hi anon. how are you today? i hope your week has started on a good note. if not, then its okay, it's gonna get better eventually. dont give up! also, what is your favourite (or type of) monster?
>>85083377sup, im good ty for asking. no my week has been shit. my favorite monster is something i havent really thought about before but deciding just now i would say... after doing chat-gpt research on monsters... I think it's a tie between dragons and the scp-1471 MalO ver1.0.0.
>>85083377hi tao, my gacha addiction is back which sucks. These games suck yet I keep playing them.my favorite monster has gotta be the squonk. I want to keep it and love it.what is your favorite monster? has your week been good?
>>85083377>what is your favourite (or type of) monster?UNDEAD FOREVER NIGGAskeletons are funny as hell because they pretend to be a regular ass pile of bones until you step too close and then they go BOO! hahahaha
>>85083537This monster triggers me, i dont like it.
>>85083377Hiya! Happy Birthday to your waif. Are you gonna do anything to celebrate it? You should eat some cake methinks. Or something tasty in general.>how are you today?Feeling pretty okay I guess, better than yesterday but I am pretty tired and a bit sad. Have been having trouble sleeping again. But at least less sleep means more time for Darktide... I think I might be addicted desu. I spent like 2 hours just refining my build the other day. Got a pretty good setup now I think, there's a talent that makes it so you don't consume ammo when critting so I went with that and increased crit chance as much as possible and now I can basically spray and pray my gun without ever running out of ammo. It's nice.How are you doing lately Anon? I hope you've been better. Surely it's been long enough now that it's time for your mood to begin going up... right? It better be, or else.>week has started on a good noteI would say it hasn't really, but it's not as bad as last week so I guess it's fine. I was late to work twice this week already despite taking the taxi, all because I stayed in bed too long ugh. Finally made it on time today but it was just barely, I was like half a minute away from missing my bus. I also did order the container for moving my stuff, it should be here on Thursday if all goes well. But I'm gonna have to make a phone call to specify what time to have it delivered and stuff which I'm not looking forward to..>it's gonna get better eventuallyIs it? I swear things only get worse. Nothing ever gets better. >monsterHmm boring answer I guess but maybe vampires? They're just, cool. I guess if we are talking Monster Hunter then my favorite is probably either the Arkveld or Omega Planetes (which isn't even a monster really, is it?). What about you? For MH I guess it'd be Gore Magala, but what about a type of monster?Also I saw you changed your Steam avatar again, is the new one a Tao or not? I can't tell... it looks sorta like a Tao but maybe not.
>>85083511>my week has been shitthat sucks. any specific reason why?>dragons and the scp-1471funny how when i googled the scp monster i got more borderline porn stuff than actual scary images of it. we live in a society. it does look scary from your picture though.>>85083537sorry for your gacha addiction anon, i've been there. i escaped but not without paying thousands of hours of my life to the gacha gods. whats your main gacha?>squonksounds funny. it does look pretty ugly though.>your favorite monster?hard to choose but im gonna say cthulhu. lovecraftian horror is my favorite.>weekeh. i guess better than the last but not good.>>85083552>UNDEAD FOREVERbased, i approve. i love skeletons. dana na na na naone day i was boooorndana na na na naat the age of fouuurthis song gets in my head everytime i see a skull>>85083555nice trips>>85083570>How are you doing latelymore of the same. nothing new.>Is it?No.>maybe vampiresthey're pretty cool. they might be my second favourite now that i think about it. chtulhu wins over them though.
>>85083800>that sucks. any specific reason why?idk anon. even tho i started exercising again i have been feeling very lazy and inactive. I want to be more productive and tidy + other things but i just sit and listen to music whilst waiting for responses on the 4chins>borderline porn stuffi dont indulge, i just like how it's a scary but harmless magical stalker.
>>85083377Hello. Feeling shit like always. I never tell people I feel shit, but it's okay on 4chan! Losing hope and it's all over and that type of stuff.>what is your favourite (or type of) monster?Mango Loco. But seriously it's some kind of pitch black uncertain thing that has limbs and heads sticking out of it, whether black or corpse pale.
>>85083800>sorry for your gacha addiction anon, i've been there. i escaped but not without paying thousands of hours of my life to the gacha godsI am nearing 1,000 hours I think it's over for me :(>whats your main gacha?right now? blue archive. >sounds funny. it does look pretty ugly though.That is why I want one. I want to make it happy and feel less ugly. That it is always crying makes me sad too.>hard to choose but im gonna say cthulhu. lovecraftian horror is my favorite.Good choice, I love all the Lovecraft books. >eh. i guess better than the last but not goodThat's something at least, I will hope the rest goes great for you!
