There was a time I had homo feelings for my best friend. He was the only person I got along with at the time so I developed feelings. It wasn't sexual, but I loved him and once dreamed he was on top of me. I think it is similar to when Shinji fell in love with Kaworu because he was the only one who loved him.
so because of loneliness?
>>84805482>so because of loneliness?I guess so.
>>84805432>>84805482>>84805619This is you and your best friend.
>>84805633>This is you and your best friend.>///<One day he talked about how he was trying to go out with girls and I became sad lol. A mix of jealousy and "wow, we already are on that age and I'm so behind on that"
>>84806091I remember being jealous of and angry at my friends girlfriends for taking my friends time and attention away from me.Looking back that should've raised some red flags about my sexuality
>>84806200I find interesting how those things are related in your case. Although I also think it is a normal reaction regardless of one's sexuality.
>>84806367I thought a normal reaction should be "Oh good for him, maybe I'll go try to get a gf of my own"
