>>84831003
Hello fellow toothphile!!!

I have a necklace with a human molar on it and I like to pretend it belonged to a beautiful man as i caress it

>>84831003
>The mouth imo is one of the most intimate places on someone's body. Their tongue is so sensitive, their gums are so soft and easily hurt, their saliva so uniquely them.
that's why I fantasize about getting my dick sucked by a woman I love.

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I imagine pushing my fingers into a man's mouth and pushing it all the way towards the back of his throat, feeling his throat constrict around my fingers and his teeth bite down on my fingers as he chokes on them, he doesn't pull away though, he lets me fuck his throat with my fingers, so he keeps choking and drool comes down the side of his mouth, so I lick it off for him and I keep going until tears start sliding down his cheeks, which I also lick off. The best part would be his taste and the sight of his bitemark on my fingers.

>>84831015
A real human tooth?
I need something like that. I've been looking at jewelry of fake human teeth.
>>84831020
Good luck anon

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>>84831068
It's a genuine human tooth. It's pretty easy to find real ones

>>84831178
It's just, I would want to know where it came from. Like how it was sourced. If I saw some guy selling his own broken teeth that had to be pulled out? Hell yeah I'd buy that. But if it was some random idk.
That looks so cool though

>>84831003
>feeling along each individual ridge and imperfection.
guess you'd have fun feeling that half of one of my incisors is not real

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>>84831003
>>84831068

Femanon this post is trying to give me a new fetish and I would like to request that you stop before I feel things I don't want to feel.

>>84831209
I would. Is it very noticeable?
>>84831229
Which part of it nonny?

>>84831264
>Which part of it nonny?
Uh
>pushing my fingers into a man's mouth and pushing it all the way towards the back of his throat, feeling his throat constrict around my fingers and his teeth bite down on my fingers as he chokes on them, he doesn't pull away though, he lets me fuck his throat with my fingers, so he keeps choking and drool comes down the side of his mouth, so I lick it off for him and I keep going until tears start sliding down his cheeks, which I also lick off

Kinda that whole thing. I dunno, I just wanna feel desired like that I guess. "Explored" is the word that comes to mind but I don't know if it's correct.

Fuck I'm lonely.

>>84831264
>very noticeable
Visually not really, but one feel where the tooth and filling connect

>>84831003
Do NOT let this person become an orthodontist

>>84831285
Would you like a women to explore the rest of your body too? Like her hands trailing down your chest and stomach, tracing over your back down to your legs.

I hope you find a woman to explore you anon
>>84831307
I'd like to feel it with my tongue, since your tongue can better feel stuff like that. Do you have any other dental work done?
>>84831318
I don't plan on it. It'd be weird since this is definitely a sexual thing for me, it'd feel like taking advantage of them. Lol

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>>84831003
I need a fembutt to fill my cavity since doing it myself is super annoying. I own enough Fuji IX filling compound to last for years! You can even work the drill!!

>>84831348
>Would you like a women to explore the rest of your body too
Yes. And I would do the same in turn.

>I hope you find a woman
Probably never happening. I'm a divorcee and most half decent women aren't into those

I appreciate it though

>>84831360
Not sure I have a steady enough hand to help you anon, I wouldn't know what to do.
>>84831384
What parts would you like to explore?
Also sorry anon
>>84831394
Lmao

>>84831003
you're wired be also if I let someone who's not a dentist inspect my teeth like that that means they're very close to my heart and that sort of intimacy is pretty cute and lovely to think about

>>84831402
It is very lovely, isn't it? I love it so much

>>84831399
>What parts would you like to explore?
I know it sounds corny, but the whole thing. The face the mouth , the arms and legs, the back, the chest, the abdomen, the sides, the hands and feet, the whole package. Looks for freckles and blemishes and feel the skin and such.

Ex never let me do it. Always told me I was weird for wanting it. And of course she's the only woman I've ever been with so I just never got the chance

>>84831455
in a way
why are you like this? did some event in yout life caused you to like teeth so much?

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would you date with me based on my teeth? i'm a khhv. what do you look like? describe

>>84831192
Its sourced from medical facilities. They sometimes sell them in bulk for students to practice on. I am interest though in buying teeth specifically from someone that i can know the face of. I'd love to buy the teeth of an attractive moid and chew on them

>>84831545
your enamel is wearing thin on some of your front teeth anon, once this progresses it will expose the dentin underneath. Dentin is approximately four times softer than enamel, so I predict expensive dental surgery in your future; likely crowns on your front two at minimum within 6-7 years. Are you a heavy soda drinker by chance?
>t. medfag

>>84831003
I have the worst teeth on 4chan and it's not even close. Can't fix them either since it would cost a fortune.

>>84831620
>Are you a heavy soda drinker by chance?
Yeah, coffee and diet soda drinker. I had my dentist appointment about a week ago. They didn't mention it. Should I ask him next time?

>>84831003
I think we're getting to the point where this counts as a kink

I like the idea of adult breastfeeding and nursing relationship because a part of her becomes a part of me at the cellular level. Biology and anatomy is very interesting and in certain extremely specific contexts can even be sexy. An interest in teeth is something I've not yet encountered, but they can be pretty. It's almost like finding beauty in gems, or perhaps a pearl is the better analogy. Mineral and biology. It is a shame my own teeth are beyond fucked. But it was interesting to inspect them when pieces would break or become loose.
In a way teeth are one of the more salient pieces of a humans terroir. If in an urban American region they are shaped by fluoride poisoning and unfortunate but interesting pollution, pharmaceutical drugs like birth control are not removed before the shit water is reintroduced into the municipal potable water supply. In rural regions the teeth are very different. They may have grown up drinking rain water which is extremely soft. Or well water in mountains is lacking in some things. Mountain people tend to be short and weak, goiters, soft or brittle teeth. Moving from a delta way inland up a mountain it was fascinating to see the dramatic differences in people.

>>84831649
post, I'll give you an estimate along with what you can (likely) expect should you choose to get them fixed.
>>84831663
Eh, that's normal. Most dentists aren't prosthodontic surgeons, and unless the erosion is severe, they usually won't mention it because it's a whole patient lifestyle thing and it's not really their business; they're usually just doing resin composite fillings at best. See how the biting planes of your front teeth appear translucent? That's the erosion I was talking about. It looks as though your incisors may have some mild erosion/abrasion as well, though I'd need to see the backs of them to confirm. If the backs of your teeth feel like spoons when you touch them with your tongue, you're worse off than your smile initially appears. That being said, you don't need to be super worried right now, but I'd try weaning off diet soda that's super acidic as a prophylactic measure and unironically use fluoride toothpaste. You can also get a prescription toothpaste through your dentist that's stronger than OTC stuff, for example Colgate makes PreviDent, a 1.1% sodium fluoride/5% potassium nitrate paste for acid erosion/tooth sensitivity.

