I'm in my 30s and the only person who has ever been romantically interested in me has dumped me. I am being to being an incel in desperate solitude and will be for the rest of my life, however long or short that is. During most of my life, I just dealt with this by occupying my mind by doing hobbies that I liked, but I don't enjoy any of those anymore. Vidya is boring, watching people play vidya is boring, music is boring, studying is boring, even 4chan is boring. I have nothing.