a different approach....
>>12937474Which is?
>>12937476being genuinely kind to those who wronged you, its le mix of sympathy and empathy plus a little experience
in myre le mind and on what I have seen so far in this wicked bubble most people are unconscious or in the lower end of the conscious spectrum, at least that what I'm experiencing every le day maby it is time for a bit of bring more chill and calm and there are ways to avhive this but thats very personal and different for everyone else
or in short don't mess with your own subconscious if you don't really have to
>>12937492Of course, there is no such thing as being asleep or being awake, but this is not seen until there is no one looking.
>>12937512I try to drown it put it keeps coming back
>>12937515But through the meditation discipline the student finds out that he cannot stop this grasping so long as he thinks of himself as the ego which can either act or refrain from action. The attempt not to grasp rests upon the same false premise as the grasping: that thinking and doing, intending and choosing, are caused by an ego, that physical events flow from a social fiction.
>>12937495I have faith in my subconscious to be infinitely forgiving and infinitely capable of forgiving, like I am
>>12937517is this the same thing as the desire not to desire stuff?
>>12937520maybe if you follow the dogmatic suggestions of suffering obsessed dogma followers
if you think about it your already trapped and then you start to think on how not to think and then aaaaaaaaa okay this againle loop is coming back
>>12937520You have to realize all the ego is is attachment and it cannot self-terminate any more than a fire can burn itself. But this in fact proves that the ego is not real. The self is all about power and control, but if the self cannot even control itself, it is not much of a self.
>>12937532biting your own teeth type situation aaaaaaaaaa
>>12937528>>12937535Not thinking is meditation and it always leads back to thinking anyway
>>12937540in le germuny we say:"Es ist zum Mäuse melken" or "zum Haareraufen" maby thats why the real monks are all bald lole
went bald once in my life for stoic purposes was le weird experience