>>84831750
>That being said, you don't need to be super worried right now, but I'd try weaning off diet soda that's super acidic as a prophylactic measure and unironically use fluoride toothpaste. You can also get a prescription toothpaste through your dentist that's stronger than OTC stuff, for example Colgate makes PreviDent, a 1.1% sodium fluoride/5% potassium nitrate paste for acid erosion/tooth sensitivity.
ok, i'll look into the toothpaste and cutting the soda. thanks for the advice medanon

>>84831750
Won't post a pic of my teeth. I'll give you a rundown of the damage though.
>8 replacement teeth
>3 or 4 of them have a little chipping
>missing 3 teeth
>4 teeth broken down to the gum line
>the rest are badly chipped or broken in different parts
So yeah, I'd need nearly all my teeth replaced at this point and probably some grafts well.

>>84831003
I'll have you know I'm available for marriage.
>irreparable

>>84831793
Oof, I'm truly sorry to hear about the severity of your predicament anon, that sounds incredibly painful. How's your day to day life, and how did your teeth get to bad if you don't mind me asking? Okay, let's get stuck into this one:
>8 replacement teeth
do you know which ones, and what material the replacements were made out of? Depending which teeth they are, even if these are still in fine condition you might have to have them removed and replaced, because I can tell you right now you're looking at a full mouth restoration.
>3 or 4 of them have a little chipping
depending on what remains of the tooth structure, at best you're looking at resin composite repair (the easy shit with the blue light gun). However if there isn't enough tooth remaining to bond the composite to, you're looking at a minimum of full crowns.
>missing 3 teeth
This requires implants and osseous surgery, most likely placing a titanium post in your jaw/skull to mount a full crown onto. Serious stuff.
>4 teeth broken down to the gum line
refer to the prior answers; we'd have to remove them at the root first.
>the rest are badly chipped or broken in different parts
once again, refer above.

Assuming you want to end the procedure(s) with a normal 28 teeth, you're looking at a minimum of $60-75k, and desu I have no frame of reference for the osseous surgery as it's not my area of expertise, but I can't imagine it being less than $100k OOP for the whole thing. Sorry anon.

>>84831891
It's fine, you learn to live with it. I can still eat everything I want and don't have any pain from it. They'll keep getting worse over time, but that's life. Parents kind of fucked me on this one DESU. Being poor and they never got dental from their jobs, so couldn't get anything fixed. They never even taught me about brushing my teeth, encouraged it, or anything. Was setup to fail and didn't really have a chance.
>do you know which ones
2 are molars (I think) on the bottom, one on each side. The other 6 are canine to canine on the top. No clue what they're made out of as I got them in the early-to-mid 2000s.

I wish I knew a woman who was as obsessed with mouths (and throats) as I am. I wish that woman would also do a lot of sexual and affectionate things with me, including but not limited to mouths and throats

>>84831003
when I was in college I had an milf tell me my teeth were attractive. She held my lower jaw, lifted my head, made me smile.
I felt like I was at a slave auction, or being inspected by a serial killer. Especially when she leaned in and said my eyes were pretty. Scarerousal is real

>>84831003
This is a cool copypasta thanks

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>>84831003
I have 4 extra teeth on my mouth lol

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Thank you medanon for responding in this thread it was very interesting to read all your posts
I love teeth
>>84831478
I dont think it's corny, it sounds sweet. I'd like to explore a man's whole body. To run my hands over his whole body and press kisses into his skin. Even places like his feet and armpits.
You're not weird for wanting it.
>>84831522
I don't think so. I used to be very terrified of dentist's and losing my teeth as a kid. I guess it turned into this.
>>84831545
I like them. They're very straight and very pretty.
I'm a brunette, pale, short, skinny-fat. With shortish hair
>>84831562
Ooohhh yeah then I'd buy it.
I was thinking about sucking on them too, but I Didn't want to be too weird. Maybe I'd buy fake teeth for that.
>>84831649
Describe what they look like

>>84831875
Marriage?
>>84831672
It definitely is a kink
>>84831714
I like messed up teeth
>>84831781
My dentist told me that also after drinking soda, to wash your mouth out with water. Switch to using straws as well
>>84832014
What do you like about them?
>>84832055
I wish I could do that
>>84832061
You're welcome
>>84832144
Lemme see.
Also that gif is so hot, I love bloodied mouths

>>84832241
>Lemme see.
bruh how I'm suppose to take a picture of my mouth

>>84832291
By opening your mouth wide and tilting your head back. In a mirror would probably be best

>>84832310
can I do it tomorrow it's midnight now

>>84832241
>I wish I could do that
well I'm offering. Like I said it was both hot and scary

>>84832224
>I'm a brunette, pale, short, skinny-fat. With shortish hair
cute
>>84832241
>My dentist told me that also after drinking soda, to wash your mouth out with water. Switch to using straws as well
i need to quit diet sodas, they just taste too good :( at least i don't drink energy drinks anymore.

>>84832316
Go to sleep nonny
>>84832320
It does sound very hot. I'd love to tell someone how beautiful their teeth are
>>84832337
Thank you.
I need to stop drinking soda and energy drink too, my teeth are pretty messed up. And stop drinking coffee so it doesn't stain my teeth more

I always get embarrassed about my not flossing being so obvious to hygienists, but I just can't develop the habit and it feels like I'm not doing it right when I do it once in a while.

is this a sexual thing anon?

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>>84832383
don't know if thread is gonna be up for tmrw but eh whatever gn

that's just creepy and sad

>>84832439
I can't build it up as a habit either sadly
>>84832455
Yes mostly
>>84832471
How? I know probably bait, but I'm interested in knowing

>>84832484
>Yes mostly
so, would you touch yourself while examining my teeth?

>>84832383
>mfw I will never have a small woman firmly but gently grab me by the jaw, slowly ply my mouth open, gently caress each tooth while smirking, lick my saliva off her fingers, then tell me I should floss more.
its no wonder the dentists don't like me, I keep popping boners

>>84832525
Maybe not touch myself, but I would enjoy it and get worked up I suppose

>>84832558
Dentist's are hot. Sometimes I like imagining myself roleplaying as one and examining my "patients" teeth. Especially with the gloves
Hot scenario btw, especially the licking the saliva off the fingers

can I suck on your fingers OP?

>>84832577
as a guy, its the hygienists for me. those scrubs, hnnnng. They are like hotter nurses
>Especially with the gloves
I'm torn. hotter for the "exam"? yes. But its so much sexier if you lick your fingers when they are bare
Idk how hard it is to be cert as a dental tech/hygenist. you should do it. or maybe not...

