why do i find abusive women hot and despise any acts of kindness and view people who do this as pathetic idk why i enjoy the "pit feeling in my stomach"i actually realize this or "they" are bad for me but it is kinda what makes me like them
misattribution of arousal
>>12967015interesting but what can be the cause of the anxiety i just think its linked to how they treat me not delusions or maybe i didnt understand what you said at all
>>12967019doesnt mean youre delusional just means that feeling turns you on, no idea why though, maybe its like how some people get addicted to thrill seeking or whatever
>>12967006you were visited by the shitty childhood fairy, probably. you're just going to have to learn not to heed that desire until you manage to heal from whatever wound is at the heart of it, however long that takes.
>>12967080kinda true ngl it has been forever i just love shitty mother figures atp unless i go monk and stop interacting w women i dont think im getting better
>>12967006>>12967080i agree with this above. It makes the most sense that you've just had an abusive parent, probably your mom, and you're an anxious attacher (?) and that's what you want as a relationship dynamic cause it's the dynamic you've been raised in
>>12967006Next you will tell me you can hunt with no light. Well I can see the path in between
>>12967006 Let mommy beat the shit out of you anon
>>12967116huh the what?
Couldn't tell you, Josh.
>>12967006>why do i find abusive women hot and despise any acts of kindness and view people who do this as pathetic Because they are, and being a sadomasochist is gigachad
>>12967006prob something you'd have to ask your past self,or something
die freak
>>12967831>hot anime woman holding a gun><
>>12967757yeah i think its just i reminisce about toxic relations since i grew up in a fucked household maybe or something like this i dont really see a way to transcend above all this bs easily pray for me
>>12967006its normal
