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45KG
i will avoid posting until 40KG and again until 35KG

https://files.catbox.moe/b6w9ka.MOV
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>>34960300
You could sweat out a few kilos in my bed.
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>>34960300
You have an amazing body and very beautiful legs.

Even if you are kind of insufferable personality-wise, this may have been the best video you ever posted. So, thanks for that.
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>>34960300
>>34960300
that outfit is a good example of something cute and sexy, well mixed together. Good taste OP
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why does she think we care?
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>>34960300
Post more of.your asshole, yunners
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>>34960682
seconding this, please do it squeaky. great video btw
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>>34960300
I think you look good
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>>34960300
Very cute and hot. Never come near me in real life, would rape.
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>>34960300
I wish I was good looking and Chad enough that women like that would talk to me.
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>>34960779
Same man.
It's depressing to know that the idea of being with me is so horrifying to women that they prefer to become mentally broken fucktoys for Chad instead.
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>>34960822
I've accepted that long ago. Hell I get reminded of it at uni every day. I really wish women didn't look upon me with such horror and disgust. That twinkle in their eye when a Chad is present, as compared to the dead stares I get. Oh how I wish.
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who has the link to the folder?
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>>34960869
>>34960822
>>34960779
Jesus fucking Christ, get over yourselves lmfao.
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>>34960928
Leave them alone, this is 4chan. This is their place.
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>>34960300
Imagine if that extra weight were in your boobs butt and hips
You wouldnt look like a child
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torrent?
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>>34960929
No, r9k is their place. I can't stand when that board's mentality seeps into other boards. They're absolutely deranged and you know it.
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>>34960945
Yeah and i remember when r9k was the greentext and story board. Boards change, new changed, even pol changed. Tv stays the same i guess. In any case, lamenting the retardation of women has always been a global thing on 4chan. And if you're upset with the way soc is developing these guys are the least problematic, you should start with all the catfish and entitled whores in the contact threads. Used to be that shit was far more limited and the whores stuck to their respective fetish threads. I've been here since 2011, I know this board.
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>>34960945
Deranged for wishing I had something an attractive man has unlimited access to? You fucking dogshit being a sub5 actually is man? Women, and I mean all women look at me with a look of disgust and vitriol just because I lack the genes they look for. Try being hated by every woman for the way you look. Maybe then you'd get it.
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>>34960300
Luv skinnies, simple as.
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>>34960300
how much do you weigh, yunners?
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>>34960300
Aren't you supposed to be 35kg by now? Why do you keep getting fatter every time you come here?
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>>34960300
Post more
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>>34960958
>>34960965
My main issue is that these retards are so convinced that EVERY single woman they pass in a given day is looking at them and is absolutely SHOCKED and DISGUSTED by their appearance. I guarantee you no one is even fucking looking at them because that's how most normal people function in daily life, whether they're attractive or not. No one is looking at another person and subsequently thinking about their genetics. Do you hear how ridiculous that sounds? These teenagers have such a deranged delusion of inferiority that almost sounds like schizophrenia to me. They need to seek help, stop victimizing themselves, and stop posting these cringe-ass self pitying posts 24/7. It's so fucking trite at this point.
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>>34961040
Once more my man you do not go what us guys go through! I didn't even say random women on the street but I guarantee that any woman I actively would interact with is going to react like that. You may live your normal life but we don't have the luxury of being a normal man like you. You'll never know the feeling of half the human population not wanting anything to do with you simply because you're not Chad. Let a fucker lament. I see women on this board everywhere and all it does is remind me of how fucked I am because I lack height, or bone structure and whatnot! You think the woman in the post would even breathe the saim air as me? No the fuck she won't so won't any woman I even try to attempt to talk to. You may insult me you can call me whatever the fuck you want but I'm not even gonna say anything about you cause you just clearly don't get the shit we go through.
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>>34961155
Nta. When people say shit like, you need to see a therapist, it's because they know there's something wrong psychologically with how you view the world. I'm not saying that fixing that will magically make your life better, but it hurts me to recognize that many of the people on this board are carrying decades of internalization of self loathing, bitterness, low self esteem all because humans are literally pieces of shit when you're growing up and even into early adulthood. Some people just never age out of that either. I'm not saying the life you lived didn't happen to you, clearly it did, that's why you're here saying these things. I'm saying that your perception of the world and yourself is so twisted, that as you are right now, you won't ever be able to interact with people in a way that gives you the live you deserve. I'm sorry you've gone through the life you have. I'm also sorry to say that it is going to take work to undo the things you've internalized and made your reality. I'm also sorry that some people will always be the most low of the low, you didn't deserve to be treated the way you did.
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>>34961040
>>34961155
>>34961170
Can you spergs stop posting walls of text and let Mouse post more of her cute, fat body? I don't want to scroll for hours to see her naked ass when I wake up tomorrow
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>>34961196
This whore had already made like 5 threads over the course of the week, you're not going to be missing out on much, she'll just make another thread when this one dies.
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>>34961155
I came off too strong, so I'll back off. I think this anon >>34961170
is putting it in a better way. I don't get what you're going through and I also don't understand why you place so much value on how women view you. There is more to life than that.

>>34961196
Cry more, faggot. Will you get out of breath if you scroll that much? Seems like it. You're disgusting.
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>>34960945
What exactly is r9k's mentality anyway? Excuse me, I'm new here. Nta?
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>>34961276
>Sweeping generalizations of the opposite sex (males and females are guilty of this)
>Absolutely no agency to change their situation, believing they are genetically "subhuman"
> They think they are hopeless victims of a corrupt, malevolent societal structure that favors Chads
>Constant internalization of societal rejection and obsession over their inability to form relationships
>Extreme self-loathing
>Fatalistic about their lives and will refuse to improve themselves because at the end of the day, the opposite sex "only cares about looks". That is their only truth.
>Rinse wash repeat
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>>34961201
5 threads per week are not enough
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>>34961332
>They think they are hopeless victims of a corrupt, malevolent societal structure that favors Chads

When you put it that way, oddly enough feminists and incels become indistinguishable. They both believe in the same conspiracy theory, just for different reasons.
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>>34962027
They both lack the self awareness to realize that they're literally the same people half the time. It's so tiresome.
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>>34961040
>>34962049
Yeah but nobody is forcing you to engage. Not saying you can't vent at them either. But you gotta realize you won't change them and that they've got their place on this board. There's really nothing you can do, getting all worked up won't solve anything.
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>>34960300
Fat
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>>34960300
Damn, look at those cut marks.
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>>34962374
that's the lesser marked arm, anon
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hello
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>>34960300
>>34962633
Have you seen a therapist yet? The waiting list is long in AUS so you're better off getting on there sooner than later.
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>>34962738
i already have a therapist
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>>34962762
you know jade it honestly seems like you've been doing a lot better lately
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>>34962762
You need a new one.
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>>34962633
I miss giving you money...
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>>34962765
i am just too depressed to do much wrong
i feel worse but i am behaving better from it

though i am trying to fix my depression

>>34962784
XD
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>>34962833
well im liazrd and you ignored getting angry at me so you've been doing well imo.
though i havent been really trying to cow tip lately
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>>34962633
you're such a cutie
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>>34962633
I miss you Miss Mouse
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>>34962841
well yea i barely remember you but also i am trying to avoid fighting with people