>>84831003
yeah you sound like a total fucking freak not gonna lie

>>84832758
Mhm
>>84832767
I think I just like those glasses things dentists wear. They're so hot looking
>hotter for the "exam"? yes. But its so much sexier if you lick your fingers when they are bare
Yeah, but I think I'd like the look of my gloved fingers prodding around someone's mouth. But definitely bare is hot too
>you should do it. or maybe not...
Lolz definitely not
>>84832899
Maybe...
What about it is "freaky"? It's just part of the body

>>84831003
Never going to the dentist again. Every single one of you foids are degenerate freaks. Please die

>>84831003
>Shout-out to everyone with interesting teeth reading this
Interesting? I have diastema as of now. I used to have braces that corrected my raised canines. My dentist shills Invisalign every visit but I am not sure if it's necessary it they take me for a chump. I know I have TMJ for sure. Fuck, take care of your oral health lads. I've had almost every operation done at this point.

>>84832224
>I'd like to explore a man's whole body. To run my hands over his whole body and press kisses into his skin. Even places like his feet and armpits.

I think I'd melt if a woman I liked did that to me.

>You're not weird for wanting it.
I appreciate it. I just feel like a freak all the fucking time and I've felt unwanted and alone for probably the last five years or more.

>>84832950
>Lolz definitely not
that would be like a necro working in a mortuary, yeah scratch that
do you prefer "perfect teeth" or more unique and weird? Or is it just mouths in general?

>>84831003
I hate teeth. They require too much work to keep healthy. Fuck that shit and fuck the human body its so damn fucking weak.

>>84831003
been saying this shit for years but:
if you have a male dentist, you are gay

>>84832964
What's degenerate about it?
>>84832997
Definitely sounds interesting. Do your teeth hurt? I haven't had much work done besides just fillings
>>84833096
I'm sorry anon, you can talk about it if you need to
>>84833104
Unique is preferred but I like them in general. I like gap teeth the most
>>84833165
Ikr. I hate my own teeth but I love others
>>84833447
I have a male dentist

Why can't you faggots be normal and fall to traps or something

>>84834193
What's not normal about liking part of the human body?

>>84834158
>can talk about it if you need to
I mean, not much to talk about I guess. I got married to the wrong woman out of highschool, she initially lovebombed the shit out of me, then later made me feel like a freak and berated me for wanting the same level of intimacy we initially had. It's left me with a lot of bad hangups and I haven't tried dating since nor has anyone shown interest in me so I think I'm just gonna die alone.

I guess it gives me more time to focus on my career and my kid anyway.

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>>84831003
>Teeth are so beautiful and intimate
my current gf and my ex loved my teeth... whilee i fucking hate them. not only are they crooked but they are kinda yellow. i dont get women at all.

>>84834210
Well I'm sorry anon, I hope things get better. I don't really have any advice cause I don't think there's anything I can say that could change anything. But I'm really sorry.
You haven't tried dating since? How long has it been if you don't mind me asking?

I hope things go well for your kid and your career too
>>84834220
They probably look cute anon

>>84834158
>I hate my own teeth but I love others
I'll brush your teeth and you brush mine, how does that sound?

>>84834248
>don't think there's anything I can say that could change anything
I just appreciate having someone to listen to me bitch I guess. It's nice to feel heard sometimes.

>How long has it been if you don't mind me asking?
About five years. We technically didn't get divorced until '23 because being in the military held up my divorce proceedings, but we were separated since the middle of '21.

Chicks don't tend to dig single dads so I've kinda just kept to myself. I tried testing the waters with a girl at church but she obviously wasn't interested and that's been about as much as I put myself out there.

>hope things go well
It's been shitty so far but I guess things have to change eventually.

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>>84834248
>They probably look cute anon
I don't think they do. Then again current gf thinks her teeth are crooked and ugly and istg they are really beautiful and really white.
How did you develop this fetish anyways?

>>84834268
Sounds amazing anon.
>>84834288
>I just appreciate having someone to listen to me bitch I guess. It's nice to feel heard sometimes.
I like talking, so you can talk about as much as you want nonny
>that's been about as much as I put myself out there.
How old are you? You don't seem that old, at least from how you talk.
>It's been shitty so far but I guess things have to change eventually.
I like being optimistic, but I know it can just seem like useless babble. But I really think you should keep your head up anon, you never know what might happen. Or who you might end up meeting.
Also I thought about trying to meet someone through church as well, but it ended up not going good either.
>>84834298
>How did you develop this fetish anyways?
I don't even know. I think it's just a fear that turned sexual. Cause I used to be scared of dentists and scared of my teeth falling out, and now it's like I can really appreciate teeth now.

>>84834338
>How old are you?
Mid 20s.

>never know what might happen
I get plenty of surprises. They just tend to be very bad surprises.

>ended up not going good either
Well I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your dating experiences end up better than mine

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>>84834338
>I think it's just a fear that turned sexual.
Ah that makes a lot of sense. I mean I understand why teeth could be considered intimate. Brushing eachothers teeth is really nice. I am just really ashamed of mine and even tho i find teeth pretty I never think too much about them. I prefer other parts of the body yk?
Have you been able to explore this fetish with anyone yet? Im sorry I havent read everything im a lazy bums

>>84834361
>Mid 20s.
I feel like that's still a good age to find someone. Don't give up yet anon
>They just tend to be very bad surprises
I'm sorry anon
>I hope your dating experiences end up better than mine
I've sworn off dating for rn
>>84834401
I like other body parts too. Like legs, feet, and stuff like that. I just like the whole male body desu
>Have you been able to explore this fetish with anyone yet
No. I've never gotten to. Well except for my first kiss, but back then I didn't have this fetish. But looking back on it, I can imagine there was certain aspects of it I would like more than I liked back then. Like the feeling of his braces against my tongue

>>84834489
>Don't give up yet anon
Easier said than done. And like I said, I have other priorities

>I'm sorry
Meh, my curses are my own fault I am sure. Nothing to be sorry over.

>I've sworn off dating for rn
Sensible. It's rough out here.

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>>84834489
>I like other body parts too.
Oh I bet you do, I was more trying to say that for me teeth are just neutral, I don't care that much about them.
>I just like the whole male body
Thats interesting. You like manly man or just lean male bodies?
>Like the feeling of his braces against my tongue
so you were french kissing and pushing your tongue in? thats really hot and receiving that feels really good is almost like a massage. i fucking love kissing its honestly one of the best experiences you can have
>legs, feet, and stuff like that
humans tend to order things based on how much they care about them, so I bet you think about legs and feet a lot. Why feet? do you want to be stomped?

