its raining, its cold, please talk to mehru today?Your fortune: Excellent Luck
>>12589600mikugirl dubs...
>>12589600 (double zeros!)I'm blazed and full, so pretty damn good. I have school work to get to, but IDK if I'll do it soon. hru?
>>12589600 dubsI feel like shit
>>12589620thats good. im lazy just scrolling through my phone and reminiscing about the 2020 era
>>12589649meepthat wasn't that long ago.
>>125897695 years is a long time. having a good computer at the time meant playing minecraft with shaders on ultra with rtxYour fortune: キタ━━━━━━(゚∀゚)━━━━━━ !!!!
>>12589600I'm losing my mind, every day I feel different, one day I will be manic and writing paragraphs upon paragraphs of demons ruling our world, stalking me, and how I'm not afraid because I know I'm in the right. Just to wake up the next day and reread it all and not know who even wrote it. Cannot associate with any of it. I look in mirror and don't know who I am even looking at, I look inside and it feels like my brain has been chopped up and smashed to dust and let blow away. I'll try not to blogpoast too hard but I'm genuinely losing my sense of self, it's hard to sleep because I hear things all night and have to tell myself to not get up and look for where it came from because I know it's not real. The next day I'll be telling someone it's from someone lurking in my house stalking me, I don't know who I am I don't know what I think. When I'm in a phase like this where I can sit down and recognize all this crazy stuff going on inside me is about the only time where I consider the possibility of the doctors being right, that I'm a fucking schizo and need to be on a pill, but I don't find enough care or effort to act on that and just stuff it down until I'm indulging in some different rabbit hole . That's how I am today, I hope u are having a good day. Thanks for asking, thanks for the opportunity to feel like I am being seen. I love you op, I'm scared
>>12589792hey fren, it's okay to feel this way sometimes. the world may seem made of smoke and echoes, but you're still here, breathing, existing. remember, you're not your bad thoughts or your fears; you're the one who perceives all of this. try to rest, drink water, maybe listen to something soothing.
>>12589866(Dubs) I appreciate your kind word, I will figure these things out. Even if I am genuinely mentally ill that's okay cause at least I feel good about 70% of the time and I'm still sexy af and blessed with a comfortable life where I can BE AWARE in peace, have a good rest of your day name friendYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12590159thats rhe spirit anonYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>12590185>>12590159two same fortunes is pretty lesbianYour fortune: Average Luck
>>12589600Mikr
>>12590726im actually a lesbian, i like womenYour fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>12589792Being invisible can be a good thing. No scrutiny, no annoying questions. >>12589866 (Dubs!) Nice star-chan! >>12590159>>12590185>>12590726Lesbianism is beautiful! It is pure! I yam jealous of lezbeans! Straight women are so indifferent! >>12591237God, Satan, other deities, Why are all the cute grillers lezbeans?? Do I have to transition to find a gf?
>>12591362hiyaa fren !!yeah, do a gender transition and get your girl