56 days before the tragedy: Hammer Attack!
>>12939643Is this the hammer you will use to kill your victims?
It's confusing, isn't it? Yet you know perfectly well when you're feeling down; your whole body, physically and mentally, lets you know. You feel sluggish, with fatalistic thoughts, that feeling that everything is lost, that nothing will ever be the same again. You torture yourself by remembering a random past experience that at the time didn't even seem like a good moment, but compared to how you feel now, you could even say it was. Were you happy without knowing it? In essence, life, our entire existence, is a reflection of our creation, without purpose, without a plan, just a series of chaotic coincidences that resulted in the perfect combination for life. Similarly, you are alive by pure chance. It's estimated that throughout an adult man's life, he will produce more than 500 billion sperm, while a woman, by the time she's 20, will have perhaps 30,000 eggs. Not only did these two people have to meet, but they had to meet at the exact moment so that, out of the more than 500 billion possibilities, it was you who would live. But it doesn't end there. After a pregnancy and childbirth without serious complications, you will still have to deal with viruses that could endanger your life, illnesses, infections, accidents of all kinds, and finally, the most dangerous factor you will face throughout your life... yourself. And that's not just a figure of speech, not to add a poetic touch. It's real. That's why loneliness is so terrible; it's like being dead while still alive. It's having the worst of both worlds: being forgotten and, on top of that, being aware of it. That's humanity's greatest fear, and right now nearly 20% of the world's population is feeling it—20% and rising—because new technologies and social networks don't offer real contact; you can't replace it. And the problem is believing they can, because gradually less time is being spent on genuine interactions.
ahh the ole nihilistic terrorist urge…been there, still there… hulloh can u hear me?? Dont do the hammer thing. Its bad, its messy, it causes mess, keep it clean pleaseIm a recent ish NEET in a foreign country, feel like nothing matters. But… just keep posting, eating foods, sleep alot and relax. All things in gud time :/
What happened?
ANGELO SCREAMINGhttps://voca.ro/17dg62ZaleI6
I'm sure that if you run naked around a tree at a speed of 189.252 kilometers per hour, you might have sex with yourself.
I made up a romantic story in my mind between B. and B.
>>12939727In the end....
