i understand nobody wants me here but if i am not allowed here then where do i belong ?
living with me and growing my babies inside of you
fat kids camp
>>84850762go. away. you either belong in an insane asylum alongside your mother, or a fat camp.
>>84850762How many threads do you need omg
>>84850774my current mood doesnt reflect my previous thread - obviously.
well i have a question for you. How many discord friends have you rejected? Maybe it's YOU who doesn't want anyone
>>84850762is this leah
>>84850825i am nothing to any of them >>84850848nope
>>84850762Hey skweeks. What ethnicity even are you?
>>84850762you deserve to get your pussy blown out by me
>>84850868she's a half chink mongoloid>im whiteoh lawdy
how i feelingright now,going drink water and calm.
>>84850860FUCK YOU STUPID CUNT. HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN I TRY ADDING YOU OUT OF DESPERATE LONELINESS AND GET COMPLETELY IGNORED LIKE EVERY OTHER STUPID WHORE TOILET ON THIS GOD FORSAKEN BOARDNIGGER
>>84850917if you add everyone then why would youe heart mean anything to me - dont want be friends with people who have 0 standard of friendhsip. you see me as a female not a human.
>>84850762>where do i belong ?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXpDTv2ct5oyou belong wherever you cultivate, anon. go out and create your belonging
>>84850880That's cool. So what's your story anyway? I just saw your thread last last night and glanced the archive, you seem interesting enough I'd like to know more
>>84850762I thought you were killing yourself. I guess that was a lie
>>84850926nobody wants me anywhere >>84850937i have a bloghttps://jadiethoughts.wordpress.com/nothing much happens in my lifei think my brain is just programmed wrong
jadie needs to get off /r9k/ and do her 10k steps or 75 hard or whatever boring faggotry she was up to last weekthose calories ain't going to burn themselves, and her potbelly is gross so the least she could do if she's going to be a slatternly whore is get in presentable shape.
>>84850860>i am nothing to any of themBut you're always the first to ghost? Explain
>>84850880this isn't a great placeinfact, the internet has many not-great placespossibly better to do things off the internet nowdo you want to be a wife?
>>84850968i thought i had made a new friendthen immediate i find out they are the same person who has been calling me fat in every threadeven though i would like friendsit is hard for me to actually befriend people becasue i know i really mean norhing to any of them - or they are trolling me. so anyway. just like how you guys cry about how youre incels and yet the reason you get nobody is because u have standards - well my standards is people who care of ME not someone who only add sm e because i am a female. like when i check their matched friends and its all girls i know - pathetic. i want REA friends. I rather be alone than talk to people who arent real - and overtime i lose my ability to trust that anyone is good.
>>84850982no really i want to diei wish i could go through with iti dont see myself becominga. wife or motheri wish i canbut realistically i cant.
I remember when you went by the name yuni and you were my e-gf
>>84850946ok i'll save it
>>84850992 I have hope for you. You seem like a pure soul.i was nice and friendly to you in our private telegram chat. unfortunately you ignored me.I guess it is because it is hard to trust people?
>>84850956>i think my brain is just programmed wrongNo such thing there's always hopeCute blog, will follow
>>84851007>I guess it is because it is hard to trust people?cause you were boring obviouslythis person clearly has bpd on top of other syndromes.i tried to talk to ppl on 4chan but it just doesn't work.the most you'll get out of it is jaded and a few nudes or e-sex unless you have money to travel in which case you can try so many other places than this shit hole
>>84850984I'll be your friend squeak
>>84851007Fat foid is talking to a dozen other men
>>84851007probably this sounds awful but i really do care of online friends - probably more than i should since its the internet . but i am a difficult person in lots of ways and i admit that - i fit specific kinds of people - im not a good friend - and even regardless of that i have a hard time keeping conversation because i spend most of my day having breakdowns - especially this year i just am getting worse and becoming worse . i understsnd everything wrong with me and why everyone leaves or even amdit that people deserve better than me . i just wish i can voice call all the time instead of typing - but even - i cannot hold convrersatiosn because all i have in life is the ability to complain . i have lost motivation in life, hobbies and more so majority of my conversations are cries or complaints and really i am bad at talking to others unless we are playing games together. or movies.and then i have breakdowns and delete my account and lose everybodu
>>84851020lol it is true, i am quite boring on the surface. i live a boring stable life and have a boring healthy routine. thank you for your response, i appreciate your perspective given that you also tried to talk to people on 4chan and such, you have that experience too.