>>84831003
Top pic is what a lot of Americans think British people's teeth look like.

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Saw this as I'm waiting at the dentist. I paid extra for a gold crown on a tooth that was completely destroyed but its too low and the cusps are uneven causing malocclusion and most of my bite force to go on other teeth. Also causing abfractions as its forcing the opposite tooth to push inwards. Hoping to get it fixed. Ideally a new crown but idk what he will do. Looks good but a painful nightmare because I grind and the rest of my teeth don't align well

>>84832950
>Mhm
do you have nice thin fingers?

>>84831003
Is this the thread where I post my teeth and let the world see my poor dental hygiene?

>>84831003
>post really dumb thread
>imply that you're female
>100 replies

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these are my teef
>see hygienist 4x a year, checkup with dr 1x a year
>floss after every meal/snack
>gargle after sugary drinks
>use waterflosser every brush session
>manual brush in the morning, electric one at night

>>84835906
also my dentist says I have long roots

Surprised this is still up.
>>84834497
>It's rough out here.
Mhm, but I still have lots of hope for the future and for me getting better.
>>84834508
>You like manly man or just lean male bodies?
I like all kinds of men. I don't like too much muscle because I think it looks weird, but the only factor that matters much to me is how much body hair they have. I prefer a lot of body hair.
>so you were french kissing and pushing your tongue in
Yeah.
>i fucking love kissing its honestly one of the best experiences you can have
I love it too. That was my only time kissing someone and I miss it. I always think about kissing someone and feeling their teeth with my tongue. I sadly though haven't kissed anyone since my first kiss.
>Why feet? do you want to be stomped?
Nah, I think they're cute and I want to tease them. To run my finger over them and feel him squirming around cause he's ticklish. And they're just cute ig
I think about legs A LOT.
>>84834594
Probably
>>84835082
Sorry it's painful. The rest of your teeth look pretty cool though.
>>84835358
I think so.
>>84835529
Yes preferably
>>84835537
What's dumb about it?
>>84835906
They're very beautiful. I like how sharp they look

>>84836154
>What's dumb about it?
Subject matter and reddit spacing

>>84836154
>still have lots of hope for the future and for me getting better.
I try to. I don't know. I know it's the right answer but I can't shake the feeling that every time I get my hopes up it only crashes back down on me.

You're never taught as a kid how hard it can be to hope, especially after things have gone so very wrong and you're constantly told you did it to yourself.

>>84836320
Well I don't use reddit so I just separated it because it was different paragraphs.
>>84837021
Yeah I know what you mean. I try to stay as positive as possible but it's very very difficult. Especially when things keep staying the same, or things with my health keep getting worse. I guess the main thing I try to do is to say positive stuff or try not to have my thoughts steer in the direction of thinking things won't get better. It's not perfect but for me, not entertaining the thoughts helps me feel a little better. It's very difficult to ignore them though. And sometimes it feels like I'm just being naive by thinking things can get better.

Though when it comes to relationships I definitely have difficulty having hope for them.

>>84837173
>Especially when things keep staying the same,
That's a consistent topic for me in therapy. The feeling of "spinning my wheels"
>or things with my health keep getting worse
Mental, physical, or both?

>feels like I'm just being naive by thinking things can get better
I don't know if you get the same feeling but I acknowledge I can get back to baseline and so things do get "better." But it feels like every time that happens, soon after things fall apart again so nothing actually trends better.

>have difficulty having hope for them.
Stresses and issues in life that cause low self-esteem tend to kick us in the teeth insofar as our self value and willingness to seek romantic relationships, which is probably one of the bigger issues that has bore down on me. I am scared I'll never be legitimately valued because I feel like I can't get my shit together

>>84837360
>in therapy
Does therapy work well for you? I went as a kid but it didn't work well. Now I only see a psychiatrist
>Mental, physical, or both?
Mainly physical, but mental as well. Mentally I have been doing a little better ever since being put on like 4 meds, but I know meds aren't gonna solve everything, they're just like a bandaid and I still need to continue trying to work on myself despite feeling a little better. I try to stay positive but I keep fearing this good feeling will go away after a while. So idk.
But physically I just seem to keep getting referred to different specialists to try and figure out what's wrong with me and why I'm always getting sick, in pain and stuff like that. But even then, I'm on a pain medicine that makes me feel a little better but once again, not gonna solve everything. I'm on like 14 meds and they all work amazingly to cover up how I would feel without them, but that's all they do, cover it up. They don't actually "solve" the problem. They just cover it.
>I don't know if you get the same feeling but I acknowledge I can get back to baseline and so things do get "better
Currently being normal, or back to baseline is exactly what I'm shooting for. Just to be normal and be okay.
>But it feels like every time that happens, soon after things fall apart again so nothing actually trends better.
Yeah I get what you mean. Like I was feeling better physically recently then I got put in the hospital and now I have to go see another specialists.
Like it's like I keep falling back to feeling bad after finally getting kind of "better".
>I am scared I'll never be legitimately valued because I feel like I can't get my shit together
I feel kind of the same. Or like my problems will be the end of my relationships. Cause it already puts stress on my everyday life and I'm scared if I do try to get into a relationship they'll end up pitying me too much or like they'll end up hating or feeling tired of me cause of my constant problems

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>>84831003
>>84831620
Hello dentistfag and toothlover(hopefully a white female).
What do you think of my teeth?
I am especially interested in what the dentist has to say cuz poor.

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>>84837773
Extra photo

>>84837828
>>84837773
I like how one of your front teeth is longer than the other one.
I am a white female btw lol

>>84837509
>therapy work well for you?
Not really, but it's something. Every bit helps I guess.

>been doing a little better ever since being put on like 4 meds
Pills have always freaked me out. Most people I see on them act less like themselves, if that makes sense.

>keep getting referred to different specialists to try and figure out what's wrong with me and why I'm always getting sick, in pain
You don't have like Lyme disease or something do you? Regardless, I'm sorry to hear about that. The only chronic pain I really have is my knees. Fell in a hole while carrying a machinegun and hurt a tendon, the shattered my leg doing martial arts. It hurts all the time but I can thankfully still do things. I can't imagine having to take meds every day to function over a chronic illness, that sucks.

>Yeah I get what you mean
For what it's worth, I hate that you have to understand that, and I hope it stops for you.

>end up hating or feeling tired of me cause of my constant problems
I get that and I've also got an extreme fear of being used. Which I think a lot of women get that innately with the swarm of dudes who want pussy without commitment.

