i'm just waiting for all of my flatmates to be away
>>85531872Why are you feeling hopeless?I was having a rough time during covid but I kept thinking that I wanted to go back to Japan
>>85531912can't find a job, can't improve my life, i give up. i don't want to do this anymore.
>>85532355have you been living with them long
>nothing matters, nothing has meaningYeah, you've reached nihilism. Don't you find it kind of liberating though? At this point, why not do some crazy shit and take a radical risk for something cool? Kind of lame and gay to just check out without even trying first. Isn't there anything you want to do?
>>85532371between a few months and a year and a half
>>85532381i don't care anymore, that ship has sailed.i wanted a job, i tried to get one for a while and never managed to get one, i went through many cycles of giving up, chasing it again, or just having fun. i give up on that pattern, i no longer want a job or fun or to rot in my bed, i want the joke to end.
>>85532587How boring. What's stopping you teaching English in Japan, going on a pilgrimage, backpacking through Europe, or joining the FFL or something? Do something interesting fag, no wonder you're depressed living such an inhibited boring life.
>>85532607>What's stopping you1. poverty2. apparently being cursed to repel employers>FFLmy body is garbage due to the aforementioned poverty. i wouldn't pass the physical in a million years.
>>85532630>poverty is why I'm fat and lazy and boring and gayPlenty of poorfags lead exciting lives and drown in pussy. Fix your shit and your outlook will improve. Obviously the depression will remain, but giving up without ever having tried is just pathetic. Get /fit/ and go do something with your gay chudcel life.>>>/fit/
>>85532355I was jobless for a year and a half.My dad put my name into a local newspaper as a helper for a construction site and I ended up finding work. I went to 2 places that fired me after 1 day, and got a 3 week contract somewhere else
>>85532763congrats to you.up until this morning, such a thing would have fixed me instantly.