>>84851030Oh I see. Well thank you for your response and explanation. I like that you have self awareness. That's honestly quite rare. I guess I just think you'd feel better mentally and physically if you followed a boring and healthy routine. I was hoping maybe I could help you with that. I understand you're mentally struggling and having breakdowns.
>>84850984i checked your matched friends and its all guys i know - pathetic.
>>84851047i am probably more boring than youi have nothing ever interesting to sayreally i do not remember our conversationbut the reason i probably didnt continue is because if i recieve "how are u" however many times per day i dont like repeat myself - but regardless of that it is me who is boring and cannot continue conversation . it is pathetic to admit but i really am nobody despite my breakdowns . i dont do anything or feel anything except up and down and hurting . i wish i am human . and even , my only question to others is to see inside of their fridge or rooms . past that im not a very good friend . i dont know . really i am only ever good at talking when i play games in groups of people . but even . there are lots of things . im also a bad person - im a bad friend but even when i see my friends like any female it makes me cry because i realise they only add me because im a girl and that makes me easy replacable but even i am probably equally as horrible . i am nit good . so . even though i cry for friends i dont deserve them and thats about it , every time i tr to get better i just fail
>>84850925I ADD EVERYONE AND NO ONE EVER ACCEPTS BECAUSE NOBODY WANTS MEPIECE OF SHITDIE
>>84851069it's interesting how your self image flips so quicklylast thread you were saying how boring everyone is and that you are more interesting than themnow you say you are not interesting. one minute you're the best and the next you're suicidal.
>>84851069I enjoyed the convo we had but I understand you don't remember it. I was talking about my purity journey and such. I understand you think you're not a good friend right now, and maybe you haven't been, but that could change. Our conversation was pretty simple it just seemed to end when I said I think you look fine at your current weight which I think is true, your current weight is fine. I appreciate your honesty a lot.
>>84850768Fat hags camp
>>84850762Not here dishonest whore
>>84850946>posts folder of lewds>why are ppl objectifying me?fuck off
>>84851092i knowwell i am in a neutral mood right now usually when i say those things im doing bad but even in neutral mood everyone deserve better than me i am uniocrcally a bad and boring person so i understand the hatred i recieve etc whadveergoing play deadlocksorry i made so many threads im feel okay nowim going to calm down and have rice for dinnerhope everyone has a good day
>>84851130i hope you have a good afternoon/evening.
>>84851130don't come back fatso
>i thought i had made a new friend then immediate i find out they are the same person who has been calling me fat in every threadI'm calling you fat now because you're annoying two boards by way of multiple threads at once, and I know it bothers you. If you wanted to keep me as a friend so bad, you shouldn't have deleted me, retard. Now you get the stick.It seems like a lot of the points I made earlier today in prior threads you basically just repeated in your posts, they're unfortunate truths but I'm glad you agree with me.
>>84850880You're cute I don't see what the big deal is. A couple of bad boyfriends I assume?
>>84850880Old and ugly
>>84851144mouse this guy is a cunt, and he's just upset he couldn't hit.
>>84850880qt patootie
>>84851069You seemed pretty interesting when we talked, I think you just need to spend some more time in the real world and away from the puter.But hey I'm sure you're tired of the unwarranted advice by now, wish you the best squeaky
I don't think most people such as myself mind since you have such a pretty pussy
>>84850762Don't you have a family anon?
>>84851258sort ofanywyai just wish i had a place , even i can admit sometimes i am okay with the mean words because i rather feel hurting than hurting ,, in opposute way. there are 2 types. i guess deoressiona nd then jhust anger. and i rather be angry than nothing because it is more closer to human. even i feel like i have no thoughst or personmality besides wanting to sleep the whole day when imd epressed and thtas how i fely for a year or more. even ive always been this way but distractions are nice and i could distract muself by being pervert or fighting with others or even i do things to gaina reactioon out of people ,, even things like this . threads . really hald of it is truye but some is just a way to feel things - like screaming at people and then it lets me really feel but i end up truly enbcoming upset ,. so e ., yea . but i do huiryt that i dont belong anywhere . it is like every boatf dislikes me and i know why kind of ,. wel anyway . and so then im ba dfriwn and i dk i firgetr what im writing i was playing fread lock idk if thus had a menaing sorry
>>84850848leah cuter
>>84851351You have a place you just haven't found it yet, but it's definitely not here anon
why is everyone hating on squeajky
>>84851656Lol she's prob ghosted 90% of regulars by now it's no wonder
>>84851130>squeaky didnt kill herself after threatening to do so for the 28727474th time
>>84851677failed diet too
>>84851007You didn't give her money and you bored her
>>84850762Tiktok most likely
>>84850762Cute and Valid