>>84838075
>Every bit helps I guess.
Yeah I get you. I've been thinking maybe I should try and go back, but my psychiatrist kinda functions as a therapist too, she gives me advice and stuff, not just medicine. Gives the same advice my old therapist gave me, so I don't really see the point.
>Most people I see on them act less like themselves, if that makes sense
Makes sense. My pills do make me feel and act different. But mine have been doing good, not like a zombie like my old ones made me act like. I actually feel alive y'know? Maybe a little tired here and there, and some other annoying side affects. But I think it's best to stay wary of them, I'm anxious about starting new pills Everytime I get prescribed them, and it makes me notice side affects quicker I think. I write down every change I notice
>You don't have like Lyme disease or something do you?
No they don't know what it is. They just think it may be something. I'm kinda hoping it's just stress getting to me and not something bad. Cause I'm on like 2 stomach pills just to be able to eat without feeling nauseous
Sorry you hurt your leg that sounds awful. Do you do anything for it? Like stretches or pain relieving creams? There's this one I used on a leg injury I had and it worked amazingly. Called biofreeze. Don't know if it'll work on your injury though
>I can't imagine having to take meds every day to function over a chronic illness, that sucks.
We don't know what it is yet. So I'm hoping it's not chronic. But it has been going on for years, which is why I'm lead to thinking it's just my body not being able to handle stress and attacking itself or something.
>I hope it stops for you.
You too anon.
>I've also got an extreme fear of being used
I don't really actually have a fear of that surprisingly, because I don't think there's much I could be used for. I can't have sex so it can't be that.

>>84838219
>Gives the same advice my old therapist gave me
I guess that's the issue I have with therapy. I know the "right answers" but it doesn't really change my emotional state or help practically to just try and breathe through my life falling apart.

>actually feel alive y'know?
That's kick ass, glad to hear they work. I usually just hear horror stories about SSRIs and I've seen people start to fall apart after getting them prescribed.

>write down every change I notice
The good too or just the bad? What would you say is the best and worst?

>hoping it's just stress getting to me and not something bad
It could be. Chronic stress can fuck you up in a lot of terrible ways. I know for me if I'm under too much stress I start to fall apart in that I spend way too much time in bed.

>Do you do anything for it?
Only thing I can really do is stay active, but now I have a fun little balancing act I have to play with it. Run too many miles in a week? Knees lock up. Stay too sedentary? Knees lock up. They also hurt all the time and when I get out of bed in the morning they pop so loud it echoes off the walls.

Unfortunately I just kinda have to live with it. Sometimes I will use biofreeze or tiger balm or blue emu when it gets real bad.

>body not being able to handle stress and attacking itself
Quite possible. Which that also sucks but the good news would be that there is a (somewhat) simple solution.

>You too anon
I appreciate it

>can't have sex so it can't be that
PCOS or something? I will say sex is... weird. It's nice but it's overrated as a physical feeling. The intimacy is always what mattered to me.

>>84838453
>or help practically to just try and breathe through my life falling apart.
Yeah I think most advice I got from therapists is just advise to avoid making things worse. Like drinking enough water because not drinking it can make you sick and depressed. Going outside more cause staying in can make you more depressed. And breathing exercises or other calming methods because stress makes mental problems worse. It's all just imo to prevent it from getting worse but not actually solve it.
>I usually just hear horror stories about SSRIs
Yeah, definitely know what you mean. When I was on an ssri by itself it wasn't that good, but I was prescribed other medicines along with it and now they all work together amazingly. A stimulant, an antipsychotic, an ssri, and an anxiety pill.
But the ssri definitely did have some annoying affects by itself.
>The good too or just the bad
Usually just the bad, because the good ones are present enough for me to notice it all the time.
>What would you say is the best and worst?
Best, I feel better and more alive than I have in a while and I haven't been uselessly angry lately. Worst is the stimulant causes me to be horny all the time. Before being put on the stimulant I had sexual dysfunction from Prozac, but now with the stimulant it's like I can't get enough.
>I start to fall apart in that I spend way too much time in bed.
Yeah same. My constant health problems and exhaustion keeps me in bed almost all the time desu. I don't really do much besides lay in bed, or pace around till my calves get too stressed out.
>Unfortunately I just kinda have to live with it
There's nothing doctor's can do? Like physical therapy to try and lessen the pain?
>(somewhat) simple solution.
Hm?
>PCOS or something
I actually don't know what it is. I've never been to the doctor about it. But it's like something is stopping my vagina from being able to have anything in it. Like I try to put a tampon in and it's like something is blocking it.

>>84837976
anything else to say about it?

>>84838666
>prevent it from getting worse but not actually solve it.
I think that's a good way to put it. It's all mitigation without solution.

>haven't been uselessly angry lately
I don't think that one's going away for me. Especially because in combat arms they kind of want that attitude so it got amped up while I was in.

>the stimulant causes me to be horny all the time
That does kinda suck. I always feel gross for being horny and I also feel like it's a waste of time. But maybe that's just from shitty experiences.

>pace around till my calves get too stressed out.
I don't know your situation too well but I'd consider hiking. It's a really good way to de-stress and if you walk around all the time anyway it'd probably do you some good.

>physical therapy to try and lessen the pain?
Already been a few times. It got me to being able to walk, run, and jump again. Pretty much so long as I can box, wrestle, and shoot I'm happy.

>Hm?
Fix stress, fix health. Much easier said than done, I know, but at least it wouldn't be a dozen surgeries and meds.

>like something is blocking it.
Pardon my ignorance if in fact I am being a retard, but are you sure it isn't just your hymen?

I'd consider hitting up an OBGYN or something. Might help you in case you ever want kids or just a romantic relationship.

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>>84831003
>I wish I could brush someone's teeth for then without it being weird. I love teeth so much.
Somebody really liked the Monogatari toothbrushing scene

>Talk about sexy hygienists yesterday
>went to dentist today, got lucky and had a cute one
>come back, realize I still had the thread up
wtf can't believe it's alive.
Well since it is, just for you OP, I got a clean bill of health. although my gums are ever so slightly receding.

