I fucking hate being judged, knowing someone doesn't like you and is talking about you behind your back is fucking nightmarish. Even if I don't like the person, even if I explained myself perfectly and know I did nothing wrong. If I know someone doesn't like me I feel so awkward and gross.
>>84934334my thing is if someone is doing that i should not have flawed senses of respect for them
>>84934334i've lived your nightmare and it's not even bad.i was dating 13 year olds online when i was like 17 and some guys i used to hang out with told everyone i was a pedophile and spread a bunch of bullshit rumors about me, just because they thought it would be funny. i tried doxxing them and shit, but it didn't work.eventually i just stopped caring, who cares what they think? none of those people are successful and neither am i it's not like they're gonna keep me from pursuing some profesional career (which i would never pursue since i'm retarded)years later and nobody really remembers who i was, i never bothered any of those people so i'm not burned in their memory and i've moved multiple times, once you move you basically start a new. it's a retarded fear. if a tree falls in the woods and no one is around then nothing fell, it doesn't exist, if it doesn't effect you.
>>84934360 edating thirteen year olds is fucking retarded tho u absolutely are a pedo for that one
>>84934375yeah, that was retarded, i'm not gonna try to justify it.basically any girl that liked me i would entertain and like 2 13 year olds were into me so i entertained it, i was immoral at the time, i still kind of am.
>>84934360>i've lived your nightmare and it's not even bad.>i was dating 13 year olds online when i was like 17I ain't doing all that bro
>>84934387i didnt edate until i was twenty two and the youngest i edated was seventeen and eight months
>>84934334I'm well known on discord, 4chan, and lots of people hate me even though I'm a cis woman (yes I'm so hateable that people ignore the fact I got a pussy and even lonely men who want a gf still call me undesirable) and I'm still happy and content with life. Idk why men complain so much. Tldr - am hated cis woman, am still happy
>>84934396but you're scared of even less severe accusations, so i've lived the fear you have. literally everyone i knew back then found out about that and they were making up fake rumors like that i was blackmailing the girls i was dating online and that i had sex with a cat. bunch of retarded shit, but i was a weirdo so people were like "yeah, i can see him doing that" it was pretty bad, i wound up isolating and honestly it ruined my life, it nudged me into becoming the person i am now, if no one had found out about my 13 year old gfs i would have broken up with them eventually and moved on with my life, but they nudged me off the tracks, but it's fine it's all in the past now.people talking behind your back and making shit up about you behind your back isn't that scary, once it happens to you, you stop caring, it's not like people are physically harming you or anything they're just talking shit.
>>84934411lmao you're a woman, no matter what you do people will still line up to give you an easy life. Being judged can actually be devastating for men
>>84934401i was platonic w her until she was an adult and all the other women were over twenty
>>84934411>even lonely men who want a gf still call me undesirableBecause you have a boyfriend in real life chickn. You have a boyfriend and you're on the internet jerking off with people behind his back, you have nothing to offer lonely men who want a gf because you're already dating someone and if anything you just prove to them that they couldn't trust their gf even if they did get one because they might be like you
>>84934449i was platonic with my 13 year old gfs, we never fucked it was over the internet, i just had a cellphone stolen from me that had a bunch of nudes of other girls i was dating. it was an annoying situation.
>>84934453This obviously happened when I was single and looking for a boyfriend. I'm not a desperate femcel anymore.Men still hate me though
>>84934334normies are evil, it is a fact of life, life is a struggle to overcome normies and reduce them to slaves as punishment for not even viewing you as a fellow human being
>>84934465You still jerk off with people online now even though you have a bf. Nothing I said was wrong.
>>84934396Get out normie what's with this tiktok I AIN EVEN BOUT DAT VRO mentality go back to bebbit
>>84934334I have an extreme fear of being humiliated or embarrassed, which has caused me to avoid basically living life. Never asked someone out, never try new things, avoid all kinds of self-expression to the point that it has atrophied. It's not worth it. People suck ass. And I fucking hate them. >>84934488>normies are evilyour efforts to separate yourself from them are pure cope. Most people in this board exhibit the very same behaviors that they claim to hate normies for. The only real difference between you and a normie is that you're a loser. That's it.
>>84934334>samei feel the same thing, anon, i try to forget it, but it keeps in my head, it keep disturbing me, i just wanna to fucking buy a gun..
>>84934429It's happened to me a lot but I get what you mean. Maybe if I had a big incident like what you're talking about I would get over it somewhat. As it stands just seeing someone look at me with that suspicious expression or hearing them talk behind my back makes me extremely uncomfortable, it's not something you can just logic away it's a visceral reaction.
you were probably emotionally abused and neglected by your dysfunctional parentsit's not your job to get people to like. if they hate you and you aren't hurting anyone. that shows they are SHIT PEOPLE with their own retard issuesjust contain these bitches and stop interacting with them. they're a waste of time and will find some way to backstab you down the line. learn to put people where they belong. and a lot of them deserve to go into the trash