>>34962850
>>34962854
(^ω^)
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Always glad to see my fav soc girl posting. Can't even count how many times I've stroked it to her
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>>34962833
What did they say about your eating disorder and body dysmorphia?
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>>34962863
Im glad you barely remember me its better that way. Maybe you'll let me back into your group XD
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>>34960300
>>34962863
I was just thinking about you, how nice to see you pop up here now, I never come here

plz post more horny things
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>>34962881
nothing i don’t have one

>>34962899
it’s been like one or two years
i know that you did awful things but i also don’t care enough about you to care anymore than i already have and i think it’s weird you keep trying to interact with me
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>>34962943
show us your dick and implants
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>>34962959
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>>34962943
Energy drink check?
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>>34962966
today i have alani witches brew
need more
so dizzy today
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>>34962964
tentacles gripping, but it feels good - let's see what you can do with it
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Gross. Women like you are the reason why I didnt help a young woman that was involved in a hit and run. I just left her there until some basedcuck phoned for help two hours later.
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>>34962970
I had a killer caffeine headache last night and a witches brew fixed it. We are the same.
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>>34962765
True. We need her to get worse so she does more perverted stuff.
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>>34962964
:)
I'd really like to watch you try to fuck that thing
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>>34962943
>nothing i don’t have one
Are you trying to convince me or yourself?
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>>34962964
let out your dick, put it next to an energy drink
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>>34962964
squeaky, record a video of your riding that thing in your asshole and post it here
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>>34963008
i am a girk
https://files.catbox.moe/feva0l.MOV
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pizza i had yesterday
https://files.catbox.moe/mwxqo5.mp4

im playing deadlock
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>>34963035
fake news - hike 'em aside and grip that tentacle
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>>34963035
show implants
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>>34963040
that looks really tasty, I want one
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i am so sleepy and dizzy
i will have an energy drink and eat something at 12am
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>>34963040
stuff that tentacle like a long deep salami before it went on a pizza
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>>34963077
play with your nips, it will help

PINEAPPLE PIZZA AND GATORADE!
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>>34963035
Be a good slut and slap that pussy or else i wont give you attention
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Is this you?
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>>34963132
yes
if anyone wants watch zootopia 2 you can join us
https://hyperbeam.com/app/room/PvQUisu8QMWmp8h1yaGzLQ
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>>34963154
busted ass link
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>>34963040
>>34963154

meh... leave zootopia - act like a horny bunny

i like that you’re not shy about showing off... most girls play it way too safe. imagine us telling you exactly how to touch yourself right now while you film it... you can already feel that rush building, can’t you? show usd how wet that thought just made you.
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>>34963154
Still watching it?
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https://hyperbeam.com/i/O-PQiPUm
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>>34963260
Do you like uncut cocks?
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>>34963035
Dam I want slap my cock against that pussy
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hey yunners big fan of your holes !
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>>34963035
You seem like you use Graves
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>>34963357
yes

>>34963462
i am new to deadlock so ive been trying out everyone - so far i like celeste and vindicta but i suck

>>34963428
its squeaky not yunners
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>>34963467
You doing okay today?
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>>34963467
What do you like about them?
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>>34963467
>its squeaky not yunners
hi squeaky im a big fan of your holes
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>>34963504
yes i am good
need to diet better though :<

>>34963519
idk i like privates

>>34963526
thx you
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>>34963532
Cool, have a good day.
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>>34963532
What is your current diet?
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>>34963532
Do you like BBC? Have you tried one?
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>>34963535
you as well

>>34963545
for the past week i was sick so i ate 1000-1200 calories but my diet plan is going to be 600c from tomorrow

>>34963549
no i didn’t
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>>34963532
Nah, you're legitimately stunning as it is. Perfect just the way ya are. Chances are, you are dieting better. The weight =/= composition but I am sure you already know that.

Keep eating well, do more things to change composition if you want (resistance training etc). If you really wanna get to 35KG, I can only imagine you'll do well, bonk out, starve and rebound very badly which isn't the physique I think you want. (Could be wrong though, don't really wanna presume.)

You've done amazing things, look incredible, and should be incredibly proud of your physique. Focus less on the scale (hard for me too) and more on the look (which is hard due to dysmorphia for us all). If that's too difficult to internalize objectively, look for someone else to be your like, body-judge or something. (While the exhibitionism can be fun, don't take our word for it as everyone here is nuts.)

Your pizza looks so fucking good btw.
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>>34963598
the pizza was really yummy

also i know it’s more about other things than weight - i just feel safe with that number and ive wanted it for 10 years . i just want to reach it even i dont care about anything else . i am still going to try exercise but mostly i dont care about anything except that number . though im gonna eat healthy and other things to feel good . and i will exercise small amounts but mostly stretch .

thank you
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>>34962374
>>34962381
>all across the street and none down the road
fucking attention seeker. just do it and stop wasting out time
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>>34963628
Oh I figured, that's why I am trying not to be preachy or anything. I am sure you've heard a billion voices by now telling you what to do. xP

Besides, I get it more than most sometimes you just want to do something as a goal regardless. My weight was like 300+ growing up, then low 100s, then 150+, all around up and down -- and during that time sometimes that silly little number meant the world to hit haha.

I am so glad you're going to be focusing on how you feel, nutrition etc. And hey, stretching isn't a small thing; absolutely can and will reshape you for the better. Most people neglect it too much imo xD.

And you're more than welcome! As I said, the jaw did hit the floor admittedly lmao.
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did you bake something recently?
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>>34963740
no i need to start again but ive been saving money tho i could probably bake with what i have but buying extra ingredients is annoying
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>>34960300
nice to look at; vile to lie with or fuck
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>>34960300
Cute! Would love to kiss your little tummy
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>>34960300
squeaks I miss your youtube channel, I really loved the asmr bug video, do you think you could upload it somewhere?
also, you're doing your best and I'm proud of you
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We all know we'd love to see yunners gang raped by a pack of niggers
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>>34964276
No, I really wouldn't. I would enjoy raping her myself, though.
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>>34964276
I think it's only you who wants to see that
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>>34964276
We all know we'd love to see Israel burnt to the ground
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>>34962964
>https://files.catbox.moe/mwxqo5.mp4
can you take a selfie with double buns and a high pony?
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>>34964270
i will be posting things here
i will try asmr again
but mostly i want to use it for cooking and drawing and games and shibari and other hobbies ive let rot

https://youtube.com/@squeaker32

>>34964276
squeaky
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>>34960300
I think you look wonderful as is! Good luck on your journey squeaky! :) rooting for you
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>>34963040
What rank are you I need a duo
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>>34965163
thank you

