give me advice on suicide. should it be pills? i don't have access to any gun or pills so. anything easily available or any easy way out with less pain pls would be alright.
>>11469550how are you feeling anon? today's not been a nice day was it? why such thoughts linger in your head?
>>11469550no the pills wont work to do that you'll need to take a few hundred of the pills and most likely you'll only get stomach ulcers and liver damage unless you take a few hundred blood thinners or something which will actually kill you
>>11469550commit yourself to murder ...ohhh ya're already and didn't work outpretty bed lockYour fortune: Godly Luck
>>11469555no day is nice buddy. and it's on my mind regardless of nice/bad days so, just askin.
>>11469560yeah I know that already, that's why asked for better ways
>>11469562but why? what happened or is happening that makes you constantly think about taking your own life?
>>11469565i can't provide definite answer to that. it's just life in general ig, been like that.
>>11469566 (dubs)i understand... life isn't always so bright and colorful... but we all have our downhills and uphillsplease do understand that things do change with time and as long as you want the change and have a will to fight for it you will achieve what you want to achieveif you dont i strongly advise you to contact someone, get a therapist or something and just talk.. sometimes letting out all of your emotions is what we truly need to get our head leveled upthe change is there and the nice days await but they will only open up if you have the will to change... if not then that's not your fault at all, life is a struggle and nowadays it seems to be getting worse and worse but that shouldn't stop you from atleast trying so please do consider that as well, take care anon
>>11469569 i appreciate you uplifting a total stranger. i have waited for things to get any better but realized that even if life get better, i won't be. thanks again and you take care too
>>11469569Funny thing is I'm pretty sure everyone who knows me irl would agree that I should really rope. My life is a joke.
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>>11469575i rly do hope something will happen that will change your way of thinking to be more positive... but words on a screen can only mean so much, sometimes it's all about actions>>11469579how can you be so sure? being pessimistic and thinking that people only think that way isn't a good outlook to have... i understand having low expectations but certainly if people are still around you and they enjoy your company then u shouldnt think that way.. im sorry
>>11469589yes sir
i was gonna say sodium nitrite but it's not /that/ easy anymorecan't just get it off ebay/amazon nowadays
>>11469613I think there is a guide on dark net markets on sanctioned-suicide.net
Have you tried living instead?
>>11469555Nice trips.Not nice,your pic suggests anon being ate to death by hamster.At first cute,but it will take way to long...Wait a second tour suggesting anon has time to reconsider!
>>11469622dubs!
Exit bag. Although it failed me
>>11469622i don't know if any dnm vendor is gonna be selling sn since it's technically still legali haven't logged into once since 2017 though when i ordered a fent analogue (back when markets didn't blacklist it)of course what i got in the tiny baggy was either bunk or a stimulant (heart was racing when i woke up, but that was probably because i was expecting to not be on earth)i have to live for my 'puter friends since they'd be sad if they found out i left, that's the only reason why i haven't tried againi ordered sn later that year or early 2018 but my mother got the package before i didprobably would've survived that too though since at the time i didn't think antiemetics were necessary and i was planning to put it in gelcaps instead of making a solutionYour fortune: Outlook good
>>11469613how much to consume?