pussy you won't

>>13010986
don't end it u can funpoast with ur s4s frens instead :D

I've tired slready this year but my best friend saved me but tonight, I don't think they'll be able to

>>13010991
pretty shitty thing to do to your best friend. imagine how guilty they're going to feel...

No shit. I would of rather just died but the thought of them finding me dead would of been worse. that's what they said to the first time.

They've done their own shit to me when i've had to repair them from an attempt. but the fucking one time they do it for me, I'm the bad person for it when I never expected it. I just asked for their help.

>>13010986
pls dont

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I try my best not to make an actual and serious attempt on my life but I'm just tired of how my life has ended up as right now.
Like you know most people would say oh I'm going to kill myself and shit. it's mostly for attention but I'm at my breaking point of my mental state that I'm telling randoms on 4chan that I'm going to kill myself tonight or at least try to. because I can't do this shit anymore.

holy shit the error in that last post

too drunk for this dum shit
but I didn't mean to add that period in the last setnace

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When I'd drinken drinken myself into a blackout, I'd mostly just feel pathetic and fantasize about cutting off my friends. I thought they were better off without me. After one particularly heavy vodka binge, I noticed that none of them had messaged me in a week. I didn't think much of it, I was busy with my shit, maybe they were busy too. Then one day I opened my chat logs. The drunken fantasy had become reality. Now I'm friendless.
>:D
Also, don't end your self. There's so much rudeness you can spread in this world

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

There's a lot of hatred and crudity I can bring to the world. I'd love to hurt a lot of people but the person at sole of this human body doesn't want to. It'll rather get rid of itself before it could act on harmful actions I'll regret in the future.

>>13011012
>>13011014
>>13011010
>>13011009
>>13011005
donut kill yourself you will die


Your fortune: Good Luck

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nahhhh that's the point, brotha

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>>13011012
Man, get it together. Call the suicide hotline or something. If you were gonna do it you'd do it, not talk about it.

In my other attempts personally, it feels more comforting to talk to others before i die. that may be just my problem but yeah. I get what you're saying. in my last attempt, i didn't talk to anyone.I just did it. so you're right. I'm just being a sensitive bitch about it.

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Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

Oli miren qe esto no tiene nada qe ver pero esta persona acosa a muchas chicas y les manda fotos de su pene que ellas no pidieron el numero es de Perú es este +51 969 163 915 si pudieran escribirle o algo seria de mucha ayuda los quiero muchas gracias y ndie se quite la vida, los amo :33 :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

>>13011026
yo quiero taco bell

but its nice to talk to other before i go but its whatever at this point.

i don't really give a fuck anymore

>>13011025
you and me both mr bob

See you tomorrow

>>13011033
you and your dubs both mr anon

Your fortune: Bad Luck

At this point, I'm just ahahahahahahahahhaahhahahhhhhhahahahahahaahahahhahaahhahahahahahahahahahhah

i can show the attempt if I'm conscious enough to aaaa

i don't tj=hink I'll be a btle to

but i can try

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Oyyyyy OP, based on your sperg posting, you're probably drunk. Fuck you for enjoying a refreshing mind numbing delicious beverage while I have to goyslave at my goyjob for shekels.
>:D

Your fortune: Outlook good

I am drunk pfft. its not so much refreshing but its more as a reminder for me. damn if you want a drink that badly, I'll send you money for one drink lol.

deudeue xismm sksk fuckignnf ruxeunkr rnnr ridi xncnsnt t rnvene t witotpe. Wirght LLOkKK

huh? I can't even translate what the fuck this shit is

>>13011077
chekcicny thehsieofublens sinc cagsbe ghey gog fucnheckenx bevecaudhr hthdtaof alsuldbrbebe a rthayjer. Amsisis ti thknk but rywh

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

>>13011078
are you turkish?

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail

no

how do i reply to posts

>>13011101
quints in 7(?) posts

get them or you can't kms yourself

Your fortune: Good Luck

if you area not brown skin u don' deserv 2 skill uraselv
u can get out of this, escape from current living place to other terratory
that is what am gonna do 'cause family is beein abusive again to the extreemes

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

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>>13011074
I got the coin, but no time to quench my thirst
>>13011077
>>13011085
Fake boozebro, you're probably some kind of a filthy n*cer
>>13011094
Cute cater, needs petting
>:D

wait what the fuck, I never siad that last post. that's weird as fuck. i'm white mixed with some things.

haha stole ur quints idiot gl being alive LOSER

>>13011105
>how reply or your mom in her slëëp
you just click to the number on the message? or write it like with doeble greentext (aka who are you a quoteing‽}

i need to give my cats some pets before i go but thats what makes me feel the worse

i'm not good at being alive pftt

>>13011113
may i hug you

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>13011111
*cries en her sleep**


Your fortune: Bad Luck

>>13011116
don't, he has rabies



Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

jacking my cock off just a little

you can hug me through an image or so, I'll accept it.

mmmmmmmmm cigsss

Your fortune: Very Bad Luck

>>13011114
monster dont commit sudoku when u have catse
you just enslave urself for le gato
jlive for the kitty! apologise to it!
>>13011118
I have but i wont bite, unless...

