teach me how to be good
>>12610988It can't be done, there's no going back
lol
First off, stop posting.
die
>>12610990>>12610992>>12610993u all got trolled m already good but i was referencing a game title bwwhahahah so dumbremember to drink water tho
nd dont be a bad influence to me thx,,
this is bettre
>>12611005no u got trollt
>>12611016no u!!!
i wish taht everyone becomes comfy
All you gotta do is just stay in your lane, y'know. Don't try to be something you're not.
i'm quiet comnfy already
>>12610988why do you change filenames constantly
>>12611033yes but also striving to be better is always goode i believe,,>>12611035im glad~ have u eaten tdya?>>12611039hm wel its not intentional, its about using different devices,,
>>12611049you know exactly what you are doing and you will suffer for it in the end
>>12611054if i promise im telling the truth, would you trust me?
>>12611063no
>>12611064wel that makes me sad..image is iphone and ipadthe rest are downloads from pc..and sometimes, if i save a photo on ios from something like discord, it retrieves the same name as what others named it!there u go..
i just wanna talk to wishe but she doesn’t respond
>>12611069sometimes,, iuon feel like talking but u can always try to interact with me in threads!
>>12611068so you post something from your phone and then get on your pc 5 minutes later to post something else
>>12611072no fun if i don’t have wish’s full attention
>>12611078die
>>12611075well,, im a bunny i guessbut right now im charging myself and on phone>>12611078sorry! i hope u understand <3
>>12611087it’s ok i do understand im the same way basically
>>12610988https://cei-spiritistcouncil.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/03/The-Spirits-Book.pdfPage 360. Have fun.>what is thisschizo book about a french guy in the 1800's who claims to let angels take control of his hand to write stuff. obviously don't take it seriously, but it was fun to read anyway ^.^
>>12611093yup i think everyone could be like that, sometimes u need to take a rest,,i hope that i could talk more someday though>>12611098woa........ O_O
>>12611098Forgot to add, page 360 in particular is what he claims to be God's moral laws, as they're written by the "angels". Again, don't take this seriously lol
that's actualy a rly goode idea though
if i could make myself write stuff via angels in my head i wouldnt be bad
but also!saying im good and want to be good and do good things, thats also effective
If you could make yourself post pictures of your thighs you wouldn't be bad
>>12611099it’s ok we’re just using each other in the end like u sayd
>>12611109fuck off
>>12611109i said taht? doesnt sound nice! :<>>12611106baka
you're all so fucking delusional it's unreal
>>12611114u say all sorts of things silly but then again don’t we all
>>12611117idk who u rbut also i didnt mean taht if i said it
Hi wish how're you doing?
need wish tummy pics tbhh
Wish ignoring me guys
>>12611121well maybe you meant it then but u don’t mean it now. and u might mean it later! and that’s okay
>>12611126
>>12611123hi im good>>12611126dummy>>12611128id rather be consistent!>>1261112727
>>12611132but change is the only constant in the end silly
What does they mean by 27???
>>12611133death is the only constant
>>12611135Three same numbers
>>12611135change and death are basically the same thing
>>12611137Trips!!
>>12611133yes, changing bad things into good things.>>12611134https://youtu.be/GB5Xjo0MyU4
>>12611137actualized.org cultist
wish
>>12611139Hi wish how're you today?
>>12611142Faggoooooot
my sweet wisj
>>12611139good and bad are just annoying value judgments
>>12611141i was curious and excited but it just looks like clickbait :(
>>12611146i judge you to be annoying
good and bad are just annoying value judgments
what does wish smell like?
>>12611151
>>12611151rancid stale boysmell mixed with dxm syrup, vitamin supplements and the humid smell of soggy puke soaked plushies hitting your nostrils as soon as you enter the wishcave
>>12611149i admire your antagonism it makes me like u
>>12611152>>12611150True fucker
>>12611153hot
>>12611154i admire how annoying you are
>>12611157awwww that’s sweet are we both just desperate for wish’s attention or something
>>12611158you seem very histrionic
sex with wish
>>12611159that’s something i haven’t been called in years and i think it’s quite silly really. maybe you seem rather aloof and high and mighty!
