I literally don't talk to or know anybody. Not a single person. I spend most of my time smoking weed and listening to music in my room. I do engage in various hobbies and other past times and I think I am considerably mentally healthy but make no mistakes, I spend the overwhelming majority of my time in solitary confinement. I don't know what the fuck I should do at this point. I'm 22 and I am so fucking lonely you have no idea. I have no family or friends and I haven't connected with anybody in over half a decade at this point. I'm so fucking confused about my sexuality and who I am and what my values are and I honestly just don't fucking know anything. I know you're going to say get a job and I do plan on it but fuck. For years I have lived alone in my head. I don't know if I will ever really come out of it again. I miss being a human, having responsibilities, relationships and commitments. I keep telling myself tomorrow I'll look for jobs and then I self sabotage and smoke weed all day. I haven't dreamt since August. I haven't spoken to friends or family in months. I'm such a fucking failure, such a defective, expensive failure. If you want to talk to me my discord is godimsofuckingtired
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So far one I've received 1 req and it's a minor. This website is great.
>>34457381How is posting here going to help you? Go connect with people in the real world
Dude I don't fucking get it. One person adds me last night, they're 16 and tell me nobody wants to talk to me and then they remove me. Yeah no fucking shit but why?? I used to be the funniest fucking kid when I was younger. People always wanted to hear what I had to say. Fuck you all. None of you deserve to hear me anyway.
>>34459133Some unsolicited adviceWhat kind of people do you expect to resonate with the doomer op? Fun guys who want to shoot the shit? no, just people who agree that everything sucks etc or people who wanna kick down safely.Maybe try again in a different thread with a more fun oriented mindset? Miss the old? embody it.You get points for honesty but maybe try for what you'd like instead of dwelling on how things are if they gargle.Like you say, it wasn't always like this.
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>>34459143Theres nothing funny in my life. Humour was always a way to manage pain but its gotten to the point where it isnt funny anymore. Whatever I dont care. Ive been alone long enough to know people are a waste of my time anyway. Everybody I meet on here ends up hating me and im at the point where I dont care anymore. I give up.
you have to stop lusting/cooming/masturbating