>>34965186
i went 0/19 on holiday yesterday what u think
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>>34965193
Honestly might be tournament ready. I wouldn't want to fuck your rank up by throwing your hard earned wins, but I'd play street brawl with you
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>>34965204
XD
my steam is wantsodabeverage
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>>34965219
Big fan of your vids, hope to see more. Also, I Love to see that you're so talkative as well
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>>34965219
I'm adding you and forcing you to play games with me during USE hours. This is non negotiable and you will enjoy it
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>>34962633
sauce on shirt?
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>>34962633
Miku was not prepared for your Antica the other day :D you're stuck in my head cutieball!!
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>>34965535
antics*
i have exposed my phone posting the shame..
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hope ur having a good day squeeky !
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i try to feel happy and things but most days i am too tired like today i feel sick and weak even things like moving out of bed is hard and looking at my body makes me feel sick

it is hard to find a reason to dress nice when i know ill feel fat in clothes anyway or a reason to dress up when ill stay in bed or a reason to do anything and so even on depressed days i wish it would go away
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>>34965654
stop gatekeeping the shirt
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>>34965658
it’s from omocat
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>>34965654
well i hope u start feeling better and showing ur body off more
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>>34965654
>+1 energy booster
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What's the point of a Squeaky thread with no pictures of her cute bum? :(
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>>34965654
if u get skinny i can be your husband and care for u while u lie around
or you could find any husband im sure there are plenty of men
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>>34963035

god dayyyuuummmm show ass your cute us too!
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>>34965654
Man oh man, this is s6ZJ55Xp from above (on my phone). This is super sad to hear. I know you've got a therapist and all, but I really hope you've got a peer group who also helps out when they can.

What you're describing a stupid huge weight to carry.

I know it's hard to what to do self-care or make an attempt when it wouldn't serve you in the slightest in your mind. That said there's a lot of benefits that can come from doing the best you can for yourself. If someone like your outfit for example, even if YOU don't enjoy how your body looks, hearing the praise from things other than your body can be wildly reassuring even FOR the body image. Ya know?

The weakness, sickness and malaise is likely down to a hormonal response to such low calories. As an ex bodybuilder when you're at such low bf eventually the body just switches off important happy hormones and just gives you incessant cortisol.

Anyhoo-- I'm probably not the best to be commenting on all this, I am aware. And some rando anon isn't gonna help shit.

Still, can't help but say something.

If you ever for some reason don't have your peers or something, idk, you can find a way to contactfag me to speak but would have to be solely SFW despite this environment/thread lmao.

Since that's not going to be happening more than likely, I'll end it with: Just keep trying squeaks haha. It's not a lot of comfort as I know you are but effort truly does snowball. The more ya try to battle the lows, the easier it gets to battle them, and more and more that momentum builds. Chinsey and cliche but true!

Hoping the best for ya! Be well!
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movie
https://hyperbeam.com/i/DmeUjosg
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how old is this echick?
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>>34966828
16
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>>34963035
you masturbate just like my former little sister
i wanna meet you now, so bad
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>>34963154
I do remember you from telegram... but you didn't reply me I guess
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>>34966906
are there more pics of her? first time i see this one
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>>34965193
are we allowed to add you on discord? Or do you prefer to keep things on /soc/? I'd love to add you and talk
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>>34964308
We know u aren’t big enough
>>34964391
We can’t all have good tastes
>>34964429
Schizo

>>34965151
My bad

We all know we'd love to see squeaky* get gang raped by a pack of niggers
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i tried joining this girls discord server a while ago and she didn't let me in no idea why
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Stop foing this you're just a failure gurl that only wants attention
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>>34967713
Try giving her money, that usually works with whores
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https://youtu.be/LFBe_wP2_gw
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>>34968789
the BMR for your current weight is 1150 cal, and with a factor for sedentary lifestyle it would be 1390cal. Your goal weight is ca. 1000cal, and would go up to 1200 for sedentary lifestyle.
If you go 500cal below your actual need per day you'll get to your goal by October. So basically, if you stay in the 800-900 range for a while that would be it.
Anyway, it's possible that you're counting incorrectly or underestimate calories. When I tried to lose weight I had to go with my unadjusted base BMR, even though I exercised 3 times a week (ride to work by bike + 3 gym sessions per week). That means either my activity was not as intense, or I underestimated the calories. Anyway, keeping track and adjusting intake based on my observations helped me lose 20kg in total.
A slower route is just eating calories for your goal weight
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>>34968829
good song but didn't deserve to win the hottest 100
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>>34967713
she deletes her discord and telegram every other day. don't bother
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another hole-less thread, speaky hates her fans ...
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the mods are so mean they warned me

i am sorry im too fat for pervert pictures probably when i am 35kg i will do things but until then im diet based.

https://t.me/+T1kyiBqYIjVjNDk1
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Sqeekky hole is the cutest pinky hole to ever be spread
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>>34960300
Ugly and fat
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you looks fine
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>>34960300
>45kg
>flabbygrim, how old?
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>>34971130
>Sqeekky hole
Need moar
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>>34966840
*2
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two days later and still no holes. you cant expect people to care squeeky if you dont put out...
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>>34975715
Used hag
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this morning i was in that half awake half asleep dozey state and for some reason all my mind was thinking about was yunner's pussy and how perfect and fuckable it is..
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>>34965163
Word
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>>34960300
Why did your delete your ABDL pics?
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>moth_dander
Just when you thought her pathetic orbiter community couldn't get any worse
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squeaky you're so hot you look like an irl loli
i wanna fill your cunny up
would u let me fill up your loli cunny squeaky? describe to me in detail how this idea makes u feel
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>>34979762
yeah like who is this guy, he seems creepy so far judging the posts and actions...
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Just did it again
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can u send again ur tg group the link is expired
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>>34979899
what did you do?
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>>34980300
Think she deleted it
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>>34979887
Moth shits up any girls server he's in, check the archive. Faggot should've went through with his endless threats to kill himself.
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the slight thigh jiggle when you step back is so fuckin hot

being anorexic is gross ur a perfectly fine weight
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>>34982308
yeah so far hes posting fetish stuff. Also crashed out crazy with death threats when I said the smallest thing. LOL
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>>34980495
why did she delete it
wheres squeaky is she going away for months again? :((
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maybe she is preparing and will come back with a huge milestone in reaching her goal weight and a double penetration
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>>34983259
nice cope she cant even follow her diet for 1 day
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>>34960300
squeaky, i'm a girl your age that's been in the same position. stop exchanging your youth for cheap money and validation from old ugly men that have spent half of their lives doing the same things they're doing to you to hundreds of other kids. you're still able to step away from everything, so do it. you'll stop feeling gross. it's easier said than done but find a hobby, like talking to people online that are actually good for you, looking up to an idol, streaming, watching streams, anything.
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>>34984443
that's right, you should instead send your body just to me instead of other men
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>>34984443
she has been told this time and time again... She refuses to get any actual help and instead sticks to the same shit. People have tried to get her to deal with her issues in a healthy way but she always goes back to it for any number of "reasons".
She's also not a child, her passport was leaked a while ago and her birth year is 2003.
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>>34984606
shes above 18?
meaning its morally correct for me to jack off to her?
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>>34984443
>squeaky, i'm a girl your age
mods
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>>34984443
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HBcV0MtAQg
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>>34984443
Squeaky is old and pig nosed
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>>34984443
shes been doing this for years. the only way to fix her is to wife her up and get her pregnant
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>>34963132
Is there more of her somewhere ? She looks perfectly fine for me to use right now
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anyone have her new discord server?
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yo squeaky. weight check? hole check?
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>>34960300
45kg? You were supposed to be way skinnier a long time ago, you fat whore
Are you a liar? Or just a pig with no self control?
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>>34960300
I cant imagine what sort of nightmarish existence you must have to seek for attention in SOC of all places, go be a whore somewhere nicer queen.
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>>34991188
i am a fat pig!
i am thinking about creatning a weightloss youtube thing.
it is hard to stay the same weight but at least i am not 50kg so whatever - working on it.