Wish stinky hole feel nice
>>12611161you just got better at hiding it (and deflecting)
Imagine how good and non toxic his cum is? You all should try
>>12611164I weren't hiding unlike you I show who I am you piece of fuckers
>>12611164hmmmm i don’t think so. honestly i think online i overcompensate for how i am irl.
>>12611167you're desperate for attention irl but can't get any, so you make up for it by being annoying on the internet
>>12611168yes!!! but the whole point of the internet is doing whatever you want cuz it doesn’t really matter and it’s not really real right.
>>12611170yeah but you're still annoying
>>12611171well that’s okay. maybe deep down i am just annoying and it’s nice to be seen for what i am. and nice to bicker.
>>12611153you made wish cut herself again good job
>>12611172because at least bickering with someone means they have their full attention on you, right?
>>12611175i dunno… maybe… the thing is when people are too nice to me it feels grating and ingratiating… everyone has a need for at least some attention, you know… it’s like… psychological…
whatever i don’t care don’t make me say such embarrassing dumb things i hate it
>>12611216say it again
>>12611217shut up i had a suspicion you were just waiting for me to cave and i even held off for so long it’s annoying and dumb why would you do that
>>12611218no wait i just didn't know what else to say but you're completely right it is a psychological need
tsundere
>>12611219oh ok sorry if i am projecting whatever onto you it’s just hard ok you’re right i probably don’t make it easy and maybe even saying that is some weird self-aggrandizing statement im doing without realizing it
>>12611225yeah you definitely don't make it easy
>>12611221this is one of my favorite pictures!
>>12611233it’s not like i know what to do okay whenever i have any confidence im an antisocial and superiority-complex asshole that gets off on conflict then inevitably i regret my behavior and beg for forgiveness and acceptance and whatever and hate myself and just want to do what will make other people be nice to or like me
>>12611238i know exactly what you are
>>12611239well i don’t and i wish i did so i could get the right kind of therapy or meds or jelp or whatever
jelp
>>12611243help* omfg
>>12611244just do some self reflection
>>12611235That's why only freaks approach you
>>12611245i do so much i spend so much time ruminating and fixating on what i should do or what i should have done or whatever my therapist mostly just tells me not to worry so much and basically to not always be paranoid that everyone thinks im a bitch but maybe I’m just being paranoid and self-centered in always worrying that everyone is thinking anything about me but inevitably everyone does have some conception of me in their mind that I can’t control and it drives me crazy cuz really i am horrible at articulating my real feelings and thoughts the voice inside me saying “this is what you SHOULD do” or “this is what the other person wants you to say/do” controls me but my therapist says that is something like OCD all the intrusive thoughts and feelings. anyway it’s annoying to say “i know what you are” and then not expound it makes me feel like you are bluffing or just being mean.>>12611254well freaks are way better than normies anyways
>>12611259i'm being a little mean, because you're annoying and its fun to tease. i think what you're doing isn't self reflection, you're just coming up with unrelated hypotheticals about what other people might think of you
>>12611261oh okay well that makes me feel better hehehehe i was getting scared you know. it is just coming up with useless hypotheticals at the end of the day isn’t it and im assuming i know what other people think or feel and im essentially trying to mind read but im worried if i don’t do that i end up being annoying like you say or even worse just a callous asshole and everyone will secretly get tired of and hate me over time (but i guess that’s more mind reading…)
>>12611259How can you worry about this unimportant crap? you must have suffered severe brain damage. The truth is, people don't give a shit about you at all they have more important things to do, at least the people who actually matter, not the terminally online freaks.
>>12611265yes, you're thinking too much about what other people think of you (if you're annoying or not). self reflection is noticing this and changing the way you act in the future
>>12611266dubs of i sorta got raised and super indoctrinated into a cult i didn’t get out of until I was 18 and then the next 6 years have mostly been really bad depression and anxiety and sense-of-self destroying relationships and drug abuse (ive been sober almost a month though!!!!! (except getting drunk like once every weekend….)
>>12611271i guess it’s hard cuz even when i self reflect im still trying to guess what being “right” and “good” are like there’s some standard or god im still trying to live up to or appease or earn the approval or validation from?
