Maybe this is a weird question but do any other anons here ever feel like that were supposed to be a normalfag but one or two bad things happened early on that threw you off that path?
not really, i was born stupid and socially retarded
>>84873936Sort of. I have soent 18+ years on here. I have been isolated (mostly) for years. I can tell my social/emotional intelligence has atrophied/been stunted because of these two factors. Honestly though other than what those two things entail probably. I think I can mask decent enough. But real recognizes real, and I have no doubt I'm not able to hide it from those who are aware.
>>84873936i separated from a friend group as a kid, and was a loner in HS. sometimes i think i couldve been normalbut when i look at what that group is like now, and the things they are interested in and do, im honestly kind of glad i separated and am not normalalthough im certainly permanently socially stunted from being alone in my teen years, i sometimes wonder if being a normie and being interested in things that dont suit me that well to fit in would be a worthwhile trade off vs being alone
>>84873936Yes, 100%.I can pinpoint about 4 instance, 2 of my own making, 2 of life's wrenches.And even after it all, I still thought I had a chance to be redeemed and be a normalfag again. But eventually I accepted that will never happen
>>84873936I feel like I was supposed to be a good slave and not hope for anything better...im a complete failure but I hate everything I was taught
Piece of shit parents sent me to a weird ass charter school where I contracted secondhand Asperger's but at least I didn't have to sit near any black kids.
Since early childhood I knew I was meant to be a leader, but I always felt different from the other kids. Like nobody other than the other rejects wanted much to do with me. Even though really, Im smart and am not too bad looking.I worked really hard to be funny so I could fit in. I even had quite a few friends in high school. After high school I can get along with people in and outside work, but I know that if I ham up my personality, it wont be real.
>>84873936Nah, I can't remember a time when I didn't feel "different", like it was impossible to fit in. It just changed from nervous introversion when I was younger to a feeling of intellectual and moral superiority as I got older.
>>84873936I am a normalfag. I can fit in if I just don't talk about my interests with people who don't share them.
Normalfags aren't a thing, you go and ask a person with lots of friends or socially adjusted and they tell you the same things your introverted ass thinks about
>>84873936Yeah, my family happened. if I didnt have a completely dystunctional family I would've been great and since I have an affinity for music I probably would've been a great musician. Maybe in the next life
>>84873936Nah, I would never have been a normalfag. Could I have come out of Ir all less damaged and more functional? Totally. But normal? Absolutely not.
>>84875660This might be the truest thing I have ever read on 4chan