but yes
i know im fat and i know i fail lots
i dont need to be reminded
i promise you i already know okay

>>34991197
soc people are kindest i have experienced in life.
really pathetic but itrs true
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>>34991574
Come to America and let me fuck you relentlessly for a few days. You'll lose 8kg easily.
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>>34991574
that food looks tasty, share some!

if you let me add you on disc, I could share some recepies I like for you!! :3
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>>34960300
it genuinely saddens me to see a girl with a good body listening to dickheads on soc
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>>34991574
>mince looks boiled rather than fried
>just beans
Where's the onion, the garlic, the bell pepper, the mushroom, the apple, the tomato (you cut yourself) the herbs and all the good stuff?
I would cook for you out of pity, whoever you are.
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>>34991574
>i am thinking about creatning a weightloss youtube thing.
doesn't that involve losing weight? maybe look into mukbangs
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>>34960300
squeaky, this is hot. keep posting so we can continue to give you validation and self esteem
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>>34991574
ahem??? you didnt answer this >>34979829
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>>34991574
Hello stupid girl, watched that one anime movie about the deaf girl and her bully, it was pretty cute
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>>34960300
hey just drink a cup of black coffee every time u feel hungry to quit feeling hungry and overeating.
and count ur calories
ur liver is a sponge
and dont eat like shit
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>>34994530
i bring u the secret constitutionl. its written in code obviously. lol
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i will make weekly diet vlogs
https://www.youtube.com/@squeakerwife

or if you have other videos i should make then you can tell me...

i read a quote called:

when you fall in love with the journey
you dont have to wait to be happy
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>>34994844
i will avoid posting on 4chan until i am at a goal weight

i like that quote

but i still would like to stay away from these places because i dont want to infect them with my fatness - to anyone who believes in my weightloss journey you can watch my youtube but otherwise i promise not to make any threads until i have results to show

from squeaky

also thank you for the nice words
and even the mean ones
i dont really mind

but i will avoid posting or checking 4chan for a few months
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>>34994993
cool, I'll watch your videos
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>>34994993
you say that you're going to stop posting as much as you say you're going to lose weight

Without fail, I always see you post again, and you're never significantly skinner

You can't do anything right, can you?
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>>34994844
You should make videos where you show your holes and put things in them.
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im eating raviolli but im promise this is the last i will post here ! until i reach my goals...

it is not 12am yet but following 12am i will stick to OMAD diet and stay away from posting elsewhere...

but i follow a quote:

i want to enjoy the journey

i know i fail lots so i hope i can suceed if i continue to try and i know i will otherwise i wouldnt continue trying -

now drinking diet pepsi until 12am and gonna watch a scary movie with friends

https://youtu.be/iWFNK0Lq_O4
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>>34997449
You’re such a fat, lying attention whore
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>>34997449
>>34997458
agreed. I wish she'd prove us wrong with a pic of her in her underwear
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>>34997626
Why would I want to see such a cow?
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>>34997781
that thing could probably pass as a landwhale honestly i mean holy shit she just looks so fat & disgusting it makes me want to projectile vomit all over my computer screen in the hopes that the amount of puke will cover up her fat gigantic belly rolls FUCKING HELL someone just put that piggy down honestly if the diabetes or heart failure wont do it it'll have to be someone else
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>>34997449
what the FUCK is she saying

listening to her speak feels like I'm having a stroke
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let me know if i should stop posting
i dont mind

but i get lonely and like to speak

i had curry and protein bar for my omad

i dont like carrot i think.
my meal wasnt very pretty

but yeah
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>>34999531
You should never stop posting. You should also make more youtube videos, I enjoy listening to you ramble about random stuff although I don't understand a word of what you're saying ^^'
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>>34999531
never post again you obese harlot stop eating so much
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>>34999595
im literally on a diet
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>>34999531
You keep on posting. It’s fun listening to you and seeing what you’re saying :)
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>>34999595
>>34999235
>>34997781

why is everyone so mean to me i didnt even do anything
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>>34999531
post pussy... it's friday... need something to you know...
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>>34999604
your ass is still ok - post panty
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im sorry im lonely lots
i really know im pathetic and fail lots
but really its 45kg not 60kg
maybe whale but
really
am i stupid to believe im not heavy enough to be bullied this much? am i blind -

really i dont get why you people compliment fat women in other threads but bully me for my weight.

anyway

God i am making this promise to you

and to my mum

i promise not to post here until i am skinny so that people cannot bully me anymore .

i will post only on youtube

and also God
i am banning myself entirely from twitter and other sites that make me upset or have negative thoughts.

i will enjoy journey
and even
one day i will be small enough that they dont hurt me anymore

goodbye i know i promise not to post lots but this time i promised to God and to my mum so I really wont.

bye

- squeaky

but
lastly i will say
nvm
i will speak of it on my blog. bye

amen
amen
amen
amen
amen

amen
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>>34999622
Sorry squeaks. Personally I’d say 45kg is super light not near whale but do what you gotta do I suppose
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>>34999622
ok, but post panty and pussy...
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>>34999622
God doesn’t like whores who show themselves online, ashamed you should be. Fatty.
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>>34999622
okay but show us your pussy
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>>34999622
some guys like fat women, and they hang out in the other threads
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>>34999622
do you accept message on telegram or do you ignore them?
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>>34999622
Fuck off you gross ugly whore, no one wants you here, you're disgusting and not even remotely cute, no one will marry you, you're not a desirable woman, you're a whore, a no good prostitute and as long as you keep posting here that's all you'll ever be known as, you gross ugly whore.
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>>35000441
i doubt squeaky can be your mother anon
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>>34999622
it's a few guys who want to make you feel bad. they keep saying that you're fat, and they would continue to to so even if you were 20kg and severely underweight
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>>35000621
>>35000960
She ain’t gonna fuck you pathetic simps lol
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>>35000981
Proof????
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>>35000621
Imagine this useless slut as a mother, she can’t even look after herself, that kid would have the most fucked up sense of reality.
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I watched the second video now and it's really hard to understand what you're saying.
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Keep up the videos Squeeky, did you make curry?
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>>34960348
You could squeak out a few kilos in my bed;)
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>>34997449
Pathetic. Starve this attention whore by ignoring her. She is getting fat on all the simp attention.
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>>34999622
Squeaky I think you're amazing as is. There are a lot of insane people here. Your weight is perfect and you are great. I wish you the best of luck and I'm sorry the world is getting to you, this IS /soc/ after all
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yunners is a fat old attention seeking hag who lives in FNQ, you deserve to be nothing but wormfood you stinky whore
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>34999604
>why is everyone so mean
Do you have a humiliation kink or did your brain shrink from having ed and you became more retarded over time?
You engage in prostitution dealing with men on 4chan, You engage in conversation that only tells you to harm yourself, inadvertently

