How are you anon? Are you chilling?
Pain desu...
>>84867775I'm chillin' How about you anon?
suicidal but not long to go
>>84867784What happened? :(>>84867786I'm also kinda chilling except the weather has been too hot lately. I'm not a fan of hot weather.>>84867790What do you mean by not long to go? Are you going to kill yourself soon?
>>84867798Stuff stuck in my gums
>>84867798killing myself tomorrow yeah
>>84867784>Pain desu...DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU
>>84867775I hate life and I'm ready to die
>>84867775Chilling with Ace Combat and Axiom Verge
I worked 12 hours today at work and I live in Chicago so it takes me an hour long train ride to get to and from work. I just got home an hour ago. I'm drunk af and smoking weed now.
>>84867904Reminds me of a job I had where it was 1-2 hours each way depending on traffic, then another that was from 6PM to 5AM and about an hour each way.
>>84867853Have you tried flossing?>>84867865Could I perhaps interest you in not killing yourself? :(>>84867868I believe in you anon, I'm sure things will turn out fine. Do your best you got this!>>84867883That's understandable, what's going wrong with your life right now?>>84867887Those games sound really cool. Are they difficult?>>8486790412 hour shift sounds brutal... I hope you're OK.I haven't had alcohol or weed in a while.
>>84867943I'm 35 spent my entire life alone and it sucks. That's not a life. Just a meaningless existence. I can't make friends and there's no group on earth I fit into. Women aren't attracted to me. The only "girlfriend" I've had was a BPDemon just pretending to be my girlfriend for a free place to stay. This life is entirely meaningless without love or friendship. I have no plans to stick around after my parents die.
>>84867943Ace Combat can be challenging but it doesn't go into full-on military-sim territory where it's trying to be as realistic as possible. The challenge helps make the various emotions come across more rather than letting the player feel disconnected from the characters by having an entirely easy time.Axiom Verge is interesting so far in the world created in the aftermath of an experiment, as well as the various weapons and tools it has provided, which have both damage and utility. Not every applicable use stands out as a different texture so the player is rewarded for thinking a bit beyond the obvious.
>>84867965I empathize with you. I agree that life really is empty without friends or a lover, and I struggle to comprehend how some people say otherwise. Do you have a bucket list or anything?>>84868016Your description for Ace Combat kind of reminds me of Armored Core 6, like how the difficulty makes emotions come across more. Armored Core 6 was a pretty exhilarating experience, is Ace Combat also like that?I used to love fighter jets when I was a kid, that transferred over to spaceships for me now.>as well as the various weapons and tools it has provided, which have both damage and utility.I'm pretty obsessed with games that give you a bunch of items for you to create an effective build with. Fun to come up with an interesting playstyle.
>>84868078Idk not really. I'd like to visit all 50 states and Tokyo but that's about it.
>>84868101Congrats on your gf, I hope you have lots of nice sex with her LOL. Kinda jealous.>>84868106Do you have enough money to do it?
>>84868146Right now? I can afford to do a trip every few months
2 years unable to find a job. I will die soon
>>84868078A lot of AC fans are also AC fans lol and I'd say the same is true of me despite finally starting to play them at different times. Like you I also ended up liking more hi-tech/sci-fi concepts more as I grew. IIRC a lot of Ace Combat games can be emulated and tried for free.
>>84868183You in North America?
>>84868167Does traveling feel fulfilling at all for you? I really love traveling the few times I get to do it.>>84868183The job market is completely fucked... Do you have support for the time being?>>84868195I used to play a lot of fighter jet games, so I think I'd fit right in to AC if I started playing.When you say emulate, do you mean that some Ace Combat games were only released for console?I have a couple of joysticks I got for Elite Dangerous so I'd probably play AC with those if possible.If I weren't so preoccupied with other things, I'd give AC a try.
>>84867775trying to get my spark back
>>84868225Not really. I was in Vegas in January and it was meh. I'm just completely checked out of life and don't get excited about anything anymore.
>>84868246Did you have any inspirations in the past?
>>84868078if you liked ac6 the ps2 ace combat games are probably something you'd enjoy.
>>84868225I believe some AC games are console-only outside of emulation, but newer ones are console and PC often times. I also got into both AC series 'late' since I was going through so many other series and new releases.
>>84868263Setting up an emulator sounds like a fun little project. It'd also be a gateway to play some old Armored Core games too.>>84868339Which game would be a good place to start?
What music are you playing right now?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xFV1L30gb8
>>84868866https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Siybe2266ik
>>84867775the opposite of chilling. its 32c over here right now and i am dying. want to do stuff but i feel so icky that i cant start..>>84868866absolute dogshit sorryhttps://youtu.be/OaFVmSI5QXw
>>84867775I feel completely devastated. But I am chilling at the moment. I made some terrible life choices these past few years.Right now I'm listening to some aphex twin and reading how shitty other people's lifes are.
>me whenever I see a Mio threadhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1s05P-2Sq6o
mio violently raped me in the ass and i havent been the same since
>>84867775Im relatively stoked, but i know its nothing but chemical and physical, when the flow gets more sleepy, it will lay down with my mood.
