I take videos of myself talking and watch them. Then I view myself from like an outside perspective and see how I come off. I know you do this too
>>84864840no because I would die from cringe if I did
>>84864840I hate my faggy voice too much to do that
I'll do that right now, anon.
No I can't bear to hear myself
>>84864840I don't. I avoid ever taking photos or videos of myself or allowing anyone else to take them.I hate myself, how I look, how I sound, the way I exist, I despise it all and being confronted with it makes me want to die even more than usual.Glad you don't live like this though.
>>84864840I used to practice giving talks that way when I was a phdoid. Now that's over and I'm a neet, there's really no need for it.
>>84864914same im afraid to find out i look retarded
>>84865640>highly educated neetmany such cases