The nice boys and girls pilled up on your post but you refuse and don't reply to them. Stop acting innocent and die already

Self harm and cut yourself then show before and after idc about your disgusting already used body
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>>34960564
You commented, so you clearly care
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>>35007215
she's gonna lit you hit faggot
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>>35007302
so angry that you couldn't even type it out lmao
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come back and post some holes squeaky
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>>34960300
Drop your socials pleaseeee
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>>35005704
insults matter to me more than compliments
i already know the standards of the people on this site
their kindness goes unnoticed because they compliment trannies and pigs everyday – their words are worthless to me

insults are truths more than words you can say to anyone

i really am fat
i really am old
i really am awful in every kind of way

but so are lots of people
it feels excessive the amount of people who constantly want the worst for me but whatever

>>35012573
i only use tumblr and youtube now
the rest are bad
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>>35013422
you dont look old
you look and sound like a cute loli and i would very much like to impregnate your cunny
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>>35013422

>their kindness goes unnoticed because they compliment trannies and pigs everyday – their words are worthless

Christ, no truer statement has ever been made on this cesspool.
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>>35013422
>their kindness goes unnoticed because they compliment trannies and pigs everyday – their words are worthless to me
why do you think they're the same people? trannies disgust me and I think you're hot
people who ask for nudes have no standards, it's true, but the ones who don't have little reason to lie
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>>35013422
you are right, and they are also only insulting you because that is the most reliable way to get any reaction out of you.
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>>35013590
i know it's my own fault i give reactions but i can't help my emotions and i keep coming back because i prefer strong emotions over feeling nothing

i really am okay with insults
i just feel like there's more people than ever before

it feels too much

but probably God is upset at me.

>>35013587
even if they're not the same people - i don't want to be complimented or care about compliments for people with such low standards to care about me. they will just leave me or care for a cuter girl the second she appears. i cannot take anyones kindness serioysly especially on this site.
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it is conflicting.

i try stay away from the internet so that i can become pure but really i rely on the internet so much - i have no other distraction from this place. i join vt for a while and left with more people creating lies of me and hating me. lately has felt worse than usual. it really feels like things are becoming worse. my mum is in hospital again and she stays she will stay another 1-2 months. i know nobody cares i just like to write about my thoughts so that they dont stay inside my head. i feel upset today. i thought my promise to God to stay away was strong enough but the second my mum starts asking for money and saying she'll be staying even longer in hospital i come back to feel better.
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>>35013615
>they will just leave me or care for a cuter girl the second she appears
and you think losing weight is going to change that?
there's always someone better than you, it's true for everyone, you're not special. looks are not what make speople loyal to you
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>>35013638
there are 1000 reasons i want to lose weight

nobody speaks to me because of my looks
i dont really care about those things and i dont think anyone is speaking to me bcs of that

which is why they do leave me for people who are skinnier, younger or cuter
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>>35013647
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>>35013647
people care about far more things before loyalty

just because someone isn't speaking to me for MY looks doesn't mean they don't prefer looks over other things
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>>35013659
trust nobody
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>>35013660
You're correct that you can't rely on anyone. You have to be able to rely on yourself and really push yourself to be the best version of you; not just physically, but also mentally and by an extension of that, professionally and financially.

Your problem is that you have too easy access to validation from strangers on 4chan, Discord, and whatever other streaming service you set up, and it's easier to run back to that rather than really doing the hard work your male counterparts are forced to if they want even a fraction of the validation that you get for free.

I doubt this will click with you, but it was worth putting out there.
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>>35013680
well what should i do
i just want to damage mysefl enough that i can find joy from the insults or that i can be happy enough with my body that i let people do or ask for whatever they want so that they love me over others
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>>35013688
>well what should i do

I just told you what you should do. Push yourself to be the best version of you, and physically that should mean being fit instead of just meeting a certain weight goal. Focus on improving how fast or far you can run, or how many pushups you can do, or start lifting, that will be a lot better for your health than starving yourself.

And you need to have other goals for yourself too, like pursuing a career you're interested in. When you do more for yourself, the validation of others becomes less important since you are the one validating yourself through what you've been able to accomplish.

And fine, I'll validate you again (like I did at the beginning of the thread) you already have an attractive body, specifically your legs in the underwear picture/videos. But my opinion shouldn't mean anything, I'm just a random person on the internet, albeit with a lot of real world experience, and while I doubt you'll do any of what I said, I don't hate you and don't enjoy seeing you in a bad spot.
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>>35013701
my best version of me is becoming more sick so people care about me
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>>35013708
Ok, I won't lose any sleep over you not following my advice then. But I'll keep enjoying your posts (at least the good ones) when you make them. Good luck with everything.
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>>35013715
thank you
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>>34963035
Just pumped a huge load into my onahole from this, thanks squeaks. Btw can you give me a deadlock invite?
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>>35013688
>well what should i do
get pregnant, that usually straightens women out
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>>35013756
yay

and idk how to also im trying find new single player games ill like

>>35013768
my ex ran it down into my head that every man will leave me for my daughter so i dont think that will fix me
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>>35013775
Post more so I can go round 2?

What kind of genres do you like? I've been playing a lot of slay the spire 2 if you like card game roguelikes
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>>35013647
>nobody speaks to me because of my looks

Nah, it's because you talk like a retard and even if they were willing to suffer through whatever the fuck you are doing with your voice, they will just look like a pedo to everyone around.

>which is why they do leave me for people who are skinnier, younger or cuter

Your problems aren't anything to do with age, weight or cuteness. You instantly throw off 2 red flags.

First is the "I'm fat" shit. You must shop on the children's isle, so calling yourself fat means you are either an idiot, delusional as fuck, or desperately seeking compliments. Whichever one of those it is, it's annoying and a good sign not bother attempting to interact with you in a positive way.

Second is that you won't connect with anyone while you sit around and complain no one is nice to you or no one likes you or whatever. No shit no one is nice to you, they tried that and you ignored them because you think something must be wrong with them for them to see you in a positive light.

So basically people see that you are an idiot and/or crazy, and that you have no interest in connecting... that means your only value is your body for cheap amusement.

That old "love yourself before anyone will love you" thing may sound like some cheesy bullshit but there is an element of truth to it. People go through shit, self doubt and negative thoughts, that's fine. Lots of people have sympathy for that stuff, and there are actually people out there that will offer support.

We forge the chains we wear in life. You dug yourself this hole, and when people drop you a rope ladder you to help you climb out, you refuse... So why bother?