>>84838739
Have you had any dental work done? Like fillings?
I like your teeth that kinda stick out
>>84838775
>It's all mitigation without solution.
I think it's cause they really can't give you the solution. You gotta do it yourself or something like that. Easier said than done obviously.
>I don't think that one's going away for me
You get angry a lot? I am when I'm off my meds. I'll get angry at someone breathing near me too loudly
>I always feel gross for being horny and I also feel like it's a waste of time
Just makes me feel embarrassed mostly. And like I could be spending my time doing something else. I usually just try my best to ignore it. Usually works if I distract myself with something else.
>if you walk around all the time anyway it'd probably do you some good.
Yeah I've thought about it, just don't know any good spots around me and I have no one to do with, since I don't want to go alone.
>Pretty much so long as I can box, wrestle, and shoot I'm happy.
Well I'm happy you can do all that. But I'm sorry it still hurts.
>Fix stress, fix health
Yeah, that's what I'm trying to work on rn. It's been going pretty good, like I said but I'm just scared it'll go away. I try to keep hope though. Since it feels like it can only get better from here.
>but are you sure it isn't just your hymen?
Well idk. I can't even fit a fingertip in or half a finger. It just tenses up and stops everything from entering.
>>84838791
Never seen it
>>84838924
Happy to hear that anon. I'm surprised it's still up too

>>84838963
>Have you had any dental work done? Like fillings?
I have had some fillings for childhood cavities and 1 rather recently a few years ago cuz my dentist said to do it so that food doesn't get stuck in the deep crevices of one of my teeth.
I have also had a few tips of my teeth be "shaved" as they were too pointy.

>>84838963
>You get angry a lot?
Yes. I keep a lid on it but I'm angry a good 70% of the time.

>makes me feel embarrassed mostly. And like I could be spending my time doing something else
Yeah. It's one of my least favorite parts of myself.

>don't want to go alone.
I always take a gun with me. Gives me a bit of security. That said, it wouldn't help me much if I fell down a hill and broke my leg (again).

>sorry it still hurts.
Nothing to be sorry about, I did it to myself. And I did at least get a couple funny stories out of it.

>just scared it'll go away
I hate that. The constant anxiety that the good times will give way to something terrible. I hope it does last and you do feel better.

>can't even fit a fingertip in or half a finger. It just tenses up and stops everything from entering
That is weird. I've never had a vagina though and I barely talk to girls so I don't know how weird that is.

>>84839041
That's really interesting. Are your fillings white or silver? Mine are silver
>>84839047
>I keep a lid on it but I'm angry a good 70% of the time
That sounds exhausting. How do you manage it?
I haven't really felt angry since being put on the antipsychotic, idk if it's supposed to do that, to make me lack it entirely, but there definitely has been moments where I wasn't angry even though I should've been. It's weird
>Yeah. It's one of my least favorite parts of myself
I feel a lot of shame over some parts of it. Like I'm fine posting about it and talking about it on here, but I don't think I'd be able to do it irl.
>I always take a gun with me
Do you like guns?
>And I did at least get a couple funny stories out of it
Care to share?
>I hope it does last and you do feel better
Thank you
> I don't know how weird that is.
I never really saw it as weird either until I got older and realized it actually was supposed to open. When I was younger it was easy to pass it off as me just having been too young or something, but now it's like??
I definitely do plan on going to see a doctor about it, but I'm embarrassed about being "naked" in front of someone.

>>84839138
>How do you manage it
Try to realize when I'm getting too worked up, exercise, write, etc... weird thing is that I do fine in high-stress situations but mundane shit like waiting in lines or paying bills or whatever gnaws at me really bad. Sometimes I end up getting really short with friends and family and showing my ass, which I'm still working on.

>posting about it and talking about it on here
Well it's anonymous here. If you come back tomorrow no one recognizes you and even if they do you can pretend you're someone else. It doesn't stick the same way.

I only really talk about sexual stuff if I'm drunk honestly.

>Do you like guns?
Very much so, but I like small unit tactics more. I used to be a machinegunner and an instructor so I can still recite doctrine and give classes on weapon emplacement, machinegun theory, urban combat, trench warfare, battle drills, and so on. I'm definitely at least a little autistic and that shit fires my neurons.

But yeah I'll also nerd out about my Glocks, my M249, my rifle (I really like bullpups), old firearms and stuff.

>Care to share?
Well one of the big issues I have coming from "I fell in a hole" is pretty funny on its face I think.

But also with my leg I was doing BJJ with a friend of mine in my basement. We both mess up and I broke my leg in three places, later found out I also ripped a tendon. I pick my leg up off the ground and look at it sagging sideways and said "Well, I think it's broken." Friend starts panicking, saying "sorry" over and over. I looked at him and said "Hey I appreciate you're sorry, I don't need you to be sorry, I need you to drag my ass up the stairs." Call my Ma to take me to the hospital (friend didn't have a car). Ma's freaking out the whole time and I eventually looked at her and said "God damnit Ma, I'm the one with the broken leg, if anyone gets to scream today it's me, calm down."

Lot of stuff like that where despite being the guy who's hurt I was the I had to be tard wrangler

>>84839138
>embarrassed about being "naked" in front of someone.
It sucks but you have to remember it's just a medical procedure. They've seen it a thousand times and they'll forget it soon

>>84839307
>like waiting in lines
Same for me. Or walking behind someone slow. Used to piss me off so bad, now it just makes me restless.
>showing my ass,
I get what you mean, I would do that too and really end up embarrassing myself in front of people with how mad I'd get at small things.
>It doesn't stick the same way.
Yeah that's what I like about it.
>I only really talk about sexual stuff if I'm drunk honestly
Ever since starting the new medication, mines becoming more frequent.
>I'm definitely at least a little autistic and that shit fires my neurons
I don't really know anything about guns but my stepdad has been trying to get me more into them.
>Lot of stuff like that where despite being the guy who's hurt I was the I had to be tard wrangler
The way you describe it sounds pretty funny, but I bet I'd be freaking out in that situation lol. I get freaked out and stressed very easily
>>84839314
Ik but it's just embarrassing because it's never happened before y'know

>>84839497
>walking behind someone slow
It makes me want to commit murder every time.

>mines becoming more frequent.
Probably because you're thinking about it all the time. Just uh... don't do anything dumb.

>been trying to get me more into them.
I would say it's worth it. I conceal carry everywhere I go and it has helped me out of a bad situation.

>I'd be freaking out in that situation
Well like I said I do good in terrible situations, but normal stuff kills me

>never happened before y'know
At MEPS they had some like 90 year old man look at my asshole and my penis.

Quite mortifying

>>84839138
>Are your fillings white or silver?
they are cement
>Mine are silver
damn, you're old lol

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>>84839759
>It makes me want to commit murder every time
Ikr? Slow walkers should just get out of the way. Omg and people walking in big groups and taking up the whole walkway.
>Just uh... don't do anything dumb.
Like what lol? Not gonna start camwhoring or shit like that. I'd rather die
> I conceal carry everywhere I go and it has helped me out of a bad situation
Yeah, I'm kinda a little more than interested in learning about guns but I'm also a little scared of them.
>At MEPS they had some like 90 year old man look at my asshole and my penis.
.........that sounds horrible.
>>84839786
I'm 18 sob, how is that old. My dentist place is just very set in their ways.
>>84840610
Thank you

>>84840744
>Slow walkers should just get out of the way
I hate it. And people who drive like 10 under in the left lane. I hate it so God damn much.

