The post had too many characters, so I had to post it as an image. Its from a journal entry that I had and I wanted to share it anonymously.If anyone cares to read this, I would really appreciate some perspective, I hold no pride in this, I just want to be able to see what people think of this.
so cute omg
gee mister
>>12913860I'm sorry that happened to you OP, I am glad you do not want to see children in a harmful way and do not want to cause them harm. Liking porn of a certain thing is hard, it is hard to just stop looking at it. I do suggest maybe healthy loli alternatives like ones that don't have the personalities of children, and are so animeified at that point noone would act like thatCartoon loli is more dangerous than standard anime loli because it gets you thinking 1-2ft tall=hot and you will start getting people "joking" with you that they want to look at her bloomers and her cunny under there, and fucking kids is okay because it would be cute, and pedo sex wooh, I love little girls etc, and these are really not good to be joking about because even jokeds if repeated enough ring in your head more and more and become stronger. (Think of it like if you were joking about gore all the time, I want to fuck skulls I want to kill I love blood and want to murgder censoring slightly for the glowies, because these are not my thoughts but an example. It would make you see death and hurting people as more and more okay in your head)I do think you give yourself too many excuses in some ways eith the exposure to sex and gender steriotype and depression, but the other things I understandDepression meds would probably be a good idea, really it will come down to finding a healthier alternative and sticking to it though.