Speaking of holes, you should post yours again.
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>>35013793
i don’t want everyone to bully me

not until i am under 40kg but that is probably too fat too
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>>35013793
kek, you got ignored like clockwork
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>>35013960
sorry, I couldn't possibly notice the post 4 seconds before me

>>35013960
why do you want people to bully you once you are near your goal weight?
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>>35013960
What color is ur bhole?
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>>35013961
there is not much for me to say

it’s clear i am overweight
not just from pictures but from the amount that call me fat the amount that mention fat next to my name and everything else

most people don’t even know what i sound like bcs i don’t vc unless i am with lots of people or make video

and i know i am crazy and more but i am upfront about everything wrong with me SO that people don’t leave me

and they still do because they’re pedophiles that prefer younger
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>>35013965
i’m not near my goal weight i am 45 kg and need to lose 12 kg

i only ask to be bullied because i thought it would manifest into me enjoying it but instead it made me cry and now everyone bullying me makes things worse

it’s okay sometimes
sometimes it is too much

i don’t want to be bullied
or told i can’t do it
though i don’t have any worth except showing my privates so there’s nothing else for people to say

i understand that
and i understand that nobody cares about the other things i talk about

so at least when i did show my privates people would put up with the amount of things i talk about but now that i don’t there’s no point

but even if i do
i am too fat and people just call me disgusting
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>>35013975
You are confusing these larpers with a dom. A good dom knows when to give you some affection and attention and when to withhold it from you all while pushing you further and protecting you from the evil world.
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>>35013975
your garden pictures were pretty cool, too. you have a lot going for yourself, even if you disagree
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the last picture i take of my body
i should probably take them weekly as progress but i cant look in the mirror without crying

i cannot even look at my legs without feeling sick

i know nobody cares of my blog posting so i really will stay away until i ready to follow requests again

i get lonely and upset easily but i will resort to crying in other places
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>>35013985
i probably am fatter than this now
i feel fatter
except i bought a nice necklace and wore it today so i felt a bit better and i have rethought my diet

i hope its the last diet i try

>>35013984
i haven’t been checking my garden as much since it keeps raining but today it was okay - 2 have died but i do want to post about gardens and other hobbies on my youtube

mostly
i don’t know i have lots to say of it
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>>35013985
I would suggest drop my discord but it seems you rather want to be alone and crying. Maybe you enjoy being braindead without a guy helping you. Whether by him slapping you for eating too much, giving you affection for behaving well or for him protecting you.
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No offense but can you please just post more nudes? Your only value here is as jerk off material nobody cares about bipolar girl #6936269 anymore
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>>35013985
Ya actually nvm I dont blame you for not wanting to post your body
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>>35013993
i don’t want anyone like that
i have just recently blocked all of my friends and ran away

i’m sorry if they’re reading this

i become triggered easily
i realise i was in a loop
i have become more depressed over the past year and being perverted was the only thing that help - except i got fatter and fatter
and so i can’t do that anymore
i cannot even cut my skin to feel better without feeling like the cuts are impure because of the amount of fat on me

i love my friends but i became tired of the loop
i block everyone and ran away
i do it lots
i thought it would help and i believed i could stay away until i was 33kg and begin a new life but instead 1 thing goes wrong and i come back here .

i cannot love people
i do not even think i love my ex
i just meet him because i wanted to run away

i know none of this matters
but i am not a good friend
i am not a good partner
i really am bad at those things

i deserve the bad things people do to me and say to me

sometimes it just feels excessive and that’s why it hurts

maybe it is the amount of boards being mean to me compared to the past

or i don’t know
but i cannot handle it as well as i can but anyway i really am a big hypocrite - i want people to care about me but it’s hard for me to care about others. i really am not even deserving at pervert attention at this weight. i could die happy knowing i was special to a few people - even if i kill my self a year later and only was special for a short amount of time . that would be enough . but i am too fat to be special to anyone .
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>>35013997
okay
i wont anymore XD

goodnight

i am sorry i type too much
and i will try stay away until i can do more for you

goodnight really now
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>>35014001
How many girls do you think think like this. Most guys are larps most girls cant provide it. I suggest you finding a dom who simply knows when to give affection and when to punish you. That will also help with the self-loathe.
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>>35013985
https://vocaroo.com/105PP7OQ2OG7
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what makes you horny?
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>>35014001
nobody likes it, but are used to the cycles where you go a little extra crazy. if you want people to talk with, or just people to rant to, you know i'm always ready for you to be available again
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>>35014020
cute

>>35014052
being liked

>>35014055
i am not using talking sites at the moment only youtube

>>35014101
i will be back when my life is in order

sorry i know i say i would stop posting
but i hope you can understand why i dont

>>35013997
reason being

so i hope one day i can be cute enough you dont bully me

i will watch superstore now
i going t o play slay the spire tomorrow

and get 10K steps and eat a steak
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>>35013775
have a son, idiot
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>>35014193
cool, you could show us your steak
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>>35014193
it's fine, do whatever can help you cope and will be waiting for when things are better
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>>35014001
I hope things get easier for you soon, Jade.

I hope we talk again soon. Miss you and hoping the best for you.
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Idk why you niggas orbit this hoe...
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i cannot sleep

but i think even though the idea of dying soon sounds nice a small part of me wishes i could love someone and marry them

i like thinking of things

like sitting in the car with someone at night time

nice seat
and warm
and lights in the street

or sitting together on the couch

or going to the shops

cooking and eating at the table together

even i hope they smell nice .

i should go to bed now
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>>35014352
Ok but play Void Stranger. It's the greatest story ever told and the puzzles will make you less retarded
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>>35014374
whats special of it
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>>35014394
Everything. It's a unique one of a kind game with a story about the bonds of family, inner growth and letting go.
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thinking more .

it is hard for me to move from past
i know even posting here is proof of everlasting loop
i dont want to live in the past

i dont want to care of my ex
and i dont really
but partly i cannot move on - not from him as human but because he will be the only man who ever met me in person . even he left 2 days after taking my virginity . i knew him 2-3 days 2 years ago and i still cry from it . i wish i was cute enough to experience more. i want to experience more . if i was cute enough i could exist without having to speak and still have nice things hsppn . insetad i am ugly and struggle to talk so nobody likes me. i dont want to die alone but its my fate. i cannot sleep but need wake tomorrow in the morning. i am 22 and yet to start my life . i have not experieneced anything really . i dont see friends . i dont have any romantic experience except that one person . even i wish i had the skills to speak . i think i am getting better at talking but i know i will always be partly broken - so being fully hurt feels better than having that hurt constantly there . i know i complain of my mum lots but i cnat help but cry everytime she struggles . i wish she could start her life so i could start mine . partly it feels like an excuse - i know i shouldnt depend on her to feel okay. but i do. she threaten suicide every week. she end up in hospital and says "only one more month" followed by another. she get bored in hospital and spams me with texts asking if i still love her . i wishs he was okay . i wish i can run away . but even if i did - no good would come from it . i am not cute enough to be a wife. and even being married would only be an excuse to be with my daughter or to leave me when better comes along.
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>>35014410
you consume a lot of media, that makes it seem like life should be something fancy and special, but the truth is it's not. it tends to be slow and uneventful, you slip into monotony and that's ok.
it's a normal thing though, to expect more out of life when you are younger. it's honestly a mark of youth. you can even see it here, young people will be astounded when they run into older. they say "why are you here? shouldn't you have so much in your life? so much that's important?" no, nothing dramatic changes, you just get older.
anyway, the point is: you think there is a ton you're missing out on, but really there isn't. find small things of happiness and take things one day at a time. don't overthink
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>>35014442
i feel like its more than that
i really do nothing and feel nothing
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>>35014450
i trying sleep to this
https://youtu.be/fLiV4dpSIfQ
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>>35014450
at 22 you have plenty of time to change that. even if you've been hurt in the past it's still worth trying because the regret will hurt more. the people that wouldn't betray you for any reason are somewhere out there and you can still find them, you haven't done anything not to deserve that
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>>35014410
At 22 you don't need to have everything solved. Things will get better as you age.
>I miss my ex
Don't we all
>I don't have any life experience
Get a min wage job and actually apply yourself to something
>my family is crazy
lol that shit trickled down onto you. It's literally just all excuses. You spend too much time romanticizing how life should be rather than just living it.
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>>35014452
I can't sleep either, I like listening to Aussie wild life noises to help me fall asleep.
Good luck on your journey, I hope you can find some peace in your future.
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>>35014491
i like asmr but i am not even tired enough to sleep now
but also tired enough that staying up and waking up soon sounds bad