>>85083800>more of the same. nothing new.Well that sucks... how much longer will this go on for ugh. I was really hoping things would be better by now. I guess at least it seems like it is getting better bit by bit? Hopefully that trajectory keeps up and you eventually feel okay again.I guess this also means you aren't doing anything differently for the Tao birthday... I think you should do something to make it a little special from the average day at least. It's probably not helping you recover that every day you do all the same stuff.>No.Dang, no with a capital letter? That's pretty serious. But uhm I guess by saying it gets better you were trying to convince yourself more than anything... for what it's worth I do think the current thing you're going through will get better, it's just that life as a whole never does. I mean, even a few months ago when you had the thing you still weren't really happy. It seems there's no escaping the misery of one's baseline mood, not for long anyway. It will always return to that miserable baseline again. >second favoriteOh, that's pretty neat. What do you like about vampires? I'm not sure what I like about them myself. I guess they live in castles and stuff and hate the sun (literally me) so maybe that's why? It would also be decently nice to get killed by one I think. Cthulhu is pretty cool too though, can't disagree there. Though I don't think I would want to get killed by it.What about your least favorite monster, if you have any? For me, that would be zombies. I don't know if it's just because they're so overused or what, but I'm really not a fan of them. Also what do you think about ghosts? Tao has one... so I imagine you must like them quite a bit. I like how they're sort of a sad monster usually, staying behind in our world because of regrets and whatnot. It's relatable. I sometimes imagine myself as a ghost just wandering around unbeknownst to anyone.Also Anon did you ever do that blood test again?
>>85083922>it's okay on 4chan!you bet it is! where else would you say it anyway. i hate people and i hope they all die. however, irl i am the kindest person ever! except when im not>Mango Locofunny. i oughta try it sometime, literally almost everyone i've talked to said its the best drink ever.>>85083925>nearing 1,000 hoursrookie numbers anon, you've got a lot more to give in you.>blue archivei kneel. my latest addiction was endfield but i played a good amount of blue archive too>want to make it happy and feel less uglyah, thats cute. you can do it anon!>hope the rest goes greatthank you. next few weeks might be better considering ill be on "vacation">>85084034>getting better bit by bit?mah who knows. everything goes by steps and this isn't an exception. doesn't really matter, even if you almost get the boulder at the top its gonna fall back down eventually.>>85084034>What do you like about vampires?they are edgy and like blood like i do>least favouriteim gonna say any monster that looks anything like a spider. also zombies ar pretty lame>blood testno. although i should soon. hard to care honestly.
>>85084166>everything goes by stepsI suppose so, kind of sucks though since it's hard to tell if anything is even getting better when it's this gradual. It's like that with change too, makes it hard to stay motivated because you can't really see your progress.And yeah, the boulder falling back down is quite pesky indeed... I'm tired of pushing it constantly. I need a break, even though my life has sort of been one long break as it is. You doubly need a break, you've actually had things happen to you that you need to recover from.>they are edgyAh, I suppose that's something I like about them as well. Edgy is cool, and anyone who says it's cringe is cringe themselves. >like bloodWell that's not the case for me, I am made quite uncomfortable by blood desu. Just typing this is making my palms sweat.. Strangely, I have no problem with seeing it I think, it's more imagining it that makes me uncomfortable for some reason. So a written description of blood is actually worse for me than a picture of it.What do you like about blood? Do you think it's pretty?>like a spiderThat's a solid choice, those things are disgusting. Anything resembling bugs in general should just be set on fire and die a painful desu deathu. And I'm glad we can agree that zombies are lame. In that book I was reading, there were some brain-stealing automatons, but instead of just eating the brains they actually were using them to resurrect the soldier whose brain it originally was. They had some technology that could grow a whole human from just their brain. Much cooler than zombies IMO.>no. although i should soon. You really should... I guess you're getting some vitamin D from eggs now but it might not be nearly enough if you're severely deficient. Too bad they don't have vampires there to extract your blood, or you'd be more motivated to go.>ill be on "vacation"Oh huh are you visiting your friend for a whole several weeks instead of just a couple days like last time??
