I had an episode and was diagnosed. I'm thinking about getting it repealed because the diagnosis has only done bad things for me. I haven't had an episode since, and that was years ago.

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No, my dad is though. I love you schizo.

>>85462013
i am taking my risperdal and don't have any symptoms but my life is still a mess. what do i do for success?

>>85462030
>the diagnosis has only done bad things for me
ntop
Like what?

>>85462044
>what do i do for success?
Use your latent talent and start browsing /x/. Condition your schizophrenia in a magical framework

>>85462045
Close doors, severed relationships, and locked me out of opportunities.

Currently, I want a gun. But can't have that with the diagnosis

Hasn't done a single thing to improve my life

>>85462058
has it not occured to you to lie and say you don't have schizophrenia you fucking autist

>>85462066
They do a background check, you fucking retarded cum guzzling faggot.

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>>85462044
You're blessed to not have symptoms man. I have schizophrenia as well and I'm taking the injectable version of risperdal.And I still have a lot of symptoms. Life is actually so difficult

>what do I do for success?
Its up to you how you define it. Maybe getting a job and holding it down could be a step in the right direction. I know it would be for me.

>>85462058
>severed relationships
Can you give us some examples?
>Currently, I want a gun. But can't have that with the diagnosis
I see... But can't this illness open some doors to you too, like getting neetbuxx? Also, how does one "revogate" a diagnosis? Are you just planning to lie and say something like "so, hmmm, I was just kidding back then, I didn't have any real problem. Can you guys revogate my diagnosis, pretty please? :<".

>>85462013
Not schizo but can some anons here describe their symptoms? What kinda hallucinations, delusions or general social problems do you have?

>>85462084
My family and friends knew something was up after I spent time in the looney bin. People talk. And have unfair notions about mental health, especially schizophrenia.

I don't know the process. I'm not going to lie. It is what it is.

>>85462094
I see giant dicks flying in the direction of your mouth

>>85462097
>My family and friends knew something was up
What signals of your schizophrenia were showing off back then? Did they realize you had it before you did?
>I'm not going to lie
Or maybe you just don't feel safe enough to say the truth on 4chan.gov ahahahaha
Just kidding.

>>85462073
negro your schizophrenia diagnose doesn't show up on the background check they're just checking if you've been committing any felonies lately

>>85462013
Doing okay.
I am diagnosed and on meds. But I do wonder if I'm misdiagnosed because I never hallucinate.

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>>85462115
I'm going to ignore you from now on as you are stupid and wrong. See pic related

>>85462076
how many medications have you tried? i had to try a few before one worked. i hope you will find some peace brother

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>>85462094
I hear a voice all day that insults me, confuses me, and takes up my head space to the point where I can't think

I have unorganized thoughts. Hard to understand if you havne't experienced it. It feels like you're jumping from thing to thing without making any sense. its very disturbing when you get intrusive imagery in your head that just wont stop and you can't think and you're just subject to fucked up shit

I think people are out to get me, and they stalk me and sabotage my relationships. I feel like its true, and they're in messages I read online. I have lived the past 5 years thinking people are sabotaging and insult me for no apparent reason, and it affects the way I handle relationships and see the world.

I can't enjoy things. Like if I really force myself I can feel something but I just don't have the energy for it, and it feels exhausting. My anhedonia has only gotten worse over time.


Combining everything feels like your self. The only times I feel like myself is when I'm typing, or speaking with someone. unfortunately everything that comes out of my mouth is just negative stuff because of how bad my life is.

>>85462132
I've tried a few, but I haven't been the best at taking my meds. I couldn't stand the side effects, and so I'd stop after enough time has taken to know if the treatment is being effective. Lately however I've tried two treatments. Uzedy which has helped a bit with my paranoia, and then they added Seroquel which didn't do anything for me after months of being on it.

I'll have to speak with my psychiatrist this month about wanting to make some changes because living like this is pretty messed up.

>>85462112
>What signals of your schizophrenia were showing off back then? Did they realize you had it before you did?

The expected symptoms of schizophrenia. I'm not going to go into details about the delusions I was having. I'm not proud of them.