and im cold
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>>35014505
goodnight
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>>35014519
Good night, hope you get some good rest.
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>>35014519
goodnight squeaky
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>>35014505
I’ve been reading all your posts and fuck. I love a damaged girl. It’s a shame you don’t post more pics cuz you ain’t fat at all and even if you were it’s still sexy. I just think you think wayyyy too much about looks and other people, but you are a girl. Just know you aren’t alone and everyone here doesn’t have real friends anymore.
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>>35013985
>the last picture i take
When you end up taking more try for better lighting.

>>35014352
>"i think even though the idea of dying soon sounds nice"
If you make it past 30 and haven't married some rich guy or achieved success yourself this feeling will increase immensely. If you truly want more out of life, instead of just posting on /soc/, then try to get a decent job or find a way to make money that isn't that difficult, so you can use that income to have more experiences.

>Finding someone you can tolerate and who can tolerate you
Best of luck with that. People in general are shit and not worth it to deal with on a level like marriage, etc. That's the same as gambling. "But anon, I am so lonely; you don't understand." Another person will not solve that most of the time and will just cause more problems in general in your life.

>>35014450
>i really do nothing and feel nothing
If you truly feel absolutely nothing when doing things, then learn to do anything without needing an emotional connection to them. You just do it. Also, if there are things in your life that you don't like, then you get rid of them or don't have them in the first place.

>>35014410
>Girl
>"I am 22."
>Loves attention and can't get enough, but hates it at the same time.
>"Part of me wishes i could love someone and marry them."
>Cuts herself
>Posts herself naked online or doing other sexual things.
>Wants to be liked.
>Used to post an email address to contact her that way saying she is leaving 4chan, but you never do.
>Does Discord and Telegram too, but deletes it, then repeats.
>Been doing this same routine for years.
Sounds like Histrionic Personality Disorder, but every girl I have met in my life is nuts like that to a degree. Just learn to deal with it and manage it. In general, the longer you sit doing nothing while getting older, the worse life is going to get. Getting older sucks with health too, even if you take care of yourself, so enjoy your youth while you can.
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>>34962964
Sorry for everything you're going through, but can you post a video of yourself using this, preferably anal, but pussy is fine too. You're cute, even if you're a lil fat.
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>>35014577
i second this. we need some anal action
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>>34960300
Fuck youre so cute you have such a nice tummy
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Yuni was like 14 years old when I had been in a discord server with her 3 years ago. The english server owners name was cede and he was helping her with her math homework in exchange for her nudes.
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>>35014577
>>35014804
thirding this
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>>35015292
Self image is a bitch, especially if you had to deal with an Asian mum growing up since they have a really bad habit of fucking with their kids self worth.
Good luck with the weight loss, but you should remember that the actual number means a lot less the lower it gets. You are dangerously underweight, so if you want to focus on aesthetics of your body you may want to shift your focus from dieting to more fitness focus, I recommend calisthenics training since you already have a nice body and body weight training doesn't need any equipment if you're just starting, BUT you will have to accept that muscle is denser so even if you see that scale go up you can assure yourself that you're still skinny you've just taken on more control in sculpting it.
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i am sorry i feel too fat to post my body and i dont want to be bullied or have people to use those images to bully me in the future

i really wish i can show msyelf or stream myself touching :< i know it is stupid but its the only thing that makes me feel better but even now pinching my fat and looking at myself makes me cry

i know i promise lots to lose weight but i really am trying

and i will let this thread die so i dont take up catelogue without doing anything

have a good day

today i am eating

protein bar
Coffee

energy drink

and steak for dinner

i will show my steak
i never eat it but i am on my period soon.

and rest of month i will aim to stay under 500c

please give me an acceptable weight that i wont be considred fat anymore so i know when it is okay to post again
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>>35015329
i dont have an asian mum
do you

but my mum is very open of her eating problems
i told her i didnt want to eat cake and she says i could just throw it up afterwards or she follows similar diets to me – but she only called me fat a few times. mostly the internet calls me fat. but i have hated my body since i was 12 without that being because of everyone. i have hated my body for so long but done nothing about it which is why i understand people bullying me. even when people say i am not too fat - or that it's okay that i'm fat -- it's not.

1. people DO bully me when i post my body
2. my opinion on my body isn't based only on what others think of it - the fat overstimulates me and has been an issue of mine my whole life

>>35015329
the number is for my own sanity i know it doesnt mean much but 3 is my favourite number

also i dont want muscle or anything healthy

i want to be sick and cared about
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Dont let the haters win squeaky. A good diet and exercise will help you feel better about yourself. Gain some muscle. Weight is just a number, it doesn’t mean anything. If you are looksmaxing, follow this diet:
½ plate: vegetables (leafy greens, broccoli, peppers, etc.)
¼ plate: lean protein (chicken, fish, eggs, tofu, Greek yogurt)
¼ plate: carbs (rice, potatoes, whole grains, fruit)
Add a small amount of healthy fat (olive oil, nuts, avocado.

Aim for roughly:
1.6–2.2 g of protein per kg of body weight per day.
Preserve muscle while losing fat.
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>>35015360
i don't wanban exercise - ic are of calories more
but i wanna learn to do the splits and stretch lots

thank you for the advice
in past i have made up my diet with sweets but this time i am focusing more on meats and eating healthier

those meals are overcomplicated for my brain
i prefer simple things

i will post my future meals here:
https://www.tumblr.com/squeakyeats

and i like protein bar instead of candy even though i know its not as healthy as fresh foods
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>>35015343
>i dont have an asian mum
do you
True, nah, I just assumed since I've seen this behaviour a lot, and even dated someone like this.
And of course people will bully if you post your body, mentally healthy girls are harder to get nudes from. Hell I'm still one of those people that wants you to post nudes, but I also hate seeing people tortured by their self image since I know what hell that is.
If you're gonna aim for 3, aim to have it be the last digit, like 43kg [spoiler]or 53kg[/spoiler] I know that's not what you want to hear, but if you can stay consistently around a number that has meaning to you it'll help you feel that you have control over your life.

Also listen to >>35015360
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>>35015384
everyone bullied me at 43kg too
honestly
i know people will bully me but i weigh myself and im 46 now - i hope it is just my period weight. so technically i need to lose 13kg . but really i dont want to be healthy - i want to be underweight and sick and cared about . it is more than one reason . but also i feel sick looking at my bodybright now
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>>35015372
Protein bars are great, just make sure to watch the sugar content they contain. Try to stick to max 50g of added sugar.