>Not gonna start camwhoring
I just know a lot of people that start doing one night stands, sending nudes, that kinda shit. And it only ever fucks people up.

>also a little scared of them
Well it's worthwhile to have a bit of respect for them. Guns are inherently made to kill things. You just have to find a good balance so that you can use it while also remembering the rules of safety.

>that sounds horrible.
It was. Lasted all of 30 seconds and I still remember how awful that moment was.

>>84840869
>And people who drive like 10 under in the left lane
Unfortunately sounds like something I'd do. I've never drove on a very populated road but I drive under the speed limit by at least 5 going anywhere. I'm so scared of driving. I usually just let other cars pass me or get in front of me. It's so embarrassing but I'm so scared. I stay well away from other cars as well.
>And it only ever fucks people up.
Yeah, I don't really get out much so I'm not gonna start doing weird shit. I usually just try and ignore it y'know. I try distracting myself. Good thing is, I'm noticing it less today.
>You just have to find a good balance so that you can use it while also remembering the rules of safety.
Yeah, might just talk to my stepdad about teaching me. What's your favorite gun?
>Lasted all of 30 seconds and I still remember how awful that moment was.
I'm scared of going and finding out there is something actually really wrong.

>>84831003
This sounds so romantic, makes me want to spend the night with someone pretending to be my hesitant, but invested little sister playing with my saliva all over her heavily breathing body.
I hope you find your special someone whose mouth you can stuff

>>84841045
>sounds like something I'd do.
As long as you aren't in the left lane it's fine, the left lane is the fast lane, the right is for slow people.

>noticing it less today.
Nice. Always good when things are less shitty.

>What's your favorite gun?
M249, I love my machine gun and I miss her. But my second favorite is my Glock Model 40. I like handguns too.

>scared of going and finding out there is something actually really wrong.
It could be something benign or simple to fix. But either way the earlier you know the better.

>>84841108
Little sister?
But also
>I hope you find your special someone whose mouth you can stuff
Thank you
>>84841128
>the left lane is the fast lane, the right is for slow people
I'll remember that. I usually drive right lane anyways cause I prefer to be closer to the edge of the road rather than the center. But I usually drive back roads so it's not something I need to worry about often cause it's usually only two lane.
>Always good when things are less shitty.
Mhm, kinda hoping it stays this way
>M249
Looked that up and it looked so cool.
>handguns
My stepdad is planning on giving me one to keep
>But either way the earlier you know the better.
Yeah I'm planning on going sometime this year. Gotta go to other doctors first. But I do plan on going.

>>84841299
>usually drive back roads
I live near a major city so I got used to three and four lane highways. I also had to get used to looking out for state troopers because I'm an idiot and like to go 90+mph.

>looked so cool.
Carried one for two years. She's a lot heavier than a rifle but God damn I loved it. I used to set forests on fire in training using tracer rounds.

Fun times.

>planning on giving me one to keep
If you can, try and use a few different kinds before you settle on one. I know it sounds dumb but having a gun that "feels right" is very important because psychologically it means you trust it more and are more likely to carry it. And carrying it with you is the most important part of having the damn thing, second only to being able to safely handle it.

>I do plan on going.
Well I hope it's nothing serious, and easy to remedy.

>>84841360
>I live near a major city so I got used to three and four lane highways
Yeah, I live in like a country suburban area. I couldn't imagine living in the city. I sometimes go down town and see people parking on the side of the road and it absolutely blows my mind. And then like it's so difficult to navigate down there. I couldn't imagine living in one
>like to go 90+mph.
Jeez. I don't think I've ever gone above 60. I'm too scared too plus I'm very nervous of cops
>tracer rounds
What's that?
>If you can, try and use a few different kinds before you settle on one
I'm gonna ask him to teach me to shoot all his guns, he collects them. So I think that'll help me figure out which one I like the most before he gives one to me.
>And carrying it with you is the most important part of having the damn thing
I'm very anxious so I think I'd carry mine everywhere I possibly could. I already keep a weapon in my car
>Well I hope it's nothing serious, and easy to remedy.
I think it will be

>>84841299
I find the thought of a little sister clinging onto me very endearing, because it's such a natural bond that makes me think of honesty and safety, where you love each other for your true selves without any barriers between you. I recently also remembered that my first girlfriend used to call me "nii" (big brother) sometimes, so I guess that reawoke a dormant inclination I used to have.

My girlfriend does this stuff to me :]
Sometimes she jams her fingers in my mouth and has me suck on them when we're in bed but sometimes she just likes to poke around at my teeth or move my lips around

>>84841536
>couldn't imagine living in one
Oh no I wouldn't be caught dead living in the fuckin city. I work there and live in the suburbs.

>very nervous of cops
Generally you can learn where they sit and watch out for them, which is what I do. I've only gotten one ticket in my life despite some really risky habits.

Driving fast is risky but uh... I hate my life and I wish I was dead.

>What's that?
So with machineguns in particular you can aim by seeing where your rounds land (known as splash because of the way it kicks up dirt) rather than by looking down your irons/optic. Tracer rounds help at night because they have a small flare on the back of the projectile that helps you see where the round is traveling and where it impacts. So by following the glowing bullet you can see where your shots are traveling and landing. Machine guns in the US Army tend to have them loaded every fifth round.

>ask him to teach me to shoot all his guns
That's prudent. I'm partial to Glocks but I always tell people to figure out what they like first.

>already keep a weapon in my car
That's good. I always encourage people to keep emergency supplies on them. For my car I have a jack and spare tire, fire extinguisher, firearm, some cold weather clothes, medical supplies and some food and water.

>>84841623
Hmmm
>>84841677
I'd love to do that to someone
>>84841680
>I work there and live in the suburbs
Seems so horrible to live or even work in a city imo. Downtown is very pretty but soooo crowded. Too many people, too little space.
>Generally you can learn where they sit and watch out for them, which is what I do
Usually around where I live people will give some sort of warning about nearby cops. Either on the gps thing or by flashing their lights at you.
>Driving fast is risky but uh... I hate my life and I wish I was dead.
Sorry. I wish I could say something to make you feel better but idk what.
>Machine guns in the US Army tend to have them loaded every fifth round.
Sounds cool. I really wish I understood what you're talking about. I understood it a little bit but I just have never seen many guns shot before.
>Glocks
Have any pictures?
>For my car I have a jack and spare tire, fire extinguisher, firearm, some cold weather clothes, medical supplies and some food and water.
I don't have too much in my car. Just a tire, jack, tire pump(? Idk what it's called), umbrella and a jacket for if it rains. And a stash of money hidden for gas. And my weapon

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>>84841898
>Too many people, too little space.
I will never understand people who idolize living in the city. It's a fucking shithole. Wages are good though.

