You find her ten years ago. Back when liberal women saw feminization as a kinky fun taboo gender bending sexy thing. Not as a medicalized politicized gender dysphoria sexual identity thing.

>>84866074
Most girls think their bf's doing gay shit is disgusting
You're better off feminizing yourself, taking pictures, and finding a girl who likes them rather than thinking you'll ever find someone who will do it to you

>>84866074
Why would anyone want what you want, op? Your brain is broke. You'll only find another willing participant amongst the brain-broken. Go get yourself emergency hospitalized for suicidal ideation or some shit. You'll meet plenty of the broke-brains.

>>84867425
The vast, vast, vast majorities of these institutions are separated by gender.

>>84866074
If you really want to try this, go on Fetlife and look for munches in your area. You may not find an exclusive girlfriend, but someone may do this for you, for the kink itself, versus love or anything.

>>84867503
No, you'd be surprised how often they aren't. You won't be roommates with a hoe but you'll share common areas

>>84867511
Nta, tried that, and found the bdsm community in my old town was heavily gate kept. You have to be either rich or built like a Greek god for them to even begin considering you.

>>84867513
Huh, I have been to 3 different ones and they were all separated by gender, everywhere. Different wards. I guess that's my bad for assuming, 3s a pattern lol
So, maybe it depends on the area.

>>84867345
unironically true. no lie, women would approach me at bars and stuff and ask to crossdress me.

I ended up doing it every time too, I was a horny fuck

>>84867611
did you go further into feminization?

>>84868548
what do you mean, further?

>>84866074
I met a woman like this but she wasn't interested in dating/sleeping with me, she wanted to find a fucktoy for her bi husband.

>>84867611
Girls used to love it. Never full on sissy NTR BBC cuck fetish stuff. That would have freaked them out, and still does. But they loved feminizing guys. Every gf i've had since high school has wanted to put makeup on me for fun when we were along together.

Girls from my co-ed dorm floor asked me to go to the Rocky Horror Picture Show with them. They all dressed in lingerie, and i did as well. After that, two of them spoke openly about how they began to see me in a sexual way afterwards, where before they just saw me as a platonic friend.

This was in ancient times. Maybe it still happens like that at colleges, but I feel like it probably doesn't, and the vibes around male crossdressing are a lot less sexual. Hopefully I'm wrong.

>>84868842
This is really hot. What time period was this? Do you still crossdress? Personally I hate when people mix NTR interracial shit with feminization fetish but thats just me.

Did you ever have sex with any of those women? I'm curious how they saw you sexually, if not as a masculine guy, what they felt towards you as a feminized guy.

>>84868853
nta but ntr is kind of the logical outcome to a lot of the feminization stuff you know

>>84868858
I don't think it has to be, personally. Especially not interracial shit. I'm mostly into seeing guys get feminized by guys though, which doesn't involve NTR stuff, so maybe I'm biased.

>>84866074
Just say the magic words. "Can you help me be more feminine to attract men?". Even if you like women, saying that you like men helps your chances of getting help by a lot, because it's easier to understand. Just be upfront and honest about want you want, nobody is going to force you to do what you want to do anyway. It has to be mutual, nobody is going to want to force you to do anything. All you need is just one courageous day of honestly asking for help and you may have someone feminizing you for some time after. It

>>84868880
it doesn't have to be, but mostly it is. I mean, what's a girl going to do with a guy who's just as girly as her lol but yeah you don't have to actually do it.

why is it better to see guys feminized by guys?

>>84868813
>she wanted to find a fucktoy for her bi husband.
That's hot

>>84868992
Men have cocks and can actually fuck feminized men properly.
The dynamic between the two doesn't involve cucking or "not being good enough", rather involves the lust of one for the other and the erotic aspects of domination/submission between the two.
Most women aren't actually into feminizing men, so it's a very unrealistic fetish and is mostly one-sided with the feminized man paying someone else to feminize him or his partner obliging him without really being into it.
And many other reasons.

>>84869014
Yeah but it kind of made me lose interest in women lmao

>>84869059
are you a tranny bottom for men now?

>>84869098
Yeah but I didn't chop off my dick because I have no delusions of being a real woman.

I wasn't interested in men at all from the start, not consciously anyways. I enjoyed being feminized by her and the idea of pleasing her by submitting to her husband turned me on, but not because I was into him. As I got to know him and experience stuff with him I started to realize I really like being dominated by guys and even started to develop a physical attraction to them surprisingly.

>>84866074
rare. very fucking rare. i dont even know how exactly you can find a girl like that. im a very good looking guy and i had a lot of previous partners tell me "im prettier than most girls"
but never have i met a girl whos into something like that.

>>84869181
did you girlfriends in the past? how long are you on hrt?

*you have girlfriends

>>84869195
Never had a GF, first time I ever had sex was with this woman's husband lmao. Furthest I've ever really been with a woman is just watching her masturbate sometimes while her husband would fuck me, but many times I was just with him. I had several romantic interests though, but I never pursued them due to lack of confidence.

I'm very new to HRT, it was a tough decision to make

>>84869244
do you boymode or you pass for a girl outside? do you plan to eventually marry a man?

>>84869288
I boymode in public. I don't know about marriage yet, I've had a few relationships.

>>84868853
around 2007. I don't cross-dress, and never did very much. Rocky Horror is the only time i remember doing it in public. But I almost never do it in private either.

Me and two of the girls from my dorm floor eventually became fuckbuddies (not both of them at the same time. I didn't have a harem or a roster like that).

I'm not totally clear how they saw me sexually, cause I'm not them. I just remember them saying that they began to see my body as a sexual object that they wanted to touch and taste and smell and rub against. Whereas before that, they just saw it like, "whatever, he's just some dude I'm friends with." Funnily enough, they had seen me naked before Rocky Horror, during some mass streaking event. None of the girls, who were pretty outspoken about such things, ever said that they were turned on by seeing fully naked men run around campus. It was me wearing the lingerie and makeup that made them realize that they want my body, and they said so.

I did eventually have sex with two of those girls. The ones who enthusiastically said that they just realized that I'm hot. That was my cue to make a move on them at the next opportunity; the next time we were alone and the mood was right. Unfortunately, we didn't get very kinky with the sex. Not any gender bending stuff. That part was all pretty vanilla. And the sexual relationships were short-lived. A couple months for each of them.

>>84869323
sounds like a blast anon, lucky you
I feel as if the early 00s were a great time to be in the dating world

>>84869315
do your boyfriends use she/her pronouns and treat you like a girl? how did your family react when you told them you are trans? sorry for asking all this but i am curious about transitioning

>>84866074
>gf (female)
even you know why it's wrong lol

after quitting porn, because of a jewish carpenter that lived 2000 years ago, I really don't have a desire for this.

>>84866074
despite kind of having a thing for this, why are threads like these so popular here?

ik the "its /r9k/","/lgbt/ distant cousin","consequences of being a coomer" but still why is it so popular here?

>>84869618
anime culture basically ngl

>>84869618
/r9k/ has always had a constituency of sexual deviants, myself included. /lgbt/, where I also browse, is unironically a bit more neurotic about this issue, because it's full of full-on tranny autists. So it's easier to discuss here.