>>85462126
having schizophrenia doesn't mean you have been involuntarily committed by the court that's a separate but related issue

>>85462157
>so I'd stop after
Sorry I mean before. I'd stop before we could know it was being effective. I should proof read my stuff.

>>85462162
I will admit that I assumed that you didn't believe I just walked up to a doctor and said "im skitzo gib me note"

>>85462159
>I'm not going to go into details about the delusions I was having
Okay, but can you say your general mental state through the episode, or would you have to touch the delusions which happened in order to do so? I mean, what went through your head when someone said for the first time that you were ill and needed to go to an psychiatric hospital?

>>85462157
you should really stick with them for at least a month or two, that's how long it took my medication to work and yeah i tried seroquil too and it didn't work very well. before i got on risperdal i was like constantly thinking people were out to get me it was quite uncomfortable and thinking people were always talking shit about me

>>85462195
>I mean, what went through your head when someone said for the first time that you were ill and needed to go to an psychiatric hospital?

I didn't believe them (it was one person who said that) and thought they were trying to take my friends (the delusions) away.

>>85462214
How much time did it take you to go back to normal? Did your sanity come back suddenly at once or what?

>>85462232
The delusions went away once I got a shot of Abilify. I still stuffer from the social handicaps common in schizophrenia. But therapy has helped a great deal on making me a person more normal than I was even before I had my episode.

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>>85462241
I see.
I'm going to sleep now because I work tomorrow, thank you for talking with me

>>85462013
Going to the mental hospital or kms soon. Climatic honestly. Either am schizoaffective or have a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar.

>>85462013
I wonder sometimes but I am too embarrassed and shameful to bring it up with my psychiatrist.

Not schizophrenic just accused and had my life ruined. When I was 20 this dumb whore told people to stalk me and for shits and giggles the psych said I was crazy and seeing things. Didnt give a single shit about clear evidence I had. My entire family hates me now and I get treated like shit by everyone, and it been like this for around 10 years. I have no way out if this except maybe sudoku but cant get myself to do it

>>85462970
I had multiple doctors evaluate me too and the response usually is
>get over it, you just dont believe in science

I never heard a single voice in my head or had a hallucination my entire life but these niggers just think its funny to pull me along like this

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>>85462970
I've felt like people have stalked me as well, and sometimes when I read your posts I feel like you're relaying a message to me that I'm being stalked and you're just there to remind me by saying you're being stalked. Your posts kinda fuck me up sometimes.

I know it sounds retarded, but I genuinely believe it. It would take some incredibly evil fucky people to do such things.

I understand now hearing you go into more detail about your experience that its actually your experience and not some weird way to fuck with me.

>>85462997
>It would take some incredibly evil fucky people to do such things.


You wouldnt believe how smug and condescending they are. They legitimately get a kick out of what they do. One of the organisers ended up becoming a gay furry porn artist on twitter and is dating some famous e girl now. He just laughs his ass off at me while I suffer.

And whats sad is they all get to live their lives while I suffer and have mine torn apart. And their response ?

>oh just get over it, move on
>you just dont believe in science
>just take the pills
>oh what about this one time you did (insert cherrypicked evidence here)? Only a schizo would do that!

It is sad, anon. My life has become entertainment for these people like Chris Chan or Daniel Larson

>>85463026
I feel you. I arrived to the same conclusion and it feels so humiliating and helpless. There's been times were things just prove that I'm also like you being stalked but I just try to forget and live my life. I feel like they getting a reaction out of me is what they want the most.

Its specially difficult here on 4chan where some people get their kicks by feeding into your fears, so it just makes the situation worse.

My advice is try to not bring more attention to yourself. But Idk I've also obsessed over it for so many years and its done numbers on my psyche

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>>85463026
And its been going on for nearly a decade too. Literal Twilight Zone shit.

>>85463056
I was definitely being stalked though. It wasnt a delusion.

>inb4 yeah yeah thats what they all say, just take your pills

>>85462013
i get really paranoid but for the most part things are seemingly fine.
i just don't want to start hallucinating again.