videogames to wind down for the night. Much better experience than when I used to just pop pingas every other week in my early/mid 20's

>>84768404
>>>84756536

The (fat ugly retard) who wrote that thread trying to say it was all worth it, is not the sme person sitting in his car now regretting everything, feeling extreme anxiety, and just desperately wanting temporary unconsciousness as a relief from this suffering. I think this is the worst comedown of my entire life. I vet the sertraline is fucking me up too. Oh how we self-delude.

>>84768494
you don't look fat if that was a pic of you in there

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I can't fucking use anything in moderation anymore. When I have drugs I tend to binge through them and at best have few day long breaks in between. 5th day of pregabalin now. Regretted popping the pills the moment I took them because if I at least popped them every 3 days they would feel much better. Only thing preventing me from going full addict is that I don't have money. If I did I'd probably be a polyaddict at least but whatever.
Why the fuck am I like this? I think I just need to quit and suffer sober at this point. No I think I should just kill myself at this point. I'm a leech on society but I don't ever feel happy unless I have these substances.

>>84768609
can i use grindr to find a drug dealer? how would i go about it?

>>84768334
i drink kratom on my come downs really helps. it just mellows everything out. maybe you should smoke weed on your comedown?

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>>84768635
My grindr just has blatant dealers on it. I've never used them because I don't trust them to not try pull some PnP coercion on you, but I've heard of success. But the only drugs I've seen being sold are meth/gbl/ and poppers. Actually I'll just log on and find one. He's selling meth. "Gear" is slang for meth here, hence the cog symbols.

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>>84768635
I'm not the stim degenerate guy. I'm just a retarded worthless avoidant shutin who is too anxious to get on any dating app or to find an irl drug dealer. Well at least I'll feel at peace in an hour.

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>>84768679
I like this one. Chad energy.

Anybody knows if adderall builds tolerance faster than ritalin?

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>>84768690
i really just want psychadelics and ecstasy. i feel so out of place asking for this there. what slang should i use for those?

>>84768682
i drive uber. next time a gay guy flirts with me im gonna try to spin it into this topic somehow. just not sure how to segway into
"im totally cool with gay people"
"you guys are really lucky to have something like grindr"
"hahaha we don't have ANYTHING like that for straight people"
?
"so give me druhs"
something like this?

>>84768635
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>>84768743
Why don't you just order them off onion markets? That would probably be cheaper and you are less likely to get scammed or get cut product.

>>84768748
acquiring crypto is visible to governments in most countries
if you use tor at the same time that might be enough for them and you're at the mercy of them not choosing to fuck you over
and if you have legit crypto and want to sell that it could become a problem if they start asking about other crypto purchases

>>84768748
ive heard mixed things about it. i was going to do it in 2022 but then i got sick and couldn't work and just kinda forgot about it. but basically, im just as likely to get burned by a scammer there.
unless you can recommend a community where i can locate vetted and confirmed sellers i might as well just flirt back with these queers until they cough up a drug connect

guys how do gay guys ask each other are you gay? i could lose my job doing uber if i say this wrong.

can i take xanax after an adderall bender to sleep

>>84768760
Yeah and they don't give a shit unless you live in some authoritarian shithole which I'm assuming you don't if there are openly gay people there.
Why do you think they are going to use their limited cybersecurity resources to catch the small time guys? I've been ordering since 2018 and no issues ever. Only once did a vendor not ship but I got a refund easily.
Idk about selling crypto. At least in small amounts they didn't ask shit despite years of purchases.
>>84768764
You are very unlikely to be scammed there because the vendors rely on positive reviews there. At worst there are selective scammers but just order from a long time vendor with a lot of positive reviews and barely any disputes and you will be fine.
I will not recommend a community or spoonfeed because I believe that if you can't find this shit out on your own you shouldn't be using drugs in the first place. All I will say is that read darknet bible and dread is the place to read about onion markets and related happenings.
>>84768824
Yes.

>>84768848
>I will not recommend a community or spoonfeed because I believe
man what the fuck ol i believe ass nigga

>>84768774
There are things that shouldn't be said and that are simply not worth it.
But I'll try to help you, if you pick up a male passenger, say something like "wow, that famous singer is really handsome" and see his reaction. Slowly and discreetly steer the conversation towards sex.

>>84765343
Duality is hell. If you get one thing, you'll surely get its opposite, like pleasure and suffering.

>>84768824
If I were in your shoes, I wouldn't do that. I would simply stay awake. Maybe Xanax doesn't work, or maybe it doesn't work that well. And since you took a high dose of Aderrall, you probably won't feel tired for the rest of the day :)

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>>84768872
>Duality is hell. If you get one thing, you'll surely get its opposite, like pleasure and suffering.
man look

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>>84768848
>>84768859
In my country, I only need to take a bus and I have access to several pharmacies that sell benzodiazepines, gabapentinoids, opioids, antipsychotics, SSRIs, and other medications. In addition to some armed individuals who sell marijuana, cocaine, and other drugs.
If I were American, it would be difficult for me to find a reliable drug supplier.

