I guess cus my parents neglected me as a kid, because it hurts so fucking much I cry cry cry all day every day I'm so fucking pathetic I don't even consider myself a man I have no self confidence no self respect I'm nothing but a worthless bug a fucking worm I deserve to die I want to fucking die the only reason I continue living is out of spite. I don't want my suicide to end up on some incel statistic meme or some leftist white death fetish content
I fucking hate everyone, every other human on this God forsaken prison planet. Life is nothing but fucking hell and I'm surrounded by God damn demons, cruel unfeeling monsters. I want to commit serious acts of violence against them all. I fucking hate God too, fucking stupid asshole. I know he's gonna send me to hell and rejoice over my suffering because he created me for the sole purpose of destroying me. I'm nothing but a plaything for him, and a freak to everyone else. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I want to RAPE and Murder stupid whores who ignore me and mock me and ostracize me. You can't even approach women or you're a fucking CREEP. I'M A FUCKING INCEL CREEP FOREVER VIRGIN I CAN'T FUCKING STAND IT FUCK YOU MOM FUCKING STUPID WHORE I wish you hadn't spread your fucking legs and given birth to something you didn't want to nurture or show any attention to. Just wanted to do drugs and get FUCKED. Get fucked while your son has to listen in the other fucking room yeah stupid whore is going to hell too
I know the average woman would rather I fucking crawl in a hole and DIE than have to suffer to speak to me. Women hate 99% of men, they want us all to fucking DIE. GO TO WORK, DIE IN WARS, KILL YOURSELF STUPID INCEL FREAKS. We only let niggers and immigrants rape us in the street. And no we won't help you if you get hurt trying to save us. Because WE HATE YOU. DON'T BE NICE TO ME, DON'T GIVE ME ANYTHING OR TRY TO COMPLIMENT ME. JUST DIEEEEEE DIE DIE DIE DIE FUCKING FREAK I HATE YOU DIE DIE DIE DIE FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUU YOU'RE A FREAK YOU'RE A RAPIST AAGAGAGGAGHHHH
as much as you hate everyone and it hurts i bet you're a massive people pleaser type tooi was also neglected
>>84874605ick. too blackpilled for my taste
>>84874605Keep going, getting wet
You need to be the person you think you're looking for. You need to love yourself thrice as much to make up for the deficitReparent yourself and forgive yourself because a child couldn't have done anything
>>84875243Yeah, I bend over backwards and let everyone walk all over me because I just want to be noticed and acknowledged so bad.>>84875436I tried to do this and it resulted in me creating an imaginary girlfriend, but then I just stopped believing any woman could ever love me like that even in my imagination. So i corrupted her into a nasty cheating whore and whatever I just hate myself even more now. When I try to approach myself directly there's like violent internal backlash I just death spiral I might as well be DEAD if I can't even take care of myself
>>84875999yeah thats how it is being neglectedhopefully one day you can realize you dont have to say much or try to be noticed to be contentit took me so much time to figure out that i dont have to do anything for anyone and focus on myself insteadits seriously a tough lesson that takes time but i hope you can figure it out
>>84876054I hope so.. right now I fall in love with every woman who so much as says my name. My older coworker touched my shoulder today and I've been thinking about it ever since... I wanted to tell her not to fucking touch me.. because I wanted it too much