>people will give some sort of warning about nearby cops
Sounds like you live in a good area. I don't hate cops, but fuck highway patrol man. Pain in my ass.

>wish I could say something to make you feel better
It is what it is. Unfortunately as I have learned, it takes as long to "un-break" someone as it does to break them, and I've wanted to die since I was little.

Don't worry about me. I promise it's not worth it.

>wish I understood what you're talking about
Sorry. I get real into the beans about this shit because it's just about the only thing I genuinely enjoy.

>Have any pictures?
This is the only one I have offhand because my friend told me to kill myself and I wanted to fuck with him. I can take another here in a minute if you want

>don't have too much in my car.
Honestly you're doing better than most people. That should get you through the majority of situations. I would suggest a pair of jumper cables though.

>>84841981
>It's a fucking shithole.
Yeah, I can kinda understand it sometimes since I get bored of living where I live cause there's nothing to do but there is stuff further into the city. And there's this one church that is practically calling to me to visit despite me not being religious idk. I really want to go but I'm too scared of driving down there cause people park near the road and I'm scared of hitting them.
>Sounds like you live in a good area
Lol not really, there's just a lot of hospitality y'know? Live in a very southern place and strangers are strangely kind. Shitty area though
>I've wanted to die since I was little.
Same. For as long as I've been sick and in pain, which is for as long as I can remember, I've just wanted to give up.
>Don't worry about me. I promise it's not worth it.
Hm
>Sorry
No reason to apologize, I just feel bad that I can't say much on the matter because I'm not informed like you.
>I can take another here in a minute if you want
Yes please.
>I would suggest a pair of jumper cables though.
Yeah definitely. I think I just have too much trust that someone will pull over and help me like they usually would do. But yeah I definitely should get some.

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>>84842153
>there's this one church that is practically calling to me to visit
I would encourage you to do so. But I am also a fundamentalist Christian so you know, implicit bias.

>lot of hospitality y'know
Generally the attitude of the locals tells me all I need to know about a given place.

>just wanted to give up.
Yeah. I don't know why I'm still here I just... am.

>Hm
Hmm?

>not informed like you.
Well it was quite literally beaten into me. Takes years to learn this shit and I was also something of an enthusiast.

>Yes please
Picrel

>someone will pull over and help me
They probably will, but it helps if you have the necessary tools on hand, you know?

>>84842254
>implicit bias
I do plan on going eventually. I like to keep an open mind when it comes to religion but this place I haven't been able to stop thinking about since only seeing it once. But I'm too scared to drive down there
>Generally the attitude of the locals tells me all I need to know about a given place
Yeah same. I guess where I live it just depends on which area you go to. I think most people I've met are nice though, like just out and about.
>I don't know why I'm still here I just... am.
And that's a good thing that you're still here. I'm happy you're still here, even though I don't know you.
>Hmm?
Hmmm.
>Takes years to learn this shit and I was also something of an enthusiast.
I don't think I know anything that well desu. My mind just completely forgets stuff as soon as I learn it. Even though I drive the same exact ways and same exact places, I still need directions every single time even though I've been driving for longer than a year.
>Picrel
Looks cool. I like how the smaller one looks
>it helps if you have the necessary tools on hand, you know?
Yeah definitely

>>84842462
>this place I haven't been able to stop thinking about
Maybe it means something. Who knows?

>most people I've met are nice though
Better than here. The city is full of actual crack heads and assholes of every caliber. Sometimes I wish I lived somewhere more rural but I tend to go stir crazy.

>I'm happy you're still here
I've had a few people tell me that but I can't manage to like myself. I wish I saw what they see.

>still need directions every single time even though I've been driving for longer than a year.
I consider myself "geographically challenged." I fucking suck at remembering where I am going and had to spend the last couple years actively learning routes to get where I am going without a GPS.

>like how the smaller one looks
It's nice. A lot of sub-compacts feel weird in my hand but the G48 just works for me. I appendix carry it so for the first year I was deathly afraid it would go off and take my dick with it but so far I have had zero issues with the thing.

>>84842603
>Maybe it means something. Who knows?
I think it does. I think it's calling me there.
> I tend to go stir crazy.
Yeah that's exactly the problem. I love the lack of people around usually, and how spread out everything is. But there is absolutely nothing to do at all. Me and my irl friend meet up and walk around grocery stores for fun. Just walking down the isles and talking before buying ourselves a drink and leaving.
>but I can't manage to like myself. I wish I saw what they see.
Same. People before have called me like nice and sweet, but I really can't see it. I just act like how I was taught by my parents to act. Like a pushover or something, but people call it sweet. At least in my eyes that's how it seems.
>I fucking suck at remembering where I am going and had to spend the last couple years actively learning routes to get where I am going without a GPS.
We are the same. Except I still haven't learned it. I know the general direction and that's it. I can't even get to the closest grocery store which is only like 15 minutes away.
>A lot of sub-compacts feel weird in my hand
Why?
>take my dick with it
Jeez
Also I need to go to bed. If this is still up when I wake I'll respond again like I did last time.
In case it's not, it's been nice talking to you anon. Thank you for talking with me for so long

>>84842669
>But there is absolutely nothing to do at all
I get that. Trying to "make your own fun" out in the boonies ducks.

>just act like how I was taught by my parents to act
I feel like I tend to be an asshole. Especially to people close to me. I get a lot of push and pull I guess where they'll tell me sometimes that they think I'm a genuinely good person and then sometimes they say I'm a piece of shit. I struggle to get a good grasp on my identity, but I know I spend so much of my time bitter and angry that I can't imagine that there's much more to me.

>can't even get to the closest grocery store which is only like 15 minutes away.
I couldn't until I was like 21. I had to make mental notes while using the GPS and then slowly stop using it. Maybe it's just something that comes with time.

>Why
I think it's just a hand size thing. I have large-ish hands and so very small guns feel weird.

>Thank you for talking with me for so long
Same here. I almost felt human for a minute. Let me know if you feel like chatting again, I prowl this place from time to time, and if you really feel like nit I have a burner email I sometimes give to people from this board.

>>84842715
Will respond to the rest if still up tomorrow but definitely drop your email

>>84842760
Jburnsonkeyman@protonmail.com
Just email me sometime tomorrow and I'll try to remember to check my inbox

i found out i have i have 7 extra teeth hidden away through my first dentist appointment this year. none of them have ever become painful which suggests that i have superior anti-dentistry teeth. no cavities ever either