>>84768848
>Yeah and they don't give a shit
who knows? maybe they'll change their mind some day
all i believe is if they wanted to they could, which is not good if you're an adult with responsibilities and you can't afford to have your home raided and turned upside down

>>84768887
i need sleep cuz i need to see my grandma later today

last took addy 10 hrs ago so a lot of this should be leaving my system by now

>>84768930
Damn wanna tell which country that is? Would have guessed some South American country but if you're not from the Americas are you from Africa or smth?
>>84768962
I doubt it but even if they do they can't prove shit with proper opsec and the drugs I've ordered have long been consumed.
I think your more likely to get raided if you start asking random uber passengers about this shit and you're likely to lose your job if you get reported.

>>84768997
fuck maybe you're right. i guess i just feel overconfident with gays cuz i'm hot and they bend over backwards for me. i just never thought i could use them for anything until now. it never even occured to me that they might report me.

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>>84764514
> whatever the fuck pic rel is trying to convey

>>84769039
it says that people are blindly trusting doctors and they are hypocrites when people self medicate

A small update for >>84733224
Took 400mg (my remaining pills) on Friday. It didn't really feel any good, just numb, and the next day I started feeling like I was withdrawing again. Sunday I was in hell again, but no Lyrica on hand this time. What the fuck? Had to ask my friend for some weed. I normally don't smoke but it seriously helps with WDs.
Today I feel fine again somehow. I honestly didn't expect to feel THIS awful after dosing just once. Guess it's not a bad thing that I'm parting with Tramadol on bad terms though, less chance I'll start using again. Happened this way with stims.

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>>84769044
>blindly trusting
Yeah it's not like they studied medicine for a decade or so. Yeah, what do they know????

>>84769055
that's the point
you think they know everything and do everything right

>>84769055
OP pic is kinda silly but most therapists don't really bother with prescribing pills right. Like 95% of them just follow the spreadsheet and/or shill whatever medications they're paid to promote. They don't really care about your well-being. Good therapists exist but either would cost a lot or you'd have to be lucky to encounter one.

>>84769068
> you think they know everything and do everything right
No. I'm trusting someone with over a decade of study in the subject better over myself with absolute no experience, no knowledge, and no idea how to properly place medical data whatsoever. My best bet is a doctor.

>>84768997
Yes, Latin America. Specifically Brazil.
Here there are many rules that are not followed.
Sale of nicotine and alcohol to minors. Child labor. Theft of electricity and water from residences. Taxes (but not from the government, rather from criminal organizations). Sale of rotten meat and other products from supermarkets.

There are more than 200 million people living here, which means there are more than 200 million possibilities. Nothing is impossible. There will always be something new or irregular. I could cite more examples like the sale of illegal exotic animals here in my city, but you probably already have a good idea of what happens here.

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What's the best weed strains for masturbating to my waifu? I want to have a romantic lovemaking session once I get home from work

I'm taking 250mg of valproate when I wake up. And this medication makes me very sleepy. I have 24 methylphenidate tablets. Should I use them to combat sleepiness? Methylphenidate only lasts 4 hours, so I don't know if it would be very effective. I could use 2 tablets a day.
But I'll still be doing a gradual reduction of valproate for ~30 days until I stop using it completely, so the methylphenidate wouldn't last long enough.

anyone had any experiences with levomepromazine (antipsychotic)? I got a bunch of tablets but I can't find anything about recreational doses on psychonautwiki. is it even worth it?

>>84769661
I haven't had any experiences with it, but as far as I know, antipsychotics don't have any recreational value at all. The opposite, actually, they are very unpleasant.

>>84769672
>The opposite, actually, they are very unpleasant.
damn didn't know that. I've never done antipsychotics before

>>84769672
some people apparently abuse quatepine

>>84769793
That sounds hellish. The only way to "abuse" it I can imagine is as a shitty sleep aid. Because it makes you sleepy as fuck, but in a very unpleasant way.

>>84769820
psychonaut wiki even has a page for it but basically it's abused just for the sedation and anxiolytic effects
it is also commonly prescribed as sleep aid for insomnia, i had it at one point but got weird side effects so i switched to another med

>>84769793
I crush it up and snort it sometimes if I'm desperate to shut off my emotions (and don't have any alternatives) or if I have to go to bed EARLY, but that's about it really.

>>84769156
You type very British!

>>84768764
Out of maybe maybe 15 orders I got scammed once on a small order because I went with a new vendor with very little reviews and the price was "too good to be true". If you have an IQ above 95 you probably won't get scammed on the Onions.

Street prices are anywhere from 5-20 times the online prices. It's worth the risk of getting scammed unless you're just buying once.

>>84768278
I do! I do! I really, really do! Fuck original comment shit!

Back on ODSMT, saving the thread. Mondays always dead for /drugfeel/

>>84769055
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>>84769079
It's not about knowledge but care.