And the meals can be simple, just lots of protein and lots of veggies. And a little bit of carbs.
Will check out your meals!
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>>35015386
Why not aim for 39kg, then you have the 3 and a the square route of 3, at least that's not such a drastic drop even if it's still really unhealthy.
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>>35015407
33 best
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Do you talk like a retarded baby abortion in real life (like your family) too or only to people online for attention?
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>>35015443
i think i speak more clearly and deeper with them but not on purpose - i guess i am just more confident

i was trying to record my sister being mean to me
https://files.catbox.moe/nuxank.mov
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>>35015467
Jesus Christ how horrifying. Your poor family. Do they just put up with you because you were molested as a child by your dad? I feel bad for them.

At least it's guaranteed NEETbux though, since if you talk like that to your doctors they must without a doubt believe you are a mental basket.
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>>35015481
i wasnt molested i just sound like this

and my mum has a unique voice so im sure she had something to do with it

and i think i was babied my whole life so it mostly stayed with me

nobody in real life really cares about or mentions my voice except a few times but i did not really think it sounded weird until i was a bit older

and yes
also my arms are cover so i just show them and they believe im ill enough.
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how does a person become this depressing and self hating and obsessed with their looks
cant you go to school or get a job or something. I guarantee that no ones opinion will change in any meaningful way if you reach your weight goals, maybe u can be more comfortable being perverted i guess but other than that u will remain miserable. Do something else please. Maybe you can get a college degree.
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What's the point of your weight goal, exactly? Like, obviously you're not overweight in a medical sense. If you want to be perceived as "not fat," I mean...what's the point?

The more I see these threads, the more it seems like there is no real goal. Like, there's no weight-based career in mind. Doesn't sound like you're trying to win a certain person's love and affection.

I don't get it. Have you thought about this before?
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>>35014901
where can i find them?
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>>35015486
omg thats so sad
you should post anus until you feel better
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>>35013985
missionary with neck kisses and sweet whispers from a man who loves you would 100% fix you, with therapy ofc
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>>35015292
>i only have asd and other things
I see.

>>35015292
>i wish i can post pictures
>really
>it is the only thing i like
>i wish i can
Do you have a Mega link or something else to everything you have ever uploaded on /soc/?
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the fact that these jannies/mods continue to let this VERY OBVIOUS underage girl continue to post is very telling.

Theres always some retard saying shes actually 33 to try and hide that hes a pedo and she always changes her age to not get banned.

Theres whole posts on the internet SHE made where she talks about being bullied in school by her fellow classmates.

NO ADULT WOMAN MOVES BETWEEN HER MOM AND STEPDADS HOUSE AS MUCH AS SHE DOES.

Ban this fucking girl jesus christ.
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>>35013985
i want to blast cum all over that cute flat tummy
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i am going to stop using 4chan for a bit but i get lonely so i will post my thoughts to my telegram

i really promise not to make anymore posts or respond to anything until i am willing to follow requests or things - also don't join my telegram if you plan to ask for pervert things because i refuse to take any pictures until i'm skinny

i just will post diets and thoughts and youtube there but i think it will keep me away from posting here and that's all that matters

i won't spam it as much as last time because i want to distract myself with games and other things - probably its bad for me to make a group because i become overwhelmed so easily but i also need to stop posting here :<

https://t.me/+7Xd65HXoaCBjMmY1
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>>35016027
What are those, Squeaky?
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>>35016001
There was a girl I spoke to about two years ago who told me she knew one of the mods on soc who would remove posts for her and showed me proof so it honestly wouldnt surprise me if one or more of these mods are actively talking to her.
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>>35013775
Your ex sounds like an actual retard.

>>35013975
You aren't fat dipshit, and no one actually thinks you are fat. they just say that you are because it bothers you.

Since you aren't fat, instead of feeling bad because you are supposedly fat, you should feel bad for being dumb enough to think you are fat or for pretending you think you are fat to get compliments.

>>35015386
> i want to be underweight and sick and cared about

Becoming even more damaged isn't the way to become cared about, it's just going to be another red flag that will scare people away.

While there are people out there who can tolerate a red flag and are willing to help someone through it, having too many red flags guarantees the only people that will associate themselves with you are absolute pieces of shit who will never care about you beyond using you for their own amusement.

You cannot form a healthy relationship if you are this delusional, you need to take steps and start making progress with your own shit.

You aren't fat, you basically pretending to be fat. How about instead you just pretend to be normal for a while and see how that goes?
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>>35015467
this is some real SCP shit yunners.
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>>35016027
yeah eat up piggy
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>>35016185
A bipolar fruitcake that blocks people who just talk to her like a normal person, is being groomed by mods? Say it ain't so!
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want 2 see if this thread is still up by the time im no longer a obese fatty
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>>35015927
wait, she's a kid? how old? do you have proof?!
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>>35017741
Legend has it shes been posting here for years. I was talking to her in discord maybe 1-2 years ago before I realized she has swiss cheese for brains and has nothing to say. She was posting photos of herself back then. Most of the material you see recycled here is at least 2 years old.

I'd guess shes around 23 or 24 but had hormonal issues from being chronically underweight and puberty did a hop and a skip past her door.
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>>35017891
phew.... ok good. thanks
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>>35016075
I met a new girl she's younger than you, shorter, and more petite. She's also white. I'm moving on, goodbye.
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>>35017236
i baked them for family
TvT

>>35017891
im 22
i have said this about 100 times
everyone knows im 22

>>35018057
good for you
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>>35018213
Why was cede helping you with middleschool maths homework?
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>>35018213
no new TG group ?
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>>35018368
https://t.me/+7Xd65HXoaCBjMmY1

>>35018315
i was in the retarded maths class...
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>>35018502
Is it true you drank your period blood because he asked you to?
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>>35018606
no? lol
he asked another girl to drink her period blood and i made fun of him for it
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>>35018639
"I'm going to stop using 4chan for a bit" Keeps posting, you're one lost dumb bitch aren't you?
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I don't think the fat in your stomach is the issue, it's all stored in the ass and thighs. ps love your underwear choices lol)
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Squeaky, you are so fucking worthless and obnoxious I just can't even put up with your bullshit even to see that hot fucking body. ALL men are "pedophiles," you obnoxious fucking retard. Go get manipulated by a God damn dyke instead. Oh, wait! All of them are too! You can't accept fucking reality, you're a pathetic weakling, and you don't even play good games. You're a fucking twig and yet you obsess over losing weight. If you want to die just fucking stab yourself in the neck, it's not that hard.
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>>35018502
post more porn
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>>35018639
show us you man bewbs and dick
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fat faced whore
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>>35018213
move to the uk so i can be your daddy
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She has her own mental issues obviously, but I genuinely think all the guys following her around to chimp out and angry post because she banned you from her discord 8 months ago seem way more mentally ill lol. Seriously, you guys are way more pathetic here.
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>>35018922
this.
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>>35019781
hope she reads this
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>>35020930
I actually don't think she is able to read at all.



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