I'm tired of not being able to show people who I am without being laughed at or kicked out. I feel so existentially lonely all I want is to die and finally be at peace. I know everybody is dead inside, but I've felt nothing for so long that I don't understand why I'm still here. I don't even see why people strive for anything, it's just not worth it. Everybody should stop working towards anything, don't you all see you're all empty inside? It just feels like you're all a bunch of possessed dolls, nothing you do matters.
All I ever feel on a day to day basis is being left out. I'm always left out. But on the other hand, I have peace and quiet.I wish something had a meaning to me. But nothing means anything to me. I hate everyone, and everything seems stupid to me.
Oh waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah you arent allowed to be who you want to be. Fucking suck it up and deal with it. It could be fucking worse you could be trapped in a cocoon of depression so deep if you let anything show up you wont be able to help yourself
Every day I have to fight off the feeling that I'm just a joke.I know everybody has to fight that feeling. It's how we all are expected to live. Work hard, fight every morning, and maybe, just maybe, you won't be that person. That person, who nobody takes serious. Nobody wants to be that person. It's like a hot potato. Last person to fit in is a carcass! We've all been playing this game since we were kids and it's exhausting.
>>34975129This isn't really a good response, but I'm sorry you're so frustrated and I hope you feel better. I'd appreciate you leaving my thread to be about me instead of about you, you can make your own thread.
this reminds me of a girl i knew for a short period of time who bitched and moaned about not having any irl friends and made it out to be like everyone else was the problem. The issue she kept crying about? No one wanted to be her friend because she was 12 yr old call of duty player levels of racist irl.If everywhere you go smells like shit, it might just be you that smells like shit.
>>34975115Not your personal blog
>>34975256I knew a girl like this who would quote FBI crime statistics to her parents at home and not understand why they preferred her sister.
>>34975115it’s probably because you complain on the internet and post cringe pictures like this
>>34977442lol
>>34975702Some people are too retarded for their own good
>>34975448A gay gooning cuckold thread died for this.Press F to fap respect.
>>34975256>>34975702>itt: blackies seething about white girls who blocked them
>>34978610I have a nagging feeling your porn history has the word "bbc" in it more often than not by how quick you assumed someone was black on the internet. One day you'll grow out of it though.