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>13011122
mmmmmmmmm dubssss

so someone is being funny with responding with my shit. how funny.
i already smoked my last cig of the night but I may take another

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>>13011126
okay fine i'll bite

why are you le killign urslelf fellow smoker (ur not)

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

I'll try to but I know its not going to work but it doesn't hurt to try.
but a cig does feel nice again to get

I'll more than likely get reported for posting the attempt later but fuck it

>>13011131
>>13011132
okay but why though
what's going on that sucks so bad that you no longer want to be alive ever, and have you tried sleeping until it goes away?

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

"This is a sign of my own design
My own demise

And when I think this
I think I shouldn't think this
I never miss
I'm crossing names off a list
I'm feeling nothing
I see nothing to shout about
You'll never know
Exactly what you can't live without"

–Headstrong ©2002

>declassified.webm

Your fortune: Good Luck

>>13010996
>>13010998
I wasn't talking about what you did, but rather what you're doing now

>>13011111
digits witnessed

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

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>>13011000
nice double triple
>>13011033
>>13011077
dubs: checked
>>13011111
MASTERFUL THEFT OF QUINTS

Your fortune: Outlook good

>>13011122
>>13011133
ops i missed this pair of triple doubles

why? you don't think I've tired to sleep it the away? it doesn't work when all i go to sleep is constant nightmares that i have to live trhough each night i fall asleep. i've tired to go to different doctors about this but it never helps. nothing does.

i'm back home so soon I'll do it

as long as no one checks up on me when i'm home
I'll be fine

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but honestly, I want one more cig.
is that bad?

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>>13011180
ye ain't goan do it stop playin player

what specifically made you decide that right now is the best time to die out of all potential times
what's different about this time as compared to previous times you wanted to die

Your fortune: Good Luck

>>13011187
mikutrue

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

what's different? a lot. I don't feel comfortable talking about my personal life with people who could troll and make jokes if my life. I'd rather not have that in my life right now when I'm already in a very sensitive state mind. but then you may ask why am I confining in 4chan out of all places? my answer, i really don't know besides knowing that no one will care in the ned and they'll take this as another shitpost of sorts for attention. but this pount, like I've stated before, I really don't care anymore. I'm done.

can't even spell right lol

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>>13011191
well what do you wanna talk about then

obviously your've got some sh*t to say before you don't kill yourself here in a minute

Your fortune: Godly Luck

everyone who's going to kill themselves soon always have so much to say because it's the last and only time they'll get to talk.
it's common.
as the fact on how I'd like to smoke one last cig before i do so.

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Stop trying to kill yourself. I'm the only person on this board who's allowed to kill himself!

it's dumb shit that my mind is thinking before i die.

can't even get my cock up these days.

bruh

i don't even have a cock dumbass

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>>13011206
broken bepis is not really suicide material, though that does suck

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

>>13011212
proof?

>>13010986
>>13011166
You should join in

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>>13011200
nice dubs

s'true, the first couple times i tried to become an hero i spilled my guts beforehand then didn't want to
so i didn't talk to anyone the next few times but that didn't really work better, because i still bitched out but felt sadder about it

Your fortune: Better not tell you now

cuto teo picture.
I'll post a pic of me smoking my last cig for proof

inb4 guy with long hair

if only i was a guy with long hair pfft

I wish I was on your place
I'm handicaped and have a lots of health issues
If you're ablebodied you shouldn't complain

post pagina please

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

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>>13011222
handicapable triples

Your fortune: Bad Luck

some nigga just said pagina

You wish you in my place? I mean i guess but if you want a decaying body, go ahead.

you want your lungs and heart to be sending you stinging pains every day at random? be my guest.

