guys I'm sorry for being an attentionwhore, I'm very ashamed of myself and I will stop doing it.
>>85097403Are you chickn, the schizo rad, cassie, the black weeaboo, ruby, or that other namefag?
>>85097403ayy fuck you luigi
>>85097403I attention whore to try to feel something and invevitably regret it, and I double down on it cause it feels like deleting it would be admitting to the fact that I'm embarrassed of my actions and my pride makes it difficult to do that, so it's like I have to live with this massive shit in the middle of the room trying to pretend it doesn't exist. Lmao.
>>85097411it's better you don't know>>85097420lol>>85097430holy shit yes! that's exactly how I feel.well anyway it's not heathy and I need to stop
>>85097436For me it flares up around the beginning and ends of manic or depressive phases. I'm only ever "normal" for like a few weeks at a time. It's pretty hard to be mindful of because in the moment you're 100% confident in everything you're saying, but then after you come down you're just left with this crippling reality of "why the fuck did I do that? Ughhh". It's really for the best if you're aware of your headspace to either disconnect completely from places where you interact with others when you feel it coming on, or channel that energy into a creative outlet. But, easier said than done, as you know.
>>85097465for me it's when I get really depressed fuck compliments just make me feel better even if they are more than likely coming from fags, it's cool when it's a girl complimenting me though
>>85097430>>85097436God damn you guys are fucking losers. This board made me pro abortion.
>>85097508hey at least I'm trying to improve my life and trying to get away from this place
>>85097508You just killed your promised waifu by uttering that. God is ashamed of you. She was just killed in a car accident. You're not going to hell, but now you have to live with that knowledge
I just got a message from heaven she says, "dear anon, I wish you were a better man, maybe in the next life"
"p.s. we can see you fucking your ass with that dildo, I'm personally not into it but... U kno... Just so that ur aware. Okay byebye, kisses *muah*"
>>85097515You'll be back just like the rest of us. >>85097521She was probably fat anyways so whatever
>>85097536im a changed person, the way i fuck my ass has totally changed. i think u would really like it now. another chance?
>>85097553God just printed you a new Stacy fresh out the oven, you'll have to wait a bit before she's ready
>>85097529yeah, I'm sorry god...>>85097536what? I don't own any dildos>>85097541maybe
>>85097567i dont get it bro sorry...
>>85097465yeah this is real, some of those things i realize im better off dealing on my own. get this kind of manic energy wash over you and it feels like to much and dont really know how to deal with it. im usually okay when i have the opportunity to talk to someone over the phone with it but it's very clearly emotionally draining to those around me. problem is it can last through out an entire day not just a short period of time, it can give me insomnia for hours prolonged and make it easy for my skills and things ive cultivated for dealing with it fall apart if im not careful. its just so frustrating i always feel like it's just one decision away from losing all my sanity.
>>85097596im not one hundred percent confident in this anymore i think it's probably best i leave good thing about 4chan is you dont have to feel as bad for publicly embaressing yourself.
>>85097605The biggest thing is if you interact with people outside of the anonymous aspect. I know at any given time I have like a good 7-9 people that can identify me just based off my voice or things I post
