Mental-wise, I am so fucking broken I feel like a lost puppy starving for loveI can't do this shit anymore, I am going to die alone and unloved like pic related
>>84778420If you're a teen to early 20s girl I will give you love, if you're a dude of any age you can go and rope.
>>84778420i'll give you a hug if you delete that shit from your hard drive
>>84778420its time to call it quits josh, just go ahead and rope fag.
>>84778424>ropeI have neither reason to live nor to die>>84778446deal
>>84778420Did you get dumped by another overweight femcel who didn't send you feet pics?
>>84778420>picrelQuite literally me, this is a perfect photo to describe the autistic male experience
>>84778420Same, and I don't know what to do anymore. I've exhausted everything, the only "love" I've ever gotten was from people who wanted to use me and then split on me>>84778424What a pathetic piece of shit lmao
Won't you come?How long must I endure your absence?All I want is to be by your side, only us.
>>84778524Keep dreamingYou'll find the "one" then get hurt badly, rinse and repeatThere is no salvation for guys like you and me OP
>>84778490sounds like he's pretty based instead of being a depressed suicidal faggot
>>84778595Cool nobody cares retard
>>84778420What are your reasons for feeling this way
>>84778648mentally illness from childhood abuse and neglectI've been trying to get better but it's hard...
>>84778420Maybe don't be a stinky flea ridden puppy on the side of the road if you want love
>>84778704How do you try to be better what is better for you
>>84778704Let me guess, they don't even take responsibility for it?
>>84778420>I am going to die alone and unloved like pic relatedHopefully it happens quick. Sick and tired of your BPD antics Joshua
>>84778881They can't because they're dead lmao>>84778867I've got a theory that I can't "feel" loveTo put it to test, I give out my love to othersI talk to them, I care about them, I remember every little detail about themTo put it simply, I obsess over them Then it hits me that they don't exactly reciprocateThe more I try love others, the more I hurt myself
>>84779090Is doing that to someone how you think you better yourself
>>84779130In a convoluted way, yeahI grew up the eldest kid in a military family, anonI've always been the "mature" kid growing up, I was the 3rd parentSo in a way, for me to accept the fact that I'm human as the rest of everyone, I have to not be afraid of hurting othersIf that makes sense
>>84779173Is it the fear holding you back or the hurt inflicted itself
>>84779207I don't want to hurt others, but I know hurt is inevitableI don't want to be a bother, but I know how bothersome life isI fear hurting the people I care about, but in my head I have this notion that they don't care whether or not they're hurting me
Sometimes, people tend to focus on the bad when they just need to let go of the past and move toward the future. And I'm not saying this as a psychologist, but also as an SA victim. Even though I don't leave my house and spend all my time on the computer opening this shitty site, I don't feel repulsion toward men. And suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. Hang in there.
>>84778420What happened to the puppy? :(I can watch rekt vids all day but the moment something like this with animals pops up I feel a borderline existential sadness and rage simultaneously.
>>84779366Did past experiences create that notion
>>84779394It's literally dead, rotting and getting eaten by fleas in the picture anon, nothing happened. They either left it there or tossed it into a garbage can or threw it in a field for worms to eat it.
>>84779459>my parents would beat me up>then they'd buy me stuff to console meI didn't need material thingsI needed love and comfort
>>84779366You have to keep getting hurt while standing up for yourself, until you succeed. Life is a series of blows that culminate into progress, and perhaps one day success.
>>84779491>nothing happenedsomething put that puppy in those conditions, it didn't just happen to find itself in a box being eaten.
>>84779507>perhapsemphasis on perhaps