>>85084862>I'm tired of pushing it constantlyyou must imagine sisyphus happy>What do you like about blood?i dunno. i like the colour. the consistency of it too i guess. thinking its our life juice makes it cool somehow.>brain-stealing automatonswell you just explained the whole lore of the automatons from helldivers. they do that too.>you're getting some vitamin Di think i might just start buying supplements for that too, i dont think i need a blood test to know im deficent.>a whole several weeksi'll probably be out for a month or so. more if i manage to find a job there.
>>85083377>hi anon. how are you today?Hello there! I'm doing okay today, listening to ambient noise while lost in thought. I was planning to do multiple things today but I ended up mostly working on my project again. There's always tomorrow I guess...>started on a good noteIt did! Got one thing that was making me anxious sorted out, and I've been trying to chill a bit more. Kinda hard to chill though with how hot it is. If it's so hot here you must be burning in hell...>what is your favourite (or type of) monster?Oh umm... hard question. Not sure I have one desu. Do slime girls count? No maybe not...I've always been fascinated by deep sea stuff so maybe a type of monster I "like" would be anything that could trigger muh thalassophobia. Speaking of which, I hope Subnautica 2 will be good. Not many games explore thalassophobia unfortunately and I think the first Subnautica was the only game that made me really feel it.
>>85086156hi anon. im glad to know you're doing a little better desu. what were you planning to do?>how hot it isyeah, its quite awful. thankfully i have a fan on my ceiling so thats, keeping me alive. barely. what was the thing that made your anxiety go away? if i may ask.>slime girlsno, i meant a monster that kills you, not one that you can put your meatstick in.>trigger muh thalassophobiahmm, that makes sense. huge sea serpent n stuff? i think they look cool. subnautica 2 made me want to play the first, but i know im just gonna get bored after an hour or two like i do with every singleplayer game now. i wish i could enjoy them again
>>85086459>what were you planning to do?Besides playing vidya and stuff, I wanted to reinstall loonix on my main machine and do a bit of ricing, and also encrypt all my data so I can stop getting paranoid.>i have a fan on my ceilingBlowing hot air... My condolences for not having an AC. I don't miss the city one bit desu.>what was the thing that made your anxiety go away?Uh so basically.. I had left personal *stuff* unattended for months and I couldn't get it back. Now it's here with me again so I can rest a little easier.>i meant a monster that kills youAh haha... T-That was the first thing to cross my mind of course!>huge sea serpent n stuff?Yup, anything massive deep underwater would do. There's a bunch of cool cryptids like that.>like i do with every singleplayer gameWell, the second one is multiplayer so maybe you'd enjoy it more?
I slept a little but it didn't feel very restful. Tomorrow I already need to start packing things for the move, urghhh... I'm gonna be so tired and yet I'll have to do physically exhausting work. Not great. >>85085456>you must imagine sisyphus happyHow does one achieve such levels of cope I wonder...>i like the colourMm I suppose I'm not a fan of red hues for the most part so I don't particularly like that aspect of it personally, but the consistency of it is kind of nice I guess. >lore of the automatons from helldiversWhat the heck!? I had no idea! That's pretty cool. I wonder where they got the idea from. Surely not from this book, I don't think it's that popular. Probably just happened to come up with the same idea independently. >supplementsGood idea deathu. You are almost certainly deficient anyways if your B12 was that bad.>out for a monthWaow that long!? I guess you don't have school yet so why not. That's really good to hear, I think that'll do you some good to spend that long with a friend. Sucks that you won't have your gayming PC though... I guess no more playing Dorktide together... but well I should be happy I got to do that as much as I did lately I suppose.>find a job thereYou really want to get away from your current life huh... I do think it's a good idea, though it'll be annoying to have to find another job again when you have to return home once school starts. Have you been applying to jobs in their city?
>>85087125>encrypt all my datai dont think anyone is THAT interested in whatever your keeping in your pc anon>Blowing hot airbetter than nothing i guess...>personal *stuff*uh huh. im not sure i wanna know what it is exactly, but good for you anyhow.>so maybe you'd enjoycould be, although i'd need someone to play it with and im lacking that aswell.>>85087709>How does one achieve such levels of copei dunno really. oughta watch some more yt videos about stoicism>that'll do you some goodi dunno, sure it will but then im worried i might just get really bored or fed up with them. also i dont have my main way of coping there so its just gonna be harder to keep my thoughts under control during the day. really hard.>been applying to jobs in their cityno, ill just ask around when im there and maybe my friend can help me with that. i dont have high hopes anyway. im going to spend most of my time studying for the math exam instead
