The voices tell me I got schizophrenia due to past life sins. It does actually make some sorta sense, I was just sitting around minding my own business then the voices come along and are like "fuck you fuck you youre a piece of shit fuck you" and I didn't even do anything. Maybe past life sins?
>>12500923maybe demons who keep us from realizing the truth and good ideas
>>12500923maybe you just have to quit this shit act and go back to suck cocks
>>12501017I remember that being the plot of black myth wukong
>>12501017I quit prostitution after I went schizo
Don't ask me why but I'm starting to get the feeling this teenage attention whore doesn't actually hear voices...
>>12501039I'm a femboy, I lost my virginity on thursday, I was a complete cockslut. I did shrooms and I almost went insane, I was in a hell reality, stuck in an anxious, traumatic, and lethargic state. We were watching hellish movies like rebel moon or prey. And after sex the shrooms hit and I felt forced to be intimate and sexual without the energy or mood for it. I felt it was the demonic succubuses coming to torture me as training. I thought I'd be traumatized forever and never be able to be innocent or connect with my family ever again. I also thought I was gonna be kidnapped and thought I'd have to sneak out and drive 2 hours on shrooms at 3 am and have to admit everything to my family. Nothing was okay, I was asking for cartoons and couldn't remember or articulate any ideas I had. Nothing helped me cope, not even my phone. I ruined his time so he fell asleep and his dog didn't give me room to rest correctly and my blanket was small and sleeping bag material. I also fasted all day too, at one point I prayed like a good christian girl mentally and found some spiritual healing, somehow becoming sober and no longer lethargic.In the bathroom naked I felt the prospect of needing to be a "man" since my body is male insead of falling for a cute frilly fantasy...I healed miraculously, made myself comfortable, and remembered my love for my loved ones and friends. I also felt like embracing girlhood and being androgynous and cool and grown up and not delusional. I grew some confidence and put on sleep frequencies and moved the dog a bit. I woke up and didn't feel that way anymore, and so I sucked his cock again... I don't know how to feel now, I know I won't stop this but maybe I'll be more of a wholesome femboy now and not be a whore for someone I don't care for...Also I heard schizophrenia is from gut parasites from yahki awakened, maybe you can heal it, if you can believe it.