>>13011225
It's not like she's going to live to regret it

Your fortune: Godly Luck

do you want every day reminders of the remains of someone you loved in your hands?

be my guest

i want pagina

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>>13011227
the smokes probably aren't helping with that one, m8

do you want to remember how your mother is dying in a fucking hospital bed where you can do nothing watch? where you've told her for years to get better but she never did? she died and fucking threw everyhthing on top of you to take care of? shut the fuck up

goddammit

>>13011229
xD grow up
you never love them when u had no self esteam
wheter they lóeved u, they evetually stop, so git gud

Your fortune: Good Luck

bro just go the fuck away because clearly you've never any mother or father that gave a single fuck about you

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won't last forever y'know

permanent solution to a temporary problem innit. it's a cliché because it's true

Yeah but it feels like it will

>>13011236
all dies, is inevitably, butt why would you shorten a live that is already short, there is nothing afterwards, do as you please: free will was invented to make use af eat, don't be a slãve

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

ALL THIS YAPT but NO PUSSY PICS this is a WORTHLESS THREAD

>>13011239
trvnuke, my parents hate me and only wanted me caûse of money :'( and no gril ever touched me unless out of pity
am always a drag, but i am better alone so no interact for mę
still i stand with same: u should grow up ma dude

>>13011246
preach

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail

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>>13011243
yeah and when you smoke crack you feel like you can fight 50 cops and win but u can't lole
feelings a shite, they don't matter. they change based on what you eat and if you've been touching grass lately. wait a while and you'll feel different

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ

>>13011235
this 1000‰ newer smoke is bad for health (HP)

Your fortune: Better not tell you now

there's so much i want to do.
not here in this place, i want to escape.
because here, all i get is bullshit when i try to make a change in my life so i feel like I'll be better off in other country. but even then, I'll more than likely be smacked in the face with the same disappointment i've met here .

but yeah everyone says to keep trying.
over
over
over
over
over
and
over over
over AGAIN

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wow OP is not going to kill himself and is only attentionwhoring and pitybaiting again I haven't seen this episode before

>>13011255
@chat is true

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>>13011253
yeah see you don't want to kill urself you want to do other things and not be in the shitty situation you currently exist in
gonna be pretty hard to do that when you're DEAD, isn't it
qed ur not killing urself, cope

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

there's no talking to any of you people
there's never been a use to talking to anyone

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>>13011264
i'm helping you baka
if you want a real therapist you should've called the suicide hotline. you get anonymous assholes instead

but really don't kill yourself, you'll die. it sucks and is scary from all reports. everyone they've ever interviewed who died and was brought back after becoming an hero was like "my last moments were sheer terror and regret"
if ur escaping pain this is not a good plan

whats the plan

>>13011253
i am always escaping
from frens and from online
but now i will escape from bad family
any advice to survive in the streets while i look for job so I can rent an place?
thanks inb4hands

>>13011268
nah uh i tried hotline and they only want to sell services and ask your datta for thei're statisthics :/

>>13011288 (dubs)
lole the first time i called they put me on hold and i laffed out loud unironically
like "sorry dude there's a LOT of people trying to fuarking kill themselves right now, pls get in line"

>>13011285
you should go immediately to a friend's or a shelter, actually being homelelness on the mean streets is garbo. basically impossible to get a job when u smell and look like total shit and also ur traumatized because Gay Tony tried to stab u behind the Motel 6

>>13011291
I cried then pretended i was fine so they not send 911 to my house
>>13011291
have no frens but are not shelters full of stinky browns? :( i feels like is more danger there in lions den

Your fortune: Godly Luck

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>>13011307
relatable, i had to fend off a cop shrink that called me after i got off the phone a different time

i know some shelters are p bad, but it can't be worse than being out in the open. there's so many things that suck about it; one i never thought about is how incredibly fucked up your feet get when you're walking everywhere and rarely changing your socks. painful blisters minimum and trench foot if ur unlucky.

i never did a shelter but i assume if ur not a batsh*t methhead the social workers will probably find you a group home and a job

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

>>13011188
>>13011211
>>13011222
>>13011255
>>13011288
good numbers, team

Kill as much people as you can, they can put you in jail and you’ll have a home forever

>>13010986
why don't you just join the jigsaw puzzlel fun with other people on the boarde?? maybe it will cheer you up to see something coming together with people

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

>>13011455
dubs

Reminder it’s not heroic to save suicidal males who have suffered for so long that it’s unbearable, and all evidence points to no other end to it. The time to be a hero has long passed, before everyone’s ostracism piled on to yours.

Your fortune: Very Bad Luck

>>13012571
i'd do it if you sounded less jewish, there's nothing you won't ruin

>>13012577
can't ruin those dubs

Your fortune: Better not tell you now