Mom kicked me out today and told me to do something other than playing in my room, I went to a public park in the middle of the city hoping to watch my phone until the evening, there was a girl with who I assumed were her little siblings playing uno with a two sides gimmick I was curious and asked if I can watch them, two other girls came behind me who were with the girl in the picnic, we played two uno matches, they let me eat with them and after that we went to play with swings and slides, had a conversation after about our majors in uni, then I came back home.There's hope anons just ask people if you can join them.
>>84974098I'm not naturally outgoing so this would fail miserably in most situations.
>>84974252I started by standing for like 5 minutes just watching them from a distance, walked past them then came back and asked if I can watch not even join, the two girls were the ones who invited me although they jokingly asked the first girl "who's her date"I'll try it again next week but I think I'll bring my own cards this time and try to invite a group if they want to play, it's like a muscle anon we will get rejected but the few times we succeed we should learn from them
>>84974098If anyone distracted me from stealth drinking in the park I would be very annoyed
>>84974252You don't need to be naturally outgoing you just need to say hi.
>>84974098Fuck off volcel normalfag.
>>84974098extremely underage coded post
>>84975375Tell that to my mom, any ways I think they just were nice and friendly.>>8497538721 on my part one of the girls was the same age as me while the other two were one year younger, the kids were one little boy probably in the second grade while I don't know how old his sister but probably 10 or something.
>underage I just remembered that when we played on the swings one of them pointed out laughing that we are technically adults, then another one said that youth comes from the heart.
>>84974295I dont stealth drink i day drink in public and public transport
>>84974098Pedophile makes up a story, nice
>>84975811First of all eww, second of all, yeah I kinda felt like a creep but on my mother's soul I found that uno version to be interesting here You see the one with many colors and an arrow that card let you choose a color and the guy after you has to keep drawing until he gets that color How could I be a pedo if the girls are my age though?
You guys are kinda making me feel bad, I really was happy because this experience made me feel normal and capable of making friends, it was legit the first time I've eaten something made by someone else (one girl brought a homemade cake, one two bottles of soda and other one sunflower seeds)It gave me hope that I can still make it, and I want the same for all of you I know I probably won't be lucky next time but I'll still try because at least I would learn something
>>84974098>Goes to a public space >He meets new people Impossible! what is this, the 80s? Quick tell the government we need to remove public parks too before it's too late
>>84975861Anon, don't be dependent on others like this. You had a good experience. Let it nourish you. You did well.But this is 4chan so it's only the proper etiquette to call you a faggot
>>84975798Ya well I live in the land of the free.....lmao
>>84975861You do understand that this is 4chan right? Specifically /r9k/? /ic/ call themselves crabs for a reason but I think that name can be attached to most of this site. We are all crabs in a bucket when one is close to getting out the other crabs try to pull them down. You can still make it, don't try to identify with this place as much, you're growing and I have faith in you because you're actually on the right track.
>>84976296Genuinely thank you, I appreciate that, for a change Instead of telling you to kill yourself I'll wish for you to have a wonderful summer better than any of the ones before.
>>84975861If you're not meant to be on /r9k/ it's not meant to be fuck off normalfag
>>84974098I know. I keep reverting back to being a loner though. I think the only way for me to ascend is to get rid of all of my devices including my phone. I spent all day inside and yeah it was super hot outside but I could've went to the pool or something.
>>84976332That's really sweet of you, Anon. But I'm done. It won't. Don't worry about it. You're 21, it'll be over before you know it so keep just grabbing those opportunities by the balls. I let all chances pass me by. Don't do it.
>>84975798>i day drink in public and public transportI'm gonna do this tomorrow>bought a big bottle of port wine>mixed it with cranberry and grape juice in tiny 6 pack bottles>but it in freezerThey're gonna be slushies tomorrow which goes great with this 100 Degree F weather, I might hit up a park or pier I just want to take my sketchbook out and nicotine gum and draw for a bit under nice shade