>>12611274well, what do YOU want to live up to? what would your ideal self look like? some things need to be decided for yourself
>>12611273I thought I knew who you were, but now I have no idea, and that shit seems more important than worrying about what other people think, though. You should think more about reporting your parents or whoever the fuck raised you and getting a job and some distractions also
>>12611274Seeking validation will only lead to you becoming ewhoring or something like that
>>12610988max stirner - the ego and its own / its properties, reading it will remove the need to be good as a abstract conceptafter you have rid yourself of the need you need to switch into carl jung to understand what unconscious yearning is pushing you to act with scheming and malice, to see it is to control itafter that you need to rid yourself of your fear of death to live in the present, for this i recommend zen buddhism of bodhidharma, simple stuff but allows you to come to terms with mortalitywhen this trinity has been achieved the mind will naturally feel compassion to the people who have not yet freed themselves, this compassion will drive you to benevolent acts without being puppeted by them like pinocchiogood is subjective but wise benevolence is universal, you will be "good" without defanging your ability to say no to avoid manipulators or losing your ability to defend yourself and your loved ones should the need arisehope this helped
>>12611275it’s hard to say it shifts so much depending on the day and the hour and my mood even. sometimes i think i want to give everything to the people around me and be the most empathetic and understanding and kind person in the world no matter the expense and other times i feel like i hate everyone and how constrained i feel by them and like i just wanna do whatever the fuck i want and not give a single shit about what anyone thinks (but this often comes at the expense of sort of being an annoying bitch… as you may have caught on to….)>>12611276hehe that’s so funny if you thought i was someone specific well the “cult” in question is Mormonism and i guess its cult status can be debated but for me it was so so so so so so formative and dominated my life from the moment i was born and literally everyone around me and every single person I knew for like 20 years was Mormon (but apparently didn’t care as much and wasn’t driven as insane by it as me????) which i guess is just hard when your entire sense of reality eventually breaks and everyone else’s is different and on the same page that isn’t yours. i do have a job though!!! and soon im getting an even better job that’s salaried and my landlord won’t be my ex who doesn’t even consider me an ex anymore yippee!!!! >>12611278meh i already had my ewhoring phase like 3 years ago and it was pretty unfulfilling in the end
>>12610988you aren't capable of that, being pure evil
>>12611280there's a happy middle ground somewhere, i hope you can find it
>>12611290facts me too thanks for chats and bickers. can you call me annoying again one more time before disappearing.
>>12611293sure you annoying bitch <3
>>12611295hehe thanks it means a lot < 3
>>12611293you're a masochist and you've learned that the only way to get the attention you've been deprived of is to be a nuisance, this is a self fulfilling spiral where you fill push people away who aren't sadistic and you will feel like your self worth is tied to external validation and the scorn of othershave you considered being okay with being alone in your room with your thoughts for long enough to stop yearning for external validation?
>>12611301yea i basically didn’t leave my room or talk to anyone for like the first 3 months of this year. and before the last 3 years of my newfound irl social life i spent like 3 years just on the internet which was honestly really nice. i spent all my time how i wanted and honestly did a lot of fulfilling things. now i have way more social ties and connections and relationships that really i feel at times stress me out and make me paranoid and stuff it’s hard cuz having friends and connections comes with so many obligations it feels like but also a lot of my very closest friends (or people who i feel like understand me a bit more at least) often tell me it just seems like the social group ive landed myself in (drug dealers, DJs, strippers, etc.) doesn’t seem like a good fit for me xdI am unabashedly a masochist though.
Can this tranny just kill itself already?
i will build a beautiful life
>>12611279useful advice i appreciate it
>>12611456np
annoying thread
>>12611279good post in an otherwise completely uninteresting and disingenuous thread
>>12611325I don't think ur doing anything bad
>>12611279thanks
>>12611100unchecked doubles on page 10!
>>12610988Maybe stop age regressing and get a job you tranny.
>>12613283don't bully me or my friends!
>>12613286This image is way off than what is really happening. First of all, you're not a woman and will never be one. Second of all, the woman in this picture is defending a group of babies. What's really happening is a grown ass man defending his group of pedophile friends who age regress and groom little girls they meet here on Discord.
